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As expected, they gave me an ultimatum and had to go back on the weekend. I didn't want to make them angry, so I agreed.

We went to Wukesong to watch Shougang together on Wednesday. On the subway back, we listened to a song with headphones on and looked at the figure in the mirror. The two of us were very close.

"Sister, I want to take a picture. -*"

"Shoot."

She took out her mobile phone, took a picture of the car glass, and looked at it for a long time with her mobile phone.Like a child who got candy.

She gently took my hand, still silent, I suddenly felt that she was also suffering something, wanted to get close but dared not.

When I got home on Friday, as expected, I talked about the blind date at the dinner table.

I refused, and I was about to say "I like girls" several times, but I held back.I ran to the bathroom to dry my tears and returned to the dinner table.

In the past two days, I have changed the topic countless times, but I can feel the anxiety of my parents.After all, I am almost 30, and I am still alone.But I really can't help it, I can't change it.

I know that saying these words is tantamount to breaking the boat, and I want to be more attached to the feeling of home.

I have also been afraid, wronged, and even hated myself for my orientation, why me, why I am like this.

I can't remember how many times I cried while hiding under the covers, and how many times I was frightened when I was asked about my boyfriend.

In those few years, I lived in a chaotic state, thinking why I was such a person, because I couldn't face myself, and even thought about dying.

But I still can't change it, as long as there is a little way, no one is willing to treat themselves like this.

It took me many years to get the current calmness and calmness. It took me a long, long time to reconcile with myself and accept myself, and only then did I have the current self.

I accepted myself, but I didn't know how to make my parents accept me, a daughter who was extremely strange to them, their real daughter.

I don't care about all the comments from the outside world, but these two people are the only ones I don't want to hurt them.

How should I treat them, I often think about this problem and think about crashing.

on Monday.

She came to me with food from home and a bottle of wine.

After dinner, in the background sound of the TV, she hesitated and said, "Sister? Is there something wrong? You almost drank all the wine..."

I replied, "It's okay, I'm afraid you drank too much."

She leaned over and said quietly, "Sister, just tell me when you want to talk, I'm free anytime."

I turned my head to look at her, gentle, with gentle eyes.

For a moment, I felt particularly wronged, and the emotions I had been holding back seemed to find an outlet.

I trust her.

"I'm getting older, and my family is a little anxious."*

She was silent for a while before she spoke: "Are you urged?"

"Well, let me go on a blind date."

She was silent.I turned my head and looked directly at her.

She looked at me for a while: "Then you went?"

"Do you want me to go?" I asked back, still looking into her eyes.Impulse mixed with reason makes me wonder about her thoughts, or her attitude.

I really want to know what's going on in her heart, if I'm the only one suffering.That's what it should mean to be strong and cowardly.

"I don't want to." Her expression was complicated, she frowned, and added a little strength to grabbing my hand, I really wanted to feel her anxiety.

But it seemed to give me a reassurance that she cared.

"I pushed them all."

She beamed with joy.It darkened again: "Then uncle and aunt are angry with you, did they say anything about you?"

"It's okay, the expected anger is just me, there is really nothing I can do."

After hearing this, she hugged me gently and patted my back.

I heard her sigh softly, but sighed heavily in my heart.

Zhang Yan, what should I do, what should I do to you.It's clearly in front of you, but you want more.

"Sister, do you want me to sleep with you?" After a pause, "It's free. After passing this village, you have to wait for the next store."

I pushed her away: "It's a beautiful idea."

Seeing me smile, she laughed too: "Then you go take a shower, and I'll leave after you go to bed."

After taking a shower, she was still there, watching TV, saw me coming out, and ran to the kitchen to get out a glass of milk.

"It's not hot anymore, it's just right to drink."

I raised my head and finished drinking before she turned and went out.

If someone asks me what advice I can give, I would say: Don't observe a person for too long, you may fall in love with that person.

That's what it means to eat your own fruit.

As a digression, since I know her scarf, I like to go and have a look. Whether it is Moments or here, she seldom updates, but I found that she will repost every status of Stefanie Sun, and pifuzhiyong reposted this, Retweeted that one again.

Bibo'er is a very private place, I think so, there is no way in the circle of friends, but no one knows anyone here, I can hang around, complain, and scold the boss wantonly.The most unknown side is here.

On Wednesday, I made an appointment to go to Wukesong to watch the football on Friday night. After work, I hurried out. I didn’t feel too tired and went to Beihang University to eat happy hot pot. My belly was round. Went to watch the game.

Experts watch the doorway, and laymen watch the fun.

I especially admire her ability to explain to me over and over again why the foul was committed. There are too few people like this. Patience and care are given to the leaders and work, and there are not so many people around.

"Have you played basketball before, or learned the rules?"

