Indiscriminate

Shi Shilei took the stack of household registration cards from the orphanage and flipped through them several times, but he still didn't see his own.He started to turn over again, lowered his head and asked, "Mother Sun, where is my household registration card?"

After breakfast, Shi Shilei came over and asked her to get the household registration card of the orphanage, which made Sun Liqing baffled, and she didn't say what she was looking for when she asked him. Now when he asked him, Sun Liqing replied casually without turning her head: "It's all inside, you can find it yourself." Find it and see it.”

Shi Shilei had just handed over the other children's fees for the new semester. Seeing that she was busy with the calculations, she said unhappily, "I've read it no less than ten times. Could it be that I don't even know my own name?"

Sun Liqing raised her eyes from behind her presbyopic glasses, put down her calculator and walked over, picked up her household registration card and counted. "It's only about a dozen people. Here, Ke Ke." She put the card aside and continued to count one by one. At the end of the count, she didn't see Shi Shilei. She couldn't help being surprised, "Huh? Yours Woolen cloth?"

Shi Shilei saw that she was more puzzled than he was, so his eyes widened immediately, and he shouted, "Mom, you lost my household registration card? Am I a criminal?"

"How can this be? When you were in college, you didn't transfer your household registration. Except for those who were adopted, they were taken away and moved into the household registration book of the caregiver..." Sun Liqing slapped her forehead in the middle of her sentence, "Ah! Look at me , I’m an old fool. You’re also a little fool. Didn’t your household registration have been moved to your Uncle Liu’s house a long time ago?”

Hearing this, there was a bang in his head, he was stunned, and said in disbelief: "How is it possible? Didn't I come back? How could it be possible that I'm still at his house?"

Seeing how excited he was, Sun Liqing couldn't help being surprised, and said, "You came back by yourself. The relationship between you and Mr. Liu has not been dissolved legally!"

"Why didn't it be lifted? I didn't need him to raise me a long time ago." Shi Shilei still didn't believe it, but he suddenly remembered that when other children in the family were adopted a few years ago, they seemed to have registered with the Civil Affairs Bureau.

He just thought of this, and Sun Liqing said: "No support is no support, but your relationship is firmly established and registered with the government. Moreover, the adopter cannot terminate the adoptive relationship unless the two parties agree to terminate it before the adopted person reaches adulthood. Yes. At the beginning you ran back by yourself and refused to go back. I also told you that Mr. Liu was unwilling. You said that no matter whether he agreed or not, you would not go back anyway, and then slipped out in a blink of an eye and stayed away all day My friend, if I ask you again, you won’t say any more. This matter is so settled, have you forgotten?”

But as long as no one insisted on mentioning anything related to Liu Ying, how could Shi Shilei remember anything?Thinking back now, Liu Ying seemed to have really said that even if he left, he would still be his adopted son.Shi Shilei covered his mouth with his cold fingers, suddenly felt a little nauseous, and frowned tightly.

When he was adopted, he was under ten years old, and Sun Liqing handled the adoption registration and household registration transfer on his behalf. He didn't know anything about it, and of course he didn't take it to heart.Over time, he even forgot about this matter, even if he went to university and left the local area, he would not think about it because he did not change his household registration.

"Well, according to the law, you still have the obligation to support Mr. Liu. But you don't know how to call him all year round, so you can be regarded as a little heartless. He cares about us very much. Xiaobin needs a kidney transplant. If It's not because of him, the operation is impossible!" Sun Liqing was puzzled, looked at Shi Shilei with a sullen expression, and said earnestly, "Shi Shi, it's not ungrateful to be a human being. He has raised you for ten years, and taught you I have learned so many things from you, not to mention anything else, well, it is because of him that you are so good at calligraphy and traditional Chinese painting? Otherwise, how can you get into such a good school now? Material, spiritual, he gives you everything. You, I think you used to be rebellious when you were young, and you didn’t accept that he always let you practice calligraphy and didn’t let you go out to play, that’s why you came back. But now that you’re older, you should understand some things.”

Shi Shilei raised the corners of his mouth contemptuously, thinking to himself what exactly should he want to understand?He didn't say much.

