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When Liu Qingge and Jin Mu were in bed deciding where to live, Luo Haixin called Liu Qingge.

Luo Haixin said to let her go back.

Liu Qingge asked why, and Luo Haixin said that she was in the hospital, and she was in poor health, and wanted to see her again.For this, Liu Qingge hesitated and agreed.Hearing that she agreed, Luo Haixin hung up the phone with peace of mind.

Azheng was going to play in City B, so she temporarily stayed at Jin Mu's house. Jin Mu said that as long as she didn't fight Liu Qingge with her at night, it didn't matter how long she wanted to live.Hearing what she said, Liu Qingge felt that Jin Mu's persona in her heart had collapsed even more.

At night, Liu Qingge couldn't help but came out of Jin Mu's room, got into A Zheng's room, lay down next to her, and then confide in her puzzled eyes what happened to Luo Haixin during the day.

After listening to it, Azheng looked at Liu Qingge with an expression that I knew, and said, "I have long since realized that you can't afford to let go of family affairs. Every time I see you being stupid, I don't like it." what would you do?"

Liu Qingge looked at Azheng's disgusted face, hugged her cheekily, and said coquettishly and cutely: "Dear Azheng, don't ignore the baby, you agreed to stay with the baby forever?"

"Did I say that?" Ah Zheng said with a face like you were making fun of me: "I remember that I often said that I despised you, especially before, when you were useless and lazy, you knew how to waste money, and you didn't know how to rely on money if you had no money. Work hard to earn, why don't you think I dislike you? Is there anything I like about you? Bad thing, go away. "

Speaking of the past, Liu Qingge was sad.But now she can proudly say to Azheng: "You have to look at the present. The old me has been taken away by time, and the current me is the trend. Now I am as hardworking as you, and I can give as much money as you You buy delicious food and take care of you, never leave you, like-minded... Anyway, where else can you find such a compatible gay friend?"

"No, continue to dislike your face." Azheng couldn't stop when she got up arrogantly, and said, "Look at you, are you stupid? Can't you guess why she asked you to go back? She asked you to go back because she was sick." , you think she really wants to see you, then it must be asking you to serve her and ask you to pay for the medical expenses."

"...But I have to go back. She is my mother after all, and she talks as if she has passed away..." Liu Qingge was also very helpless. She naturally hated Luo Haixin and didn't want to have anything to do with her, but She found that she still couldn't make a clean break.

Even if she doesn't go back to that home for the rest of her life, when they get seriously ill, she can't act as if she didn't see them.

Ah Zheng looked at Liu Qingge with a little disappointment in his eyes.It's not that she is indifferent, it's just that she has seen too much of this kind of thing.That kind of close blood relationship is sometimes what hurts you the worst, and not every pair of parents loves their children.

Two years ago, she saw a girl in the community with her own eyes. The family disliked her as a girl and threw her away. That girl was very strong and worked hard. In the end, she made a lot of money by herself and married a lover Her man, the life of the two is very happy.But after her biological parents found out about this matter, they came to the community to make a fuss, demanding her alimony, saying that she didn't support her parents, disliked the poor and loved the rich, etc., which made the girl feel wronged and collapsed, crying, and dying. do not give.The parents quarreled for several days, but she never compromised.In the end, he united with his friends and husband, questioned them, and then left them speechless before being driven away.

This kind of thing is not an example, she had predicted Liu Qingge's ending from the very beginning.

It's a pity that she is not Liu Qingge, all she can do is remind her, but she cannot make decisions for her.

"People's hearts are made of flesh." Ah Zheng said, "Go back if you want, and be careful."

After finishing speaking, Azheng covered herself with the quilt and fell asleep on her side. Liu Qingge Azheng wanted to cry.

"Azheng, you are the best." Liu Qingge got into the quilt, hugged Azheng forcefully, and buried her head on her back.

She was also conflicted, that's why she came to Ah Zheng.

She cared a lot about A Zheng's words, maybe it was a kind of habitual dependence and trust, and when A Zheng agreed, she breathed a sigh of relief.

Liu Qingge was preoccupied, so she fell asleep in this position. When Jin Mu found her, she didn't know what mood she was in.

If she didn't absolutely believe that Liu Qingge loved her, it would be hard not to be jealous if her wife came out to sleep with someone else in the middle of the night.

