After divorcing Zha Gong, I got pregnant

Hearing this, Jin Bei suddenly raised his head. He looked at Jiang Xiangdi's open eyes, and saw the hands offered by the other party.

That night when he had just confirmed a certain truth, Jin Bei firmly tied his hands.Jiang Xiangdi's claws were very sharp, and when he was unhappy, there were red marks on his back.

However, Jin Bei didn't mean anything romantic at the moment. Instead, he calmed down and asked, "Is this my choice? Listen to me?"

Jiang Xiangdi hummed, and frowned again, probably because he was a little cold, retracted the quilt, leaned his head on the pillow, with a troubled expression.

He just regarded it as just a dream, wondering why it wasn't over yet, but Jin Bei in the dream didn't seem to be very responsive, and he didn't want to wait any longer.

Jin Bei stood up and supported the edge of the bed. His injured left hand hurt a bit due to the movement, but Jin Bei didn't care about it.

Before he could speak, Jiang Xiangdi raised his eyes and said softly, "Don't drop the baby, or I'll be very sad."

Although he said lightly, he was very serious and didn't mean to be joking.Jin Bei had no doubts about how Jiang Xiangdi would react if such a situation really happened.

Jin Bei's heart skipped a beat.He would never do anything to the baby, but at this moment he couldn't make any reason to defend himself.Because of his previous behavior and his failure to show interest in the child, Jiang Xiangdi's worries seemed reasonable.

Jin Bei's voice was low and hoarse: "Do you like the baby very much?"

Jiang Xiangdi was probably dissatisfied with his attitude of talking but not doing anything. His brows were furrowed, and he couldn't sleep again. He hummed and said, "I just don't know what it will be like, a small new life."

He lowered his eyes, and rarely showed a little tenderness and joy in the sleepy confusion and confusion, which were emotions that had almost never appeared recently.

Jin Bei also felt that his heart, which was dangling in the cold wind just now, was warmer, and he blurted out: "What about me?"

When he said it, he regretted and hesitated, but Jiang Xiangdi opened his eyes and said, "I don't really want to wait."

Jin Bei was startled, he recalled the time when Jiang Xiangdi was brought back by him, it was half a month, it was indeed a long time, Jiang Xiangdi wanted to see him, since that night Jin Bei took the box and left Then I waited for ten days.

Jin Bei also wanted to keep him in Wanshang Fenghua.He asked, "Don't you want to stay here?"

Jiang Xiangdi closed his eyes: "This is your decision."

Jin Bei was taken aback.He suddenly discovered that from the very beginning, since he knew about it, Jiang Xiangdi hadn't made his own choice.

Being taken to bed, of course, including the reason of her own pregnancy, she didn't dare to move vigorously, so she was led away by Jin Bei.

But within fifteen days, Jiang Xiangdi had many opportunities to leave. He did not have a good family background to support him, but Tong Lao, Cao Yiran, Meng Chuan, and even Ye Zang, etc., as long as Jiang Xiangdi made a request, Jin Bei Definitely feel the pressure.

But Jiang Xiangdi pushed Meng Chuan away when Meng Chuan wanted to come over.

That's because Jiang Xiangdi handed over all the decisions to Jin Bei.A trustworthy entrustment, but unexpectedly, what was waiting was the other party's merciless treatment and half a month of unfreedom.

Jin Bei saw Jiang Xiangdi turned over because of the pain in his waist, and the quilt on his shoulders slipped off. He couldn't help but leaned over and wanted to help Jiang Xiangdi, but the other party suddenly avoided it.

This was a very resisting behavior. Jin Bei frowned. He pulled up the quilt to cover Jiang Xiangdi, grabbed Jiang Xiangdi's shoulder, licked the back of his teeth, and revealed his tough face again: "Then you Do you feel that you owe me, or do you like me?"

The corners of Jin Bei's eyes were red, and he had to control the strength in his hand, so his tone became a lot heavier, almost like a forced question: "Good people let you do it, and you consider everything thoughtfully, what about me?"

"I won't pester you," Jiang Xiangdi closed his eyes, the warm yellow light fell on his eyelashes, but his pale face couldn't be seen clearly, "I should die when the baby is born. "

Four in the morning.

The lights of Wanshang Fenghua suddenly turned on, as if an alarm had been sounded for the whole house, which immediately alarmed Dr. Chu and Aunt Wu downstairs.

Aunt Wu ran out in a panic with her clothes on, but she saw Jin Bei running down the stairs holding Jiang Xiangdi.

From the moment Jin Bei heard that sentence, his heart stopped suddenly, and immediately, the incomparable panic seemed to grab his heart with a big hand, making him almost unable to breathe.

