The distance between scumbag and warm man

The moonlight shines into the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the silver light is scattered on the huge double bed. In the empty room, the man always has a feeling of lack of popularity. He tosses and turns on the bed under the anesthesia of alcohol. That indifferent and youthful boy, clean and tidy, smiled at himself, but soon, he saw him so proud on the stage, his still cold eyes swept across the group of men who were about to move, Then he ignored the existence and threw himself into his singing again.He has changed... no!When he heard himself calling him Youyou, he still cared about himself on his expression at the first moment, otherwise he wouldn't be so shocked, but Youyou, how did you become like this?

The man finally fell asleep in a daze, and Lin You appeared again in the dream, the tears he held back were in his eyes, he just looked at him so stubbornly, he waited for his affirmation, but until the end, the tears finally flowed down , he still couldn't wait for his affirmative answer, he left, leaving with stubborn pride and sadness...

"Youyou!... Youyou, don't go! I was wrong, I believe you, I..."

The man suddenly woke up and realized that it was just a dream, and it was the dream that had been repeated many times. Every time he thought of Lin You, the man would recall the scene when Lin You left in his dream. Cry out, so strong that it hurts my heart.

It was past ten o'clock, and his mind was a little disturbed. The man picked up the phone and dialed the company. After arranging the work, the man lay down again. This time was too tiring. Some time ago, he finally sat at the position of the human resources director of the headquarters. Something worth celebrating, but until it really comes true, it is sad that there is not even one person who can share his joy.

Suddenly the phone rang, and the man frowned when he saw the name displayed on the phone, causing trouble again!

"elder brother……"

Before he could say anything, the man became impatient, "Can you take care of him! He's just a kid, but this is the first time!"

The person on the other side of the phone was reprimanded and dared not speak out. After a long time, he tried to plead again, "But brother, no matter what, he is your own nephew, you have to save him."

"Let me tell you, you are used to this!" The man paused angrily and then reprimanded, "Look at what other junior high school kids are doing, and then look at your bastard, a little older, fighting, Make trouble, do whatever is bad, if you continue like this, something will happen, and you will suffer then!"

"Understood brother... I will definitely discipline him this time..."

The person on the other side of the phone was obsequious, sighed and the man finally said, "How much do you want?"

"This..." The man over there seemed afraid to speak, seeing that the man was about to get angry again, he finally said, "This time, it's a bit special..."

"What do you mean?"

"Brother, you promise me first, you have to help him no matter what..."

"Don't tell me I'll hang up!"

"Hey, don't! I said I said..." After hesitating for a long time, the other side of the phone finally spoke, but the man was taken aback, and then he yelled at the phone, "You said you How can I help you with this matter! Ah, I can still find a way for you if you want money, but this time I finally got caught, how can you ask me to help you! Where can I find a relationship for you! What if I can’t even give you money? help!"

There was no sound from the phone, and after a long time, he tentatively called brother, but suddenly heard a snap, and the man threw the phone out.

It was the hottest time of the year, and the air conditioner was turned on to the lowest temperature. Lin You lay quietly in Yuhui's arms. This time, the boy next to him seemed to be really asleep, breathing evenly on his face. , Lin You recalled the same scene that day, and then someone asked like this feeling?Yes, like it.Lin You likes the feeling of being hugged in his arms, with warmth and an inexplicable sense of security, like being held in his arms by someone's strong shoulders for the first time, Lin You almost hallucinated happily, that never Would a father who had never seen him put himself in his arms like this, and then tell him that he was protected by his father.Involuntarily, Lin You remembered what happened last night, the man's astonished face, he couldn't believe that he could sing in the bar, let alone kiss in public in such a high-profile way, he would feel that his letting go was right Yes, will he say in his heart, it's a good thing to let go, or maybe he will wear a cuckold one day.

"What do you think?"

With such a sudden opening again, the dazed Lin You was taken aback, looked at Yu Hui who was still with his eyes closed, Lin You suddenly asked, "How long will it take you to get tired?"

"What do you think?"

Lin You stopped talking. Originally, this nonsensical question was just to cover up his absence.

Yuhui smiled and turned over and lay down, lit a cigarette and smoked, "Was that man before you yesterday?"

"First."

"Oh?" It was that playful smile again, "So, who dumped whom?"

This time, Lin You didn't answer directly, but got up and went to the bathroom, "Guess."

The warm water ran across the body, avoiding the wound on the head, Lin You washed his face and then stood in front of the bed to put on his clothes.Yuhui leaned against the bed and smoked until Lin You was about to go out, when Yuhui suddenly asked the same question as last time, "Do you think we will meet again?"

have no idea.Maybe meet, maybe not.

