The distance between scumbag and warm man

After working for several days in a row, in the afternoon, the man finally turned off the computer and began to massage his temples, laps and laps, as if he wanted to relieve the pressure from his body. How nice it would be to go back to the past.Let's go take a look again at night, he should be here this weekend, even if he still doesn't talk, it's good to have a look.However, the feasting and feasting are still full of fish and dragons, but the man still can't find that familiar figure, not even a dressing room.

"Are you waiting again?"

Suddenly awakened by Xiaoye's words, the man forced a polite smile.

"He won't come anymore!"

"Why?" The man's tone was involuntarily eager.

"Someone made trouble at night, he fought with a group of hooligans... but it's okay!" Seeing that the man was anxious to interrupt, Xiaoye blocked the man one step further, "A man helped him out, and his skills are very good!"

Almost immediately I remembered the boy who was almost a head taller than Lin You that day, and suddenly felt sore for no reason. In all fairness, I was not as good as that boy in terms of body and appearance, and the most important thing was that they were still young, while I had already passed. In his thirties, almost instantly, the man's heart was as lost as if he had fallen into cold water.

"They really deserve each other..." I didn't want to be sad to be seen, but suddenly I heard Xiaoye's disdain!

"Not that embroidered pillow!"

Um?Who else?The man looked up at Xiaoye, only to see Xiaoye's face of contempt and still anger, "The other one, around thirty, not very handsome, but very temperamental, looks very manly."

again?The man couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, as if seeing the prey escaped the hunter at last, but just rejoicing that he had another chance, he suddenly found that the prey that couldn't reach him was hunted away by other hunters, and all of this happened at first It's all because I didn't value my own things!

"That... Excuse me, I don't know what happened to you before, but this time, I think Youyou really met the right person." After speaking, Xiaoye stared at the man without blinking, seeing that nothing was too big. He moved, and continued, "You know that Youyou seldom smiles at people, but for that man, I'm so jealous of Youyou's sincere smile."

The man lowered his head and looked at the wine in his hand. Once upon a time, someone had smiled at him like that, but the corners of his mouth slightly raised could not restrain the happiness in his heart, just like the warm sun in winter, without the arrogance of summer. It is so warm and comfortable on the body.

"Then..." After thinking for a while, the man finally couldn't help asking Xiaoye, "Then does he like Youyou?"

"I like it too! You don't know the way he looks right and left, so gentle that even stones can be softened."

Finally, the man felt that he could no longer support the deliberately calm expression on his face, a look of sadness flooded his cheeks from his heart, he drank all the wine in his glass and left the bar in one go.

If you go back in time, stop at the winter of that year, the boy with a faint indifference on his face but a warm smile from time to time, the boy who is young and fragrant until the end of golden autumn, the boy who treats himself wholeheartedly but never himself The boy who dared to be 100% sure of his love... was full of thorns from day to night, and it hurt people when he was soaked in salt water.

The huge villa is still unpopular and cold. Lin You can't imagine whether it would be too lonely for a person to always live in an empty house like this. In his lifetime memory, Lin You has never slept in a house alone. When he was a child I lived with a large group of children in the orphanage, grew up, lived in the school dormitory with my classmates, and then graduated with Sun Peng, and now with Xiaoye, Lin You has never been alone, but even so , Deep down in his heart, Lin You still feels that he is lonely, because no heart can lean into him.

With shallow breathing, Yuhui turned over and hugged Lin You in his arms, "You know, sometimes I suddenly feel that you are like a friend I knew when I was young, just like you, you don't like to talk, and you never talk to others It's also so cold..."

Lin You listened calmly to Yuhui's narration. He couldn't remember many things when he was a child. In his memory, there was never any good thing worth remembering when he was a child. In the eyes of most children, orphans are the best reference for them to show off themselves or satisfy themselves better.Even if Lin You has a mother, so what, in the eyes of children with healthy families, there is no difference between having no father and having no parents.

When he was young, Lin You was always isolated. The children in the orphanage felt that he had a mother, and he was not counted as one of them. Those children from healthy families still regarded him as a wild child and did not associate with him. Only some older ones The old man and the old lady like this well-behaved and silent child. They will call you Youyou, help grandma buy a packet of vinegar, and then give Lin You a few cents more to buy sugar...

"Trance again!"

Suddenly being yelled by the person next to him, Lin You came back to his senses, smiled apologetically, then stared at the ceiling again and fell silent.

I can't remember much about my childhood, at least now, Lin You can talk to people politely, although he is still not very enthusiastic, but at least he is not too indifferent.

