Camouflage Beta Survival Guide

The cold wind howled.

Sun Xiaodong's hand holding the cigarette trembled slightly.

Zhu Fengyao ran out of the dormitory building of the orphanage when it was supposed to be in class. This incident was so unbelievable that Sun Xiaodong was stunned for a moment, and then habitually blurted out:

"Hey, broken medicine jar, you actually skipped class today?"

He originally thought that Zhu Fengyao would ignore him as usual, walk away indifferently, or sneer at him bitterly, making fun of him being scolded by the dean last time.But today this guy walked towards him uncharacteristically, stumbling on his feet, and clutching his lower abdomen with one hand.

Zhu Fengyao's complexion was very bad.

Although Zhu Fengyao's face has never been better, but Sun Xiaodong feels that today he looks even worse than before.

"Hey, wish..."

"Ambulance, Sun Xiaodong, please call an ambulance for me..."

"Hey--"

Before Sun Xiaodong finished speaking, the buddies beside him had already noticed Zhu Fengyao's movement, and surrounded him with unfriendly expressions.

Sun Xiaodong could guess what they wanted to do.

Today, the group of them gathered nearby and had a drink. It's rare that the director of the orphanage is not there, and the general management staff can't control Sun Xiaodong.He brought a few cronies with him and decided to find a secluded place in the backyard of the West Building to play game consoles, but happened to bump into Zhu Fengyao.

These buddies were beaten up by Yun Xiao last time, and they never found a chance to take revenge.It happened that Zhu Fengyao was on the order today, and with the temperament of this group of people, not to mention beating Zhu Fengyao, and preventing him from going to the hospital, it is absolutely possible.

"Yo yo, who did I say, I didn't expect it to be Yungou's little daughter-in-law, who is holding her belly here alone, where is your husband?"

"Yeah, last time we were hurt so badly, how could I have the heart to leave you alone today? I'm not afraid..."

Sun Xiaodong glanced at the ferocious-looking friends, and at Zhu Fengyao who was almost collapsed on the ground, he was at a loss for a moment.

"Hey, broken medicine pot, what's wrong with you?"

"ambulance……"

Uncontrollable by his brain, Sun Xiaodong took a step forward, instinctively supported Zhu Fengyao's receding body, and held his hand, which was cold.

"What the hell are you... an ambulance! An ambulance! Brother Peng, call an ambulance! This B is going to die!"

……

Sun Xiaodong really didn't like Zhu Fengyao, but he didn't hate him.

Even a long time ago, like other children in the orphanage, he liked and even worshiped Zhu Fengyao.

Probably because Zhu Fengyao was different from everyone else when he was a child.

These orphans have different backgrounds and were either abandoned or lost their parents due to various accidents.When he was a child, Sun Xiaodong always thought that they should all have low self-esteem. After all, they were born inferior. They played with other people's leftover toys, accepted other people's self-righteous handouts, and even called other people's parents Mom and Dad.

Sun Xiaodong thinks this is very stupid, very stupid—those so-called caring people actually don’t like orphans like them at all. Definitely mentally orgasm:

"Oh look how great I am, God should have tears in my eyes for my kindness."

"Look at this child. He has no father or mother since he was a child. No wonder he is dirty and smelly. When he grows up, he will thank me for being such an enthusiastic person."

No caring person has really said such a thing, but Sun Xiaodong still stubbornly thinks so.He hates playing with toys that other children have played with, and he will not hug volunteers' thighs and cry "Mom and Dad" like children of the same age. He thinks they are all idiots, idiots, and brainless waste.

The most intense resistance occurred when Sun Xiaodong was six years old.

That afternoon, the dean's grandfather suddenly took him into the most mysterious and best-decorated VIP room in the orphanage. Before he went, he took a bath and changed into clean and tidy new clothes, repeatedly emphasizing in his ear "Be polite", "be sweeter".

