Little Peacock Raising a Snake

【You are the divine bird Qingluan in the heaven, but I am just a goblin in the dark waters. You and I are like clouds and mud, separated by a piece of sky. 】

[But the greatest blessing in my life is that when I was young and frivolous, I met you like moths flying into a flame. 】

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The human world, the valley of no worries.

Ciyin hummed a ditty to sweep away a piece of snow, and facing the bald land under the snow, made mudras with both hands, earnestly planting the healing celestial grass.

Yun Su walked out of the house, raised her eyes to look around, and asked hesitantly, "Who is that?"

"Who is that?" Ciyin was stunned.

Yun Su frowned and said, "Fu Zhuochen."

Ciyin pursed her lips and said, "I don't know, he said you didn't want to see him, so he went out early in the morning."

After hearing this, Yun Su sat down beside Ciyin, resting her chin with her hands, staring at the section of Miao Miao who just broke through the ground, dazed.

A few days ago, Qu Linyan responded to the catastrophe with serious injuries.

Yun Su had no choice but to release the divine power in his body to resist the heavy thunder for him.

One, one, another.

Before I knew it, half the long night had passed.

It is a common thing for the monster clan in the lower realm to cross the catastrophe, but the power of the gods suddenly appeared to block the thunder, and it was inevitable that the heavens would be disturbed.

When Yun Su accepted the thunder calamity, he faintly sensed the visitation of immortals from the lower realm.

Knowing that she would never be discovered by the heavens again, she hastily withdrew her spiritual power and used her physical body to forcibly receive the four thunders from heaven.

However, Si Dao made her lose all strength and fell to the ground with Qu Linyan in her arms.

The heavy rain was icy cold, and she raised her eyes to the heavenly catastrophe that was still unwilling to recede, her heart was desolate.

Dispersing her spiritual power to catch the sky thunder, if she hadn't been protected by the refined basalt power in her body, she would have died long ago, but even so, she didn't want to let the heaven find her again, and ended up separated from Qu Linyan fate.

The only complaint is the way of heaven, and it has never been unfair to the monster. It should be able to break the sky all night in response to it.

When he was in despair, a red aura lit up between the sky and the earth.

She turned around and raised her eyes, only to see a person in red clothes hunting, standing in the air between the sky and the earth, raising her hands to make seals, blocking all the remaining thunder from the sky.

Yun Su didn't dare to speak, but just counted in a daze.

A total of sixteen.

In the end, the dark clouds dispersed with the torrential rain that severely washed the world.

It was already night and daylight.

Fu Zhuochen flew to her side and stretched out his hand, wanting to step forward to support her, but he finally put it down after a moment of hesitation.

"You have alarmed the heavens, this place is not safe, follow me back to the Valley of Worry-free."

A trace of resistance flashed in Yunsu's eyes.

Fu Zhuochen was silent for a moment, and said: "She is seriously injured and needs to rest. Most of the clans in the demon world hate the Jiao clan, and you can't protect her now."

Yun Su looked down at Qu Linyan who was unconscious in her arms, suppressed the reluctance in her heart, and nodded silently.

If Fu Zhuochen hadn't arrived in time on that day, there were only two endings waiting for her - to die in the thunder calamity with Qu Linyan, or to release her spiritual power and be discovered by the heavens, and be punished for her crimes.

The latter might be able to save her life by relying on Zhiming, but in order to stay in the world, she did such a foolish thing as feigning death to deceive the god Meng Zhang, which would definitely hurt Qu Linyan and implicate all the people involved that day.

Ci Yin, Fu Zhuochen, and even Zhi Ming are also to blame.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel an indescribable sense of struggle in my heart.

"Susu, I'm not talking about you. This family's land, lending you two to recuperate, won't make you look good... I really can't stand it." Ci Yin said, seeing that Yun Su's face was not very good, he went Quickly changed the subject, "By the way, what happened these days? Where are you? How did you find Xuanjiao?"

Yun Su didn't know where to start.

Seeing that Yun Su didn't want to talk about it, Ci Yin didn't ask any more, and changed his words to talk about what he had experienced during this period of time.

"Brother Fu said that even if you hid your spiritual breath, the tail feather he gave you would still feel it. But after sending you away that day, for a long, long time, he couldn't feel it. The existence of that piece of tail feathers. We don't know what method you used to cut off that feeling, but I was afraid that you would go to save Xuanjiao alone, so I went to Yuntian City to inquire about the news first...but I didn't get anything." Resigned Yin shook his head and continued, "Half a month ago, Brother Fu said that he could sense your position, so he hurriedly brought me after you. You and Xuanjiao can really run, it's so far from the devil world to here , we did not rest for a moment, so we were lucky to catch up."

"It's dangerous, if it's later, it will be too late." As Ci Yin said, she turned her head and glanced at Yun Su who was getting more and more unhappy, knowing that she had said the wrong thing again, she hurriedly shut her mouth.

The two sat side by side in silence for a long time.

Ci Yin couldn't help breaking the silence, and asked in a low voice, "You remembered everything, didn't you?"

