After passing through the book, I became the little master of the protagonist

In the second half of the night, Shu Ning slept a little restlessly, and his body was a little bit cold, so he subconsciously moved closer to the warm position.

The whole person turned over like hugging a bear and hid in Yu Ruo's arms, holding his clothes tightly with both hands, smelling a faint warm fragrance in a trance, and frowning At this time, he slowly relaxed, and his brows and eyes were full of comfort.

It smells so good, just like the oriental chrysanthemum that my mother put on the bedside table last, the fragrance is tangy.

Mom, I'm sorry, I have dragged you down and I still need you to send me off.

Nuan Xiang took Shu Ning's mind like returning to that June five years ago. At that time, Shu Ning's condition had deteriorated, and chemotherapy all day and night had killed half of his life, but he still There is no way.

I also searched for many people to match bone marrow, and many of them were matched, but none of them were truly fused, so that I have been tortured by serious diseases for more than ten years.

In his sleep, he appeared in a snow-white ward. When he raised his eyes, he saw himself lying on the hospital bed, and found that he was already a skinny Lin Chai, and even his hair was plucked clean. The whole person is like a mummy that has already died.

"So I was so ugly before I died."

Looking at himself who could only breathe with the instrument, Shu Ning realized that he was already powerless at that time, and it was just that his parents wanted to drag him for a while.

There were shallow footsteps in his ears, Shu Ning turned his head and saw two people outside the door, they were father and mother. Shu Ning saw them again and went up to them with some joy, but his body went straight through. them.

His hands were stiff in mid-air, and when he looked back, he saw that his parents had already walked to the bedside. Only then did Shu Ning realize that he was dreaming, the day before he died.

Thinking of this, Shu Ning lowered his head and walked to the side of the two, seeing his mother crying, Shu Ning's eyes gradually overflowed with pain.

Then I saw my mother put a bouquet of chrysanthemums in her hand on the vase beside the bed. There were still drops of water on the petals of the chrysanthemums. I thought the flowers should have just been taken from a flower shop.

"Ah Ning, my mother is here to see you off for the last time. Thank you for your company for the past 20 years."

After the words fell, there was a low cry accompanied by the sound of choking, and I saw my mother took off a chrysanthemum and put it in the hand of the man on the hospital bed.

"Mom knows that Ah Ning has been tortured every day for the past ten years, and every deterioration is killing you, but you pretend that you don't feel any pain every day in order not to make mom feel sad. Mom feels distressed, but mom doesn't Dare to expose you, so my mother is really grateful for Aning's company for the past 20 years."

After the mother finished speaking, she pinched the somewhat dry and weak hand on the hospital bed, tears kept falling from her eyes, but the look in her eyes was always warm.

Shu Ning stood on one side and looked at them, feeling extremely sore in his heart, and the next moment, he heard a faint cry coming from his ear.

The crying was very soft, Shu Ning looked sideways and found that the crying was actually coming from his father, in his eyes his father was always a very serious person.

At that time, Shu Ning was still thinking about whether such a serious father would cry when he died, maybe he wouldn't, after all, he had dragged his family down for more than ten years.

But seeing it now, he didn't expect his father to cry. Seeing his father's red eyes, the tears in Shu Ning's eyes finally fell down uncontrollably.

"A Ning has grown up, grown up, in the blink of an eye, A Ning is already 20 years old, and originally wanted to spend her birthday with A Ning, but A Ning's birthday is in December, and A Ning must wait for December. It’s very hard, it’s dad who’s sorry for you, in the next life you’ll be reincarnated and find a good one, don’t cast yourself into a useless family like dad.”

With choked words came from the ward, Shu Ning's eyes were full of pain when he watched this scene.

I thought my death would be the greatest relief for my parents, but I didn't expect to make them so sad and sad.

"I'm sorry, Dad, it's all Aning's fault. It's Aning who is useless. He didn't make it through December. He clearly promised you to celebrate your birthday together. He clearly agreed!!"

He clearly promised to spend his 20th birthday with his father, and he clearly agreed, why couldn't he make it through.

I have survived for more than ten years, but I can't survive the last six months.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, Mom and Dad, it's Aning who's sorry for you! It's me who is so useless, it's all my fault!"

Heart-piercing cries came, and Shu Ning lay on the bed crying so hard that his tears even wet the bedding.

The next moment, seeing the unmoving self on the bed again, Shu Ning walked to his side like crazy, stretched out his hand and shook his body continuously, as if trying to shake him awake.

"Wake up, wake up soon, didn't you promise to celebrate your birthday? How could you miss the appointment, wake up soon!! Please wake up soon!"

Shu Ning kept shaking the person on the bed, but the person who had been tortured by the illness and had already lost his voice didn't even make a sound, just sleeping on the bed so peacefully.

No matter how Shu Ning shouted, no matter how he shook, this man didn't make a sound.

"A Ning, let mom hug you once, and mom will send you off for the last time. No matter where A Ning is, mom will always remember you. You must eat well and sleep well. No matter what happens, mom will accompany A Ning. Now, Ah Ning, go to sleep, it won't hurt when you fall asleep."

The crying mother wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, smiled and reached out to hug the person on the hospital bed, warming his last breath with her own warmth.

When you fall asleep, you will not feel the pain on your body. When you fall asleep, you will forget all the pain. When you fall asleep, you will no longer feel sad.

