fate is also robbery
Chapter 23 has been reworked.
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Yu Lian still shook his head.
"I'll accompany you into the operating room, and I'll keep holding your hand, okay, don't let go." Guan Yixin coaxed.
"That's how you get better."
Yu Lian still shook her head, tears streaming down her sides.
"Yu Lian..." Guan Yixin frowned deeply.
"Okay, I promise you, we don't do bone marrow transplants." Guan Yixin said, the smile on his face was uglier than crying, and he touched Yu Lian's forehead gently.
"Guan Yixin," Feng Jing called from behind.
"Are you really giving up?" Feng Jing said.
Guan Yixin didn't look at Feng Jing, but nodded at Yu Lian, smiling reassuringly.
Feng Jing stood in the ward watching the two of them for a while, picked up the report card Guan Yixin put on the table next to the bed, and walked out of the ward.
If there is no transplant operation, the chance of surviving is almost zero. This is the answer given by Yu Lian's attending doctor and the experts who treated Yu Lian.
Of course, bone marrow transplantation is not 100%, but at least there is hope.
Feng Jing didn't believe that Guan Yixin would make such a decision, so he asked the nurse to inform and contact Ling Shu.
Three days later, Yu Lian was pushed into the laminar flow room to undergo transplantation.
Yu Lian didn't know, because bone marrow transplantation didn't require surgery.
As said, Guan Yixin accompanied Yu Lian into the sterile ward, and never let go of Yu Lian's hand.
Yu Lian had a long, long dream. The scene in the dream was very clear, and he could see all the people and things clearly, and he could feel them.
He saw clearly the face that he couldn't see clearly in his dream once upon a time.
It turned out that the person who was close at hand in his dream but couldn't see clearly was Guan Yixin.
The two had been happy together in their dreams and had gone through many happy times.
After waking up, he was still in a ward that didn’t look like a ward. He turned his head slightly and saw Guan Yixin sitting next to the bed, looking at him with a mask on, and then narrowed his eyes slightly, probably looking at him Woke up and laughed.
Yu Lian also smiled bleakly, seeing the face overlapping with the person in the dream, she suddenly became frightened and at a loss.
In the early stage after Yu Lian's bone marrow implantation, all the adverse reactions appeared, such as nausea, vomiting, parotid gland swelling and pain, which made his will gradually weaken. After a week, these symptoms still persisted, accompanied by Infection, fever, anemia, and bleeding. When the blood picture should have returned to normal after more than 20 days, Yu Lian's platelets still couldn't produce automatic blood coagulation, but everything seemed to be normal again.
Maybe Yu Lian guessed something, and slowly began to resist.
When a patient is fighting against a serious illness, willpower is the most important thing, but Yu Lian, on the contrary, seems to have no will to survive.
Guan Yixin talked a lot with Yu Lian, but it didn't seem to help.
One month after the bone marrow implantation, Yu Lian's condition seemed to improve.
This day Yu Lian woke up early, and looked at Guan Yixin who was lying on the edge of his bed without blinking. The smile on his face stretched all the time, and he stretched out his hand to gently touch the person sleeping on the edge of his bed.
I don't know how long Yu Lian just watched like this, reaching out to touch gently until dawn, and the nurse came in to make rounds.
Guan Yixin woke up with a start, looked up and saw that Yu Lian was awake, and smiled after being slightly surprised.
After the nurse gave Yu Lian an injection and left, Yu Lian smiled and said, "Let's go home, shall we?"
Guan Yixin shook his head reflexively, and then nodded slightly when he saw Yu Lian's light smile.
"I want to go back and have a look at the southeast and northwest flowers we planted at home," Yu Lian said with a smile, "it should be blooming beautifully."
There is a vacant land where the two of them built the house in Wancheng. Slowly, the two of them have planted flowers in the southeast, north and west, and only one color, bright red.
Yu Lian left the hospital and went back to look at it. When he saw the bright red flowers, the smile on his face gradually dimmed.
Yu Lian went not far from the small building again, which has become a tourist attraction in Wancheng, an endless sea of flowers in the south, east, west, and north, in various colors, but most of them are red.