Six-year-old Sun Xiaodong didn't know why, so he followed him in a daze. There were several new toys and a box of children's milk on the table. A couple was sitting opposite. They should be in their 50s. Both of them were dressed in suits and leather shoes. Very formal.Seeing Sun Xiaodong, a smile appeared on his wrinkled face:

"Hello, kid, how old are you? How are you doing? What do you like to eat?"

……

The couple asked him many questions. Although Sun Xiaodong was confused, he still followed the dean's grandfather's instructions and answered them truthfully.The other party seemed very satisfied, and smiled and nodded from time to time when listening, and pinched Sun Xiaodong's ears before leaving.

"As the two of you can see, only Sun Xiaodong is the only male child under the age of eight in our Nanfeng Orphanage who has not yet been adopted, and there is another child... it is not convenient."

"Well, this child has a good personality. If he has no objections, my wife and I are willing to go through formal procedures to become his adoptive parents."

"Yes, although the environment in the orphanage is not bad, children should still have a home and be taken care of by their parents..."

The middle-aged woman was about to pick up the adoption application form on the desktop, but Sun Xiaodong, who had just been sent out of the VIP room, suddenly pushed away the staff behind him like crazy, pushed open the door of the VIP room, and came back in a rampage.

He threw the new toy in his hand viciously at the elderly couple, crying and cursing:

"Fuck you, fuck you! Bitch! You're not my mother! Fuck you! Get off! Bitch! I don't want you to be my mom!"

The curse word "smelly/bitch/zi" was heard by Sun Xiaodong from an older child. He didn't know what it meant, but he still yelled loudly and impolitely.

"I don't want you to be my mother, I have my own mother..."

Until now, Sun Xiaodong still remembers the incredible expressions on the faces of the couple in the VIP room.He didn't know how the dean ended that day. There were only two consequences for Sun Xiaodong: one was punished not to have dinner that day and knelt on the open space in front of the west building for three hours; No one has made a decision to adopt him since then.

Perhaps no one would guess that this unscrupulous social youth who nods and bows to this "big brother" and "overlord" all day long once knelt alone in the west of the Nanfeng Orphanage on a certain early spring night when he was six years old. Under the steps at the entrance of the building, he stubbornly refused to give in and admit his mistakes.

Everyone laughs at him as a fool who can screw up his chances of being adopted in vain.They laughed at him, walked past him with delicious meals, and spat at him.

The only one who went to visit Sun Xiaodong was Zhu Fengyao.

He brought him a coat, a carton of milk and two rolls.

He leaned over and squatted beside Sun Xiaodong, with crooked eyes and a shy smile.

The tear mole at the corner of Zhu Fengyao's eye is very beautiful, Sun Xiaodong has noticed it since he was a child, but at that time he just scolded the other party viciously:

"Laugh at your mother."

"I don't laugh, so don't cry either." Zhu Fengyao handed over a tissue.

Six-year-old Sun Xiaodong took it with a hum, and wiped his snot with a snort:

"Why are you pretending to be a good person, you are just like those people, you just want to see my jokes! Go away, sick man!"

"Not funny."

"What's not funny?"

"You." Zhu Fengyao patted the dust on the steps, and simply sat down: "You don't want to be adopted, it's nothing funny, but you shouldn't hurt that aunt by mistake, after all, she is also kind."

"Nice ass. She's sick, she's damned, she wants to be my mother... I have a mother! I have my own mother!"

Sun Xiaodong yelled this sentence so many times in a day, Zhu Fengyao obviously didn't want to see him hysterical, so he hurriedly interrupted:

"I know. You have a mother, we all have a mother."

It was a comforting word that came casually, but for some reason, it touched the weak tears of the young man. The grievances over the years erupted angrily, and Sun Xiaodong couldn't help crying when he was young:

"My dad is a truck driver. He's so-so tall, with long beards and black-rimmed glasses. My mom works in a restaurant. She makes Chuanbei lily porridge. My dad loves me. Mom, they love me too, we are a loving family..."

and after?

