[Rebirth] Black lotus watered with sugar water

After the funeral, Gu Ningyuan stayed in the hospital, recuperating with Shen Yue every day. Shen Yue was quiet and not noisy. Gu Ningyuan didn't bother to worry about it. He would feed him during the day or take him out for a walk in the hospital yard.It's just that Shen Yue has to prevent Shen Yue from tossing his eyes at night, and sometimes he has to read information files when he has spare time. When he doesn't rest all day and all night, he gradually loses weight, which seems to be caused by excessive grief after the death of his parents.

The weather was fine that day, Shen Yue woke up early in the morning, rolled a few presumptuously under the quilt, propped his chin in boredom, looked lazy, and didn't care about everything that happened in the room , actually turned his ear to listen to the sound of Gu Ningyuan tapping on the keyboard.

Seeing that he was bored, Gu Ningyuan put down his work and asked, "Do you want to go out for a walk?"

Shen Yue pursed her lips, as if she was confirming whether Gu Ningyuan was sincere or just saying it casually, and then nodded reservedly after Gu Ningyuan asked again.

Gu Ningyuan couldn't help laughing.

Because Shen Yue refused to take a wheelchair, the two held hands, and Gu Ningyuan led him out step by step.Shen Yue is also much more well-behaved, not as vigilant and stubborn as when he first entered the hospital.

Gu Ningyuan had just reached the stairs when a little nurse ran past him in a panic and almost missed Shen Yue who was next to him.

There weren't too many people in the inpatient department, but suddenly a patient downstairs suffered from respiratory failure and was dying. The doctors and nurses were in a mess in an instant.

In such chaos, the doctor downstairs could still be heard shouting at the top of his lungs: "Where's the pacemaker! Quick!"

Shen Yue couldn't see his eyes, but he was much more sensitive to voices. Knowing that there was a lot of chaos outside, he squeezed Gu Ningyuan's hand tightly, hesitated for a while and said, "Why don't you go back first."

Gu Ningyuan asked back: "Do you want to go back?"

Shen Yue stopped talking.

Gu Ningyuan bent the corners of his lips, and was rarely interested in teasing children, and joked: "Well, since you don't want to go out, then let's go back."

Shen Yue snorted softly, softly and lightly.

It's not that I don't want to go out.

Just when Shen Yue thought that he would be taken back by Gu Ningyuan, his body suddenly flew into the air, his instinct prevailed for a moment, he grabbed something that could fix him in a panic, and hugged Gu Ningyuan's neck.Gu Ningyuan hugged him with both hands, and he could easily avoid the rushing crowd by himself.

Shen Yue's chin rested on Gu Ningyuan's shoulder, and when he recovered, he understood Gu Ningyuan's teasing, and snorted heavily, turning his head deliberately, wishing to stay away from Gu Ningyuan.

Gu Ningyuan almost indulged his petty temper.

It is difficult for Shen Yue to have a small temper. He has always been reserved and introverted, which makes ordinary people unpredictable. Gu Ningyuan has a deep understanding of this before and after his rebirth.

He is young now, with only a faint shadow of the future, and he is not very good at restraining his emotions, because he is full of defense and vigilance against the outside world, and looks like a little hedgehog with teeth and claws.

But when Shen Yue grows up, it will be completely different.

Gu Ningyuan still deeply remembers a scene in his previous life. It was at a dinner party. Shen Yue's exquisite face looked a little cold under the bright and too bright light, but his smile was extremely gentle. The wife who has never met before jokes.He held the wine glass in one hand and a bright rose in the other, like a very considerate lover.But Gu Ningyuan only glanced at him, and he happened to be able to see Shen Yue turning his head to glance at himself, with mocking and cold eyes in his eyes.

It was the spikes that had been domineering on him.

In contrast, Gu Ningyuan found that he still felt sorry for the grown-up Shen Yue.

Probably because it hurts too much to hide the spikes in your body.Like now, being able to vent it and let others see it is not so painful.