Sun Liqing only thought that he was disobedient to her own discipline, sighed, then remembered something, and said: "That little talisman, with a bookish air, looks like a gentleman at first glance. If you hadn't learned some skills, such a person could become you." Good friend?" She paused, and couldn't help giving Shi Shilei another look, "I don't even want to talk about those cronies you met in high school."

He knew that there was indeed such a causal relationship, but he didn't want to attribute it all to the person he disliked the most.Why should he be grateful for past misery just because he is happy now?What kind of logic is this?

He is not sick.

I thought that as long as I didn't contact him, I would get rid of this person in the future, but I didn't expect that there would be an unbreakable bond imprisoned there.

Shi Shilei was very annoyed when he heard Sun Liqing rambling about what to do in accordance with the law, but he didn't know how troublesome it would be to move out of Liu Ying's household registration, so he pretended to be obedient and asked with a smile, "Mother Sun, how about it?" Can you help me tell him to move my account out?"

"Move out? Where to move?" Sun Liqing was wondering why he came to look for the household registration card, and was even more surprised when he heard this.

He couldn't say that he moved into Fu Qinruo's household registration book, and besides, he hadn't figured out how Fu Qinruo would do it.Shi Shilei said heavily, "School."

Sun Liqing couldn't believe it, and said, "Don't you think I don't know? There are too many household registrations in my hands, and those who move in and out are familiar with the police station. If the household registration is transferred to the collective household registration of the school, only When you first entered school, you are now in your third year, who will do it for you?"

"Anyway, I just don't want to recognize Liu Ying as my father anymore." Shi Shilei lost even the mood of pretending, and said unhappily, "I want to come back, just put a household registration card back in this stack of papers, do you still want me?" gone?"

She was stunned, and called out to her ancestors, and said again: "Is there any reason why I don't want you? The yard used to grow up and then left, and there are not many people left. You are so conscientious, I haven't seen you again." Oh! But Shi Shi, this is an orphanage, you are an adult, how can you add it? Hey, Shi Shi, I really don’t understand, Mr. Liu is such a good person, how can he treat you badly? You Is it because you don't want him to support him when he gets old, so you have to break away from him?"

Shi Shilei knew that it would be useless to talk to her any longer, and he was even more annoyed when she asked things like this. He didn't even want to mention the past, so who would believe it?He said dryly, "No reason."

After he finished speaking, he left, and as expected, Sun Liqing nagged behind him for a while, saying that he didn't know what he was thinking.

Shi Shilei went back to the room angrily, and seeing Fu Qinruo on the phone, he sat down on the bed, grabbed a plush toy and threw it on the bed.

Hearing his movement, Fu Qinruo turned around with a look of surprise, and even forgot that he was still talking on the phone.Finally, he said on the phone: "Then please go and talk about it, thank you."

Shi Shilei watched him hang up the phone politely, forgot to be angry for a while, and said strangely: "Please ask someone to do something?"

"Huh?" Fu Qinruo looked at his phone, walked over and said, "My mother."

Hearing this, Shi Shilei's eyes widened, feeling funny, and said, "Are you talking to your mother like this?"

For some reason, Fu Qinruo smiled shyly, sat down beside Shi Shilei, took the toy that was deformed by him and rubbed it back to its original shape.

Seeing that Fu Qinruo was touching the ears of the kitten doll with both hands, he suddenly leaned over and bit Fu Qinruo's left ear hard.

Fu Qinruo gasped in pain, and before he had time to ask what was going on, Shi Shilei reached out and rubbed his ears.He was still holding the kitten doll in his hand, he was startled when he saw this, and lowered his head.

Shi Shilei climbed onto the bed, knelt behind him, grabbed his ears and rubbed them together, which made Fu Qinruo baffled.Before Fu Qinruo turned his head, he turned his head away.

He hesitated for a long time, and asked: "Brother Qinruo, what did you ask Auntie to do just now? Is it night at her side now?"

