At the beginning of You hour of this day, Yan Zhen had already returned to the small pavilion, a little earlier than usual.As soon as he returned to his own room, he saw his senior brother sitting at his desk reading a book calmly. Even when he came in, he didn't even greet him. Zhan Jing seemed to be silent and calm, but called him twice , he just said "hey".Only then did Yan Zhen realize that he was nervously staying beside the case, and asked: "You are so worried, don't show any signs when you eat later. I don't want your sister, do you want your sister, you and I If you are discovered like this, it will be very bad for you. I am also worried about this." Gu Qingcheng put down the book in his hand that he had held up all afternoon but did not read a few words, and said: "Oh, anyway I won't say a word when the time comes, I just need to eat. I'll let you make trouble."

Another quarter of an hour later, the two got up and walked towards the courtyard where the owner and his wife lived. Along the way, the sky above their heads was light and gray, and there was a heavy feeling, like Liren's head. Like less than three feet.It was about to turn dark, and there were two stars on the far horizon. When I looked up, I saw a flock of geese passing by, each of which was flying hard without even hearing a cry. Maybe this flock was The last group of geese to migrate to the south is relatively lonely, and they can only bury their heads in the road, and they don't want to spend any effort on hooting.

Gu Qingcheng looked at the flock of geese and saw that they were set against such a skylight, he couldn't help feeling a sense of sadness in his heart.He hasn't felt sad in his heart for a long time in his life. In the past, even if he knew that he didn't please others, those people had nothing to do with him. They were all outsiders to him, and he didn't care. After all His parents love him very much, and his brothers and sisters are also good.But now there is such a difficult situation among the people he cares about, one side is his parents, one side is his sister, and the other side is Yan Zhen. Doing those deceitful things is only for a while, and it is not a regular method in the end. You don't need to think about it, how can you live forever.Anyway, if you ask him, he can't think of any way to keep him safe forever.

While thinking this way, he also went to the courtyard where his parents lived.There was a young man guarding the door, but seeing that the young master had arrived, he naturally didn't need to go in to report, and just saluted the young master.Gu Qingcheng and Yan Zhen stepped into the flower hall of this courtyard one after the other, sat down on the guest seats by the round platform, and the little maid came up to serve tea.After a while, Mrs. Lin also came in through the side door on the west wall of the hall. As soon as she saw the two of them, she asked them to come and sit by the round table directly, and asked them about big and small matters in detail. There are ten or so questions, starting from Yan Zhen's habit of living in this village, asking whether Gu Qingcheng treats him well, and asking whether the master has assigned too much work to him.

Asking all the way like this, after another quarter of an hour, the owner of the Gu village and the two young ladies of the Gu family also came in.As soon as Mrs. Lin saw her two daughters, she first greeted her fourth daughter and said, "Come, sit beside your mother." The fourth young lady happily passed by. Kiss is the closest, and she thinks she is the one who pleases her mother the most besides her elder brother. Seeing Yan Zhen sitting next to her mother, she quite agrees with her, thinking that this meal is going to be far away Yan Zhen is closer.Following Mrs. Lin, Gu Qingcheng sat next to the younger sister, and said: "You too, the family has never seen that you are thinking about me at any time, and after a long time, you have to sit close to me. Some." After that, Master Gu sat on the other side of his wife, Yan Zhen naturally gave up a seat, and then he stood up simply, not knowing where to sit.Master Gu pulled his arm to let him sit next to him, and said, "Nephew, it doesn't matter if you sit next to me. We have dinner together, and we can talk about the affairs of the village together."

After Yan Zhen sat down again, Master Gu asked his third daughter to sit next to Yan Zhen.Seeing this, the Fourth Miss was the first to get upset. From the time when the meal was set out to when everyone present had raised their chopsticks, she didn't say a word, and Mrs. Lin naturally knew what was going on. But she doesn't speak much, and she doesn't ask her daughter such questions as "what's wrong" and "why don't you talk?" She just wants her daughter to be quiet.Among all the children, Mrs. Lin may be the most partial to her eldest son, Gu Qingcheng. It seems that she has only coaxed her eldest son carefully. The other children, she loves it, but if they really cry, she will not care. Yes, let her cry and fuss for a while, she will remain the same as her original intention, and will not change it.

The third young lady sat next to Yan Zhen, and became reserved and kept silent.After all, it's a girl's house. Could it be that the man didn't find something to say, but asked her to find something to say?Naturally, Yan Zhen would not take the initiative to say something to her.

As a result, the pattern of seating on the table made the third and fourth misses dumb, and they sat there without saying a word. I saw the two of them occasionally holding up something to eat in front of them, and the rest All that's left is embarrassment.

Gu Qingcheng originally saw his parents arrange the two younger sisters to sit down like this, and he knew it in his heart. He knew that his father and mother intended to tell the third younger sister to Yan Zhen, so he felt a little unhappy, and he only cared about eating by himself. He bowed his head and said nothing.But after a while, he saw that the third younger sister was sitting next to Yan Zhen like a piece of wood because of her restraint, and the fourth younger sister was less lively than usual because she was angry with her parents and only cared about eating and drinking. I thought it was funny, and then gradually regarded myself as an outsider in the whole thing, just like watching a play, staring at the expressions of the third and fourth sisters, the more I watched, the more I wanted to laugh.

