the living [comprehensive]

Shirou returns to Emiya Mansion alone.Standing in the quiet and familiar courtyard, he stopped in his tracks and dared not enter the house for a long time.

Although everything around him is extremely peaceful right now, everything he encountered in Einzbern Castle not long ago is like a lingering shadow, weaving into his mind a dark image that is almost hopeless.

As long as you close your eyes, the image of the tragic death of the girl and her servants will come to mind.

And... the moment when Heroic Spirit slowly fell to his knees amidst the splashing blood.

Shirou shook his head vigorously, as if trying to drive away all these unpleasant images.After that, suppressing the crazy heartbeat of anticipation and fear, he walked up the steps and opened the door.

The shadow behind the door faded from the dark tone, and the moonlight penetrated into the room as the door opened.Sensing the all-too-familiar magical breath in the darkness, Shirou finally confirmed the existence of the Heroic Spirit, and his fear was finally relieved: "Archer," he paused, "Thank you for saving me."

"What nonsense are you talking about. As a servant, it is my duty to protect you." Heroic Spirit appeared in a corner of the room, leaning against the wall while sitting on the ground.No trace of injury can be seen on his body, but the aura of being a heroic spirit is much weaker than before.The cruelty that covered the heroic spirit's face all day long, like a mask, faded away like mist.Right now, Ying Ling's face is calm, even revealing a trace of relief.

For some reason, Shirou felt a little lonely from the other party.He changed his plan of sitting at the other end of the room, went straight to Heroic Spirit and knelt down.

"Anyway, it was my negligence that caused you to be hurt." Thinking of the previous incident, Shirou couldn't help biting his lower lip, and his words became extremely difficult, "In short, there is nothing more important than ending this bloody war. If you encounter a similar situation again, let’s take the opportunity to deal with the enemy first. Anyway, even if you lose your Master, you, as an Archer, can survive until the end of the war.”

Heroic Spirit had been staring fixedly at the young man's pale face that could hardly hide his exhaustion, and now he heard the innocent and selfless words of the other party, the light in his eyes flickered.

Strong anger rose, but the cold light quickly faded from the heroic spirit's eyes.Reluctantly raising his hands to pinch the boy's cheeks, Heroic Spirit stopped the other party's self-mutilation: "Instead of saying such things, why don't you hurry up and make me stronger."

"It's true," Shirou smiled comfortably, "The decisive battle is coming, as Archer, your master and Tohsaka's ally, I can't hold you back."

Ying Ling took a deep look at the young man beside him.The scorching eagerness was firmly suppressed in his eyes, and the gaze he looked at the boy was cold and sharp.

The boy was exhausted from the previous battle, but there was a little light in his eyes.The opponent has already faded away from the youthfulness and confusion at the beginning of the war. Even though he knows that the decisive battle ahead is extremely difficult, he still does not flinch.

Those bright pupils that were like sparkling flames gradually overlapped with the firm eyes in the vast desert that insisted on saving him from despair.

The emotions accumulated in my heart for a long time clamored, and the pain that was almost "love" couldn't help churning.Heroic Spirit pursed his lips tightly, and stalemate with his heart in the darkness for a moment.When he spoke again, he still had a businesslike and cold tone: "You will say such a thing, it seems that you have discussed the decisive battle with the Saber camp."

"Well," Shirou sat up straight seriously, "We have already fully exchanged information. Tohsaka knew the truth about the Holy Grail, and Saber also mentioned that the golden Heroic Spirit is related to the Church...it seems to be a rather difficult Heroic Spirit. But in any case, it must be completely destroyed when the Holy Grail falls."

"It's good to have this awareness, Master." Heroic Spirit breathed a sigh of relief, "Destroying that evil Holy Grail is exactly my wish and the meaning of my return to the present world. As long as the Great Holy Grail is destroyed, the Holy Grail War will end. You can also return to your original peaceful life."

"Really?" Shirou was stunned, his heart raised for some reason.

Heroic spirits have the same wish as themselves.After the trial that took place in the "Unlimited Sword System", the open and honest two will definitely be able to maintain a tacit understanding and fight to the end.

Moreover, with the powerful Saber faction as an ally, the wishes of himself and the Heroic Spirits will surely come true.

Obviously a good prospect.However, I always feel that something has been forgotten by myself.

Archer... will he leave?

As soon as this thought came out, the throbbing in his chest surged wildly, like ocean waves.

At this point, Shirou had to face up to his feelings.

He felt reluctance to the Heroic Spirit who was obviously not pleasing to him, himself.

The obscure emotion hidden in the mist, even the reason is unclear; however, it is strong and real.