Guan Yixin put the blanket on the ground, and Yu Lian lay down with his head resting on his feet.
Yu Lian and Guan Yixin talked, many of them were laughing and laughing, but Yu Lian's voice gradually became quieter.
"I want to sleep for a while." Yu Lian looked at Guan Yixin and said in a low voice.
"Okay." Guan Yixin smiled, and he took the coat next to him and gently put it on Yu Lian.
"If I can no longer fulfill my dream, can you continue to fulfill it for me?" Yu Lian looked into Guan Yixin's eyes and said.As if wanting to see people into his heart, his eyes clearly reflected Guan Yixin's face looking down at him.
"No, let's finish it together." Guan Yixin said.
He put his hand on Yu Lian's cheek and wrapped it.
"Promise me, okay?" Yu Lian begged a little.
Guan Yixin looked into Yu Lian's eyes for a long time before answering "OK."
Yu Lian once said that he wanted to be a travel writer, and Guan Yixin couldn't get rid of it: "I, I want to be a writer."
"Travel Writer."
“That way you can travel and write at the same time,”
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The flowers in the southeast and northwest are actually not fragrant. The breeze blows only the smell of pollen without the fragrance of flowers.But smelling it can make Yu Lian indulge in it.
Yu Lian is particularly fond of this kind of flower, maybe like its flower language, longing to be loved.
With her head resting on Guan Yixin's lap tilted inward, Yu Lian fell asleep lightly with a smile, but it became the last eternal face Guan Yixin saw.
Always with a smile.
☆、Special episode 1 "May there be me in your world"
"&&££&&££&&££&&££&&££&&£&&££&&££&&&&££&&££&&£" the pastor in the church was addressing the following pair of special lovers in the local language Holy oath.
There are only four people in the small church, two smiling oriental women, a pastor, and a person who is waiting to be sworn in.
It is strange that there seems to be only one newcomer in the church today.
But there was an exquisite box next to that person, I don't know what it contained, but upon closer inspection it seemed to be an urn.
It turns out that they were a very special pair of lovers who were sworn in by the priest in this church today.
A pair of lovers separated by yin and yang.
The decoration inside the small church is not gorgeous, it can be said that it is a bit shabby.
But I heard that lovers who have sworn oaths here will never be separated and will always be together.
The church stood on a small island on the side of a broad meadow, and on the other side was a lake.
The small church with red roof and white walls is reflected in the sparkling lake, which looks quiet and serene.
Without anyone disturbing, the priest inside finished the sacred oath to today's special pair of lovers.
A couple of newlyweds walked out of the chapel. He smiled and gently hugged the box in his hand, and walked slowly along the lake to the grass.
The sun is shining brightly, the breeze is gentle, the water waves in the lake are undulating, and his reflection is reflected on the lake surface, but it is silent and peaceful.
He walked quietly into the grass again, and just buried his feet when he stepped on the shallow and deep grass.
The turquoise grass was blown by the wind, and waves rose again and again.
The two oriental women in the church stood outside the church, watching the newlyweds walking away after taking the oath, how silent was his back.
Disappeared in the distance peacefully.
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He always carries a bag on his back and walks through many places.
The sole purpose is to fulfill one's dreams.
Every year when the rape blossoms are in season, he will go to the promised place to see the rape blossoms according to the agreement.
One has walked everywhere two have walked.
This year's rape blossoms are already in full bloom, and there are as many people as ever, but he can only carry the luggage on his back forever.
There is always a slight smile on his face, which has never changed.
Maybe the person who smiles all the time is not necessarily happy. Maybe that person doesn't know what kind of expression to use to express himself. He has no sadness or joy, so he keeps smiling.
☆、Special episode 2 "Soul of the Deep"
Yuanhun is the guardian between two lovers, but it doesn't match the world's rumors. He is only waiting for one person under Yuanhun Cliff.
When Yuanhun was still a fairy, he lost his most precious thing because of a bet with a person.
As a result, he was restless, accidentally contaminated with mortal dust, and almost fell into the demon world and became a demon.
When I came back to my senses, some things were irreparable.
And he also lost the most important thing, the talisman of the guardian.
