glow boy

Xia Tian was at the gate of the high-speed rail station, staring at it motionlessly. The time for the high-speed rail to enter the station was very close, but Xia Tian knew in his heart that Cai Xinming was a very reliable person, and he would definitely not miss the time.

A glowing, sunny boy in an orange top came into Xia Tian's sight. It was Cai Xinming, whom Xia had never seen in seven years. This Cai Xinming was like a shining boy. Really, if you don't tell others your age, No one would know that this running boy with a happy smile is over 40 years old. Xia Tian was deeply moved by Cai Xinming at this moment.We miss youth so much, don’t we just miss ourselves when we were young, summer suddenly has a feeling of interlacing time and space, and I saw Cai Xinming in the most ideal years, youth, enthusiasm, sunshine, a rainbow in his heart, and colorful rays of light on his body, His face was filled with happiness.At that time, Xia Tian made a decision in her heart, no matter what happened in the future, she could not let this Cai Xinming disappear, because Cai Xinming at this moment was so full of vitality.

Xia Tian called Cai Xinming loudly, what she called in her heart was "Xinming~~Xinming~~", what she could only shout out was: "Uncle Cai, Uncle Cai", Cai Xinming walked quickly in the direction of Xia Tian.

Xia Tian knew it in his heart, Cai Xinming was in such a rush to buy Xia Tian's favorite spicy chicken wings, after Cai Xinming came, Xia Tian said deliberately: "Well~~ I smell the smell of KFC, there is my favorite Do you like spicy chicken wings?!" Cai Xinming did not respond, but smiled inwardly.

The large team of Youzheng Law Firm is already inside and preparing to enter the station, only Cai Xinming and Xia Tian are still queuing up to check the tickets. At that time, Xia Tian hesitated and didn't move. He wanted to let Cai Xinming go in first, but Cai Xinming said "Let's go". , Cai Xinming's character is Burmese and shy, and now he is standing outside the team, if he goes in first, he has to join the team of the person behind him, if the person behind him embarrasses him, he will definitely feel embarrassed, but if Xia Tian said If you let Cai Xinming go first, Cai Xinming will definitely refuse, so Xia Tian can only take coercive actions. Before Cai Xinming came back to his senses, Xia Tian said you go first, and pushed Cai Xinming in with his hands .Then the two caught up with the peloton together.

In a group of people, Cai Xinming is always used to keeping some distance from Xia Tian, ​​sitting on the escalator, looking back in Xia Tian, ​​looking for Cai Xinming, at the moment when Xia Tian and Cai Xinming looked at each other, Lin Dong standing between Cai Xinming and Xia Tian , Seeing Xia Tian's actions, he deliberately teased Xia Tian and said: "Yes, there is", "Hahahaha, I know this, awesome." Cai Xinming's joke, only heard Shao Jie say: "Come on, Cai Da, I will exchange a ticket with you so that you can sit with Xia Tian."And Xia Tian saw that Cai Xinming's face was flushed at this time. In order to resolve the embarrassment, Xia Tian said deliberately, "What are you talking about, making Uncle Cai's face red?" KFC in Cai Xinming's hands.

I finished reading Chapter 1, closed "Youzheng Law Firm", and suddenly understood why you were still unwilling to let go after I hurt you again and again. It wasn't that you wanted to be with me once, but that you already understood at that time, That me is too precious and rare, but unfortunately I didn't understand it at the time.

I lost control of my emotions, so I lit a cigarette and handed one to Amu

Amu: "Why, is it really you?!"

I didn't speak, just glanced at him

Amu: "I think it is, but I'm still not completely sure."

Me: "Do you know why I'm your friend?"

Amu: "Because I'm a good person."

Me: "Go away, you are a good person, because you are the most shameless person you know."

Amu: "Is there anyone who praises you so much?!"

Me: "People born in the 70s, some of them live for their hearts, and they all live for their faces. I envy you for being authentic and casual. You don't care about other people's eyes, and these are exactly what I don't have."

Amu: "I envy you. I have Xia Tian's love for you. I've been looking for love all my life. I've stabbed people with knives, and I've been stabbed with knives. At the end of the day, love is powerless, and I got married in a real fucking way."

Me: "Really get married, some of them are married because of love. I always feel that love is a woman's thing and has nothing to do with men. Don't men put their wives, children, cars and houses together to show their success?" .”

Amu: "Vulgar."

Me: "It's vulgar. In fact, it's really boring. But when you've been vulgar for half your life, it's really hard to live the rest of your life without vulgarity. Everyone thinks you're crazy, and that you're going to be Chen Shimei. Say, you have met love, does anyone believe it?"

Amu: "Believe in ghosts, how many people in this world have seen love, and they all live in such a realistic way. If you don't live like this, doesn't it mean that they lived wrongly?"

Me: "You have lived wrong in the first half of your life, and it is too difficult to correct your mistakes in the second half of your life."

Amu: "No matter how difficult it is, I will always correct it. I have been wrong for half my life, and it is enough. Is it possible that I have been wrong for a lifetime."

Me: "Anyway, I have become Chen Shimei who abandoned his wife."

Amu: "Does Xia Tian know that you have left?"

Me: "I don't know. After she left, she didn't contact anyone in the institute."

Amu: "Then why don't you look for it?"

Me: "It's useless, Xia Tian is very paranoid, if she wants to see me, she will naturally come back, if she doesn't come back, it means that she doesn't want to see me, it doesn't matter if I leave or not."

Amu: "I'm leaving soon, too."

Me: "What's the matter, you met someone you like again."

Amu: "It's not me who wants to leave, it's my wife who wants to leave. She is much younger than me. She has a good family background and has been working very well. She told me two days ago that she wanted to give herself a chance to be reborn. You said, Can I stop it?"

Me: "When I was with you, I was just a fool. Now that I am awake, I want to be born again. If you want to stop me, it is because you are wrong."

Amu: "I know that, but it's just that my parents are getting old, I'm afraid they won't be able to bear it, and I got married because of them. People like me are actually not suitable for marriage at all."

Me: "When I want to leave, my dad scolded me like a bloody dog, saying that I am not as good as a pig or a dog."

Amu: "Hahaha, anyway, I'm not the one who wants to leave, and they can't scold me, even if they are in the countryside, their mouths are very broken, and they have to bear it.

Me: "Call Wang Jun and the others to have a drink together at night."

Amu: "It's rare to come here, and it's time to get together."

In Maige at night, the people from Wozhengsuo gathered together, and you are the only one missing. Everyone knows that since you left, I have never been happy. When I sang BEYOND's "Broad Sea and Sky", under the influence of alcohol, I finished singing After that, my eyes were full of tears, I really miss you, woke up the next morning, Amu had already returned to Shanghai, and left a note: "Go and find Xia Tian, ​​don't waste time, you should understand at our age In this life, everything is false, only that bit of sincerity."

The author has something to say:

When people around you are living so realistically, suddenly one day, when you don’t want to live that way, they all think you are crazy, and you can’t explain it, because you were once one of them.