Zhu Fengyao had already heard the later story from other children: Sun Xiaodong's mother once forgot to turn off the gas before going to bed, and the two of them, together with the grandparents who came to visit relatives from the countryside, could not survive the long winter night. Woke up in a dream.Only Sun Xiaodong, who went to the school's winter camp, survived. At the age of four, he was sent to the Nanfeng Orphanage alone, becoming an ordinary member of hundreds of children in the West Building.

The thin and thin Sun Xiaodong hugged Zhu Fengyao, who was also thin, and kept crying under the sycamore tree in the yard. He cried from daytime until dark. In the crook of shaking arms, fell asleep.

He still held the bitten, hard bun in his hand.

The former Zhu Fengyao existed like light to Sun Xiaodong.He is confident, gentle, and calm, with a maturity beyond his age, which Sun Xiaodong couldn't help being attracted to, and even foolishly imitated Zhu Fengyao's way of speaking and every move.

"You wouldn't recognize those people as parents, would you?" Sun Xiaodong asked with a big mouth missing a front tooth.

"Well, I won't."

"Have a backbone!" He stretched out his little finger: "If you hang yourself on a hook for 100 years, don't cheat. If you cheat, you will be a bastard!"

"..."

As for why Zhu Fengyao didn't want to be adopted, Sun Xiaodong was not interested in knowing.

As long as there is such a person, it would be great to be consistent with him, to live up to him, not to betray him, and to be able to play with him.

Zhu Fengyao is not in good health, and Sun Xiaodong is willing to be his bodyguard, unconditionally tidying up the house, cleaning the room, running errands to buy medicine for him... just like Zhu Fengyao is serious and obedient teaching him to read and write.He would use colored chalks stolen from the school classroom, drag Zhu Fengyao to the back of the big wardrobe, and carefully write a few large characters stroke by stroke:

Sun Xiaodong and Zhu Fengyao are good brothers forever!

He would dream, and in countless dreams, he imagined that the two of them would grow up together, leave here as soon as possible, and rent a small house.Whether he, Sun Xiaodong, goes out to work or steals a battery car, he wants to make a lot of money to treat Zhu Fengyao's illness.He believes that they will become famous, get rich, marry their beloved girls, and live a happy and perfect life.

But Zhu Fengyao betrayed him.

In other words, in Sun Xiaodong's eyes, what Zhu Fengyao did was more disgusting than betrayal.

He will never forget the surprise when he accidentally opened the door of the VIP room that day and saw Zhu Fengyao tiptoeing and kissing a tall man on the cheek.

The 14-year-old Zhu Fengyao was disheveled and the corners of his eyes were reddish, while the man was wearing a suit and leather shoes with a disgusting smile.

Sun Xiaodong was stunned.

Sun Xiaodong has met this man before, he is Zhu Fengyao's benefactor.It was he who donated a large sum of money to support Zhu Fengyao to study in Imperial Foreign Language High School.

Surprised, flustered, followed by overwhelming astonishment and nausea.

Sun Xiaodong cried all night under the musty quilt, he couldn't do anything after all, but he never wanted to see Zhu Fengyao again.

From then on, he, who was already bad-natured, went more and more crooked, started drinking and playing truant to fight, and became a delinquent boy who gave the dean a headache and was helpless.

Occasionally, he would see the black-haired Zhu Fengyao passing by with a backpack and books on his back, smiling at him with a good temper, the mole at the corner of his eye was still the same as when he was a child, so beautiful that it made people feel distressed.But Sun Xiaodong would sneer at him in disgust, and even intensified, attacking and cursing him with the most vicious words.

He is a traitor, a shameless traitor.

Sun Xiaodong hates Zhu Fengyao and disgusts Zhu Fengyao.But at this moment, when this person held his hand precariously and begged him to call an ambulance, he couldn't calm down and curse him again, "Get out of here."

Brother Peng with the back of his head sucked his nose, and approached here step by step:

"Hey, this smell...why does it feel like an O..."

The author has something to say: 5555 I am back!The passionate author is back!

Feng Yao won't do stupid things like selling himself to study, everyone please rest assured.