An old cat's breeding diary

So far, the truth of the year has been roughly restored.

But can't prove it.

Zong Xun was the only one who knew the truth about what happened back then.But what can the old cat do?I ran over to ask Zong Xun, senior brother, do you know that Master and Mistress once had children?With Zong Xun's mind, he knows what to do, but he doesn't know what to do?How should the old cat face such a senior brother?

Besides, if Zong Xun knew about it, would he be able to change anything?It's just adding trouble.Zong Xun would blame himself for not being aware of it earlier and not protecting Master's child well.Master, if Master knows...

So far, is right, wrong, good and evil really that important?The second senior brother could no longer come back to life, the teacher's wife was dead, and all the wrongs and wrongs had been annihilated in a tomb.

What is true and what is false?What is good and what is evil?

Since the past is irreversible, why bother to uncover the truth and make the living bear the burden of that past?That made the master think that it was an accident, which would scab over time.That's what the senior brother thought, to isolate his Ah Cen from right and wrong, and live a peaceful life by his side.

On the way back to the Yu family's old house, the sun gradually sank and the sky gradually dimmed.It gets dark early in winter, the old cat walks in front of Zhang Yuanshan, Zhang Yuanshan is half a step behind and follows him step by step to his right.The old cat looked at the long shadows of the two people on the stone road, and did not speak.

Xiaoyuan Shan was not good at words, usually he was talking by himself, and he listened obediently.At this time, he didn't even know what to say.There was such a person who didn't know what he was thinking, but he knew that the master was meditating, so he followed carefully behind him, protecting himself with his hands for fear of falling.It is his disciple Zhang Yuanshan.

For the past, Lao Mao always feels regretful, as if a branch line is missing a little, the senior brother and master are probably not like this.He has always felt that senior brother is suffering, but not getting what he asks for is the most difficult thing in his life.Master suffers from the loss of his loved ones and being abandoned by his loved ones, and his sanity is muddled.These two people are obviously a small group of people who are top-notch, but they are tired of affection, trapped in a sea of ​​suffering, unable to escape.She is too clever, and she can't get out of it because she takes love too seriously, so she is trapped in the middle of the net and never gets the way.That's why I look down on the right and wrong of human relationships, so I'm afraid that I won't be obsessed with obsession and trapped in one thing.

But now that I think about it, what if I do it all over again?How can it be better?

For Master, all the waves have passed.And the senior brother got everything he wanted, so what if he couldn't communicate with each other?How do you know that it is misery for others to suffer so much, and how do you know that the suffering in his heart is not just wishful thinking?

There are not so many things in this world that can be both.Even if he could choose, would the master accept the senior brother?Then they can really be safe?Such a result, but can the two bear it?What do you want?

That's not the case, let the master rely on him and believe in him, only him.for this life.

Brother and master have achieved Consummation, I only wish this is the best ending.

Holding the hands guarding both sides of his body, the old cat asked himself in his heart: After all, what are you hesitating about?

Master held Zhang Yuanshan's hands and pulled him forward, as if holding someone in his arms.Immediately blushing, he lowered his head and murmured vaguely in people's ears, "Master, Master..."

The old cat leaned back relying on its height. For the apprentice who was forced to hug him, his hood and hair blocked the way.I also felt that the master relaxed his strength and leaned back on his body. He was afraid that someone would fall and took two steps forward. He completely lost his steps and stumbled to the side of the road.

"Tsk tsk! You are so grown up, you can't even walk well." The old cat said angrily, holding the two of Zhang Yuanshan's wrists and throwing them up from behind, then slid down with his backhand to support his hips Lift it up and put it on your back. "Hey! I'll carry you back after a hard work for the teacher." As he said, the hands supporting the hips naturally slid down the inner thighs along the curvature of the hips, separated Zhang Yuanshan's legs, and put his hands on his knees to support him. waist.

The movement took only a moment, and when Zhang Yuanshan realized it, he was already carried on his back, with his legs wrapped around his master's waist.Although I didn't need to see Master's playful face from behind, I still felt that it was out of place, and I was so ashamed that I didn't know what to do.Wanting to go down, the old cat clamped his apprentice's legs around his waist, seemingly holding them casually, but they were stuck so tightly that he couldn't move a little bit.This is on the outside again, a man carrying a man of the same size on his back is already unattractive, if he struggles, it will only be more embarrassing.Zhang Yuanshan froze and begged for mercy in a low voice, "Master, what are you doing, let me down quickly... I have wronged Master, please forgive me!"

The old cat asked with a grin, "Then tell me, where did you go wrong?"

"I..." Zhang Yuanshan stood there stunned, he was just saying this casually to coax the old cat to beg for mercy, but he didn't want him to be more serious, so he responded in a low voice, "I also ask Master for advice."

"Tsk! Master carries you, you are not grateful, and you are against the teacher, like cutting wood, it is a big mistake." The old cat carried a big man of a similar size on his back, and he could not see panting, slowly wandering in the alley, and A serious tone 'educates' the apprentice.

"Then, that disciple doesn't want Master to recite it." Zhang Yuanshan only hated himself for being stupid, Master always did such things to humiliate him, but he never knew how to deal with it.

"Tsk!" The old cat let go of one hand and slapped the person on the back with his backhand, then clasped it back and put it on his back. "Master loves you, but you still despise it, it's really unfilial."

Such a big man was carried by the master, and Zhang Yuanshan was so ashamed that he was about to die immediately.He wanted to say something several times, but he didn't know how to say it. Thinking about what he said, his master would have the ability to stop him and simply stopped talking.

"Relax."