As soon as he stepped out of the heavy glass door of the inpatient department, Shen Yue felt the breeze blowing outside and the aroma of green grass, and couldn't help feeling happy after being bored in the ward for a long time.

It was a fine day today, and the lawn in front of the inpatient department was full of patients who came out to breathe, bringing their families with them, in groups of twos and threes, and there were quite a few laughing voices that did not match the atmosphere of the hospital.

Not far away, an artificial lake was painstakingly excavated. The area is small, the lake is clear and transparent, and there are a few cruise ships floating on it.

Gu Ningyuan walked to an empty bench in two or three steps, put Shen Yue down, and wrapped him tightly with the blanket he brought down to prevent him from being blown by the wind.

It was very lively outside. Several children with colorful balloons were chasing on the lawn, with joyful smiles on their faces, running past the two of them like the wind.

Shen Yue curled up quietly on the chair, the only exposed pair of feet in colorful socks dangling in the air.

Gu Ningyuan asked him: "Are you happy?"

Shen Yue froze for a moment, then nodded.

He usually doesn't want to get along with other people, and he doesn't even want to go to crowded places, but now that Gu Ningyuan followed him and accompanied him for a walk, he became happy.

"You wait here for a while, be careful," Gu Ningyuan paused, "I'll be right back."

Before Shen Yue could react, she wanted to grab Gu Ningyuan's clothes, but restrained herself.

Among so many noisy voices, he could only hear Gu Ningyuan's leaving footsteps clearly.

When Gu Ningyuan came back with the balloon, he saw that Shen Yue's feet were tucked into the blanket, and his whole body became a small ball.

Something was stuffed into Shen Yue's palm, it was a thread, and it was wound around his palm a few times.

Shen Yue was startled, and asked in a daze, "What is this?"

"It's a balloon," the red and light bauble kept swaying in the air, Gu Ningyuan pulled it in front of Shen Yue, and described it again, "It's red, with a golden sunflower painted on it. "

Shen Yue stretched out his hand to touch it, felt the tight jelly with his fingertips, and pressed it with interest, but didn't dare to use too much force.

A few small fingerprints sunk into the balloon.

"Where did you come from?" Shen Yue asked with a smile.

Gu Ningyuan was startled, "I bought it."

Shen Yue muttered, "Is this sold in the hospital?" He stopped talking again.

It was indeed bought, and it cost 200 yuan to buy it from an aggrieved little fat man.

This is a loss-making business that Gu Ningyuan has never done in his previous life.

But when he saw Shen Yue curling up his lips and following Gu Ningyuan's guidance, caressing the sunflower on the balloon cherishedly, Gu Ningyuan was a little happy again.

When he treats Shen Yue, he can't escape the memory before his rebirth, but this is not the young man in his 20s with a delicate face, a gentle smile, and extremely ruthless means, but a white-haired and soft-looking young man who can't even smile. Restraint little children.

I couldn't help but ask Gu Ningyuan to treat him more gently.

The wind in the distance is still blowing the treetops, skimming over the sparkling lake, the swan-shaped cruise ship is slightly rippling in the wind, and the air is filled with a faint fragrance of flowers.

This is a beautiful view in spring, but it's a pity that Shen Yue can't see it.

Gu Ningyuan decided to tell Shen Yue about these scenery.

But he has always been reticent and has no extraordinary talent. The beautiful scenery described by him is dry, without any fascinating meaning, like a pastry lacking moisture, just a plate of tasteless crumbs.

Shen Yue listened carefully.

Later, he couldn't help asking, what color was that flower just now, and what did it look like?

Gu Ningyuan could only rack his brains to think about adjectives, and use some inappropriate and untouching metaphors to describe them.

Shen Yue hugged the red balloon with some difficulty, feeling very satisfied.

Time passed quickly, Gu Ningyuan finally had no scenery to talk about, and the people in the garden had almost left.