Yun Su couldn't help lowering her eyelashes and remained silent.

"Susu, sometimes I really envy you. Big brother Fu really treats you... very kind." Ciyin said, lowered her head, stretched out her hand and gently fiddled with the newly born flowers and leaves in the winter snow, "If someone treats me like that, I must be very happy, but why...you seem to hate him, 300 years ago, and 300 years later..."

"..." Yun Su shook his head and said, "I don't hate him."

"Do you believe this yourself?" Ci Yin said brokenly, "Look, what kind of attitude you have towards him, it's like someone owes you a life..."

After the winter snow melts, spring will come, and the withered and withered things will bloom again.

What about people's hearts?After seeing the coldness of the world, can we really find the old temperature again?

Yun Su bit her lip, looked up at Ci Yin, and asked, "A Yin, do you know what it feels like not to be cared about?"

"Ah?" Ciyin raised his head, blinked at Yunsu blankly, and shook his head, "Susu, Zhiming Shenjun, Brother Fu, and I...we all care about you!"

"Yeah, you all care about me, I'm so grateful, but also so disappointed." Yun Su said, hugging her knees, curling up, looking up at the gray sky, tears unconsciously blurred Shuangyan, "However, every one of you cares about Yunsu, and no one cares about Fu Xiaoba's life... Could it be that it's not me?"

"..." Ciyin suddenly opened his eyes wide, full of surprise and bewilderment.

Yun Su said: "I once asked him whether he regards me as a younger sister, or if someone entrusts him to take care of a passer-by in his life. When I successfully ascend to the sky, it will be the end of my fate. At that time, he didn't answer me directly. I gave myself the answer I wanted, but now it seems that I am just pretending to be smart and deceiving myself..."

Yun Su said lightly, "The day I came back from the calamity, I opened my eyes and saw Fu Zhuochen in Beixuan Palace... Do you know what I was thinking at that time?"

Ciyin shook his head, not daring to speak.

"Zhiming saved me, but if he hadn't gone to the realm, maybe Xiao Hei and I could have waited until dawn. When I saw Fu Zhuochen appearing in Beixuan Palace, I really hated it. I would rather not have seen him. In this way, I can at least lie to myself that he and Zhiming are not the same way... I can also lie to myself, it’s not that he didn’t save me, it’s just that I didn’t wait.”

"But that's the truth." Yun Su said, smiling bitterly, "I believed in him so much, but he said that it was my robbery, and he was powerless to stop... He took care of me and protected me, but only for Zhiming Just a promise."

Ci Yin held Yun Su's wrist, shook his head and said, "It's not like this..."

"I really mind, I really mind..." Yun Su couldn't help but her eyes turned red, she said, "That little peacock tried so hard to prove that he was alive, to live as he wanted, but Except for that goblin that everyone despises, there is no one who truly protects her."

Yun Su said, smiled at Ci Yin, and asked softly: "Those pasts are so important to me, why did I choose to give up?"

Ci Yin: "..."

"When I didn't remember, I always thought that it was Qu Linyan who hurt me completely, and I chose to forget her. But when I thought of everything, I realized that what really crushed me was the kind of not being Care, the powerlessness of not being needed." Yun Su closed her eyes, took a deep breath, choked her teeth, and said, "At that time, there was a voice in my heart saying to me——Fu Xiaoba is a person who has been thoroughly abused. The person who abandoned her, the only person who cared about her, was almost killed by her... She is alive, but a burden."

At that time, she felt helpless and lonely, reluctant to let go, and afraid that if she continued to be persistent, she would kill Qu Linyan sooner or later.

When she chose to forget everything, she thought that Qu Linyan had saved Qu Muqing, even if she left her, there would be someone to accompany her.

"I forgot everything, and I still want to marry someone else... How sad she will be when she finds out..."

At this point, Yun Su couldn't stop curling up and sobbing softly.

"Susu..." Ciyin reached out and patted Yunsu's back lightly, his mood fluctuating.

After 300 years, she saw the pain of her best sister again, and finally understood why Fu Zhuochen would rather risk his life than save the one who was destined to be robbed.

Maybe when he went, everything would be different.

Even if he couldn't save that little peacock, at least he wouldn't cool down that once scorching heart.

"Susu, 300 years ago...it's not that he didn't want to save you, it's because he really had no choice..."

Yun Su smiled sarcastically: "I really can't see that there are times when he has no choice."

"You, listen to me, and continue to be angry after I finish, okay?" Ci Yin said, seeing that Yun Su didn't respond, he grabbed her arm and shook her back and forth, "Listen to me!"

Yun Su lost her temper after being shaken by her: "You say it, I hear it..."

"The magic treasure reincarnation mirror in the hands of Si Ming Xingjun can see the events of immortals in the mortal world. When you went through calamity, it was Zhi Ming who asked Si Ming for the reincarnation mirror. If they are outside the realm of the earth, these cannot escape the surveillance of the mirror of reincarnation, if it is not Zhiming but Siming who sees all of them, the army of the heavens would have attacked the Jiao clan long ago."

