hold on

After the two had finished eating and cleaned up, it was dark.

The window was open, and the wind blowing in this solar term was just comfortable. The two of them lay on the bed with a corner of the quilt casually thrown over.

Le Wenze lay on his side looking at Li Ci, waiting for him to speak.

Li Ci tilted his body and stared at the sky outside. There was no moonlight tonight, and the stars were about to fill the entire sky.

"Do you want to hear me talk about the past?" Li Ci turned to look at Le Wenze.

"Okay," Le Wenze embraced Li Ci.

"..." After thinking for so long, before opening his mouth, he felt that there was nothing to say, and he didn't know where to start.

"Huh?" Le Wenze was puzzled.

"I don't know where to say it again," Li Ci smiled wryly, "I suddenly felt that I had nothing to say, and this situation is quite common to me...so let me put it briefly?"

"Okay," Le Wenze responded, stroking Li Ci's head.

"It's not easy to understand liking men outside the mountains, especially because our country is too backward, and there are many people with mixed opinions, not only economics, but also thoughts... Some people may have never heard of it in their entire lives. I used the word 'homosexual'. Then after my parents found out, they didn't believe it, didn't understand, and called me... unfilial, that's probably what it meant, and they beat me when they scolded urgently..." Li Ci paused and continued.

"...Actually, I can understand it too, whether it's because they are afraid of those people outside pointing their heads, or they simply don't understand, angry or something, I can understand it, and I can...accept it...and then, I No home."

Le Wenze was very quiet when listening and did not interrupt Li Ci.

Hearing this, he moved closer, put his arms around Li Ci, and stroked his back for comfort.

Le Wenze's breath hit his face, and Li Ci could feel the fine down on his face being bent and swept across his face, itching.

He looked at Le Wenze whose face was almost close to him, and felt that his eyes were almost cross-eyed, so he pushed Le Wenze's face with a smile, "It's so close, I don't have the mood to talk."

I also feel that the laughter is a bit inexplicable, can I still laugh when I talk about it?

"Oh," Le Wenze adjusted his posture, "You continue."

"What are you talking about?" Li Ci thought for a few seconds, "Oh, there's nothing left to do, just me... my ex, after knowing that I broke up with my family, said that he felt too much pressure and our relationship couldn't bear it. just left."

"Your relationship?" It ended a little abruptly, Le Wenze waited for Li Ci to finish speaking for a while before asking.

"Ah, I don't know what words to use to describe it now, anyway...it's a mess, there's nothing to say." Li Ci kept this posture for a long time, feeling that his legs were so tight that he put them on Le Wenze's body.

"Oh," Le Wenze lifted Li Ci's leg up and touched it twice, a bit at a loss for what to say, "...Are you cold?"

"It's not cold, that's all you said? Is there anything else to ask?" Li Ci smiled.

"...Is this the reason for your insecurity?" Le Wenze asked.

"Do you feel insecure? I don't know...it's possible," Li Ci thought for a while and said, "There is no comparison."

"Why not? Isn't that what I am?" Le Wenze said.

"No, you are different," Li Ci couldn't say what was different, but he just felt different and couldn't be compared.

He touched Le Wenze's face, "You don't look like you would like me at all."

"Is it the same now?" Le Wenze frowned, "I obviously like you so much, I like you so much."

"It's not just now, it's when you said you liked me..." Li Ci paused and said, "Actually, it's not just you, there were people who confessed to me before, but if you make me look like you, they don't look like I like the way I look, I think everyone always thinks they won't like me...Maybe it's because I'm uneasy..."

Le Wenze stabilized Li Ci's leg, reached out and touched his face, "Then can you feel that I love you now? Do you feel at ease?"

"I can feel it, quite reassuring," Li Ci smiled.

Le Wenze tapped the corner of Li Ci's upturned mouth with his thumb, and pressed it against Li Ci's mouth. Li Ci was rarely in a daze, and stretched out his hand smoothly and quickly to embrace Le Wenze, only to feel the fire in his chest split in two. Buttocks, one rushed to the soles of the feet, and the other burned to the top of the head, the body and brain stopped listening at the same time, until the subject pried open Le Wenze's mouth.

It wasn't until he gnawed on Le Wenze's neck that Li Ci regained his sanity. This was the first time for both of them. It was fine without lubricant, and he was afraid it would end without a condom.

It seems that the set has to be added to the shopping list, and you have to remember to buy it.

Not so suffocating.

Li Ci gasped under Le Wenze's chin, trying to distract his attention, "Your clothes are really tightly packed."

He rummaged through his mind and only found this sentence.

"I... took it off," Le Wenze was panting no less than him, and was about to stand up.

"Don't," Li Ci dropped his hands from his waist, and hurriedly grabbed him in the air a few times to hold him down, "it won't end later."

Le Wenze paused and lay down, "Shall I help you?"

Li Ci was taken aback for a moment, also, it doesn't have to be the end, his brain can only think of the main dish once it's on fire, "Okay, then you should take it off, I'll help you too."

"Yeah," Le Wenze quickly turned over, took off Li Ci and put it on again, and Li Ci took advantage of this time to almost strip himself.

Cool wind whistling...

.........

The two tossed for a while before stopping.

Panting for breath, Li Ci felt that his muscles and bones were so loose and comfortable that he didn't want to move at all.

But if I don't clean it up, I won't be able to sleep tonight, and I have to go to class tomorrow.

I didn't even boil the bath water tonight, only a kettle of boiling water for drinking.

Li Ci finally got out of bed and poured two large basins of water. The temperature was a bit cold, and it was not too cold, but it was just right to lower his body temperature.

He handed Le Wenze a towel, wiped it off in a hurry, put on his pajamas tremblingly and got into bed.

Le Wenze also tidied up and got into the bed, feeling dissatisfied all the time, flipped the quilt and got into Li Ci's bed.

"Hey, this quilt is too small to fit the two of us," Li Ci said, but adjusted his body and found a comfortable position to nestle in Le Wenze's lap.Le Wenze is not always soft, but there are still places where he is nervous.

"I'm not afraid of the cold, you can tuck your side well, and I'll use this side as a quilt for you," Le Wenze raised his arm, and put it down after Li Citing finished.

Li Ci didn't say anything else, after thinking about it, he got up and closed the window on the head side, and opened the window on the foot side, so that it was almost the same, even if he fell asleep and pushed the quilt away, he would not be afraid of catching cold.

"Hey, let's not run away tomorrow," Li Ci said suddenly. He didn't know how he came up with this idea, so he suddenly wanted to sleep in tomorrow morning.

"Okay," Le Wenze said without objection, whatever is fine.

Li Ci took out his mobile phone from under the pillow and put it back when the ringer was late.

The next day the bell rang.

Li Ci pulled himself off Le Wenze first, and then went to touch the phone to turn off the bell.

He obviously had his back against Le Wenze before going to bed.

I don't know what he did after falling asleep, but he always wakes up early in the morning to find himself entangled in Le Wenze.

Li Ci was a little dizzy lying on the bed. He hadn't slept in for such a long time, although he was a little dizzy, but it was really comfortable!

So cool!

But it's also possible that last night's unleashed movement was to blame.

Li Ci was thinking in a mess here.

Le Wenze had already gotten up, turned around and patted Li Ci's head, "It's time to get up."

Li Ci turned to look at Le Wenze, first smiled, then realized what he was talking about, and sat up propped up in response.