Come on, hurt each other [Rebirth]

Zhou Yize was going to go back, but he couldn't help but stop when he got to the third floor, he didn't know what he wanted to see.

He lived in this place for 20 years, and then he left and never came back to see it, because he didn't know what to see when he came back, and the people who accompanied him had left long ago.

Zhou Yize was lost in thought when the door suddenly opened.

Just as Zhou Ze was about to go downstairs to throw out the trash, when he opened the door, he saw someone standing at the door. He was a little taken aback, "Why are you here?"

Zhou Yize didn't want to have too much contact with himself, that feeling was too weird.

"...I'm looking for someone, so I'm leaving now."

Zhou Ze probably just woke up, with messy hair and red marks on his face, he yawned, "Oh, let's go downstairs together..."

"...Okay." The two went downstairs one after the other.

"How do you go? There are no cars in this area."

Zhou Yize took out his pocket and said, "I'll call later..." The pocket is empty, damn it!Take a shower at noon and change clothes.

Zhou Ze still looked tired, he asked casually: "What's wrong?"

Zhou Yize was silent for a while and said, "I didn't bring my phone or money."

Zhou Ze: "...then how did you get here?"

Zhou Yize didn't say a word, that fucking Cheng Yi!

"My cell phone is in the room. How about you go upstairs and wait, I'll take out the trash."

Zhou Yize was a little hesitant, he had to pay back the borrowed money, then he and himself would have another chance to get in touch, who knows if there will be other emergencies.

He doesn't want to have too much contact with himself, not only because of the weirdness, but also because he is afraid that excessive contact will change the trajectory of his own life.

"No need, I'll find a way by myself." Zhou Yize said perfunctorily, he regretted talking too much just now, if he knew it, he wouldn't have said anything.In that case, Zhou Ze would definitely not agree. Facts have proved that he thought too much.

Zhou Ze didn't talk to him when he heard the words, and he said to Zhou Yize after he got out of the cave and threw away the trash, "Then I'll go up."

Zhou Yize: "..." He originally thought he was just a bit of a hooligan, but he was still a good person who is willing to help others. He didn't expect... But after thinking about it, it was indeed his temper. His behavior just now was clearly to avoid him. He is a more sensible person, the last thing he can do is to put a hot face on a cold ass.

Zhou Ze said he didn't care, he really didn't care, and went upstairs directly.

Zhou Yize originally thought about walking first and taking a taxi when he met him, but it was too hot outside, so he retreated into the cave, found a random step and sat down.

He scolded Cheng Yi several times in his heart, and just after sitting for a while, he suddenly heard the sound of going downstairs. He heard the sound should be a child, who couldn't walk well, and jumped several steps.

"Hey!" A little boy's voice came from behind, Zhou Yize looked back at him, a little dazed, it was the kid who lived next door.

This kid used to admire him very much, and thought he was handsome in fighting, so he was excited when he saw him, and he chased him behind his ass and licked brother Zhou, calling him very close.

He usually plays with this child a few times, and if he encounters this child with his mother, he usually ignores him and his attitude is relatively cold.

That child's mother hates him very much. If she sees a child in contact with him, she will lose her temper and beat the child.There is only a wall between the two of them, and the sound of beating, scolding and crying is just as close to the ears.

The woman scolded harshly, on the surface she was scolding the child, but she was only referring to Sang and Huai, and she was speaking for him.Usually he pretends to be deaf.

It's not without reason that woman hates him so much, after all, he almost strangled that woman to death.

His mother graduated from college and found a job in the city, so she could have left here, but she said that the house was left by his grandparents, so she didn't want to leave, so she didn't move.

He has lived here with his mother since birth.

His mother is graceful and graceful, and looks very good.A woman with a child will naturally have a lot of gossip.

The women gather around to gossip and gossip about how many "sexual history" his mother has, and even if his mother lifts her hair, she will be charged with "coquettish".

Because the two families lived relatively close, the woman next door probably had delusions, always felt that his mother seduced her man, she said the most ugly words, and almost scolded his mother "bitch" when she saw her.

When he was a child, he often threw dead mice and snakes at her house, and his mother found out later.

His mother patted him on the head, and said with a smile: "You threw things at her house, and she cursed until midnight, isn't she looking for guilt?"

His mother has a tough personality and is more independent. Although there are many rumors outside, she pretends not to hear them.

