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There are tens of thousands of roads in this world. We walk all the way, doubt all the way, have certainty and hesitation, until we meet someone, experience love, quarrel, doubt, and finally become one person through mutual grinding.

I have panicked, because there is a person who knows yourself better than you. All your thoughts can't escape the eyes of the other person, and the darkest corners of human nature can't hide.

Unless, that person can tolerate even your dark side.

I have always thought that I am an ordinary person, and I never thought that one day, there will be someone who can completely accept myself, and I can tell her all my unspeakable thoughts and unconstrained ideas.

Zhang Yan seems to have nothing to do with the world, but she still maintains a wait-and-see attitude towards everything. I like to ask her a question that others have asked me, and listen to her thoughts. Every point of view can give me new insights.This makes me extremely admire.

Some people are like this. You can’t find out how interesting this person is when you don’t get in touch with them, but once you start getting in touch with them, you will become more and more curious. Have fun with yourself, a person who can maintain independent thinking when two people are together.

We are not without friction, and the love that is always sweet and greasy is a bit scary when you think about it. Life is rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea. How to season it depends on the attitude of the two of you.

When I was shopping in the supermarket a few days ago, I was also surprised by a boy who asked me about my WeChat ID. After all, I always thought I looked gay, and I didn’t have many male friends around me, and of course there were not many female friends.

I was taken aback for a moment, then turned to look at Zhang Yan, who was looking at me with a teasing smile.

He said to the boy, "I have no objection, but I guess my wife disagrees." Turning around, he continued to show her seaweed.

That boy must be a little confused.

"I don't agree. I'm sorry. She's in charge. Bye."

Hold me and move on.

"Sister, why do you think you are so good-looking, huh? Why do so many people like you?"

"There are so many people, isn't it just this one?"

"I don't care, there must be many people who are greedy for your beauty."

She is acting like a baby.

"Isn't that already your own, why are you worried about it?"

"I don't ask because I'm worried, I'm worried!"

"You're angry?"

She suddenly became a lot more serious, and sighed: "I'm not angry, sister, I'm afraid. Although intellectually speaking, I'm glad you have many people like me. There's no reason, and there's nothing you can do. You just deserve a lot of people's likes. It makes you attractive, but emotionally, I hate having to let them see you, and let you see me alone."

She paused, looking a little powerless: "Sometimes I go to your company to see you working overtime there, and I just watch from the side, and I feel very good-looking just by looking at me, and I feel like I can just keep looking at you like this.

After liking you, I suddenly became a scientist, even a philosopher. Is there anything eternal in this world?How can you really love someone, can you read what I want to say to you every time you look at me, why can't I express my feelings in the sentences I have learned. "

After listening to it, I felt mixed feelings in my heart: "Why don't you ask me usually, you can tell me anything you have, I like you to tell me what's on your mind."

"These questions came to me suddenly, when I watched you work, when I watched you sleep, and when you looked at me. They just flashed by, because the next second, my attention will be gone." Pulled back on you, I don't talk to you because I think the words are too heavy, it becomes a stress, too much love can break a person, I don't want you to break down, I want Divide it to every day, so that I can be with you for a long time, but I haven't figured out how to divide it yet.

"Then let's talk about it today."

"I don't want to hold back, I want to tell you. Say"

"Zhang Yan, you have allocated every day, every meal you cook for me, every time you look at me, every time you talk to me, every time you hold my hand When, and now, in every word you say to me."

"Ah."

Actually, what I didn't tell her was: after her classmate reunion last time, her ex-girlfriend sent me a private message on Weibo, asking if I was in a relationship with Zhang Yan, and I said yes.

When I asked her why she contacted me, it turned out that she wanted to give up.

She regretted it.

"I do regret it, because I found that I missed her a lot after that. I was still fantasizing at the party, until I saw you, and I knew I was out of play. I can still feel her state, separated by many people. She is happy. Happy from the inside out.

Don't worry, I won't show up again. "

I think I should be angry logically, but I don't seem to have such an atmosphere as I imagined, I just think she is inexplicable.

"It was you who chose to give up on her. It was you who wanted a normal path. Please let her go now."

"I know, I know from the way I see her looking at you, don't give up on her, I don't even have a chance to make up for her now."

"It's the best compensation for you to let her go. I will take care of her in the future, so you can do it yourself."

pull black.

Looking at Zhang Yan's Weibo again, I have already filled it up before I knew it, filling in the gaps in the past little by little.