"When the Holy Grail War is over," Shirou raised his voice slightly, grasping the point vaguely, "what will happen to Archer?"

"Of course it's leaving." The heroic spirit's face was shrouded in shadow, and it was impossible to examine his true emotions.And the unchanging cold voice showed no emotion at all: "I have no reason to stay. You also want to return to the life before you met me?"

Shirou opened his mouth, but made no sound.

Indeed, from the moment he met Heroic Spirit, his world was completely turned upside down.Bloody scenes and brutal battles have eroded my life, and the previously peaceful and monotonous daily life seemed so far away that it was out of reach.Only when the Holy Grail War is over can he regain his peace.

However, if we parted from Archer...

Just thinking about this incident made me feel extremely bitter, and there was a dull pain in a hidden corner deep in my heart that I had never seen.

Shirou didn't answer, and Heroic Spirit didn't press the question.Silence stretched infinitely between the boy and the heroic spirit.

The two were still in the silence, but their bodies were struggling with pain.The heroic spirit who had been severely injured by many treasures before finally reached the limit, frowned and lowered his head.Sensing that something was wrong, Shirou raised his head, and saw that the tall and reliable body in front of him was about to turn into a phantom.

——as if about to disappear from the world in front of his eyes.

The faint pain exploded in the chest, turning into an impulse of pain.Unable to restrain himself, the boy leaned forward and hugged the heroic spirit's shoulders.

Heroic Spirit subconsciously tightened his body because of the boy's intimate movements without warning, and then relaxed in the boy's thin embrace.

The surging pain dissipated, and Shirou felt a little relief for no reason.

It's really strange, it's clearly just gaining Archer's trust, but it's like being recognized by someone he admires, and he can't help being happy.

"This level of comfort can't make me heal, Master."

Hearing Heroic Spirit's teasing words, Shirou blushed slightly, and opened the distance between each other, but his hands were still around Heroic Spirit's shoulders: "I know. You can't continue fighting like this, so I will give you the magic power. This is my What I can do for you is to repay your life-saving grace."

The heroic spirit who quietly listened to Shirou's words had a strange twist in the steel gray pupils for a moment.

The intense irritability was quickly extinguished the next moment it was ignited, and the heroic spirit lowered his eyes slightly, and habitually sneered at the young man: "You are really ready to show up to me at any time."

"Stop talking nonsense," Shirou ordered angrily, but his face was stained with embarrassment, but his momentum was greatly weakened, "Take off your clothes..."

The heroic spirit immediately removed his battle robe, and presented his naked body in front of the young man.The boy who had just uttered harsh words blushed, and even looked away from the heroic spirit in a panic.

However, the boy who decided to supply magic power to the heroic spirit finally approached gently.

Warm breath caressed Heroic Spirit's cheek, soft lips fell on Heroic Spirit's lips lightly.The comforting kiss soothed the tense nerves of the heroic spirit who was tortured by the pain, and the magic power flowed from the fingertips touching the wound on the chest. A wound that heals.

Although he doesn't have much talent in magic, this kid seems to have made some progress.Thinking this way, Heroic Spirit raised the corners of his lips.

Feeling clearly that the lips that were touching him were bent into an arc similar to a smile, Shirou stood up in surprise, trying to see the expression of Heroic Spirit clearly.However, soon, he was pulled over by the heroic spirit: "That's all? Are you going to retreat, Master?"

"No, no!"

"Really? Then your efficiency is really frighteningly slow." Yingling held his forehead exaggeratedly, "I thought you would take the initiative once, I was so naive."

Immediately afterwards, after wantonly mocking the boy, Heroic Spirit hugged him tightly by the waist.

Raising his hand to press the back of the boy's head, Heroic Spirit gave him a deep kiss completely different from just now.

Shirou, who was instantly deprived of the dominance, widened his eyes, and the crystal water in his eyes was shattered by the opponent's eager action.Looking into the boy's wet eyes, Heroic Spirit's gaze became sharp and dangerous.

However, it doesn't feel scary.Shirou thought vaguely.

The moment Heroic Spirit put the tip of his tongue into his mouth, Shirou resisted instinctively, and then relaxed because of the familiar lips and tongue, and let the other party put himself in his arms.As the lips and tongue became more and more entangled, the naked|exposed skin bathed in the cold air began to heat up, and the fair skin was also dyed an ambiguous pink.

Whether it was worry or irritability, at this moment, they all disappeared from the hearts of the young man and the heroic spirit.

The two who concentrated on kissing each other finally got close to each other's body, leaving no gap.

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