Xiao Sha Desolate

Time, the eternity of time, seems to have stopped.

Qianmo always stays at home quietly, no longer goes to school, and rarely works, and occasionally attends important meetings, but only for attendance.

The master accompanies him at home, almost inseparable.

Day after day, it was like house arrest.

He sat silently by the window most of the time, holding a book in his hand, and he didn't know if he was reading it.Or just stay still and look out the window at the scenery that hasn't changed for ten years.

When he looked out of the window, his eyes were so indifferent, seeing through the wind and rain in the world, it seemed that nothing could come into his eyes.Zhaocheng occasionally sat with him, and didn't dare to disturb him.When Qian Mo was like this, he felt that Qian Mo was cold, and he felt that he couldn't keep him anymore.

The whole world can't keep him.

After the broken finger was connected, it has been inflexible, and it is not even stable to hold a glass of water, let alone write and hold a gun.Qian silently wrote all afternoon, but it was still the same repeated, crooked words, so she simply stopped writing.That beautiful and delicate handwriting, that one-handed good marksmanship were all ruined.

Qian Mo lay half naked on the sofa, Zhaocheng stood by the sofa and bent over to rub his joints with medicine and wine.Stinging, numb, but comfortable.He looked at Zhaocheng's serious look with his head bowed, and suddenly had a feeling that this person could give orders.Thinking this way, I subconsciously said it. "Lick, lick." He raised his chin to indicate to his little brother, with a rude and arrogant attitude.

By the time I realized what I had done, it was already too late.The body began to tremble.

Zhaocheng froze for a moment, then laughed, "What are you doing?" he said.Seeing that Qian Mo's body began to tremble, she hurried to get a thick blanket to cover Qian Mo. "Then you need to get well soon." He lightly patted Qianmo's buttocks.I don't know why Qian Mo said that suddenly, but it's good to be able to joke.

"Qianmo has overstepped the rules." After Qianmo said this, she stopped talking, lay there and let Zhaocheng play with her.

I suddenly remembered that a long time ago, there was a lot of snow that winter.He was playing with the snow in the yard, thinking that it would be okay to just play for a while.Then the master came back.As soon as he saw his master come back, he hurriedly knelt down in the yard, and his knees were painfully soaked in snow water.The master didn't say anything, just carried him into the house, took medicine wine and warmed his knees, hands and feet gently.

He clearly saw a gentle look of unbearable flashing in his master's eyes when he knelt down.That's it, the slight warmth supported him through ten years.

After surgery a year after discharge, the shattered phalanges were replaced with light metal joints.Fully recovered, even more flexible than before the finger was broken.Qian Mo picked up the gun, and with a bang, the aim was the same as before.What Zhaocheng felt most guilty about was ruining his hands, and now that the hands are returned to him, he can finally breathe a sigh of relief.

Although the owner rubs his joints every day, takes medicine three times a day, and hangs up a bottle of water, his whole body still hurts when the weather is bad.When it hurts, even in the middle of summer, you have to cover yourself with two quilts and curl up tightly on the bed.Pain oozing from the cracks in the bones, sweating all the time, but cold all the time.The pain used to be much worse than this, but now it is unbearable at all.

After a long boring day, he started to play the piano, and the master taught him himself.Qian Mo doesn't have much enthusiasm for practicing the piano, he just likes the master sitting beside him and playing the piano for him over and over again.Clear, sad, gorgeous, joyful.The master's serious and gentle side face.Then, in the soft sound of the piano, there is a power that can make him fall asleep peacefully.

It's autumn again, and the night is rainy and cool.

The rain does not stop, and the subtle sounds of lingling in the dark night are like the coldness that is about to pour over the whole world.Then everything, through the hazy water light, the pain cannot be seen clearly.

Woke up in the middle of the night suddenly, dry mouth, cold sweat.Qianmo sat up, he was alone, the darkness was boundless.When I first came back, I slept with my master, and my body lay stiffly on the bed, and I didn't dare to move all night.I don't know when the master will be on top of him, or when the master will kick him down.

Later, the master saw that he couldn't sleep well, so he slept separately.

Zhaocheng has no choice, he can only treat Qianmo little by little, cooking and bathing for him, wondering if the heat can reach his heart.

When he saw Qian Mo falling down on the screen that day, he suddenly felt that the sky had fallen.It wasn't a coma, it was a farewell.With the high-power camera, he can clearly see the subtle movements of Qianmo gritting his teeth, and he knows what it means.

His shallowness chose to leave him.

Fortunately, his Qianmo is still by his side, but he has no heart.