"Well, she only has time at night." If Fu Qin wanted to turn around, but still couldn't - Shi Shilei hugged his neck from behind, and leaned over, "Hangzhou's household registration is not easy to get, so I want to invite relatives Help. But I seldom go out with my relatives, so I asked my mother."

Shi Shilei's heart skipped a beat, and he asked, "Auntie, are you willing to help me?"

Fu Qinruo smiled and corrected: "It's helping us."

Hearing this, Shi Shilei was stunned, and didn't know what to say for a while.

But, how would he tell Fu Qinruo?He didn't want to go to Liu Ying by himself, but no one could help right now, and even if he went to find it himself, Liu Ying might not let go, let alone ask someone to help?

Seeing Liu Ying this time, Shi Shilei was puzzled by many of his behaviors.

Shi Shilei didn't want Fu Qinruo to meet him, it's best not to have any contact between the two of them.He couldn't imagine what Fu Qinruo would do if he knew that his household registration was still with Liu Ying.Will he persuade him like Sun Liqing did?Or go to Liu Ying with him?The former Shi Shilei was sure he would not, but the latter, Shi Shilei himself was not happy either.

I remember that when Liu Ying talked to Fu Qinruo, he kept his mouth shut and respectful.No matter whether he sees his relationship with Fu Qinruo or not, at least he has no real evidence, but if Fu Qinruo really goes to speak for him, then the relationship between the two of them will be spread out in this circle.

Shi Shilei was never afraid of others knowing that he was gay, but he couldn't imagine the situation after those artists, connoisseurs and collectors knew about Fu Qinruo's sexual orientation.He also thought of Grandpa Fu and Grandma Fu who were so good to him. They have been innocent all their lives, how could he let others point out to them, saying that they let someone like him into the house, and, besides, it was a man.

He even thought of Fu Qinruo's uncle who had met once in the clubhouse that day, and his former benefactor, Yao Xiyang.

"Why do you seem unhappy?" Seeing that he hadn't said a word for a long time, Fu Qinruo asked softly when he turned his head to find that he was in a trance.

Suddenly, Shi Shilei smiled and shook his head in denial: "No. I'm always happy when I'm with you."

Fu Qinruo looked puzzled and asked, "What are you thinking?"

He felt blocked, wondering why he talked so much today, so he narrowed his eyes and bit his ear again.This time Fu Qinruo didn't even frown, Shi Shilei licked his ear, and said in a sticky voice into his ear: "I want to eat you later."

Fu Qinruo was stunned, and his ears turned red in an instant.He thought for a while and said, "Liu Ying called me just now and invited me to see his solo exhibition."

Hearing this annoying name again, Shi Shilei's eyes widened.Thinking that Liu Ying would actually call Fu Qinruo, he sat aside and violently knocked Fu Qinruo down on the bed.

The old bed creaked, Fu Qinruo turned pale with shock, and Shi Shilei crossed his legs and sat on his waist in an instant.

Fu Qinruo's waist sank, and he saw a plush toy staring at him, with two eyes occupying most of his face.

"What are you looking at? Don't look at it!" Shi Shilei said bluntly, "Come with me to the hospital to see Xiaobin, he will have surgery the day after tomorrow."

After he finished talking, he remembered that the money for the operation belonged to Liu Ying, and he became even more annoyed, and rubbed the kitten doll on Fu Qinruo's face.Fu Qinruo let him toss around a bit, and when he opened his eyes, Shi Shilei ruthlessly threw the plush toy to the pillow.

As expected, Shi Shilei saw his expression puzzled.

He said blankly: "I'm very upset now, I have to eat you to relieve my anger."

I don't know if he had expected this step a long time ago, but if Fu Qin wasn't surprised, his clear eyes seemed calm.Shi Shilei sat on his waist, didn't move, and didn't speak.

After a while, Fu Qinruo said, "Hush."

It seems that from dawn to dusk, the air pressure in the room that forgot to turn on the fan gradually dropped, and fine beads of sweat appeared on the skin.Shi Shilei fiddled with Fu Qinruo's hair with his wet hands, and when he saw him raise his eyes, he bent down and kissed him.