Azheng pointed to Liu Qingge, turned sideways carefully, and took off Liu Qingge's hand that was holding her: "Take her back."

Jin Mu nodded, and Azheng whispered to her: "Protect her, Qingge is just a little stupid."

"Okay." Jin Mu said, "Thank you for taking care of her all the time."

Azheng gave Jin Mu a blank look: "I'm her best friend, if I don't help her, do I have to wait for you, a scumbag?"

Jin Mu rubbed his nose. To this person who helped Liu Qingge too much, in the end he didn't talk back, and hugged Liu Qingge back to the room in despair.

Not long after Liu Qingge opened her eyes the next morning, she was slapped on the buttocks. Liu Qingge looked at Jin Mu in a daze, but was thrown down by Jin Mu the next moment. hair.

Liu Qingge was at a loss during the whole process, what's wrong?

It's just unreasonable!

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"Do you want me to accompany you back?" Jin Mu sent Liu Qingge to the airport and said, "Huh?"

"No, I'll call you if something happens."

Two women with good looks kissed intimately in public, attracting a lot of attention, but in this open metropolis, this is not something shocking, and Zhongre just looks at it because it is pleasing to the eye.

Liu Qingge and Jin Mu got bored, got on the plane, waved to Jin Mu at the boarding gate, and said silently: "I'll be back soon."

Separation is not a poison, but a good opportunity to promote feelings. People who really love each other will only miss them more and realize the importance of each other to themselves when they separate.

As soon as Liu Qingge got on the plane, she realized that she began to miss Jin Mu crazily.Inexplicably, she became hypocritical and began to think wildly. For a while, she thought that Jin Mu would be like the last time when she left Jin Mu, so what should she do? Think about what will happen when you go back this time.

Could it be that she found a so-called rich family to force her to marry, could it be that Luo Haixin's illness is a fake, just to trick her back, ask for money or play a family card to achieve a certain purpose, then she How to deal with it?

And if Luo Haixin is really seriously ill and needs a lot of money, should she give it?How much should I give?If she wanted millions, would she really have to pay for her with all her family?

To help or not to help is a very difficult decision.If the sick person is the adoptive parents who raised them, let alone going bankrupt, even if they borrow money to sell the pot and sell iron, they must be cured.In the final analysis, what she struggled with was nothing but feelings and humanity.

She hopes that she can become a kind person and not be blinded by hatred, but she can't let go of the unwillingness in her heart.

Who can not care about being hurt?

But who can be completely indifferent?

Cranky thinking made her head hurt more and more, Liu Qingge changed her position and fell asleep.

After changing cars a few times, I found the hospital Luo Haixin mentioned, and found the ward.

Liu Qingge pushed open the door and found that everyone had arrived. Luo Haixin was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, which was in line with what she said was a serious illness.She didn't approach, just stood far away.

"Are you here?" Luo Haixin seemed to be having a hard time saying something, and he didn't dare to look directly into Liu Qingge's eyes, and said in a weak voice, "Sit down."

Liu Qingge nodded, and glanced at the other people in the room, who were so familiar, but felt very strange.

When Liu Qingge walked out of the hospital when she was a child, she was alone on the street, the cold wind poured into her clothes, her face was stiff.But because of what the family said before, she is now sweating continuously.

[People, to be a responsible person, you have to fulfill the corresponding obligations as much as you enjoy the benefits. 】

[No matter what, your mother is the one who gave you life, your college tuition...]

[Medical expenses are 30 yuan, look at the situation at home, you...]

【20. 】

[You have always been self-willed, but as a mother, I have never blamed you, but you have not come home and resented us, which really chills me.I found out long ago that you are not well-bred, selfish and cold-blooded, but you are the flesh that fell from me, and you are my daughter. How could I despise my daughter? 】

[I don't have much request for you, I have my son who will support me when I get old, that is, I hope you can start to play a role at this time. 】

Luo Haixin's face that thought he was compassionate and saw through the world kept flashing in Liu Qingge's mind. Liu Qingge, who had a headache, almost walked into the middle of the road and was hit by a car.

Cold sweat broke out again, and Liu Qingge's chaotic mind finally became clearer.

In fact, she has a secret thought in her heart, that is, will she untie each other's knots when she comes back this time, just like in the novel, awaken the true feelings in times of crisis, and then have a happy reunion.

But this time, she once again saw the difference between reality and fiction.

