south shore corner

You Xian went out because he wanted to find Pang Qingyu. Pang Qingyu lost a lot of weight last time he came here. You Xian knew that it was his family's business that made Pang Qingyu insomnia. As for insomnia, simply speaking, in this love, Pang Qingyu is the one who feels very insecure.

Always thinking wildly and worrying about gains and losses, Pang Qingyu's inferiority complex was afraid that You Xian would leave.

Too much in love to be too afraid of losing.

It's clearly agreed not to love too much, it's easy to hurt both sides.It seems that neither of them did it, because neither of them could stop dying instantly.

It never occurred to You Xian that he used to think that as long as love involved family affection, he would choose family affection without hesitation.But now, after more than half a month of entanglement, they still dare not mention breaking up.

You Xian didn't dare, and Pang Qingyu didn't want to either. Every time You Xian saw Pang Qingyu, he couldn't bear to say those words. He really felt sorry for Pang Qingyu, and he carefully maintained their love.

Although both of them are right, the world does not allow it.

This time, You Xian thought about many breakup conversations and precautions after the breakup.You Xian didn't want to be entangled like this anymore, seeing how wronged Pang Qingyu was in this love, You Xian felt worthless.

Unfair love can't come to an end after all.

"Finally looking better, did you still suffer from insomnia last night?" You Xian and Pang Qingyu made an appointment in the park here, probably because of the cold afternoon, there were not many people there.

"No, I slept well last night." Pang Qingyu smiled at You Xian, and stretched out her hand to ask him to hold her.

You Xian looked at his hand and didn't want to hold it at first, but Pang Qingyu said, "Hands are so cold."

Finding that Pang Qingyu's hands were red from the cold, You Xian held his hands with both hands, sat down beside him, and kept rubbing his hands.

"I knew it was in the car." You Xian said, because Pang Qingyu said that this was their favorite place to go shopping last year, and the two chose this place.

Pang Qingyu smiled gently at You Xian all the time, "Although it's cold here, it's very beautiful."

You Xian nodded, and after rubbing the heat, he put his hand back and said seriously to Pang Qingyu, "What do you think?"

Pang Qingyu's smile froze, she shook her head for a while, and said tearfully, "I don't want to break up, and I know you don't want to either. You cried last time, why did you want to break up when you cried so sadly?"

You Xian felt uncomfortable, but he warned himself that he must not cry this time, and crying would be even more indistinguishable, "I told you last time, this situation is not what we thought, my mother...my mother did not have us Thinking so optimistically, and you..."

You are not so optimistic, you have been exhausted without breaking up, You Xian is afraid that Pang Qingyu's body will collapse like this one day, with severe lack of sleep and excessive anxiety.

Pang Qingyu shook her head, "Look, my dark circles are gone, and I slept well last night. I know~ you are worried about me, I told my partner, I want to quit my job and only take shares, I I eat and sleep every day, I have nothing to do, the most I have every day is time, I can afford to wait."

"Don't be like this...Really...you fell asleep after taking sleeping pills, I saw the needle holes in your fingers." How could You Xian not understand what this means? Lie to yourself that he is in good condition to the point where the hospital can prescribe sleeping pills and infusion of nutrient solution.

Pang Qingyu still shook his head, but did not deny You Xian's statement, after all, he would never lie to You Xian.

It was this stalemate scene again, and You Xian simply yelled at him with harsh words: "Can you love yourself more? Love yourself more, and see for yourself what you are like. Do your parents know? Your parents know Don't you feel distressed like this?"

"I don't have a home anymore!!!" Pang Qingyu broke out, "I have no home a long time ago, my parents kicked me out a long time ago, my parents are more ruthless than your parents, they don't recognize me Alright! If you don't want me anymore, what do you want me to do?!" Pang Qingyu looked at You Xian angrily.

You Xian was obviously not in the mood, "What do you mean? What do you mean by this?"

You Xian was a little flustered, "You already told your parents?"

Pang Qingyu nodded.

"When?"