Because of his relationship, the two people who would not have any relationship in the world are connected together by a perfect combination of yin and yang.
At that time, the mortal world has always been a marriage between a man and a woman.
Suddenly, two men with outstanding talents and looks broke this law and came together as if they were in love.
The world cursed and slandered them, and the family pressure of the two gradually led to the death of both of them.
Yuanhun blamed himself very much, and when he was about to punish himself soon, he saw the figures of those two people on the reincarnation stone.
Yuanhun activated the reincarnation stone and finished watching their reincarnation road.
Three lives and three generations of love and sorrow.
Yuanhun tried to enter their path of reincarnation, but they could no longer be found.
In the end, he traded his whole life of practice in exchange for meeting them at the bottom of an abyss thousands of years later.
Yuan Hun waited for thousands of years under the abyss, and he planted thousands of soul flowers under the abyss. The bright red color was like weeping blood, which made people dare not look directly at it.
But Yuan Hun never expected that the encounter that was exchanged for a lifetime of practice was not an encounter either.
Then activate the reincarnation stone, they have fallen into the reincarnation of the second generation.
And Yuan Hun also came to the end of being wiped out, three lives and three lives, and he was powerless to change.
In the end, Yuan Hun used all the soul flowers he planted to decipher and change the sins of reincarnation of the three lives and three generations.With the last ounce of thought, Yuanhun entered the next reincarnation with them, and turned into a gray-haired old man, who could meet them at a certain time.
But everything seems to be beyond fate after all.
☆、Special episode 3 "Past Life"
The dark clouds engulfed the last ray of red cloud in the sunset, and the torrential rain came as expected. Yulian and Xuan stood in front of the room leaning against each other, happily watching the heavy rain wash away the dust on the flowers, plants and trees in the courtyard.
"咚咚咚" Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and the two snuggled up to each other looked at each other, Xuan said, "Maybe they are passing by to hide from the rain, let's go and have a look." After speaking, he took Yulian's hand Go towards the door.
Yulian pulled Xuan to prevent him from leaving, Xuan turned around and looked at Yulian suspiciously, "What's the matter?" Yulian smiled and said, "Wait a minute, it's raining so hard, I'll go get an umbrella first." Yulian let go Liao Xuan walked towards the house with his hand.
Xuan held the umbrella in his hand, and gently hugged Yulian into his arms, and the two of them walked towards the gate side by side holding an umbrella.
When they opened the door, they saw a man half-kneeling and half-squatting leaning on the door, his expensive clothes were still stained with blood, and they only heard the man say "help me," and then No more anger.
With a "creak", the carved door was gently pushed open, and Yulian walked into the room with the medicine bowl.
Putting down the medicine bowl and looking at the person lying on the bed, "You're awake." Seeing the person on the bed waking up, Yulian said with a happy smile, "It's about to scare us, you've been in a coma for two days, don't touch me yet Call Xuan Lai, he knows you will be very happy when you wake up." After speaking, Yulian walked out quickly, not forgetting to close the door.
Xuan, who was dealing with the ledger on the case table, heard that someone woke up, immediately dropped the ledger in his hand, and rushed to the place as quickly as possible, full of joy.
Before the person appeared, the voice came to my ears first, "Li'er, you're awake"
The person called Li'er in the room frowned briefly, and then heard the sound of the door being pushed open. The person who came was dressed in blue casual clothes, with a strong and tall figure, thick eyebrows and phoenix eyes, a tall and round nose, matching his thickness His lips may have moved too quickly, and his whole person was a bit embarrassed, and there was still a layer of imperceptible thin sweat on his forehead, but the smiling face also made the whole person look majestic and personable.
Lian Chengxuan walked to the edge of the bed and looked at Li'er happily, "Is there any discomfort there?"
Lian Chengxuan's heart was boiling. If Li'er hadn't rescued him back then, he would have died long ago. When he opened the door and saw the tear mole in the corner of Li'er's eye, he knew it was the savior back then.
You saved me back then, now I will protect you when you are in danger, Lian Chengxuan promised in his heart.