"Wait!" Suddenly Yuhui shouted to Lin You who had already opened the door, "Leave me a call, if you need help, I can help you."

There should be nothing wrong, Lin You smiled, and Lin You just said thank you. Lin You felt that he couldn't find Yuhui either. After all, to put it bluntly, the two of them just had a few skin-to-skin relationships through accidental encounters. With this level of relationship, Lin You would not be so stupid as to ask for help rashly.

After tidying up the previous house, Lin Youwo stayed at home for a long time and didn't want to go out again. Those memories of being together finally ended with the two of them leaving, but the feeling could not be calm for a long time, like a book that suddenly read for a long time One day, I found out that it was over without knowing it, and I couldn't let go of that kind of nostalgia easily, let alone this personal feeling.

Taking advantage of the wound on the top of his head, Lin You declined the boss's invitation several times, until the wound was completely healed, Lin You couldn't find any reason anymore.

"What are you doing like this? I'm afraid what he will think of you after all the points are divided. Besides, if you don't make money, you want to starve yourself to death!"

Xiaoye urged Lin You to go to work again. In fact, whether he was working or not was secondary. Xiaoye couldn't stand Lin You staying at home all day, looking neither sad nor happy, as if the world always had nothing to do with him.

"I really don't want to go to the bar."

"Here we go again! You've done a good job, and you can easily earn a lot of money. Isn't it just like last time, as for?"

With a faint smile, Lin You avoids the serious and ignores the serious, "I'm going to find a formal job, so it's not a problem to go fishing for three days and hang out on the net for two days." It's always bad to stay in a place like a bar for a long time, especially last time I inadvertently got the limelight, who knows how many malicious people are waiting to have fun.

"Then...but," Xiaoye frowned, but didn't think of what to say for a long time. Although she wanted to refute, Lin You was right, she should have a formal job, and finally Xiaoye sighed and compromised, " That way, if you do it now before you find a new job, you can at least make some money, and you can talk to Brother Liu when you get a new job."

"But……"

"Oh, right, just take it for me. If you don't come here suddenly, how can I tell Brother Liu? Back then, I dragged you to work part-time. Okay, let's be together at night."

Lin You was helpless, and was finally dragged to the bar by Xiaoye.

Still enjoying the feasting and drinking, still the melodious voice, Lin You looked at Xiaoye in the mirror and finally said, "Ask whatever you want."

"Oh right, don't blame me Sanba, what's going on with that handsome guy?"

"4.19."

In a word, Lin You didn't want to say more, and he really had nothing to say. After all, it was 4.19, but the situation was a little troublesome.

"and then?"

"Then? What do you think I'll have with him then?"

Xiaoye pouted with dissatisfaction on her face, "But it's so handsome! You don't know how to cherish it!" With a reproachful tone, Xiaoye looked at the makeup on his face and said, "Then, where is that old man?"

Lin You's heart froze, and he couldn't help but think of the man's astonished expression that day, looking at him with sadness and unblinking. If he said he didn't cherish it, then the most suitable person should be him back then.

"He still seems to miss you very much, sitting in a corner alone every night waiting for you..."

"How do you know he's just waiting for me?" After finishing his makeup, Lin You leaned on the mirror and suddenly felt mixed emotions. The familiar face in his memory suddenly flashed like a fast shot in a movie. He worked hard The look, the satisfied smile, the occasional frown when angry...

"Everyone can see it..."

But even if he was really waiting for what happened to him, it is wrong to miss it after all. Lin You believes that the right person must be wrong, just like the vast sea of ​​people. He met Sun Peng, so one billionth of a billion The probability, as long as it is right, it must not be wrong.

"Okay, let's not talk about it, the makeup is done, I want to go home early at night, after that, you go back at night and pay attention to safety."

"Hey! As for what, you are still afraid that he will catch you!"

Lin You was noncommittal, and really didn't know how to face him, it would be better to see him than to be so embarrassed.

"Don't worry! He hasn't been here for several days, maybe he's busy with work recently."

Finally, Lin You compromised, if you are really destined to meet, then see you, Lin You believes in fate, when you meet someone, what kind of thing will happen, it is doomed, it is better to face it than to avoid it, because the result is doomed, Even if you change the process, the final result is still the same, just like the night with Yuhui, after tossing and tossing for a long time, you finally did it. Why do you need to toss yourself for the destined result?

However, like a drama arranged by fate, it seems that every time Yuhui appears, it seems to come with conflicting points in the story. After 2 hours, Lin You is convinced again that fate seems to really exist, although it I can't see it or touch it, but somewhere there is someone who really arranges every step of the plot for these mortal beings, and what I have to do is, no matter what the future is, just keep moving forward.