"During your postgraduate entrance examination summer vacation, my parents found out and I told you." Pang Qingyu lowered her head, "I told them for a long time, and they said that if I want to continue talking, they will stop driving..."

"Then you cut off contact with each other, and you still haven't told me?" You Xian said angrily.

Pang Qingyu said in a tone like a child admitting a mistake, "How could I tell you that you are taking the postgraduate entrance examination. I never had a chance to tell you later, but I didn't lie to you, I just didn't tell you."

You Xian recalled the previous events, and he was so selfish that he didn't pay attention to Pang Qingyu's abnormal expression, which means that he didn't return home every time he went home, even when he was asked to go home in the early morning at the hospital last time. .

"Then where did you go back in the early morning at the entrance of the hospital last time?"

"There is a room next to the hospital."

"Where do you live now?"

"hotel."

"Have you been staying in a hotel since you came back from vacation?"

Pang Qingyu nodded.

You Xian stopped talking for a moment, and just looked at him blankly, "You fight with me about my affairs, and I never once resisted about yours, do you know that?"

Visibly angry.

Pang Qingyu looked up at him, "Don't be angry, I just see you worry."

"What about me! I'm not afraid of you worrying, I'm just so selfish? Whenever I have something to worry about, I think of you, and I want you to share with me. Whenever you have something to do, I can't help you. I'm not worried?" You Xian He almost took a deep breath and rolled his eyes.

Pang Qingyu knew what You Xian was angry about, so she didn't dare to speak up.

"What the hell, if you're like this, I'll break up with labor and management, and I won't be a human being." You Xian finally said, holding Pang Qingyu's hand and leaving, "Take me to your room, if you are having a bad time OK, I'll slap myself."

"Hey, hey, why are you doing this?" Pang Qingyu immediately grabbed You Xian, "Oh, I have a good life, really, the hotel is cleaned every day, and the takeaways I eat are all vegetarian, no bad treatment Own."

"Calm down, don't go, don't go, it's getting dark now, you should go home for dinner, your family will be worried after you've been out for so long." Pang Qingyu heard that You Xian didn't want to break up. Happy, smiled and coaxed him to let him go home.

"As long as you don't break up, I don't feel much about what you did before. If you break up, my heart will hurt."

"Why don't your parents let go?" You Xian asked.

Pang Qingyu shook her head, "My parents didn't see me, and they refused to communicate with me. After so long, they didn't call me or send me a video. They didn't even accept the red envelopes I sent."

You Xian sighed, thinking about it this way, he felt that his treatment was not bad and he didn't drive out of the house, "Then I will work harder to persuade my mother."

"And don't take sleeping pills, you can sleep peacefully, if you can't sleep, you can make a video call to me, I will coax you to sleep, don't worry, my parents will not find out. Don't think about it, I don't If you say we broke up, then there is no difference, my mother is better than your mother, you should think like this, sooner or later you will be taken down by me."

You Xian saw that there was no one around, so he hugged Pang Qingyu's waist, "Let's give it a kiss... How long has it been since we kissed?"

Pang Qingyu thought about it seriously, "37 days!"

You Xian leaned forward and kissed Pang Qingyu's mouth, very gentle, bit by bit, holding the back of his head with his right hand and sending it to his mouth.

It took 10 minutes for the kiss to end. Both of them smiled forehead to forehead, and both of them knew what they were laughing at.

"Hey, it's really easy to misfire after not clearing the heat for so long." You Xian sighed.

"My heart is still beating now, oh my god, it's so exciting. A kiss is so exciting." Pang Qingyu also sighed with a smile.

"Tomorrow, I'll go to the hotel to find you, and I'll bring you something delicious. I stole it from home." You Xian kissed Pang Qingyu's forehead, "Go back to the video, I will miss you."

Pang Qingyu smiled happily and nodded, "Go back quickly, you will be suspicious if you don't go back, wipe your mouth." Pang Qingyu wiped You Xian's saliva, and pushed him away.

"Okay, okay, I'm going back, and you should go back quickly, take a drip and take a hot shower." You Xian turned his head and told Pang Qingyu while running.