Exhaling a mouthful of warm air, Liu Qingge bought a porridge and went back to the hospital.

Seeing the porridge served by Liu Qingsinger, Luo Haixin's expression softened.Liu Qingge's expression became very cold: "Give me your card number, and I will transfer it to you."

Luo Hai had no doubts in his heart, and gave Liu Qingge the card number, and Liu Qingge transferred it on the spot.

Luo Haixin's expression became softer: "People's hearts are fleshy. I used to be a little biased and liked your sister more, but I also see what you do. Naturally, I will like you more if you are like this. "

"Thank you." Liu Qingge said, "But no need, this is my last time going home."

Without saying anything else, Liu Qingge left very neatly.

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After rushing back to her adoptive parents overnight, she found that the door of the house was closed, so she called Mu Shaolan and was told that they were at Liu Sheng's place.

"Mom..." As soon as Liu Qingge said it, she found herself choked up and speechless.

As soon as Mu Shaolan heard this voice, she knew that Liu Qingge was crying.Although she has never been able to say, because you were born by me, so how can I not understand such words, she is the most qualified person to say that she understands Liu Qingge best.

Mu Shaolan asked nervously, "What's wrong with Xiao Ge?"

Mu Shaolan's words and nervous words made Lu Zihua nervous, and sat up from the bed: "What's wrong?"

Mu Shaolan turned on the loudspeaker.

Liu Qingge said aggrievedly: "I'm at the door of my house..."

Mu Shaolan and Lu Zihua breathed a sigh of relief, and Mu Shaolan said: "It's fine, you're scared to death, mom, you sit there for a while, and I'll ask your brother to pick you up."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, he took a piece of paper from his bag and put it on the floor, then sat down.

After posting for a while, he took out his mobile phone tremblingly under the cold wind, and wanted to call Jin Mu or A Zheng, but it was too late, and he didn't want to bother him.

Just take a look at the comments on the article.

She is now a little god who has written several red articles. At this point, she has rarely read readers' comments seriously, let alone replied. This is also caused by many reasons.

She found that the comment area was a little different from what she had imagined.There are not so many criticisms, not so much slander, more encouragement from readers, and words of support.Most readers don’t know how to express themselves. They post comments just to support the author. Perhaps many authors don’t care about such comments, but after understanding the tenderness of readers, will there be Greater touch?

Seriously, from the first one to the last one, Liu Qingge cried after reading it.

Life is always imperfect, why force it?

She should cherish the present and the people in front of her.Her readers, her lovers, her friends, their love is what she should cherish.

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When Lu Sheng's car arrived, Liu Qingge was still crying on her knees, which made Lu Sheng stunned.

Lu Sheng walked over and said softly, "What's wrong?"

"Brother..." Liu Qingge's eyes were covered by tears, and her mind was a little uneasy due to the cold wind.

"Let's go back first." Lu Sheng squatted down and hugged Liu Qingge.

Liu Qingge: QAQ

Lu Sheng was tall, and he easily picked up Liu Qingge, who was as weak as a chicken, and put him into the car.

Although she was surprised to be hugged by her brother who was not very close, but as soon as she touched the soft car seat and the warm air from the air conditioner, she quickly relaxed and fell into a deep sleep.

Liu Qingge woke up again and found that it was already dawn, and when she opened her eyes, she suddenly didn't know where she was.

Mu Shaolan walked in, saw Liu Qingge woke up, and sat down beside Liu Qingge's bed with a concerned face: "Are you awake? What happened last night?"

"Mom..." Liu Qingge couldn't help crying when she saw Mu Shaolan.

Mu Shaolan hugged Liu Qingge, patted her on the back, and said, "My daughter is made of water, she likes to cry since she was a child..."

Even though he said that, Mu Shaolan didn't have the slightest intention to dislike her, and gently patted Liu Qingge's back with her hands, making Liu Qingge relax.In front of Mu Shaolan, Liu Qingge seemed to have returned to her childhood, when they took a shower or even went to the bathroom together, and there was no secret at all.

Liu Qingge told the story of her own parents' house, explained all her grievances, and said absolutely nothing about staying away from there.

"The 20 yuan is a deal breaker. I won't go back. Whether she lives or dies has nothing to do with me."

After listening to Liu Qingge's words, Mu Shaolan did not refute, but shook her head gently.

