I'm in Delingha tonight

Ding Li's words were still echoing in her mind, and Chi Nian was in a blank state thinking: Did she just mean that she decided not to care who I was with?

Or did he accept Xi Shan implicitly?

If today's words were replaced by Lao Chi's words, Chi Nian would immediately suspect that the world has become unreal—but Ding Li is different. Maybe Chi Nian's actions from the beginning to the present are all because she is sure that she will not be true. cruel.

A small gust of cold wind penetrated into Chi Nian's collar through the half-open window, making him shiver all over.

Xi Shan, who was sitting on the steps, finished smoking a cigarette, reopened the driver's seat and sat in.

"Brother Xi, wait, wait..." Chi Nian stopped him from turning on the ignition, got out of the back seat, walked around to the driver's seat and opened the door.

Xi Shan was taken aback by Chi Nian's actions: "What's wrong?"

Chi Nian stretched out his hand and tugged at him: "I'll drive, you are tired and have a good rest."

Chi Nian wanted to stop Xi Shan when he was able to drive, but with Ding Li around, he couldn't figure out his mother's attitude, so he had to let Xi Shan "show".Now that Ding Li had returned to the hotel, he had nothing to show. Chi Niangu and Xi Shan must have been exhausted after a few hours of nervous tension just after flying.

Xi Shan's backpack was still crooked in the back row, and it hadn't moved since getting off the plane.And he himself was dragged out of the driver's seat by Chi Nian involuntarily, amused and heartwarming, he reached out and touched Chi Nian's back: "Deprive the driver's qualification?"

"That's right, can't you see the dark circles under your eyes? I'm almost so distressed that I can't breathe." Chi Nian said casually, pushing Xi Shan into the co-pilot.

When he was touching the car keys, he always felt a gaze from the side. He looked over, and when the words fell, Xi Shan kept staring at him.That gaze was thick and deep, almost turning into a constantly cutting entity and wrapping around Shangchi Nian.

The tip of Chi Nian's tongue almost got knotted: "What... what's wrong?"

Xi Shan turned his head and glanced at the hotel lobby.

After eleven o'clock, the people on duty changed for the last time, and when they handed over the posts, they all showed a listless look, and they didn't even bother to come up and ask why they hadn't left yet.This place can see the river view, but it is not facing the river. The night is quiet, even the wind is silent.

There are no insects in winter.

Chi Nian hesitated in his eyes, Xi Shan said abruptly: "I feel sorry for me, just talk about it?"

He froze for a second.

"Don't want to kiss me?"

The heating was sufficient along the way, and there was a trace of women's perfume in the compartment, which was quickly washed away by the ventilation system.Chi Nian's palm holding the steering wheel was sweating, and the natural relationship with him finally brought him back to his senses at this moment: he and Xi Shan are no longer in an ambiguous relationship——

The lack of reality in the video is now more apparent than ever.

Immediately afterwards, the heartbeat quickened, the cheeks warmed up, and the loneliness of living alone for ten consecutive days surged up from the heart like a tide of desire.

Chi Nian grabbed Xi Shan's skirt and leaned over, closed his eyes, and accurately captured Xi Shan's lips.

He was thankful for Ding Li's cleanliness habit of carrying mouthwash with him for a second.

His lips touched and stuck to each other for a short moment, and he unconsciously wanted to go deeper.With the faint smell of nicotine, when the hot and humid tongue tangled, Chi Nian seemed to be lighting a cigarette too.

He hugged Xi Shan almost longingly, slipped his hand from the opponent's arm, and was grabbed by Xi Shan again and interlocked his fingers.Without such a touch, Chi Nian would not realize how much he misses Xi Shan.His lips rubbed together, his breath exchanged, his whole body became hot, his back began to sweat warmly, and his eyelashes kept trembling.

Xi Shan's other hand held Chi Nian's jaw weakly, and as he seized the initiative, he pressed it forcefully on the back of his head to prevent Chi Nian from flinching - this was different from that day in the livehouse, and it could only be called an understatement reminder.

And now...

It was grabbing, possession... an aggression that made him breathless.

Xi Shan's fingers rubbed against the hair slightly. Chi Nian had just cut his hair not long ago, and the root of the hair was a bit hard, but it was as soft as a cloud to the touch.He was distracted, and heard a sigh-like moan from Chi Nian beside his ears. After releasing his lips, Xi Shan paused for a second, and kissed him again.

This time it's much gentler, thinking like the ebb tide, more like the intimacy after reunion after a long absence.

Chi Nian felt that the hand had also loosened its strength. He was being held by Xi Shan like a treasure, rubbing and touching him lightly from time to time, his fingertips lingering lovingly little by little.The interlocking palms caressed, the pain caused by the fingers being tightly clenched was replaced by caress, and only the intimate contact between the lips was clearer.

Xi Shan's lips were soft and warm, completely opposite to his usual cold and sharp image.Chi Nian was kissed until the corners of his eyes became watery, and he thought drowsily:

Is this Xi Shan's sincerity hidden behind the mist?

Like the cold river wind, also like the melting sunset.