Fu Qinruo's skin, which had dissipated the heat, turned cold. He looked at him quietly for a while, and asked, "When shall we go to the hospital?"

For some reason, Shi Shilei sighed suddenly, pulled him into his arms, buried his dry lips into the crescent of his neck, and kissed him deeply, until when he left, leaving scarlet marks there.

He didn't answer, and Fu Qinruo didn't ask any more questions, just letting him hug him silently for a while.

Shi Shilei let him go after all, sat up suddenly looking for clothes to wear, and said, "Let's go now."

Fu Qinruo looked at him with some confusion, and sat up while supporting his heavy forehead.

"Do you want to take a shower first?" Shi Shilei grabbed the jeans and put them on, picked up the shirt at the end of the bed and handed it to him.

Shi Shilei turned his back to him, his thin butterfly bones and spine were clearly visible, and there were still faint red marks.Fu Qinruo stared at him for a few seconds, then knelt up and put his hands on his hands. Shi Shilei's body froze, and he looked back at his clear face in the darkness, his heart suddenly twitched violently, and then he turned around and held him up. face, and kissed him.

"Let's just die in this room like this." Shi Shilei said exaggeratedly. Seeing the surprise in his eyes, he patted his cheek and said with a smile, "Let's take a bath first. Let's go."

It really started raining outside.

In the morning, the children had breakfast, those who should go out to play, those who went to cram school, and of course there were also some who went out to do summer jobs, Sun Liqing went out to do errands, and only the guard was left in the orphanage.

Shi Shilei did not get a response from the driver for the taxi call, so he and Fu Qinruo had no choice but to walk half a kilometer from the orphanage to take a bus.

It happened that the bus station was repairing flower gardens, and the mud dug out made the roadside muddy.There was a steamed bun stall next to it, and it was almost noon. Shi Shilei felt that it would be noon when he arrived at the hospital. If Fu Qin was starving to death without eating, he slipped away from under his umbrella and went to the stall to buy a few steamed buns. .

After buying it and turning around, he saw Fu Qinruo standing behind him holding an umbrella.

The hickey left on Fu Qinruo's neck was not covered with a bandage, he was wearing a T-shirt, and Shi Shilei saw it several times on the way.

After Fu Qinruo finished eating the buns, he found him looking at him, and blinked suspiciously.

Shi Shilei shook his head, hooked his fingers to the red string on his wrist, and the color faded a little in half a year.

For convenience, Shi Shilei and the others hailed a taxi at the stop where they were supposed to transfer to the bus, and arrived at the hospital earlier.The smell of disinfectant filled the corridor, the beds were tight, and even a few beds were parked in the corridor, and the patients lying on them had a dull expression and couldn't tell their mood.

Before going to the ward, Shi Shilei thought of saying hello to the doctor he hadn't seen for a long time, so he went to the duty room first.Before he reached the office, he heard someone talking inside. He poked his head over to look, and almost staggered——Liu Ying was in the office.

The little movement caught Liu Ying's attention. He looked out from inside, and then his eyes fell on Fu Qinruo who was behind Shi Shilei. He didn't know who he was talking to, and asked, "Here you are?"

Shi Shilei felt uncomfortable, nodded scribbled, but greeted the doctor politely: "Doctor Li."

After Dr. Li's explanation, Shi Shilei learned that Xiaobin was undergoing the last dialysis before the operation.He explained to Shi Shilei the basic situation of the operation and the possible reactions after the operation, and finally said: "The chances of success are very high, so don't worry. But there may be rejection reactions, and you should pay attention to observation when the time comes."

Shi Shilei had heard about these things and nodded.

"Should Ms. Sun sign the operation?" Dr. Li asked.

"Oh, yes." Shi Shilei was stunned, then nodded again, "She is his guardian. She went out to do some errands today, and she will come to sign on the same day."

Dr. Li nodded knowingly, smiled at Liu Ying, and said, "I thought it was Mr. Liu who signed it. It seems that Ms. Sun said that Mr. Liu wants to adopt Xiaobin?"

Hearing this, Shi Shilei opened his eyes wide, but he still didn't look at Liu Ying.

