[Rebirth] Black lotus watered with sugar water

It was still early when I got home, and most of the people in Gu's house hadn't woken up yet. When the door was opened, the room was very quiet.

"Are you hungry, do you want to eat something?" Gu Ningyuan stopped in front of the kitchen and asked him, and then said his plan, "Otherwise, you should take a bath first, and the porridge in the kitchen will be ready after washing. Eat Go to bed when you're done, okay?"

Shen Yue lowered her head, half folded the palm of her left hand, resting on her chest, as if thinking about something.

He shook his head, his voice was hoarse, and he seemed to be endlessly sleepy, "I don't want to eat, and I don't want to take a bath. I haven't slept all night, so sleepy, and now I want to sleep."

Probably because he was afraid of Gu Ningyuan's persuasion, he added another sentence, "I am so sleepy that my eyes hurt." His voice was indeed weak and weak, and Gu Ningyuan's heart softened almost at that moment.

He bent down subconsciously and rolled over Shen Yue's lower eyelid, which was full of red blood.Gu Ningyuan didn't realize that there was something wrong with this movement. The touch of his hand was delicate and warm. This is the child he raised so hard, and now he is looking at him with red eyes like a little rabbit with aggrieved face.

Gu Ningyuan couldn't help but chuckled.

"Then go to sleep first. You have always understood that you can't stay up late, it's not good for your eyes."

Having said that, he paused for a while, and was silent for a while, "Why do you forget everything now?"

"I, I was wrong." Shen Yue held his breath and lowered his head in response.

His toes stuck to Gu Ningyuan's heels, one step at a time, and followed him up the stairs without leaving any gaps. The wind from walking gently caressed his ankles, and Shen Yue looked at Gu Ningyuan's back for a long time.

After returning to the house, Shen Yue changed into his pajamas first, and Gu Ningyuan found out the prepared eye drops.When Shen Yue was lying on the bed, Gu Ningyuan opened his eyelids, carefully dripped the medicine in, and wiped the spilled medicine with a paper towel that wet the eyelashes and eye sockets.

"Is it better?"

"Ah."

The moment when it was dripped in was amazingly pungent, and after a while, Shen Yue felt his eyes, which were burning and swollen due to fatigue, gradually become cold and comfortable, and he sighed softly.

Gu Ningyuan helped him wipe off the liquid medicine that flowed out, as if wiping tears, he was amused in his heart, this child hadn't cried much since he was a child.

Shen Yue never cried.

Later, he stood up, took Xiao Bai's neck and let it out, so as not to disturb Shen Yue's sleep.He went to the balcony and turned off the light, and put the roses aside.

The heavy curtains were also slowly drawn up, and all the light that had oppressed the eyelids before disappeared. Shen Yue felt that she had sunk into the unfathomable darkness. Ning Yuan's breathing.

Gu Ningyuan said: "I'll stay here for a while, and I'll leave when you fall asleep."

Shen Yue was startled, his toes shrank back, and he gave a soft "hmm".

He suddenly remembered that when he was young, his eyes had just healed up, and when he moved to this room alone, Gu Ningyuan was the same, knowing that Shen Yue was wary of the new environment, probably not used to it.He always has a lot of worries. He is obviously only in the next door, and he can hear him if he shouts aloud, so he still has to take care of him himself.

But on such a day, accompanied by Gu Ningyuan's steady and clear breathing, Shen Yue unknowingly let go of her whole body's guard and passed the night peacefully.

When Shen Yue's whole body was soaked in the memories of the past, he finally fell asleep, the corner of his mouth was still slightly curved, and he didn't know what happy dream he had.

Gu Ningyuan's gaze fell on him blatantly, with forbearance and restraint.

Shen Yue'an lay quietly on her sky-blue quilt, curled up slightly, the soft bed collapsed, and most of Shen Yue's whole body sank into it, only a small half of her flushed face was exposed.

The corners of Gu Ningyuan's lips curled up, remembering how he looked when he was a child, when he was just raised, he was obedient and obedient, cautious, afraid that he would abandon him.Later, when it is matured, all the small temper and small thoughts will come out, and it will be more like a child.