She was a little embarrassed: "I can't say that I played with my friends when I was young. I got a referee certificate in college, but it was useless. Those who can pass the class can basically spend money to buy a certificate."

"But you are not in vain." I pinched her face.

"All the money is spent, if you don't learn, you won't learn, and the teacher is an active cba referee, hired by the school, and I even signed up for his basketball class, hehe."

It's silly to be happy.

On the subway back, it was basically at the same time as last time. This time I took a photo and looked at it for a long time. I can probably understand why she was giggling last time. The first photo of two people There is an inexplicable joy in holding the photo together, and I like it very much.

"Sister, are you too good-looking or am I too good-looking? It took me so long to see it?"

"Humph!"

She grinned: "Sister, it's snowing, if it's snowing, why don't you go to the Temple of Earth to play?"

"Everyone rushes to the Forbidden City when it snows, why do you want to go for a stroll at the Temple of Earth?"

"There are too many people in the Forbidden City, and the Ditan is less clean and there are many trees. I haven't been to the Ditan yet, how about my sister?" When she acted like a baby, I really couldn't refuse her, such a "cold" person in front of you Acting like a baby, but you don't think it violates harmony at all. Maybe this is when you like someone, you will be selectively blind.

When I got home, I received a WeChat message from her. It was the photo she took last time. I looked around and thought I took a good one, and I felt closer.

When I got up in the morning, the sky was cloudy, but it hadn't started to fall yet.

But we still came out, whether it snows or not is secondary, as long as we can come out to play together.

The Temple of Earth used to be used for royal sacrifices. It is opposite to the Temple of Heaven. The ancients believed that the sky was round and the earth was round, so the Temple of Heaven is based on a circle, and the Temple of Earth is a stack of squares.

In addition to heaven and earth, there are also the Temple of the Sun and the Temple of the Moon. The one to the east is the Temple of the Sun, which means that the sun rises in the east, and the opposite to the west is the Temple of the Moon.

As soon as she entered the door, she said: "When I was in class, I was very curious about what the altar looked like. I didn't understand much of the article, but I wanted to see what the structure is like here?"

"Is your language very good?"

She laughed a few times: "Don't mention my Chinese, 150 out of 110,120. Everyone can take the test 70.80, and I only get [-]. I can't write correctly for reading comprehension. What I read basically has nothing to do with the answer."

I should understand her meaning very well. Although I can get points according to the teacher's routine, I actually don't agree with the answer at all.

The vegetation here is dense, and there are many ancient trees. In the winter in the north, the leaves are all gone, and it looks particularly bleak. If this is a date, it is really ingenious.

Those with the deepest thoughts love the vitality, probably because they are warm in their hearts, so they are not afraid of the bleak winter and the dilapidated mansions around them.How interesting is this kind of person who simplifies obscure words and then incorporates them into daily life.

I randomly found a small shop to eat, and when I went out, I saw someone selling candied haws.

"Sister, I want to eat."

"You pick."

She smiled and watched me pay the money and handed her a bunch. Although it was a cloudy day, the smile on her face was a sunny day.

"I want to taste yours, sister."

I took and fed her one.

When I was about to take a bite, she said: "Because I like you, sister." Her tone was soft and soft, and it floated into my ears along the northwest wind at the intersection. In a trance, I felt It was my own hallucination.

"Huh?" Before the head could react, the mouth gave feedback first.

She seemed a little helpless and smiled: "So I don't want you to go on a blind date."

This time, her words hit my heart hard, and I took a bite out of Shanlihong uncontrollably.

"I'll chase you, okay, sister, I will catch up." I like her determined tone, as if she is determined that she will not let me go, being able to be firmly chosen is the luck that cannot be expected.

"Hmm." His head was buzzing, and he felt his blood pressure go up immediately, wanting to breathe some fresh oxygen.

He raised his leg and walked a few steps, when suddenly roots grew under his feet, he didn't chew the candied haws in his mouth, and he didn't spit it out, it should be his brain reacted.

I squatted down, tears welled up, I don't know why I cried, but they flowed like a car that couldn't stop.

It may be that the torment and grievance of these days have been released.

It may also be that I squatted down with too much force.

I have been looking forward to this answer for a long time, and I have never been sure. Now that I hear it, my reaction is to cry.

She probably didn't expect me to react like this, and wiped my tears in a panic.

"Did I scare you, sister?" Her voice trembled.

I shook my head and continued to cry.

She hugged me slowly, patted my back, and comforted me softly: "Don't cry, don't cry.

He helped me to the nearest chair and sat down.

There are buzzing sounds in my head, and my heart is a little sad.Looking into her eyes, she cried, red eye circles.

After a while, he squatted in front of me again, and said cautiously: "Sister, you may like me."

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching

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感谢在2020-01-1811:01:51~2020-01-1911:48:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles every autumn;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!