Liu Ying had a modest attitude and said, "The procedure has not been completed yet, let's talk about it after the operation is over."

"Hehe, I think that child is very close to you." Dr. Li said politely.

Shi Shilei didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Liu Ying's gourd, and complained in his heart why Sun Liqing didn't say a word about it.Liu Ying didn't intend to talk to him at all. After talking to Dr. Li, he left first, which made Shi Shilei even more puzzled.

But he didn't want to talk about it, and after Liu Ying left, he asked in a low voice, "Doctor Li, where is the friend who donated the kidney from? How could he be so good?"

Dr. Li smiled apologetically, "This is the donor's privacy, and it is inconvenient to disclose it." He paused, and thoughtfully, "It seems to be introduced by Mr. Liu."

Shi Shilei's heart was blocked, and he couldn't help frowning.

After finishing talking, it happened that Xiaobin had also finished his dialysis, and Shi Shilei and the others followed Dr. Li to the ward.He was still thinking about why Liu Ying worked so hard, and whether it was true or not that he wanted to adopt Xiaobin. From the corner of his eye, he saw that Fu Qinruo seemed to be thinking about something, so he asked, "What's wrong?"

Fu Qinruo came back to his senses, shook his head, and said a little puzzled: "He is very helpful."

Shi Shilei didn't know how to answer these words.To say that Liu Ying is uneasy and kind?However, he really helped a lot.He nodded reluctantly, "That's right." He curled his lips and added, "That's weird."

Facing his unwilling confession, Fu Qinruo smiled lightly.

Liu Ying didn't even leave the hospital, but was talking to Xiaobin in the ward.As soon as Shi Shilei walked in, he saw the two talking happily.This is a high-end ward. Even if you have money, it is difficult to live in it without using your connections. Because of illness, Xiaobin is sallow and thin, but he is full of energy. His bright eyes are full of hope, and he smiles very sweetly at Liu Ying.

When he saw Shi Shilei, his face was full of surprise, and he shouted with the loudest voice he could: "Brother Shi Shi!"

"Good boy." Shi Shilei walked to the other side of the hospital bed, touched his fleshless face, couldn't bear to pinch it, so he could only smile, "It will be fine after the operation."

"Yeah!" Xiao Bin chuckled and winked at Liu Ying again.

Seeing how good their relationship is, Shi Shilei overturned the five-flavored bottle and said softly, "Have a good rest, don't move any more."

Xiao Bin nodded, and found that Shi Shilei was accompanied by a big brother. He blinked his eyes in doubt, and greeted him before asking: "Hello, brother."

"Hello." Fu Qinruo nodded, "You are about to have surgery, so I didn't bring anything else to see you off. After you are discharged from the hospital, go pick out gifts with your brother, and go eat delicious food."

"This is Fu Qinruo, brother's friend." Shi Shilei said.

Xiao Bin smiled and nodded, thanking him, "Thank you, Brother Qin Ruo!"

"Let's chat first, I'll go first." Liu Ying said suddenly at this moment.

Shi Shilei couldn't help being puzzled seeing how knowledgeable he was, and hadn't had time to ask about the adoption—even though he didn't want to ask him at all.He said lightly: "Then walk slowly."

"Papa Zhongming, will you come to see me tomorrow?" Xiaobin asked before he left.

This title hit Shi Shilei's heart like a thunderbolt, and his expression froze immediately.

"Yes. I will send you to the operating room." Liu Ying smiled kindly, stroked the child's face lightly, and said goodbye to Dr. Li, "Then I will go first, thank you."

Doctor Li was also polite and said, "I'll see you off."

"No, you're so busy, don't be polite." Liu Ying raised his hand as a gesture of decline.

"I'll see you off." Fu Qinruo said to him.

Surprise flashed across Liu Ying's face, and he smiled and said, "Okay."

Shi Shilei held back so he didn't frown.

Fu Qinruo smiled at Xiaobin before leaving, and at the same time rubbed Shi Shilei's palm behind his back with his fingers.