When Chi Nian was let go, his cheeks were already flushed due to the high temperature due to lack of oxygen.He stretched out his hand to touch it, trying to artificially cool himself down with the cold back of his hand, but it was in vain.

Xi Shan looked down at his phone and fastened his seat belt: "Well, I kissed for more than five minutes, which is my new record."

"Ah?" Chi Nian was amazed at how this man's kiss was accurate to the time. Before the car started, he almost stepped on the brake instead of the accelerator. He asked dumbfoundedly, "Why do you remember this?"

Xi Shan wiped the tip of his nose: "Just remember it, and I didn't specifically pinch the watch."

Chi Nian: "..."

"You remember it before?"

Xi Shan had an unfathomable expression of "Do you really want me to tell you?" Chi Nian's curiosity was aroused and he slowed down the car.There were few cars and people on the road, he kept fake coughing, hinting all over his body: Let's talk, I want to hear it.

"I don't like tongue kisses, I think it's too... so it must not... not be for such a long time." After Xi Shan finished speaking, he turned his face stiffly.

This sentence made Chi Nian not know how to react for a moment, maybe he should be happy, but this was embarrassing and funny, but he couldn't laugh a little bit, only one heart kept beating at the tense frequency of the lips and tongue just now. The right foot on the brake trembled a little, belatedly tasting the sweetness from the kiss of smoke.

At the exchange of traffic lights, in the wind, Chi Nian said: "Then do you like it now?"

Xi Shan didn't seem to hear.

Seeing his red ears, Chi Nian understood, and decided not to bother with Xi Shan, and let the other party innocently continue swiping his phone, saying to himself: "Remember to report your safety."

"Well," Xi Shan said, "I sent a message when I got off the plane."

After rambling a few more words, Xi Shan said to Qinghai: "I went back this time, and I met Gongbu once when I was in Xining. Do you remember them?"

"Hey? Brother Gongbu!" Chi Nian said excitedly, "Are they all right?"

"Very good, they have already rented a house in Xining, and they plan to stay there this winter." Xi Shan leaned slightly on the back of the seat, "He brought me some yellow mushrooms... originally wanted to send them to us in summer , but I was too busy at that time, so I didn’t give him the address. This time I met, I sent some mutton in addition to the mushrooms, and I will invite some friends to cook with me another day.”

Chi Nian said it was really good.

He drove two or three intersections, decided to condense the content of the chat with Ding Li, and told Xi Shan briefly: "When is my mother going to take a vacation, I will take you to Beijing. She should like you very much, and wants... Let me Dad also knows you, and I guess we will organize a dinner at that time..."

He used "go" instead of "back", Chi Nian was surprised for a moment as soon as the words came out——

I don't know which month and which day, he regarded Chongqing as his home.

"However, if you don't think it's appropriate..."

"Okay, let's make arrangements after the beginning of spring." Xi Shan obediently agreed without any hesitation, nor did he mention how much effort Chi Nian had put into this.

For Chi Nian, getting his parents to accept Xi Shan is not a great achievement worth showing off, but something he should do as a matter of course.He was worried that Xi Shan felt that it was too redundant, that he would not cooperate, and that he did not need his self-assessed "concern"...

But Xi Shan said, "OK".

Chi Nian's eyelashes flickered, and the warm light of a street lamp reflected in the depths of his pupils: "...Thank you, Brother Xi."

Xi Shan didn't speak, the phone was connected to bluetooth and started playing music.

Maybe he heard it just right on the plane, randomly playing a song they both liked.The lead singer's voice is clean, with an indelible youthful atmosphere, and when he sings the fantasy-like lyrics, which are as beautiful as prose poems, even the dreary and cold winter days in the mountain city can bloom flowers.

It was late at night, and I was flying across the Yangtze River from the Qiansimen Bridge, so light and fast.

"...Sweat permeates the sleep of the city, let me take away the fiery dance here."

"You tell me that love is in your heart..."

"I kiss you lightly."

The small wish that was not fulfilled on January 1 was infinitely magnified in this late night. Chi Nian looked not far away, the tall double curtain wall probably had no time to rest, and still typed bright words——

"Hi Chongqing, Happy New Year."

On the co-pilot, Xi Shan was already asleep with his eyes closed, frowning, and tiredness after a long journey, tense and relaxed nerves.

It was already past zero after returning home, and Chi Nian simply cleaned up for a while before setting off to pick up people.

Xi Shan was entangled by cats and dogs, Chi Nian went to help him get his clothes first.Having lived with Xi Shan for such a long time, whoever has time has always done housework, and they don’t deliberately distinguish—throwing dirty clothes into the washing machine, setting the washing and drying for the next morning, Chi Nian I yawned.

"Brother Xi, you take a shower first?" Chi Nian said, turning around, "I'll put your pajamas here...Huh?"

Xi Shan was about 1.8 meters tall. At this time, he was holding a little white dog in his left hand—Chi Nian had never thought that Sprite was so small—the tortoiseshell-colored Coke was rubbing against his feet, and the trousers were the first to fall. Cat fur with bouquet of flowers.