When he said outside the basement door that I would never regret it, he actually knew that one day he would regret it.

The master said, don't worry, Qianmo, I have sealed the basement, and those things have been taken care of, and there will never be anything that scares you at home.

In fact, he was not afraid in his heart, and he no longer cared about his master.It's just that he can't control his body's fearful reaction to his master for many years.

How lonely is it to sleep alone?Although the master stayed with him for a while every night, talked with him, and coaxed him to sleep like a child.He suddenly remembered that there was a time when his whole body was limp, and he fell asleep in his master's arms without remembering anything.

□□ is gone all the time, Ding Huo had told him well that his body couldn't stand any little twists and turns.

If you can think of nothing, that's fine.

The answer that I wanted to know desperately didn't seem to be that important.

Qianmo drank a glass of water, lay down, but couldn't fall asleep.So he put on his clothes and got up, and walked back and forth at home.When passing by the master's study, the lights inside were still on.One o'clock.The master does not have the habit of keeping lights on.Qian Mo didn't knock on the door, just stood outside the study door until four o'clock, when the lights went out.

After returning from the hospital, the owner seldom went to the company.Be with him all day at home.With just one look, the master knows what he wants, and busy around him all day long, so as not to let him get tired.He went to bed at ten o'clock in the evening and got up at eight o'clock in the morning.Does the original owner work while he sleeps?How can he pay for his medical expenses of several thousand a day if he doesn't work hard?Qianmo quietly went back to the bedroom without disturbing the master.

The night will pass, and everything will pass, but there will be no going back.

Qian Mo never mentioned this matter, but from the next day, she got up later and later, until ten or eleven o'clock, she refused to get up no matter what.

Work can be done at home, but meetings have to be held.Every week or every other week, the owner always has one or two afternoons to go to the company for a meeting.Qian Mo would go out at this time, he really couldn't bear to stay at home alone.It reminds him of bad things.

Zhao Cheng never stopped Qian Mo from going out, he thought it was good that Qian Mo was willing to go out for a walk, instead of being bored in the house all the time.What's more, Qian Mo didn't go out alone, there were at least three or four bodyguards hiding in the dark.It's just that Qian Mo always went out when he was not around. When he said he wanted to take Qian Mo out for a walk, he was rejected many times.

Qian Mo occasionally buys some luxury goods, but after returning home, she doesn't know where to put them.He doesn't really like these expensive and useless things, he knows that the master likes him to buy them.As a kind of compensation, it will slightly alleviate the master's guilt towards him.

Or just casually walking on the street, looking at the Linlang shop windows, pedestrians are in a hurry.When I am tired and want to go back, I call the master, and I immediately calm down when I hear the master's voice.Then stand still and wait for the master to come and take him home.

This kind of life is really too boring, he doesn't like it at all.Are you taken care of?Do nothing.

He spent so many years working hard to follow his master, and finally got betrayed.

Sometimes Xu Zhaocheng would go to the private coffee club under his banner, the room equipped with surveillance monitors.He used to discuss countless dangerous deals with Qian Mo here.Qian Mo sat side by side with him, smiling, and killed thousands of troops for him.

However, he has never been alone with Qian Mo, just sitting in the coffee shop and eating snacks.

Not once.

For some reason, Zhaocheng retrieved the surveillance videos and audio recordings, and watched them one by one.The way Qianmo raised his glass gracefully on the table, the way he talked freely, the way he hid his knife with a smile... This is Qianmo's world, and he cruelly deprived him of it.Then I saw that paragraph, the extra record.

It should be the time when Qian Mo went out to eat with his parents, and it seemed that nothing was wrong.

"I will not betray my brother."

"I will never leave my brother in my life."

When he said this, Qian Mo's eyes were serious and firm.Zhaocheng burst into tears in an instant.It turned out that it was true that Qian Mo said that she wanted to be with him all the time, Qian Mo's heart for him was true, and Qian Mo had never betrayed him.

A long time ago, when he was pointed at by a cold gun barrel, he was the one who pushed himself down.

It was he who stepped on Qianmo's sincerity, and finally forced him to have nowhere to go.

Zhaocheng immediately asked someone to investigate the events of the An family.Qian Mo always thought that he was betrayed by his parents, so he refused to forgive his parents for ten years without a single good word.Not a single contact was made before they came to the door.He has always been very mindful of being sold to others. He asked him to see Andrew alone, and if something like that happened again, he must have gritted his teeth in hatred.Taking revenge on yourself is justified.

Those few words were just to provoke him, but he foolishly believed them to be true.

He ruined everything about Qianmo.

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