But now it was different, he was no longer a child.He has grown up, has his own unusual ideas, is smart and capable, and is much better than ordinary adults. No one can but praise him.Even so, Shen Yue is still an ordinary teenager, with rebellious adolescence, he feels that he is an adult, and wants to break away from the shackles of his parents.It is also necessary to take advantage of his absence at night and when he is full of guilt to get in touch with him as usual.He even fell in love with someone, and his heart was full of him, an unknown man.

If Gu Ningyuan hadn't found out what he wanted yesterday, the focus of today's conversation would probably be Shen Yue's sexuality.

In fact, this is what Gu Ningyuan, with his responsibility and identity, hoped for Shen Yue to grow up ten years ago.

He will be happy or sad, will love others bravely, will have good people love him, will have countless setbacks and troubles that will be overcome, and will also have small and small joys.

As far as Gu Ningyuan can imagine, this child's future is full of happiness.

But now it's different.

Shen Yue will change when he grows up, and Gu Ningyuan will also change.

I don't know when, the distant future is like a galloping subway, bravely driving towards the dark and unknown future.

It wasn't until yesterday that Gu Ningyuan realized that his vision had gradually changed from being a younger brother to being a lover.

Gu Ningyuan felt that the weight that had weighed on his heart before was hanging high, and it was on the verge of death.

He suddenly thought of a poem his mother had read to himself long ago, "The ghostly appearance of these faces in the crowd, many petals on a wet black branch."

The smile of the young man in front of him appeared in his mind, so far away.

After a while, the rain stopped, and the sunlight fell in small pieces, rolling and blooming on the ground one by one, drying up the drops of water dripping on the leaves by the window.

The heat surged.

The hour hand of the clock moved a few frames, and the minute hand turned a few times.

Gu Ningyuan rarely felt restless in the study, he suddenly realized how much he wanted to see Shen Yue.

The longing almost terrified him.

However, it was already noon when Gu Ningyuan entered Shen Yue's room again.

He pushed open the door and found that there was no one on the bed, only the quilt was spread aside, leaving only a shallow mark.

It's almost like Sleeping Beauty has been rescued.

Gu Ningyuan was suffocated, and strode in, only to hear the voice from the bathroom.Gu Ningyuan didn't feel much at ease. He felt a headache when he thought about Shen Yueye not coming home yesterday. Only then did he realize how selfish he was - he didn't care where the boy was suitable to live, but he had to be in his field of vision. Inside.

No time to think about it, when he realized it, he had already opened the door and rushed into the bathroom.

——Gu Ningyuan remained stiff while opening the door.

The mist in the bathroom was steaming, covering Gu Ningyuan's face and body, he felt a faint heat on his body, maybe it wasn't because of the steam, but because——

Shen Yue.

The slender boy was standing under the nearby shower, the water vapor was hazy.

Shen Yue probably didn't react, that's right, he suddenly saw a group of figures barging in, he was caught off guard, and before he could react, he knew he was frozen there in a daze.

Only then did Gu Ningyuan see the person in front of him clearly. He was like a god on a Renaissance scroll, hazy but real.

So Gu Ningyuan regretted for a moment that the scroll exhibits from the previous auction should be photographed, and he wondered if it was too late to buy them now.

He didn't have much time to think about the painting, because Shen Yue turned around.

Shen Yue was naked and drenched from head to toe.His skin is very white, like white jade, water droplets drip from his hair, pass from the bridge of his nose, land on his cheeks, slide over his light-colored lips, and finally roll over his slender and graceful neck.

There is one piece that stands out.Under the collarbone, Shen Yue's left chest is not as white as the surrounding area, but there is a mass of black, rising and falling with the chest as he breathes.

Shen Yue seemed to have noticed something, his pupils shrank, he took two steps back, and covered the area with a towel.

"What is that?" Gu Ningyuan asked sharply with dark eyes.

If you are not mistaken, and with Gu Ningyuan's eyesight, it is impossible to make a mistake, then it should be a tattoo.