As soon as they left, Shi Shilei sat down on the edge of the bed, took Xiaobin's hand, and asked him how he was doing recently.

Generally, children at Xiaobin's age should be in the fifth grade of elementary school, but because of his illness, he has suspended school since the third grade and has been studying at home.

When he was in the second grade, a couple with no children came to the orphanage. Seeing him docile and docile, they thought of adopting him, but they heard that he was going to the hospital for dialysis the next day, so they cut off the idea. , took another child.

But Xiaobin has always been very well-behaved and handsome, and never makes trouble for his family.Shi Shilei knows that no matter what the real personality of the children in the orphanage is, being good is a necessary skill, but Xiao Bin is not. 's arrival

Shi Shilei could tell from the conversation that he liked his Zhongming father very much, because Liu Ying really helped him a lot, and often visited him and bought him a lot of things.

"Sister Nurse, they thought I was his own son!" Xiao Bin stuck out his tongue mischievously and proudly when he said this.

Shi Shilei didn't like the name he called Liu Ying, because he had called it himself.on the bed.

He thought for a while and asked, "Then he really said he wanted to adopt you? Have you gone through the formalities?"

Xiao Bin didn't quite understand. He shook his head in a ignorant manner, and said, "Mother Sun said that after I leave the hospital, I can go back to the orphanage first, or I can go back to Zhongming's father's house. Zhongming's father seems to have moved to a new house, as he said."

After hearing this, Shi Shilei fell into deep thought, and couldn't help but start to worry about this cute and handsome child again.

"Brother Shi Shi, are you going back this time?" Xiaobin asked naively.

Shi Shilei laughed and said, "Of course, I haven't graduated yet."

"Oh." Xiao Bin nodded and grinned, somewhat shy and embarrassed.

He guessed that he had been in the hospital for a long time, and he had a vague concept of time. In addition, he didn't go to school much, and he didn't know what day and night it was.Shi Shilei secretly blamed herself for not caring about his mood, so she straightened the collar of his hospital gown and comforted him: "After you recover from illness, you can go to school. Don't worry about not being able to keep up with your homework. Being upright and studying is so good. He will help you, and I will be back."

"Really?" His eyes were bright.

Shi Shilei said as a matter of course: "Of course. I am a top student. I can teach you any homework that you can't keep up with. Ah, did you see that brother just now? He can't speak English well. You can't even take foreign language tutoring. You don't have to go to class."

Xiao Bin asked with a smile: "Brother Qin Ruo is also from our place?"

He was startled, curled his lips, and said nonchalantly: "Who cares about it. After all, you will only have a good life after you recover, so do the surgery well, understand?"

Xiaobin was amused by him, giggled, nodded repeatedly, and said after laughing, "Papa Zhongming said the same thing."

Shi Shilei was stunned, his original good mood was greatly compromised, he still smiled forcedly and said, "So you have to live well."

After all, he was still worried about Liu Ying's adoption of Xiaobin, so Shi Shilei found a way to talk and left the ward temporarily, and ran out of the hospital to see if he could catch up with Liu Ying.

When he got downstairs, he saw Fu Qinruo escorting Liu Ying into a taxi.

Shi Shilei slumped his shoulders in frustration.

"What's wrong?" Fu Qinruo came back and was surprised to see him at the door.

He shook his head.

Fu Qinruo said: "Just now, after some inquiries, it seems that he has completed the adoption procedures. He went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register, but the household registration has not yet been moved."

Shi Shilei was taken aback, and asked, "Did you ask him just now?"

"Hmm." He nodded.

"You sent him to inquire about this?" Shi Shilei asked.

He nodded again.

Immediately, Shi Shilei was neither angry nor happy, his mood was so complicated that he didn't know what to say.

"Don't talk to him." Finally, he pushed Fu Qinruo, turned around and went back to the hospital.

As soon as Sun Liqing came back, Shi Shilei immediately went to her to ask about Xiaobin's adoption.When asked if this was the case, he said angrily, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Sun Liqing was taken aback, and said with a smile: "I forgot. The registration was two months earlier, and I was preparing for the operation later. Mr. Liu was not in a hurry, so I didn't take it seriously. Anyway, they have a good relationship. Well, I probably won’t regret it.”