Finally, he burst out laughing with a "poof".At that time, Yanzhen was talking about the serious affairs of the village with Mr. Gu, and Mrs. Lin was also thinking about how to resolve the somewhat stiff atmosphere at the moment.Unexpectedly, Gu Qingcheng, who had been silent all this time, laughed like that, so they all raised their eyes to look at him.At this time, Gu Qingcheng was also a little embarrassed, and hurriedly said: "I have been thinking about the appearance of the little yellow raised in my yard this morning. It was so funny that I laughed. It doesn't matter, it's all My fault, you can eat and talk, don't pay attention to me."

After eating this dinner all the way, Master Gu and Mrs. Lin felt that it was because Yan Zhen's nephew didn't think about their third daughter who was as beautiful as a flower, that's why he was like that. No?But because the two of them were at the dinner table, it was difficult for them to discuss with each other, but they were wondering whether this nephew was a dull person, and he couldn't do anything to please the girl's family?If this is the case, then there is no rush at this moment.

This time, because the owner and the wife of the owner did not directly clarify what they wanted to promise the third lady to Yan Zhen, although Yan Zhen knew it in his heart, it was difficult to clarify what he was under 25 years old. Surely she wouldn't marry such a thing.At the end of the meal, everyone at this table had their own troubles in their minds. Gu Qingcheng was alone, treating himself as an outsider, watching the show while eating, and felt very funny in his heart.

After the meal, after the two of them returned to the small pavilion where they lived, Gu Qingcheng finally couldn't help it, and laughed loudly in the room, and then said to Yan Zhen: "You wood, I am as beautiful as a flower and like a jade My younger sister puts you beside you, but you can't say a word." But Yan Zhen pulled her away and said, "Listen to what you said, and you still came to trick me. Tell me, if I tell you, are you going to make trouble with me when you come back? If I don’t tell you, it’s better for you, and you’re going to laugh at me again now.”

After laughing and arguing for a while, the two finally twisted together again.Yan Zhen is not very polite at times like this, and it can be said to be quite rough. Every time he looks back at Qingcheng, he feels like he is about to be knocked apart, but he feels that such violence can give him a kind of satisfaction in his heart.Especially recently, he has become more concerned about gains and losses. After the first incident with this junior, he was not like this now. At that time, he was just immersed in the relationship between the two of them after the relationship between them was revealed to each other. In the good feeling, but now he is more and more worried every day, always afraid that it will not last long, and because of this reason, he likes violence very much.

His recent worries are always inadvertently magnified by himself, just like when he saw the light of the day and the flock of geese before, he became inexplicably sentimental.In the past, he would only think that those are nothing more than phenomena in the world and the habits of animals. What should be circulated should be circulated, and what should be changed should be changed. The changes of stars and stars are all natural things. There's nothing so sentimental about it.But now he is in a different state of mind. Seeing things that have disappeared due to changes, seeing a slightly dimmer color, or seeing a slightly bleak scene, will arouse several heavy sadness in his heart.This may be because he is so happy to be with his junior brother, and secretly wants to be safe forever, so he is afraid of seeing changes and bleakness, afraid of thinking that one day his junior brother will no longer be with him, then he How to go on.

Before going to bed that night, he was thinking that maybe the expressions of his two younger sisters were not funny when he was eating, it was just because he had seen a scene that made him feel sad, so when he was eating later, as long as he met When I see something funny, I magnify it in my heart, let myself think how funny it is, and have a good time in my heart, so as to dispel the unhappiness in my heart due to sentimentality.

This is his state these days, worrying about gains and losses because of caring, and magnifying sadness and joy because of worrying about gains and losses.He didn't look like a piece of wood like he used to, but he had a lot more thoughts in his belly, and he looked like a person who was overjoyed and sad.

He only cared about himself thinking like this, while Yan Zhen kept looking at him, thinking: This person only thinks about nothing when he is doing that thing, and once the excitement is over, he immediately returns to such a face, Sad all over his face.

In fact, it's no wonder that Yan Zhen hit him so hard every time, because Yan Zhen was always worried that even then he was still full of sorrow.

Yan Zhen couldn't bear it, stretched out his hand and pinched his face, and asked: "What are you thinking about, don't you want to sleep?" He said: "Sleep, go to sleep right away." Yan Zhen said: "Are you sure you can't sleep?" Speak up." It's not that Gu Qingcheng didn't want to express the frustration in his heart, but he didn't want to say it out and make this person feel heavy with him, so he remained silent for a while, and finally saw that this person kept staring at him, so he had no choice but to Confession: "It's nothing, I just want to be happy with you, but after all, I'm afraid that I will be like Nanke in my dream, how can we get together in the end." Yan Zhen said when he heard this, "Tell me earlier. Don't worry about it, anyway, as long as I don't die, you will follow me for the rest of your life."

Gu Qingcheng thought to himself: To put it lightly.But he didn't say anything, just nodded and said he was going to sleep.

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