[Full-time Zhou Ye] Life and death

Ye Xiu had a strange insomnia that night.

Because of Zhou Zekai.

As soon as he lay down on the bed, Ye Xiu's memory involuntarily flashed back to seven or eight years ago, when he was still called Ye Qiu.

When writing the report in the afternoon, Ye Xiu was very irritable. He randomly wrote down the objectively judged symptoms of auditory hallucinations and after the condition had weakened, but Ye Xiu didn't fill in the analysis column.I can't tell what's wrong, but he always thinks of Xiao Zhou's eyes, when we first met, when he was a teenager, when he was young... Today's eyes.

Inside, there were too many things that he couldn't see through, fascinated by the layers of mist.

"senior……"

That wet look.

Tch, I can't sleep, Ye Xiu thought.He turned over and reached for the cigarette case by the bed.

It seems that he has been smoking for quite some time. Ye Xiu did his own way when he was not imprisoned in the research institute. Little bastard, at the age of 15, he skipped school, smoked and ran away from home to show fortune-tellers. He was tricked into earning some pocket money and playing online games. It was a very leisurely life. In the end, he remembered that it was the old man who made a call with a dark face and played games. He was caught, and after some strange "testing", he was thrown here to study.

It just looks kind, free and relaxed here.

At least he thought so.At least he knew it was.

In the eyes of politics, science is nothing more than a machine.

Ye Xiu picked up the lighter and lit one. The smell of inferior tobacco permeated the room with the windows tightly shut, reminiscent of when he was 15 years old.

Fortunately, he has enough talent, and fortunately, he has an inexplicable love for this emerging spiritual quantum discipline.

fortunately……

But amid so many good fortunes, so many secret happiness, Ye Xiu suddenly wanted to cry.

He has always thought that he never regretted it, and in fact he still thinks so now, but when he thinks of that person, he thinks of him in the quarantine area, and thinks of how he asked himself urgently, even anxiously, "What did I forget?" For the first time, Ye Xiu felt that perhaps he really shouldn't have done it back then.

is it wrong?

But if I do it again, I'm afraid I will still...

Ye Xiu took a deep puff of the cigarette in his hand, the flame on the cigarette butt was shining brightly, and there was a sudden red dot in this somewhat dim room.

The smell of nicotine paralyzed his nerves. Ye Xiu only felt a little tired. After the cigarette was burned out, he extinguished the cigarette butt and fell on the bed, not knowing what happened.

at the same time.

Area S.

In the room of 0A05, some gleams of light can be faintly seen through the gap in the door.

Zhou Zekai hadn't slept yet.

He sat quietly on the white bed, looking at the yellowed book.

Zhou Zekai felt that his memory might be recovered.

He has always been very clear that he has forgotten something very important, but no matter what he has done in the past few years, he has a faint feeling that those memories are covered by a huge curtain. He has a guess in his heart, but he doesn't want to confirm it.

Because every time he thinks about it, there is always a familiar voice echoing in his mind.

"Xiao Zhou, don't."

"Xiao Zhou, I won't hurt you."

In the past few years, he even remembered that the owner of this voice seemed to have the word "autumn" in his name, and he vaguely felt that this person's smile was as warm as spring water in March, gentle and respectable.

But I don't know why, the voice annoyed him, and there was a lot of inexplicable hatred in his heart, from the inside out, out of control.

Zhou Zekai has been guessing for the past two years in the S area. He was also a lecturer in the two academies, an attending physician in the psychiatry department, and even had a certain status in the experimental area, not to mention the annual "evaluation". very stable...

What kind of event would make one's own memory suffer from dissociative amnesia because of "protecting" oneself?And there are perennial auditory hallucinations.

Until Jiang Botao transferred away and Ye Xiu took over.

When he saw Doctor Ye, even though the doctor said his name was Ye Xiu, the voice in his mind overlapped with his.

Especially, the voice of "Xiao Zhou" which is not very clear.

At that time, when he turned his head instinctively and called "senior", the sense of familiarity almost swallowed him.But before he could think about it carefully.

That hatred ran away uncontrollably.

When the dose of diazepam hit Zhou Zekai's forearm, he calmed down and suddenly thought of something he had learned in the experimental area.

—— Quantum coverage, induced amnesia.

No matter how I think about it, it seems that only this technology that seems to have not been tested three years ago can erase my memory without leaving a trace, and it is because of its uncertainty that it is possible to create such dissociative disorders and restlessness. symptoms of madness.

Zhou Zekai vaguely felt that a corner of the huge curtain covering his memory had been lifted by him.

But this is just speculation after all, and it is still a somewhat dizzying guess.

Zhou Zekai didn't get sick, but was killed?

Zhou Zekai suddenly felt that this answer was a bit difficult to accept. The research institute is like a garden of Eden, which isolates all the dirt from the outside world, especially the children who come out of the academy area. They will be scheming, yes; but, they will be harmful...