When we were young, we loved someone passionately and exhausted all our strength, but we forgot that life is as plain as water. The intense and passionate love at the beginning will be worn away with time. Those who can go to the end will definitely understand , understanding, companionship and devotion after love will support us to cross the plain river.

I am very fortunate to be able to accompany Zhang Yan from the hot to the deep.

After busy work, there is a recruitment season, early autumn.

I drove to Gubei Water Town, planning to soak in the hot springs and relax.

Walking around the scenic spot holding hands, I was infected by her after being together for a long time, and I always like to pinch her and play with each other. Small movements always make my heart beat.

She doesn't have a scent on her body, but I like the smell on her body. Before going to bed and after waking up, it's only safe to nestle in the crescent of her neck.

"Sister, teach me how to swim, go back, we can go diving after learning, and the landlubbers are going to catch fish."

"Yes, yes, but the tuition fee must be collected first."

"Is meat compensation okay?"

"Just to my liking."

Looking at the corners of her upturned mouth, I couldn't help pinching her, and urged, "I'm going back."

After listening, she stood up immediately and followed me back to the room.

Just when I was a little confused, she whispered to my ear: "Sister, you are up there today."

"Well, then I'm not going to be polite."

She smiled shyly: "Well, I'm kneeling on top."

"Zhang Yan, don't...um..."

After everything was flat, I was also a little tired.She put a card in my hand

"What, a small advertisement for a hotel?"

"What are you thinking? I'm fucked. You still want to call someone else."

"Add a WeChat, I will click you again next time"

"It's a good idea, I'm the pillar here."

"Zhang Yan, do you want to laugh at me to death?"

We had fun together for a while.

"Sister, this is my salary card."

After hearing this, I was shocked. We have known each other for so long, we have always had our own way, and we have never paid attention to this.

"what happened?"

"I want to have a home for both of us."

"Our family, do you plan to buy a house?"

"Well, in fact, I have never planned to buy a house, but that was before, and I want to have a place in the future, even if I quarrel, I want to buy vegetables and go back, so I will keep this for you first, don't think too much, I know You don't care about this, but I don't have much money now, and I'm afraid I will spend it randomly, so I let you here first, and when I save a little more, I will be able to buy it with you."

"Zhang Yan, I've actually thought about this too, but I think you're still young and might want to play for a few more years, so I didn't say anything."

"It's true that I want to play, I want to play with you, it's true that I want to buy a house, I want to have a nest with you.

If you want to make it Japanese-style, we will make it Japanese-style. If you like American style, we will make it American-style. When you go home at night, you can see the lights on downstairs. When you see something you like, you can buy it and put it at home. Plant some shallots on the balcony and raise some flowers. I can pinch them when we eat. If you want, you can also raise a small animal. It’s good to raise a little scallion. sent away.If you want to play, go farther if you have money, and you can still play if you don’t have money. "

"play what?"

"You can play with me, and I can play with you."

"When can you be serious for more than a few minutes?"

"Just now, sister, and it didn't take a few minutes, did you forget?"

"I'm going to beat you."

When she laughed, I could feel her ups and downs against her chest, and the muffled sound made my ears itch and my heart itch.

"Zhang Yan, are you tired?"

"Sister, I seem to have heard something else."

"If I'm not tired, I want to be tired."

"Baby, you are really terrible."

In the past, I would also imagine the future, but it was always just a picture of me alone, eating and drinking alone, and dying alone.

Now the picture Zhang Yan said filled the gaps in my imagination, from black and white to color, I can even hear her voice telling me to grab a handful of green onions.

Buy, how many times can a person be brave in his life.

I have a map with the places I walked on, and I took a lot of photos, but apart from the scenery, I am myself. In the future, I think it can be two people.

When the time turned to her birthday again, I found myself relying on her so much.

I also know her better, I have seen her good and bad, but I love her, so everything is good.

I like Maugham's veil: I have no illusions about you at all, I know you are stupid, frivolous, and empty-headed, but I love you, I know your intentions, your ideals, you are powerful, vulgar, but I love you.

Although these words have nothing to do with her, I love her. I understand her past, her embarrassment, her forbearance, her lack of self-confidence, and even her little habits, but I love her.

Regardless of her strengths or weaknesses, I love her.

As she loves me.

The author has something to say: Thank you for being with me until now. Their story is coming to an end, and I am very reluctant.

Some people say that if you think about everything you want when you are young, and write it out when you are old, you will have everything.

I will also write something.

Perhaps the accident may be some fragments that once came to my mind when I dreamed back at midnight.

I hope everyone is doing well, because it's been a really, really long, long life.