Shi Shilei was depressed about this matter, but he was unwilling to tell Sun Liqing how he was treated before.

How can this be exported?Being sexually assaulted under the age of 14 can cause a local hot topic in any way now, not to mention the connection with contemporary famous painters and calligraphers.Who will believe it?Liu Ying is dignified and personable, and he is also solemn and serious, showing the image of a gentleman.And him?I have been selling my body to make money since I was 15 years old, who should I trust, and who should remind me.

"By the way, then you and Xiaobin are really brothers!" Sun Liqing still remembered that he talked about the household registration the day before yesterday, and said with a smile, "You don't want to move now, do you?"

"Relocate?" Fu Qinruo who was at the side didn't understand what he heard, and asked in doubt.

Shi Shilei stopped, patted his arm, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm going out to buy cigarettes, together?"

Hearing this, Fu Qinruo was even more surprised, and nodded in embarrassment.

"Hey, if you don't learn it yourself, don't let Xiaofu inhale second-hand smoke." Sun Liqing said dissatisfiedly that she never liked smokers.

"It's okay, I smoke too." Fu Qinruo said politely.

This time it was Shi Shilei's turn to be surprised, he stared at Fu Qinruo for two seconds, then lowered his head and walked out.

There was no good cigarettes to buy at the tobacco and alcohol counter outside the small supermarket. Shi Shilei searched the counter, chose a pack of local brand cigarettes, and looked up at Fu Qinruo with a questioning look.

He nodded.

The cigarettes were divided on the way back. Shi Shilei took out the lighter that he bought by the way when buying cigarettes, stopped to light the fire, and Fu Qinruo put his hand over the fire with the cigarette in his mouth.

It was the first time Shi Shilei saw that his face was surrounded by cigarette smoke, and his forehead was very close. He saw the indifference and indifference in Fu Qinruo's eyes, so he took a puff of cigarette in.

"I thought you didn't know how to smoke." Shi Shilei put the lighter and cigarettes back into his pocket, and scratched his itchy forehead with his ring finger.

A fleeting smile flashed across the corner of Fu Qinruo's mouth, and he said, "That is to say, I have learned it, and I won't smoke if I have nothing to do."

He joked, "Is there something going on now?"

"What do you think?" he asked back with a smile.

Shi Shilei seldom dislikes Fu Qinruoxiao, because he really looks good when he smiles.In a blink of an eye, Shi Shilei stopped smiling. He sat down on a bench by the side of the road, smoked half a cigarette and said, "I was looking for my household registration card two days ago, only to find out that my household registration is still in Liu Ying's household registration. in the book."

The cigarette butt fell to the ground, and Fu Qinruo forgot that there was still a cigarette in his hand.After a while, he asked, "Are you going to ask him for the household registration book?"

"Of course!" Shi Shilei blurted out, but he was also discouraged after thinking about it, "I don't know if he will agree. I don't want to go to him at all."

Fu Qinruo thought for a while and suggested, "Shall I go with you?"

"Don't." He refused without thinking, and rolled his eyes, "Let him know that I want to be in the same notebook with you, how will you live in the future? I don't want to make it known to everyone, and I don't want to good."

In fact, Shi Shilei also wondered about some things.He hadn't gotten along with Liu Ying for several years, and he didn't know if something had happened to him in these years that made him seem to have changed.Shi Shilei's head hurt from thinking about it, he threw the cigarette on the ground and stomped on it, and asked, "Fu Qinruo, what do you think of Liu Ying?"

"Huh?" Fu Qinruo thought for a while, then just said, "His handwriting is very good."

Shi Shilei was startled, thinking he heard it wrong, but it was really just this sentence.A sentence can be big or small, and he still remembers the saying that the words are like the person, the grandparents and even Fu Qinruo's parents will accept him, probably because they have read his words.

Because he had just smoked and his lips were very bitter, Shi Shilei licked his lips and said, "Maybe he has reformed?"