Once his mother came home and handed a piece of candy to the child next door, but the woman threw the candy on the ground and said something ugly.

His mother squinted her eyes and smiled, "Forgive me, even if your man is naked, I won't even look at him. It's easy to get needle eyes." After she finished speaking, she slammed the door and let the woman outside in a rage.

When he was young, no children wanted to play with him, and his mother had to work again, so he often left him at home alone. He often lay by the window to watch the children downstairs playing, and he got used to loneliness over time.

His mother tried her best to treat him well, at least to make him feel that there are still people in this world who care about him.

When he was 16 years old, his mother's spine was injured, and her lower body was unconscious. She was lying on the bed and depended on him to take care of her.But those days didn't last long, and his mother wanted to die.

His mother loves to be decent, lying on the bed like a disabled person, unable to control his bowels and bowels, living is nothing but torture for her.

But he doesn't understand, he only knows that his mother is dead, he is the only one left in this world, he is used to being alone, but that doesn't mean he doesn't want someone to accompany him to love him and love him.

He was only 16 years old and he was afraid of death, let alone those closest to him.

"You want me to live now, but what about the future? I can't cook for you, wash your clothes, take you out shopping, or cut your hair..."

"In the next few decades, I will become more and more sloppy, and I will depend on you to eat, drink, and scatter. My temper will become worse and worse, and I will lose my temper at you at every turn. You have to think about it all the time when you are outside. Thinking about the disabled mother at home, I wonder if she is cold, hungry or sick, or afraid that she is going to die again."

"After dragging a disabled mother, you may not be able to get a wife. Which girl would like to marry you? Not only is the mother-in-law disabled, but she also has a bad temper. The meal is overturned in front of her eyes."

His mother started laughing as she talked, looked at him and continued: "It's so pitiful, you will be a bachelor for the rest of your life, and you can only live with your disabled old mother."

He vowed, "I'm not afraid."

His mother just laughed, and she stopped laughing until tears came out. She looked at the ceiling with blank eyes, "Yes, you are not afraid. You are still young, and you will never pay attention to the consequences of doing things. But I am afraid...you are me The only person I care about, the meaning of my life is to make you happy. But will I make you happy now?"

"As long as you're here, I'm happy!"

"Really? Will you be happy after being so tired?" His mother will continue to say after being silent: "You liked to eat tomatoes when you were young, but now you don't like them. People will change, what can you promise me?"

"You will say that I will never dislike you. You are my mother, how could I dislike you. You will think so in a day or two, but how long has it been?"

"You will find out why taking care of people is so tiring, and you will wonder why my mother has become like this. She used to be so good, but now she doesn't even know when to go to the bathroom. She will only make me mess up."

"Then you will complain, but you won't say it, but your mind will change. Once an idea takes root, it will grow bigger and bigger, and all the resentment will pile up, and you will have an idea—" He Mom gave him a wry smile as she spoke, and said in a word: "Why isn't she dead yet?"

"Will not!"

"Yes." His mother replied calmly, but her tone was firm and uncompromising.

"You said... We obviously worked so hard, but why did we become like that later? I was terrified all day long, wondering if you had that kind of thought, I was afraid... my beloved son would look forward to me one day Death. And you obviously love me so much, but why do you expect me to die one day?"

"Stop talking! Those are all your own assumptions! They are all excuses, you are selfish, you just want to leave me alone! How can you leave me alone!" His mother's words had a great impact on him, and he He couldn't refute it, because he didn't know whether those things would become a reality, so he could only make meaningless excuses.

"You said it was selfish for me to choose to die, so wouldn't it be selfish for you to force me to live? You are only 16 years old, and I don't want to be your burden."

Then his mother committed suicide, and he was sitting in the living room the day he committed suicide.

Before his mother died, he told him to stay in the living room and not go in. He knew what she was going to do, but he couldn't do anything.

He sat in the living room until late at night, and when he entered the room his mother's body became cold, and he just disappeared.He couldn't even cry, he just felt that there was an endless darkness in front of him.

The woman next door didn't seem to know what "the dead are the greatest", he didn't understand why she was still using vicious words to slander her after her mother left.

At that time, he kicked open the door of her house, pinched the woman's neck and warned her every word, "If I hear you say a bad word about her again, I will kill you."

The woman struggled and said he didn't dare.

dare not?What dares him to be alone?

From then on the woman hated and feared him.