I was bored and didn't know how to deal with myself, when I heard my master speak, I subconsciously followed suit, and when I relaxed, I lay on the old cat's back, and I was so embarrassed that I didn't know what to do.

Smiling, he felt the obedient appearance of his apprentice obediently lying on his back, and the old cat no longer had a cute and gentle voice, "Be obedient, let Master carry it for a while."

Zhang Yuanshan heard his master's gentle voice, so rare and serious, he thought about what happened that day, and didn't know how to comfort him, so he obediently lay on his master's back, thought for a while, and stretched out his hand to the old cat's neck .He always felt that what the master actually said was that he would not be so sad if he hugged the master obediently for a while.However, he felt extremely ashamed by his appearance, so he lowered his head and buried his head in the master's hair silently, without making a sound.

Even though the old cat wandered slowly, it still reached the alley.The setting sun merged the shadows of the two into one, with big gourds on the top and small gourds on the bottom, stretched out in front.The old cat looked at the shadow in front of him, thinking that the back of his Xiaoyuan Mountain should be warmed by the setting sun, and felt a little warm in his heart.

"Master, Master." Zhang Yuanshan called him in a low voice.

"En?" The old cat answered him with a smile, and his voice was gentle.

Master rarely talks to him without teasing, and Zhang Yuanshan also cherishes such a gentle master today, but... "It's almost on the street, master, let the disciple come down!"

"Oh?" The old cat raised an eyebrow, "Will this road go?"

"It will go, it will go."

"That's fine~" The old cat agreed with a smile but did not let go.

Zhang Yuanshan saw that he stood upright and was about to get off the old cat's back, but his legs were still locked and he didn't let go, so he could only call him in a low voice, "Master?"

"If you are a teacher, I will let you go." Such a shameless remark was made by a shameless old thief who disrespected his teacher.

The apprentice on the back who knew the etiquette, righteousness and shame was so ashamed that his ears burned red.

At night, the two of them lay still in bed but couldn't fall asleep.After lying there for a while, the old cat said, "Tuer can't sleep?"

"En." Zhang Yuanshan didn't dare to move because he was afraid of turning over and making the old cat sleepless. When he heard the old cat speak, he relaxed his body and responded softly.

"Then let me tell you a bedtime story as a teacher!" After finishing speaking, he didn't care whether his apprentice wanted to listen or not, so he started talking on his own. "Once upon a time, there was a cat. He was so beautiful, with snow-white fur and jasper eyes, standing on a high place majesticly looking at the crowd. A little Taoist was very happy when he saw that he was cute. , I have to pick it up and raise it...

How proud and cunning the cat is, it just refuses.The little Taoist was very regretful, so the sheep he raised took advantage of the little Taoist's turn and shook its sharp horns fiercely, and stamped its hooves.The beautiful big cat is very knowledgeable about current affairs, and was voluntarily raised by the little Taoist priest.

At first, the little Taoist raised the sheep full of hostility towards him, but ah, how beautiful is the big cat?The little Taoist priest and the monkeys raised by the little Taoist both liked him very much. Seeing that he had no malicious intent, the sheep gradually relaxed its vigilance... You don't know, the little Taoist looks deserted, but he is very interested in raising small animals, but He doesn't care at all.The sheep he raised can graze on their own, so he thinks other animals can too. Monkeys and cats are fine. They are smart and can take care of them with the help of sheep. He also picks up the cubs that have not been weaned , but can't feed at all...

I had no choice but to go all the way and send it all the way, to someone who could support me.In the end, there was only a sheep carrying a monkey and a cat following him..."

The story is very warm and lovely, but it still cannot change the tragic ending.Both the monkey and the little girl died, and he didn't know how the little Taoist could live happily with his sheep and cats.So, after the old cat finished speaking, both of them fell silent.

For a long while, just when the two of them thought that each other had fallen asleep.The old cat spoke slowly in a hoarse voice, and asked softly as if talking to himself: Master's wife fell in love with Master, so she didn't want to deceive him and hurt him anymore, Zong Xun loved him and pitied him, so she didn't want him to be troubled by right and wrong.But you said, does Master really know how to respond to their emotions?

When telling a story, Zhang Yuanshan could feel that the old cat always had a smile on his face even if the lights were turned off and he couldn't see it.But now, he couldn't guess the old cat's expression.After thinking for a while, Zhang Yuanshan opened his mouth and sorted out his words, "Although Zeng Shizu is dumb, his heart is not incomplete. He may not have thought of his uncle's affection, but he must understand his heart. As for Miss Qiu's heart... En , I think Grand Master Zeng may not understand the true meaning of love, but he has felt Miss Qiu's heart and is willing to respond... Anyway, they are all family members, aren't they?"

family……

The old cat muttered the word as if playing with it.He suddenly said, "What about me? Xiao Yuanshan has such a thorough understanding of others' minds, as a teacher's mind, have you ever understood?"

"Master..." Zhang Yuanshan was in a daze, he didn't know how to enlighten and enlighten, and suddenly involved himself again.

Brother has wasted 20 years and never...

Yuan Shan, do you know my heart?

The old cat felt that he was hypocritical, and he couldn't say such a thing.

On the contrary, Zhang Yuanshan slowly opened his mouth, "Master, you are just asking for a family member. Is this not good? I am Master's family...I, I just think...you are the same as Master Zeng, if you don't think If you understand it, you will deliver it for nothing... In the end, the years are wasted and the lover is missed..." He didn't know any speaking skills, and he didn't have the desire to pretend to be false to his master.Facing the old cat, he will always be the purest, most sincere, clumsy and honest child.Maybe as I grow older, some words can no longer be said, but I never lie.