After he finished speaking, he looked at Fu Qinruo's expression, and when he saw him shook his head in doubt, he didn't say anything.

"If I say that a pervert is a pervert until death, and there is no way to save it, will it be too difficult for people to survive?" Shi Shilei continued to ask, seeing that he still looked unclear, and then said, "Yes, why should I Talk about others. I used to sell it myself."

"Don't say that." Fu Qinruo frowned.

Shi Shilei was even more confused about his appearance, "Do you think in your heart that you want to give him a chance?" He paused, "Yes, he is very nice. He is not related to Xiaobin, so help him Looking for a kidney source and paying for medical expenses. Such a talented and kind-hearted person, how could he do such a thing? Probably my memory is all made up by myself."

Hearing this, Fu Qinruo sighed lightly: "I didn't say I didn't believe you."

"I didn't say you doubted me." Shi Shilei said coldly.

Fu Qinruo looked at him helplessly, but didn't say a word of comfort for a long time.But Shi Shilei knew very well that Fu Qinruo never denied what was in his heart, all he could do was keep silent and refused to admit it, thinking that everyone would be happy if he didn't say hurtful words.

Shi Shilei felt a little ridiculous for a moment, so he laughed, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and took out another one to smoke.

Fu Qinruo frowned and looked at him, and put the cigarette in his hand aside to extinguish it.

"Since he is so good, why should I be with you?" Shi Shilei smoked half of his cigarette, and suddenly said in a blunt tone, "I still have the obligation to support him, so forget it when I come back to serve him after graduation."

"Shi Shilei." Fu Qinruo sighed.

"Why are you sighing?" Shi Shilei questioned after hearing him sigh.

He pursed his lips, as if he didn't know what to say to him, and simply fell silent.

Seeing this, Shi Shilei smiled coldly, and said sarcastically, "You think I'm inexplicable, don't you?"

Fu Qinruo frowned, and said helplessly, "Don't talk like that. We can go to Liu Zhongming together. After so many years, there is no need for him to hold you on a piece of paper. Besides, I don't think he is Such an incommunicable person..."

"What did you say?!" Shi Shilei suddenly stood up, threw the cigarette on the ground, and laughed ironically, "Okay, you've told the truth."

Fu Qinruo turned pale and stood up.

"Don't tell me, I already know." After only a few words, Shi Shilei was exhausted, he took a deep breath and asked, "Then do you still want me?"

He seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and said, "Why not? I'll go find Liu Zhongming with you, and I'll tell him."

Shi Shilei tugged at the corners of his mouth, gave him a slight look, and muttered, "I don't want you to meet him. I'll go by myself."

Fu Qinruo was astonished, "You..."

"Okay, okay. You always accommodate me, so this time is no exception, right?" Shi Shilei interrupted him, although his heart was heavy and his head hurt, but anyway he knew the person standing in front of him at this moment People are the best people in this world, it is his Fu Qinruo, "I ask you, do you love me?"

He lowered his eyes, nodded slightly and said, "Yes."

Still looking like this, Shi Shilei was angry and funny, pushed hard on his shoulder, and said, "Then don't let me down."

Fu Qinruo clasped his fingers and said firmly, "No."

In the evening, Sun Liqing and the kitchen sister prepared dinner together, and everyone gathered in the dining room to eat.The younger brothers and sisters who had gone out all came back, and they all became concerned when they learned that Shi Shilei had visited Xiaobin during the day.

Shi Shilei was not in a good mood, and he answered absent-mindedly, which made Sun Liqing very nervous, and asked: "It can't be Xiaobin, what's wrong? I went to see it two days ago, and it's fine!"

He picked up a piece of pork belly and found that there was too much fat, so he put it in Fu Qinruo's bowl and said, "It's okay, it's fine. The doctor said that the chance of success is very high, so don't worry."

"Then why are you frowning?" Chang Ke asked strangely.

Shi Shilei took a fancy to a piece of pork belly, picked it up and looked at the sides and found that there was no lean meat, "How can I have a sad face?" He put the meat into the Fu Qinruo bowl and said, "It's because you have no sense of crisis."