He will never allow such a thing to happen!

Jiang Xiangdi was wrapped in a quilt by him, just like Fenghua was brought to the bay that day, she was obviously pregnant, but the weight didn't seem to increase much.

Jin Bei's efficiency was very high, and the psychiatry department of the hospital had doctors ready soon, but Jiang Xiangdi's condition was special, and he himself was very resistant to the hospital. After being brought to the door by Jin Bei, he refused to come down.

Jiang Xiangdi hugged the quilt and the seat, quite stubbornly: "Not going to the hospital."

Jin Bei was also frightened by him, and he didn't dare to breathe: "Be obedient, I'll carry you in, you won't be tired, and you don't need to do anything."

Jiang Xiangdi: "But I don't like hospitals."

Jiang Xiangdi hated hospitals, which was actually not obvious. He performed very well during the prenatal checkup, so it was easy for people to overlook this point.In fact, his distaste for the hospital stems more from his rejection of bad news.

Jin Bei said patiently: "Then close your eyes and open them again when I tell you."

Jiang Xiangdi blinked, but at this moment there was a hint of fear and distrust. Jin Bei was a little annoyed at what he had done back then, and said, "Don't worry, Doctor Chu is here."

In the end, Jiang Xiangdi was half dragged and half carried in by him. Jiang Xiangdi closed his eyes, inexplicably feeling the fear of facing the unknown, and complained in a low voice: "You always force me to do things I don't like."

Jin Bei was taken aback: "It won't happen again in the future."

Jiang Xiangdi didn't believe it at all, but fortunately Jin Bei held him firmly, and Jiang Xiangdi didn't show any resistance anymore.

Dr. Chu was there again, and several people went to the department for examination together, but Jin Bei couldn't stay any longer after he brought him here, so he had to walk out.

The corridor was quiet, just like the night when he drank too much and hurt his stomach that night. It was empty and empty. Jin Bei didn't go far to find a chair, and leaned against the wall at the door, with his head slightly lowered.

Because he hugged Jiang Xiangdi all the way, the weight of an adult man is not light, and Jin Beicai's left hand started to hurt after taking off the plaster, but this is not the main thing. He was a little scared by Jiang Xiangdi, his limbs were cold, and his forehead was covered with cloth With a layer of sweat.

More of regret than fear, why did he ask the other party the painful question just now?

Why did he promise the other party to treat him better, but in the end he still couldn't control himself, failed to do it?

Even though the corridor was quiet, there was a buzzing of irritability in his ears, which made him throbbing with a headache, but because of the regret and regret that seemed to hollow out his heart, he could hardly maintain a calm and indifferent posture.

After an unknown amount of time, Dr. Chu came out to call him, and said, "Mr. Xiaojiang has been in a stable mood, and his illness is not serious. Mr. Jin, do you want to go see him first?"

Jin Bei asked, "What's the diagnosis?"

Dr. Chu said: "Persons who are pregnant should keep a good mood. Mr. Xiao Jiang has always been very active, and his physical indicators are qualified, but there is a problem..."

Jin Bei understood, and said with difficulty: "It's me."

Dr. Chu said: "Yes, you are one of them. There are some deeper ones. The test doctor told me that Mr. Xiao Jiang had a breakdown in his emotional world for a period of time in college. The combination of the two led to the current situation."

Jin Bei paused. During college, the biggest thing that happened to Jiang Xiangdi was probably Pu Wangzhi's death due to illness.

It was the first time for Dr. Chu to doubt his profession. He graduated from a prestigious school and was a professional family doctor, but at this moment he was a little annoyed and said, "I knew that when I was studying, I also minored in psychology by the way... Thanks to Mr. Jin, you came tonight It’s not too late for early detection and early treatment.”

Jin Bei: "It was I who frightened him and stimulated him to have extreme negative emotions."

Dr. Chu did not speak, as if tacitly acquiescing.

Because of tossing all night, Jiang Xiang didn't move his flute and hated the hospital, so he fell asleep with his pillow wet.

Turning others upside down, I feel at ease in my sleep.

Jin Bei stood at the head of his bed, the quilt was still carried from home, with a familiar aura.

There is a special nurse accompanying here, and Jin Bei didn't leave, but just looked at the person on the bed obsessively, but he didn't dare to wake him up, he wanted Jiang Xiangdi to open his eyes, no matter who he was looking at, as long as His eyes were still bright and glowing, and it would be nice to let him take another look.

After waking up at noon, Jiang Xiangdi slowly remembered the experience of the night, and asked Jin Bei's whereabouts without hiding it.