"Okay, okay! Fuck! Pretend I didn't say it!" After turning off the light, Yuhui finally couldn't bear Lin You's silence. If he didn't speak before, at least he was still listening, but tonight he not only Yuhui couldn't stop thinking about other things in a daze without listening, which made Yuhui so annoyed that he really wanted to cut off Lin You's head to see what was going on inside!

"Sorry……"

In the dark room, he softly said "sorry", which made Yuhui want to throw him out so politely!

"I also remembered things from my childhood, so I lost my mind."

Listening to the explanation, Yuhui snorted softly, and pulled a blanket to cover Linyou's stomach. Communication between people is always necessary, except for the expression in the eyes, isn't the most direct way to say it? Why can't you just point directly?How nice it is like this!

"Do you have a wish?"

When I was young, my teacher loved the essays written by elementary school students. Lin You remembered that time he was called by the teacher as a counterexample to read his own composition on the podium. Lin You’s wish was very simple, to have a house of his own, one for his mother, and one for himself. One room, and then I have to raise a big obedient and docile dog, but it has to be very fierce in front of the bad guys...

"Student Lin You, is this your wish?" Lin You looked up, not knowing what the teacher meant, until he finally saw a mocking smile on the corner of the teacher's mouth, "Students with poor family education, really It’s no big deal.”

It was only later that Lin You learned that almost all of his classmates wished to be scientists or doctors or teachers. Only he was the only one, and the hopeless ones only wanted a house.

"Yes," Yuhui paused after speaking and remembered when he was a child, "When I was in school, the teacher loved to let people write their wishes. I remember I wrote it once. I hope my parents can go to the park with me. Play with all kinds of amusement toys, and those who dare not play with daddy..." Suddenly, Yuhui laughed unconsciously, "Do you know what the teacher's comment is? Playing with nothing, no ambition! Really Yes, this was my wish when I was a child, until now when I grow up, I never thought about how great I want to be.”

After speaking, Yuhui looked at Lin You, "What about you?"

Lin You curled up a corner of his mouth, "I want to be a scientist!"

Simple and clear, Yuhui couldn't help but hesitate, "Isn't it?"

"Then what do you think I should wish for when I was a child?"

"Eh..."

Yuhui was taken aback by the question, scientist? ... well, ridiculous scientist!

Turn off the lights!sleep!

Before 8 o'clock in the morning, Yuhui was woken up by the phone call, Yang Fan said, "I have a task, get up!"

"What's the matter?" Yuhui asked impatiently with his eyes closed lazily, "If it's about those chicken thieves, I'm fucking resigning tomorrow!"

"Isn't this also for your safety..."

"Damn it! My mother chose to go to the police academy and didn't know that the police are dangerous?!"

"Yuhui..." Knowing that it is inevitable to quarrel, Yang Fan skipped the quarrel and went straight to the topic, "The children who were rescued a few days ago couldn't contact their families for the time being. They will be sent to the rescue station first. Some media will Follow me for an interview, what does your uncle mean..."

"Shut up!" Yuhui hung up the phone viciously, lit a cigarette and leaned against the head of the bed to smoke it, and couldn't help but extinguish the cigarette end, "I'm a fucking policeman at the police station. Cha is still an actor! Fuck!"

After getting up with Yuhui, Lin You didn't talk too much. It could be seen that Yuhui was a bit depressed about the current job. After washing quietly, Lin You walked to the door, "I'm going first,"

"I'll check the route later, and I'll take a ride with you if I go to the rescue station later, so I won't have to wait for a long time for a taxi here."

"Aid station?"

"know?"

"Well, on the way."

Following Yuhui into the car, Lin You said how to get there and then kept looking outside. The slightly desolate high-end villa area gradually turned into a high-rise residential area, passing through the urban area and then to the desolate suburbs on the edge of the city.

"Hey, you haven't said where you're going to get off, and you'll be there soon."

"I'll go there too."

"what?"

"go home."

go home? ... Yuhui was taken aback for a moment, then glanced at the person next to him and stopped talking, and went home?Did he mean... he was, an orphan?Can't help thinking of Lin You's indifferent look, is it really because of this that he is indifferent to others?

On the other side, Lin You looked at the scenery outside the window quietly with his face on the right side. He wanted to escape from here so much, but the more he grew up, the more he realized that this place was what he missed the most in his heart. I don't know if the rose that I planted when I was a child will continue to bloom this year.

The author has something to say: In the next chapter, Yuhui finally finds himself moved,