Help each other with "silence"

Chapter 58:

We always say forever, as if something can extend to an invisible end.But during the process of growing up, those things that you swore not to lose are gradually moving away from you, and even in the end you don’t care about them anymore, until time blurs your memory, and you can understand that things are not forever, nothing is taken for granted, and the world is so huge , how tortuous the road is, we don't know right from wrong.

Nothing is taken for granted, the world is so big, the road is so tortuous, we don't know right from wrong.

Gu Yimo stayed up all night, just sitting beside the hospital bed, staring at the silence.

It seemed that just looking at her like this could fill the void that had been without her for a while.

However, those shallow breaths brought her the feeling of helplessness right in front of her eyes.

I can't help but feel helpless.

early morning.

Gu Yimo went to the window and opened it, and the cold air came rushing towards him.

Clean and cool.

The door of the ward was suddenly opened, Gu Yimo turned around, seeing the person coming, a trace of timidity flashed in her eyes.

Because of guilt, unimaginable timidity.

Father Shen opened the door, looked at Gu Yimo in front of the opposite window, closed the door without any surprise and walked in with breakfast.

"To be honest, as a father, I don't really want to see you." Father Shen put the breakfast on the table beside him, took off his coat, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Gu Yimo, his amber color was vicissitudes but calm.

"I know, I am too, I'm sorry." Although Gu Yimo knew what Father Shen would say, but when he heard it, he couldn't help feeling tense in his heart and squeezed his hands.

"I brought Xiaomo to Beijing because of the good medical conditions, and to avoid you." Father Shen sighed, looked at Gu Yimo and said, "I thought you would go home to look for her, so I brought her Go far."

"But I didn't expect to meet again like this." Shen's father looked out of the window, his gaze seemed to have gone far away, and at the same time, it seemed to be nothingness.

"Maybe this is fate." Shen's father sighed weakly, as if he had lost all his strength, but looked at Gu Yimo lightly with an older and more tired face, without any fluctuation in his eyes.

"Xiao Mo is not in good health, I don't think she told you."

"Speaking of it, I always feel that I owe Xiao Mo too much, but I didn't expect that you didn't take care of Xiao Mo at all." Father Shen lowered his eyes, looking at the sleeping Silence, the amber color was full of love and remorse.

"I... I'm sorry." Gu Yimo followed Father Shen's gaze and looked at Shen Mo's pale face, frowning unbearably.

"I didn't mean to hear your apology, son." Father Shen got up slightly and pulled the corner of the silent quilt. When he sat down, he looked at Gu Yimo, who was full of guilt, and shook his head, "If you, Always look at her with such eyes of guilt and remorse, your fate this time is nothing but nothingness."

"Before, I always looked at Xiao Mo lying on the hospital bed with eyes full of guilt and distress. She always took care of me and said with a smile, it's all right." Father Shen recalled those days with a mocking corner of his mouth.

"But I don't know, like this, it puts pressure on her."

"If you fall in love, give her the purest." Father Shen raised his hand, and stroked the silent brow with his thumb gently, as if there was a wrinkle there, and he wanted to smooth her out, "Not, love , but with a sinful love like redemption.”

"After a long time, even you will get lost."

"You will wonder whether what you are giving her is compensation or love."

Father Shen raised his head and looked at Gu Yimo seriously. He looked at her and opened his lips quietly: "I hope that what you gave her is love."

"It's care, support, and the friendship between the two."

"Like, the one she gave you."

Gu Yimo looked at those eyes that were similar to that person's, but in the amber color were different vicissitudes.

She looked at him, dazed.

She was afraid, so she couldn't give it.

I can't give it, the same pure love as that person.

That person is clearly walking in the filthy world, but he can still not touch the tranquility.

She was afraid that she couldn't give it.

"Don't think about it, you can't give me the same." Father Shen looked at her blank expression, and looked away.

"I'm sure, I'm afraid I won't be able to give it." Gu Yimo came back to her senses, looked at Shen Mo, with dark eyes filled with darkness, "I'm not as clean and indifferent as she is."

"What you give her, as long as it's love, not compensation and guilt, that's enough." Father Shen sighed weakly, "I can't stop these things, and I understand."

"As a father, I just want to see Xiao Mo doing well, that's enough."

Gu Yimo looked at the tall man with red eyes, and the gesture of reaching out to touch him was extremely gentle.

Suddenly, weeping.

Without warning, just like that, tears.

After all, she hurt someone.

She is always guilty.

But what can't be changed is regret.

We always judge the truth with our eyes.

And many times, the heart will be paralyzed, not to mention the distorted eyes.

A little bit.

Just need, sometimes, just need, be brave then, a little bit.

You can, get everything back.