At this moment, the person on the hospital bed shed a tear, and then he lost his breath.

Mom noticed that the person in her arms was no longer breathing, so she held back her tears and said with a smile:

"Mom, will you sing your favorite nursery rhyme? Twinkle, twinkle, the sky is full of little stars..."

The choked up singing echoed in the ward, and there was even the sound of sobbing outside the door. Those people were almost all doctors and nurses who had grown up with Shu Ning, and each of them held Dongju in their hands, like It's like sending Shu Ning to the most peaceful world.

Such a gentle Shu Ning warmed up the whole hospital with his smile, but in the end he could only leave this world with the coldest body.

"Hanging in the sky to shine brightly, like thousands of small eyes, the sun slowly sinks to the west, and the crows come home in flocks..."

The nurse sisters standing outside the door wiped their tears and sang Shu Ning's favorite nursery rhyme with his mother, the nursery rhyme that carried his entire childhood, and the nursery rhyme that he hadn't had time to sing.

Kneeling on the ground, Shu Ning cried heart-rendingly while listening to the nursery rhymes, his white shirt was wet with tears, his eyes were full of despair.

The crying appearance in the dream finally came to reality, Shu Ning's tears wet the soft pillow and even stained Yu Ruo's clothes.

"Mom, Dad, I'm sorry..."

A low cry accompanied by murmurs came continuously, Shu Ning's hands tightly grabbed Yu Ruo's clothes, and he didn't let go for a long time.

Yu Ruo, who had been standing by the side all the time, watched Shu Ning crying so sadly, then hugged Shu Ning tightly in his arms, comforting him in a low voice.

"It's okay, it's okay, the apprentice is here, little master, don't cry, don't cry."

Yu Ruo didn't know what exactly Shu Ning dreamed about, but the countless sorry words came from his mouth, guessing what it should be regrettable.

Originally, he wanted to use his spirit energy to erase all the dreams in Shu Ning's mind, but when he saw the nostalgia in Shu Ning's voice, he endured it and didn't do anything.

"It's alright, it's alright."

She stretched out her hands and patted Shu Ning's back continuously, comforting him.

Maybe it was Yu Ruo's comforting effect, Shu Ning's crying gradually weakened, and finally only the sound of falling asleep breathing could be heard.

Seeing this, Yu Ruo hugged him tightly in his arms, and just kept watch all night, until the next day when Shu Ning showed signs of waking up, he got up and left.

Shu Ning opened his eyes in a drowsy state, because his eyes were swollen from crying all night, so it was difficult for him to open them.

"My eyes hurt."

He stretched out his hand and gently rubbed his eyes, trying to get rid of the swelling, but after a while, his eyes still hurt a little, but he could barely open them.

When he raised his eyes, he looked at the strange but familiar furniture around him, and then he remembered that he was no longer in the ward, and that he was in a book now, thinking of what his mother said, Shu Ning let out the tears that were about to overflow from his eyes one by one. Wipe it off, and after wiping it off, I sat on the bed for a while before getting up.

After getting up, I got out of bed and went to the apse. Similar to Yunsheng Hall, the apse of Yanyu Hall is also a warm pool, the difference is that the edge of the warm pool is full of peach trees, and the pool is in the peach forest instead of In the hall.

It was the first time for Shu Ning to visit the apse after moving into the Yan Yu Hall, and he was a little stunned when he saw the warm pool in the Taolin.

The water in the pool is full of peach blossom petals, and there is a warm stone jade table beside the pool, on which there are exquisite pastries, tea, and a set of white clothes.

Taking a look at the white shirt embroidered with peach blossoms, Shu Ning's eyes were filled with dullness, knowing that the clothes must be worn by Yu Ruo, and the outstretched hands froze in midair.

Unable to get over the hurdle in his heart, Shu Ning felt so disgusted when he thought that Yu Ruo had touched the clothes, so that he struggled for a long time before taking them back.

It's just clothes, it's impossible to be naked without clothes, maybe it was left by the maid.

Thinking that maybe it was placed by the maid, the disgust in Shu Ning's heart became less, and after placing the clothes by the pool, he took off his underwear and entered into the pool.

The warm breath quickly wrapped around his body, and one by one petals floated and dyed his black hair. After a while, Shu Ning leaned against the edge of the pool.

"Is this a hot spring? Why is the water not cold?"

Shu Ning looked around curiously, but he couldn't get an answer under his curiosity, so he followed it.

When I raised my hand to wipe my body, I found that there were still many light marks on the chest, especially the position of the atrium. Obviously it had been so many days, but the red marks on the top were still deep and severe.

His eyes looked at the traces on his body in a daze, and he could still recall that day when he closed his eyes. He was afraid that he hurriedly drove all these thoughts out, and then sank into the water to quietly look at the water in the warm water. mark.

After a while, it slowly surfaced, and the black hair was completely wet and stuck to his cheek.

Shu Ning looked at the petals in the pool and was fascinated, but then heard a soft moan, Shu Ning looked up quickly in a little panic, and saw something struggling under the tree not far away.

The author has something to say: the flower language of Dongju is parting, which means parting and separation.

In the eyes of the little master's mother, the little master is not dead, but has left home and gone to a far away place, just like traveling far away, but this far away is the kind that will never be seen.