As Ciyin spoke, spiritual light gathered at his fingertips, nourishing the fairy grass on the ground, and continued: "But the mirror of reincarnation is the magic weapon of the commanding officer. If he comes to ask for it, how can Zhiming refuse to return it? At that time , Seeing that the matter is about to be hidden, it was Fu Zhuochen who came to the heaven and took your sword from Zhiming. With the spirit of the sword, he created a fake you and fooled the mirror of reincarnation. That put things down for a while."

Yun Su couldn't help being surprised that she didn't know about this matter at all.

"Later, your identity was exposed in the world. Si Ming discovered that the image in the mirror of reincarnation was tampered with by Big Brother Fu, and quickly reported it to the Emperor of Heaven. The Emperor of Heaven was furious and ordered Brother Fu to be arrested and locked under the Demon Suppressing Pillar... "

"..."

"The Emperor of Heaven wanted to cut off his six roots and senses, so Zhiming Shenjun had to order 'bring you back to the heaven within ten days' in order to ask the Emperor of Heaven to forgive him." Ci Yin said, "It's not that he doesn't want to save you, you On the day of Yingjie, I just went to the Demon Suppressing Pillar, and saw him destroying his inner alchemy, forcing the three souls and seven souls to leave the body, just to save you before getting out of trouble... If I am one step late, he will go against the way of heaven , will become a lonely ghost who will never enter reincarnation."

"How come..." Yun Su couldn't help shaking his head.

"That day, his heart was broken, his viscera were torn apart, he fell asleep for a long time, and he woke up a few days earlier than you..." Ci Yin said, with a hint of blame in his tone, "He silently endured so much for you. Duo, never ask you for anything in return, the person you should blame the most is him."

"Why, no one ever told me..."

"Yeah, no one tells you so many things, you never pay attention, and you never ask! You only have Xuanjiao in your heart, how can you see what others have done for you?" Ciyin couldn't help red squinted.

"Two months ago, he was injured by Shenjun Mengzhang because of you. The injury has not healed yet, and he blocked the rest of the thunder calamity for you and Xuanjiao, which caused the internal injury to recur, but you didn't even care about it! It's been several days. You have been guarding that unconscious Xuanjiao, how could you find him vomiting blood alone while healing..."

"Yun Su, you are used to being cared for by others. All giving is so natural to you. If others don't mention it, you won't remember it."

"You are only suitable to get along with the kind of people who talk about everything. When Xuanjiao wanted to use you, he was very kind to you. He said that he loved you very much. You believed it... You are stupid, but you are good. Lie! It's so good that someone treats you very well, as long as you hide it a little, you won't notice it!"

"I said you have a cold nature, isn't that too much?"

Yun Su suddenly felt that those chaotic thoughts exploded all at once.

In the past, Ciyin would never speak to her in such a tone, but today not only did he say it, but every word seemed to be pierced in her heart.

No wonder, when we left Baihua Valley, Fu Zhuochen once said: "This is the last time, I will not care about your affairs from now on."

I'm afraid that at that time, he already knew what he was going to face after making a big mistake... It's not that he didn't want to control it, but he couldn't control it anymore.

Ci Yin is right, she is really cold by nature.

Whoever treats her well, she relies on, and whoever treats her badly, she will abandon him...

Past and present, heaven and earth, nothing has changed.

It's no wonder she missed so much for no reason, after all, for a person like her who doesn't know how to cherish, all the misses should have been done.

Seeing Yun Su's complexion becoming paler, Ciyin realized that he had spoken too seriously, and was at a loss for a while.

Fortunately, the fairy grass in front of her was sensible, and it bloomed at the most embarrassing moment. She hurriedly reached out to pick it off, got up and said, "I'll heal Qu Linyan..."

Yun Su came back to her senses, hurriedly followed Ci Yin, and grabbed her wrist.

Ci Yin said with a headache: "Just pretend I didn't say anything, I didn't mean to kill you..."

"I'm sorry, I ignored you..." Yun Su's eyes were full of guilt, "You faked your death at the hands of Meng Zhang for me, how seriously injured?"

Ciyin couldn't help being stunned, and after a long silence, she bit her lips and said with red eyes, "You have a conscience, and you still know how to care about me. But I hurt the least, so you should leave your concern to others."

Ciyin said, turned and walked into the house.

Yun Su bit her lower lip and clenched her hands tightly into fists.

For her life and death, she had blamed Zhiming, Fu Zhuochen, and even Qu Linyan.

If it wasn't for Ciyin, she might not understand for a long time that the resentment in her heart was for her sincerity.

In the past, she didn't understand, and she will never be that cold person again.

The author has something to say: Hey, in fact, there are many things that are hidden in my heart, and I can’t blame others for not knowing.Xiao Hei just talked about everything, so he could eat the stupid Xiao Ba to death. If he changed his temper to be more boring, he had misunderstood Xiao Ba to death.

No matter what, Xiaoba is back, and it's over (that's impossible)!

*感谢在2020-09-2203:35:35~2020-09-2306:02:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: 2 Cat Kings; 1 Yukiyo Yeka and egozaku;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!