It's not a bright color, but it's not a child's nonsense tattoo sticker, it's real, needle by needle, finely punctured on the flesh and blood.

tattoo.

Shen Yue seemed very nervous and frightened, even the left hand holding the towel was shaking, as if he had endured something unbearable, his nails dug into his chest firmly, he suddenly coughed twice violently, it was just a dry cough.

"No, it's nothing." Shen Yue was rarely in such a panic. This was exactly how he was when he was a child. He didn't even dare to lift his head, and he hurriedly denied it.

Gu Ningyuan ignored him, and walked straight forward. Regardless of Shen Yue still running forward—in fact, he had nowhere to escape—he grabbed his waist fiercely, and grabbed him regardless of the water splashing all over him. He grabbed the wrist of his left hand and wanted to lift it to see what was underneath.

Shen Yue bit her lower lip, trying to break free, but she didn't have the strength, so she had to beg Gu Ningyuan.

"Don't look, don't look... Please, don't look..."

But Gu Ningyuan was indifferent, maybe there was a little bit of soft-heartedness, but he was completely burned by anger.

He felt that he had endured far longer than tonight.

Gu Ningyuan had never been angry like this before, what he used to think at this time was not his brain, but his instinct.

More than half of him is out of his mind, a child who has worked so hard to raise him, and it's nothing more than falling in love with someone, how can he not cherish himself?There is still a small half, which is caused by his selfishness.Gu Ningyuan thought to himself, even if he wanted to like the child he cherished so much, he probably wouldn't say it, for fear of disturbing Shen Yue and making him unhappy.And that person actually left such marks on Shen Yue's body.

It's like a child who made a big mistake, no matter how hard he struggles to beg for mercy, Gu Ningyuan still breaks him apart in cold blood and mercilessly.

He was completely naked, and because he was in the bathroom, his whole body was hot, and Gu Ningyuan could clearly feel the slippery and sticky temperature in his palm.And until his left hand was opened and the hidden word was exposed in the air, Shen Yue seemed to have no hope anymore, even the temperature of his body became much colder.

Even though it was only recently tattooed, those two characters can still be seen clearly.

That is the word "Ningyuan".

Gu Ningyuan was stunned, he let go of Shen Yue, his hand slid to Shen Yue's chest, his fingertips stayed in front of the word for half a quarter of an hour, and finally stuck to it, touching it lightly.

It was the warm and delicate body of the young man, the same as the touch he had felt when he had true affection before.

But what is burning in my heart now is clearly a hotter, more blind desire.see.

"This is," Gu Ningyuan lost his mind, just relying on his feelings, "Why do you want to engrave this word?"

"this is my name."

Shen Yue was silent for a while, and didn't move, feeling that even the flowing blood was cold all over his body.Suddenly being exposed, without thinking about it anymore, the corners of his eyes were slightly moist, and he said softly: "What do you want me to say? What can I say? Tell me..."

"...do you like you?"

He said it sentence by sentence, and there was love in his voice that he didn't even realize.But in the end, he couldn't make a sound.

Shen Yue seemed to have fallen into the dust, smashed into pieces and couldn't be cleaned up.

He trembled and covered his eyes with his hands, naked and ashamed.Shame is like a tide that weighs down one's breath.

How can it be like this so that you don't have to face Gu Ningyuan's indifference, maybe it's more terrifying, it's disgusting eyes, how can you...

There was only the panting of the two of them, and the sound of running water from the open shower.

Suddenly a world away.

"What are you talking about, tell me again?" Gu Ningyuan pressed the back of his hand to his face, "Forget it, stop talking, forget just now, I should say that sentence."

Gu Ningyuan smiled uncontrollably. From the corners of his eyes to the tips of his brows, every small arc was unprecedentedly gentle, as if his heart had softened into a ball. How could he describe his mood? It's a pity that Shen Yue didn't see it. with.

Shen Yue just lowered his head, his whole body curled up and trembled, Gu Ningyuan's heart stabbed, he almost couldn't wait, but he said very preciously: "Shen Yue, I like you."