Cats and dogs were all attached to him, so Xi Shan couldn't just let go and said, "Come here and help me get it."

"it is good."

Chi Nian agreed to take Sprite away, and lured Coke away with a nutrient cream.Xi Shan breathed a sigh of relief, hurriedly took off his coat and took Chi Nian's pajamas on the sofa.

As he walked to the bathroom, he pulled the neckline and tore off the sweater and threw it on the sofa.Inside was a racer-shaped vest, and Xi Shan casually lifted up the overly long hair. The dragonfly tattoo was exposed under the light without any concealment. It was connected with strong but not exaggerated back muscles, arm lines, narrow but strong waist...

Chi Nian subconsciously covered his nose, afraid that he would either have a nosebleed or tears.

Both seem exaggerated.

The sound of water in the bathroom can't be blocked by a wall, and it makes people can't help but run all the way to the yellow waste avenue.

Chi Nian patted Xi Shan's pillow loose, thinking "It's only natural that we all sleep together under the same quilt", "Will it be too fast", "It's only been two weeks since the confession went to bed", and sighed heavily.

...Let's just go with the flow.

After Xi Shan returned to the room, he grabbed his pajamas and went to take a shower, and he didn't dare to meet his eyes for a while.

Chi Nian washed very slowly, and when he was finally wrapped in a furry home clothes and rubbed against the big bed, Xi Shan turned sideways, facing outward, as if he had fallen asleep.

Considerately vacating half of the seat for him.

The two pillows were next to each other, closer than before.

When Chi Nian discovered this, he almost felt that it was some kind of hint, and his heart was so sore that he almost became nervous again - he had done enough psychological construction for himself, and he was not a child, and sleeping together was also an integral part of falling in love.

But facing Xi Shan, Chi Nian still couldn't avoid the attack of anxiety when he thought of what might happen.

He went to bed on one hand and one foot, covered the quilt, and reached out to turn off the light.

A well-warmed quilt is different from the comfort brought by electric blankets, air conditioners, and even heating. The bed will subtly undulate with the other person's breathing, and the light folded in by the wind from the curtains will also dim, creating just the right sleepiness.

Outside the bedroom door, there was a crisp sound when Sprite's little paws hit the living room floor.

The sound faded away, then disappeared—

The night was quiet and soft, Chi Nian stretched out his arms and hugged Xi Shan's waist, pressing his forehead against the tattoo on the back of his neck.After a moment, he raised his head and kissed the fine English poem.

"Brother Xi." He called softly, "Are you sleepy?"

Almost all of them were clear words. As soon as the ending was finished, Xi Shan's back tensed for a moment. Before Chi Nian recovered, he turned over and hugged Chi Nian into his arms.

"Tomorrow, I have an appointment with my aunt to accompany her to Huayan Temple in the morning." Xi Shan said.

The body temperature and the residual fragrance of the shower gel wrapped Chi Nian, almost making him lose his mind. There was a strange "buzzing" sound in his ears, and he couldn't tell what Xi Shan said, so he replied mechanically: "Mmm..."

Through the pajamas, the thin skin, blood, and bones, Xi Shan's fingers ignited a fire on his back.

The earlobe was bitten, and Xi Shan said softly, "Use your hands first tonight, okay?"

It was a discussion tone, but Chi Nian's mind was muddled and dizzy, and he felt Xi Shan holding his hand all the way down, all the way into his pajama pants...

The sound of rubbing clothes, kissing to the depths, swallowing a sigh that was on the verge of collapse——

Xuebi suddenly stood up from the nest, shook her ears, and didn't hear anything else for a long time.It stood still vigilantly, and after a while, the bedroom door suddenly opened.

Xi Shan walked out of the bedroom and coughed twice uncomfortably.

When he returned to the bed, his hands were still holding the cold temperature of the water. Xi Shan was about to cover Chi Nian's face, but he was thrown away angrily: "Can't you do it..."

Xi Shan smiled, put his hand under the pillow to warm it up for a while, and then went to hold Chi Nian.

He looked at Chi Nian with unrestrained interest, and after a while, he laughed and teased in that low voice: "Why was it so fast just now, I thought..."

"Xi Shan—!" Chi Nian wanted to bite someone angrily, and rushed over to block Xi Shan's words, tearing a fragile slit at the corner of Xi Shan's mouth, moaning, "I, I'm not... I It's been a long time...and it's all your fault, for making it too proficient..."

The voice became smaller and smaller, and after being stared at by Xi Shan's playful gaze for too long, the flush on Chi Nian's face deepened.

He turned over and tugged the duvet vigorously: "I'm asleep! Good night!"

Xi Shan didn't say the same good night to him, but hugged his back lingeringly, stretched out his hand, the quilt covered the two of them together with their heads, and lowered his head to kiss the tooth marks on Chi Nian's shoulder.

The person who had just said "good night" whimpered and turned back to face him, and the two kissed intimately.

They seem to sleep in the same cocoon through the winter, and when they wake up, it will be spring and flowers blooming.