Gu Ningyuan hugged Shen Yue, "Let's go back, it's time for food and medicine."

Shen Yue nodded.

In fact, the corridor was no longer crowded and noisy, but he was still willing to be carried back by Gu Ningyuan.

Thinking of this, Shen Yue grabbed the red balloon tightly, her palms flushed.

When I walked back to the room, the doctor was already waiting. The attending doctor was busy today, and another young doctor who had never seen him came.

The medical equipment was placed aside, and the doctor finished the disinfection, and began to remove the gauze from Shen Yue's eyes, preparing to wash and change the dressing again.

The movements of his hands were very steady, and he smiled skillfully to coax the child: "Don't be afraid, children. Don't open your eyes when you don't need the medicine. It doesn't hurt at all. Uncle will fix it soon."

The doctor coaxed him to play.

Even if Shen Yue used the most expensive and best medicine, it was not completely without stimulation, it would always hurt.Shen Yue felt cold tweezers turning in and out of his eyes, and from time to time, cold and stinging potions were mixed in. Shen Yue's eyes seemed to be stirred with pieces of glass, and they were being cut finely, with bursts of pain, which made him Very uneasy.

But Shen Yue didn't move, didn't blink his eyelashes, and quietly straightened his back, allowing the doctor to move.

Just as those instincts and painful stimuli that struggle to see the light are not there.

Gu Ningyuan held Shen Yue's unconsciously shaking hand, coaxing softly: "It will be fine soon."

The doctor has never seen such an obedient child. Even an adult sometimes cannot bear the pain and instinctively opens his eyes, so he praised Shen Yue with a smile, and said to Gu Ningyuan: "Your child is really good at teaching, Don't be afraid of pain."

Gu Ningyuan frowned even more when he heard this, and drove the little doctor out with a cold face.

But the innocent young doctor Zhanger Monk who was implicated couldn't figure it out, and went to the office to complain to the little nurse about what happened just now: "It's weird! What's wrong, I praised him for breaking the law!"

There is no one in this world who is not afraid of pain by nature. The so-called not afraid is actually good at patience.

And being good at what to do is the accumulation of experience. Only after suffering a lot and suffering a lot can one learn to be patient.

At Shen Yue's age, why isn't he afraid of pain?

Gu Ningyuan doesn't have much impression of children, and he also knows that most children like Shen Yue love to play and make trouble, and are afraid of pain and suffering.

After being reborn, Gu Ningyuan made up his mind to adopt Shen Yue, that is, to take up the responsibility of raising and educating him, so that he can live and grow up safely and happily.

Shen Yue touched his newly wrapped gauze carefully, then quickly put down his hand.

Just now the doctor told him not to press the gauze, Shen Yue would not do it.

Gu Ningyuan thought, if raising such a child would probably not bother at all.

"Does it hurt?" Gu Ningyuan asked.

"It doesn't hurt." Shen Yue replied immediately, turning her head in the direction of the voice, only to realize that it was Gu Ningyuan who asked.

He hesitated for a moment, then whispered, "Still, it hurts a little..."

Gu Ningyuan smiled, imitating how to coax the children he saw downstairs, leaned over and blew the gauze on his eyes, "Blow it, it won't hurt anymore."

Shen Yue blushed, he didn't expect that there was such a way, and it took him a long time to stammer: "No, it doesn't hurt anymore, stop bragging!"

Gu Ningyuan said: "Is it really not hurting?"

Shen Yue shook his head very slightly, as if afraid of being seen by others.

Gu Ningyuan simply hugged Shen Yue into his arms, and blew for him unhurriedly.

Shen Yue bluffed and struggled, but was soon suppressed.

Perhaps it would be more worry-free to raise the patient Shen Yue who is not afraid of pain or suffering, but Gu Ningyuan is unwilling.

Children should still look like children.If everyone is obedient and sensible, what do you want adults to do?

As the future guardian, Gu Ningyuan decided how Shen Yue should grow up.