Zhou Zekai didn't dare to think about it anymore.

This answer alone may really have to reshape his three views of more than ten years.

It might really drive him crazy.

What's more, in fact, he has a good impression of Dr. Ye, and always feels very kind. From the words, he can also get a glimpse of the doctor's extremely high professionalism.

But his voice was consistent with Zhou Zekai's auditory hallucination, even if there was a slight difference, it could still be distinguished that it was the voice of another person.

It's hard not to be suspicious.

Even... It is almost certain that this person has erased part of his memory.

—But why?

Logically it makes sense, but emotionally it doesn't make sense at all...

Yes, it doesn't work.Zhou Zekai firmly believed so.

There is no need at all. Have you ever had any relationship with this person named Ye Xiu?

Zhou Zekai carefully searched the scenes in his remaining memory.

It seems... no.Moreover, according to Jiang Botao's description, the memory of his advanced studies in the H area is gone, but the theoretical knowledge left is even more unreasonable. Why does this person delete such insignificant things?Generally speaking, if it's just to hurt yourself, how good would it be to clear all of these together?

——Without these knowledge theories, I am nothing.No matter how talented you are, how much experience you have, what is a self without these most basic things?

Thinking like this, Zhou Zekai was even more confused.

And... even though he had nothing to do with this person, he felt kind.

It seems like they've been living together for years, if not longer.

……

So when Ye Xiu came for the routine inspection for the second time, he asked him to call himself "Xiao Zhou".So he instinctively realized that he seemed to know what the missing part of him was, so he trusted him without reservation.

Because of that intimate familiarity.He wanted so badly to know what that meant.

Feeling a little tired, Zhou Zekai picked up the yellowed book, and went to sleep after reading it again.

Written by former director Kim Sung-ui,

"The Detailed Explanation and Possibility of the Light Quantum of the Spiritual Field".

The title page was torn off, this matter has troubled Zhou Zekai for a long time—after all, he is a person who cherishes things—he didn’t know if he tore it up from the lost memory, but this book should have been passed through by himself at that time. What special way was obtained, Zhou Zekai carefully sorted out the logical fragments in his mind - this is almost his instinct - the information of the institute's college area records that more than ten years ago, paper books were basically It disappeared from the research institute, and electronic materials such as holographic projections and electronic liquid crystal panels have been completely updated.

So, where did it come from?

This problem has troubled him for more than two years - it has been almost three years since he was brought into the S area.

Onset three years ago.

Old books of unknown origin.

The torn title page.

A sense of familiarity with this doctor and a sense of trust from the bottom of my heart.

There is also the phrase "senior" that has no cause and effect.

……

forget about it.

Zhou Zekai felt a bit of a headache, looked at his watch, it was close to three o'clock in the morning, so he put down his book and lay down on the bed.

It's just that he already has the answer in his heart.

— This person, who has erased his own existence, maybe there are other things...

But why?

Back then, he and himself...what happened?

With a stomach full of questions, Zhou Zekai fell asleep.

Ye Xiu was testing Zhou Zekai.This person was trying to test Ye Xiu.

the next day.Center headquarters.

Zhang Xinjie looked at Ye Xiu coldly.

"Are you crazy?"

He said this three years ago, today is the second time.

It's just that the person in front of him looked indifferent, he had a root in his mouth, and he didn't speak, and he had a stinking attitude that he was more happy than you.

Zhang Xinjie knew that this person was starting a psychological war, so he simply ignored it and asked directly.

"Ye Xiu, do you want to become the second Zhang Jiale?"

"At least Lele has that guy Sun Zheping in the end..." Ye Xiu held the cigarette and sighed slightly.

"Regret?"

"Don't say it, it's a bit, hey, didn't you recently take over Han Wenqing in the R area? How is it?"

"It's not a big problem. Are you changing the topic? Ye Xiu, I couldn't bear it back then, but it doesn't mean it's the same now."

"I just want to make up for the mistake I made three years ago." Ye Xiu put out the cigarette butt, stretched out his hand, and made a begging look.

"The right to use the Spiritual Experiment Department in Area K."

"..." Zhang Xinjie turned around, and took out a stack of certificates and a pass from the tall storage compartment.

"Oh, are you ready?"

"It was ready three years ago." Zhang Xinjie threw down a stack of materials, and walked out the door without looking back, "I saw your mental quantum curve when I was giving you the final evaluation, and I think it's 90.00% Eight, you will regret it, I went back to Area R."

"Thank you..." Although the person in front of him was famous in the research institute for his rigid dogma, he wasn't really unreasonable, Ye Xiu thought.

As a result, the man stood by the door and added another sentence.

"Zhang Jiale is much more naive than you."

"Ha ha."

The so-called karma, evil fate is also the same.Everything you do today is just the reincarnation of yesterday.