Aunt Wu, who brought the food, paused and said, "Mr. Jin's old arm injury has recurred, and he is probably seeing a doctor."

Jiang Xiangdi was puzzled: "Where did he get the old arm injury?"

Aunt Wu then told about the garage. If it wasn't for the fact that Jiang Xiangdi believed in Aunt Wu's character during the past few years, otherwise he would be like Ye Zang and couldn't help but doubt the truth of the matter.

Jiang Xiangdi asked again: "How did you make a mistake and bump into it?"

Aunt Wu shook her head, but she didn't know.

Jiang Xiangdi thought about it for a while, and when he was discharged from the hospital, he forgot about it.

Jiang Xiangdi was quickly informed of his faults. In fact, he was not very aware of his depression to the bottom. The words that night were also blurted out in the moment of despair after having a nightmare.

During the day, Jiang Xiangdi's performance was the same as usual, but since then, he had to take an extra dose of medicine for three meals, and Jiang Xiangdi was not very happy about it.In line with his duties as a doctor, Dr. Chu insisted that he take the medicine for a week first.

As a result, Dr. Chu also suffered from Jiang Xiangdi's embarrassment for a few days.

Because Jin Bei scared people when he came here last time, he had a free day for Jiang Xiangdi to adjust himself. On the third day, Jin Bei was about to go back when he received a call.

From Wen Ziming, Jiang Xiangdi's teacher, half of the art circle, has a temper that is more difficult to handle than Tong Lao, but a respected status and a ceiling of strength and prestige.

Wen Ziming was quite polite at the beginning: "Is my little Jiang at your place?"

Jin Bei: "Yes, Mr. Wen."

Wen Ziming: "Before, I was in the deep mountains and old forests, and the information was blocked. After I came out, I heard a lot of news."

As an old senior, Wen Ziming is similar to the Jin family, and he is really protecting his shortcomings. This time he called to put pressure on Jin Bei: "Xiao Jiang has no family background, but I am not too old to move as an old pedant."

Jin Bei paused: "Sorry, I will take good care of him."

Wen Ziming's experience is much richer than theirs, and he hit the nail on the head: "He lives with you? Did he do it voluntarily?"

Jin Bei: "...involuntary."

Wen Ziming raised his brows slightly: "Since Mr. Jin insisted, then I, an old stubborn man, can't help but intervene."

After a while, Jin Bei hung up the phone.

Wen Ziming wanted to put pressure on him, but he would not be willing, at least willing to let Jiang Xiangdi leave.

Jin Bei was a little irritable, he didn't know if it was because of the oppressive feeling Wen Ziming gave him, or because of Jiang Xiangdi's current situation.

After pausing for a moment, he went to watch the video surveillance from Wanshang Fenghua and Dr. Chu.

Jiang Xiangdi was drawing on the balcony.

The weather cleared up, and the warm winter sun shone on him. Jiang Xiangdi was wrapped in a thick sweater, which was rare and soft, but he didn't seem happy. His brows were frowning, as if he was not satisfied with the painting he had drawn.

Jin Bei's eyes fell on his painting, he paused,

Paintings can show the state of mind. Jiang Xiangdi has not been very diligent in his creations in recent days, but at this time it is even more visible to the naked eye. His paintings show a kind of gray and pale, and the beauty has turned into ruins like ruins.

It is not the scenery and layout, but the outline of the style and the change of the creator's own mood, presenting a real inner world.

Jin Bei was stunned.

Jiang Xiangdi's pen shouldn't be like this, and people shouldn't become like this because of him.

Not long ago at the Sequoia Gallery, he could paint childlike innocence, small bungalows full of human fireworks, and the weirdly shaped glass that Jin Bei gave him... It seemed that he was carrying the most beautiful things in the world and strong feelings.

But now, the other party was barren because of him.

There is no one who does not regret and regret this great loss and loss.

But Jiang Xiangdi still looked calm, and murmured, "It seems like I haven't been able to go out for a long time."

"The plum blossoms outside have probably already bloomed."

The video stays on him raising his eyes, the sunlight falling on his eyebrows.

Jin Bei stayed and watched for a long time, and finally called Wen Ziming back.

The author has something to say: He regrets, he regrets, he regrets

Today my roommate had supper again, I... couldn't hold back QAQ

It suddenly occurred to me that the feelings of my two youngsters in modern times were slightly depressed orz

感谢在2020-09-2423:36:46~2020-09-2600:24:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: 7 kittens; 1 Jiuqian Sui and Yan Yao;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: Coke, Doveley~5 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!