Liu Qingge lived with her parents at Lu Sheng's house for half a month, during which time she encountered a strange and slightly embarrassing incident.Lu Sheng wanted to match her up with a man who was said to have money and power in his family, but following Liu Qingge's attitude, it finally fell through.

This time the man was not married yet, and he followed his father to Lu Sheng's house as a guest. At first, Liu Qingge didn't know about his relationship with the man, so he took the initiative to entertain him, and even played a teamwork game together.Before leaving, Koukou also added friends.

After sending her away, that person sent a message to remind her, and explained that he fell in love with a man before and his father was firmly opposed to it. Now that his father has compromised, they have also achieved a positive result. I am sorry for hurting her back then.

Liu Qingge was stunned, so it turned out that this matter had its origins at the beginning...

Now that everything is over, Liu Qingge can't help but start to make up his mind, that man looks good, his skin is better than hers, and he looks 1.7 meters tall, it's okay, it's very uncomfortable!

Liu Qingge observed the lives of Lu Zihua and Mu Shaolan in Lu Sheng's house, and found that although they were not very used to living in this fast-paced city, they should be relatively good, eating well and living well. comfortable.

The sister-in-law is very good at cooking, and she is gentle and courteous. She treats the two old people very well. The nephew is a bit naughty, but he is very smart and very pleasing to everyone.

That's fine, that's how a home should be.And in that family, even without her, it still doesn't have what a family should look like.When Liu Qingge thought of that home, she still felt quite depressed.

Liu Qingge still wanted to leave in the end, and flew to City B. When she left, she promised a lot to her parents, to take good care of herself, and to do whatever she wanted. In the end, it was Liu Qingge herself who said to the elders: "Dad, Mom, I will remember going home, and where you are, it will always be my home."

Liu Qingge left with a smile and tears. Sitting on the plane, Liu Qingge thought a lot.Lu Sheng took care of his parents, but she could buy more supplements and other things for the elders, and give them more money during the holidays. These real things can make people feel more secure.She comes back at least twice a year. Although the fare is expensive and the journey is exhausting, but as a child, there is only so much she can do for her parents.

As for Luo Haixin, Liu Qingge doesn't know whether Luo Haixin will still be entangled, whether she will support Luo Haixin and Liu Xu when they get old, all the answers are far in the future, not something that can be estimated now .

What she can grasp and be sure of now is...

"came back?"

Jin Mu saw Liu Qingge from afar, and quickly walked through the crowd to take the heavy box from Liu Qingge.

Liu Qingge smiled and shed tears again: "Well... I'm back." I will never leave you again, and I will bring you with me when I go home.These words took root in Liu Qingge's heart, swelling and itching, it was a feeling of happiness.

Jin Mu kissed away the tears from Liu Qingge's eyes. The salty, not-so-good-tasting tears made Jin Mu sigh: "Why do you cry so much? You're really a woman made of water."

After getting in the car, Liu Qingge said to Jin Mu: "It may be that I am different from ordinary people. Others laugh in the first 20 years and cry in the next 20 years, but I do it the other way around. I put all my setbacks in the first 20 years." Years of experience are over, life will be better in the next 20 years, I have cried tears, and I will only have a smile in the future."

"Your nonsense seems quite reasonable." Jin Mu laughed when he heard this.

Liu Qingge said: "Maybe it's fallacious for others to say, but what I said is right."

Jin Mu's smile never faded: "Okay, my wife!"

"Who is your wife? I haven't promised to be with you yet."

Jin Mu looked aggrieved: "You have eaten everything and still want to admit it?"

Liu Qingge looked at Jin Mu's picturesque face, and thought about it for a while, it was indeed the reason, it was all eaten up, so why are you being pretentious?

Seeing that Liu Qingge didn't say a word, Jin Mu felt a little uneasy in his heart, not as confident and indifferent as he appeared on the surface.

Back home, Liu Qingge pushed Jin Mu onto the bed, and started eating and wiping.

"Editor, call me Chunfeng..."

"Ah... Spring Breeze... Don't inhale it, it won't come out...ah..."

"Editor...will you still urge me to update in the future?"

"Do not……"

"Good boy, let's do it again..."

"Bastard, when I return to my post, I'll deduct your fourth list, and I won't give you a little red flower!"

"Editor, don't make trouble... Come on, let's do it again!"