The person called Li'er frowned suspiciously, "I don't know you, who am I?" After speaking, he immediately put his hands on his head, as if in pain.
Lian Chengxuan immediately sat on the edge of the bed, took Li'er's hand off, "If you can't remember it, don't think about it, I'll call the doctor."
When he just got up to order someone to call the doctor, he looked at the medicine bowl on the table beside the bed. Lian Chengxuan picked up the medicine bowl and his hand was still warm to the touch. Looking at Li'er, he said, "It's still hot, let's drink the medicine while it's hot." Well, the medicine will lose its effect when it cools down."
When she just picked up the spoon to feed the person on the bed, Yulian pushed the door and came in. Seeing Xuan feeding him the medicine, she immediately said, "Xuan, let me do it!"
Lian Chengxuan focused on feeding the medicine without looking up at Yulian, "You are here, can Yulian help me to call for a doctor?"
"I've already asked the butler to call, and I'll be here later." Standing beside Xuan, Yulian watched Xuan feed the person on the bed to take medicine, her heart throbbed, and she felt something was slowly passing away. , or he thought too much.
Sick people are prone to sleepiness, and the person on the bed fell asleep after taking the medicine. Lian Chengxuan just put Li'er's hand into the quilt when the doctor came. Xuan told about Li'er's situation after waking up, The doctor took his pulse again and said, "There is nothing serious, it will be fine after a period of recuperation." The doctor hesitated for a while and then said, "Master Lian said that the situation may be amnesia caused by a head injury."
Lian Chengxuan felt nervousness that rarely appeared at ordinary times, and asked the doctor anxiously, "Amnesia, how to cure this?"
The doctor buried his head in arranging the medicine box, and waved his hands when he heard Lian Chengxuan's words, "It doesn't matter, it will recover after a while, and it may take a long time or a lifetime."
When the doctor finished packing the medicine box and was about to leave, he glanced at the dazed Lian Chengxuan and added, "This amnesia is nothing serious, and it won't affect normal life." After finishing speaking, he walked out the door with the medicine box on his back.
Yu Lian, who had been standing next to Xuan, didn't say a word, she silently watched Xuan's rare nervousness, with mixed feelings in her heart, Xuan stayed by Li'er's bed for the next few days, and took a couch casually at night Resting beside Li'er's bed, taking care of her every step of the way.
It wasn't until seven or eight days later that the housekeeper came to ask Xuan to deal with the accountant's affairs, and then he reluctantly left and replaced Yulian to take care of her. Yulian also took care of Li'er with all her heart and soul.
"Li'er, why are you frowning today? Did you remember something?" Yulian put down the dishes in her hand and looked at the person on the bed with a pleasant face and said, "You can live here in peace, don't be afraid, I will Hexuan will protect you."
The person on the bed ignored Yulian's words and said indifferently, "Where's Brother Xuan?"
"Li'er, Xuan has important things to do and can't take care of you anymore, why don't I take care of you?"
"Don't call me Li'er, I've already remembered it, call me Yin Zili, you don't deserve to be called my baby name Li'er" the person on the bed said proudly, completely ignoring Yulian's shock.
Yulian was a little surprised. The Yin family belongs to the royal family and only the current emperor has the surname Yin, and there is no one in the collateral royal family with the surname Yin, let alone common people.After a little bit of astonishment, she immediately came back to her senses, thinking in her heart why you stayed there, Yulian didn't dare to think about it any further.
"The day I woke up, my memory was a little fuzzy, not amnesia. I remembered it when I woke up the next day, and I also remembered Brother Xuan." Yin Zili looked out of the window, without even looking at Yulian. , "Aren't you the young master of Ouyang's family? Why did you come here? The majestic prime minister's house can't live. I overestimated you for coming to live in such a place. A young man who has fallen into dust is no more than that. It's a good thing you went to Xianya to learn martial arts, and you wasted your reputation as Young Master Qingyu," Yin Zili cast a contemptuous glance at Yulian after saying these words in mockery.
Yin Zili was very happy when he woke up the next day. Brother Xuan, who had been looking for so long, finally found him. After a while, when he heard Brother Xuan said that he had a lover, his mood fell to the bottom. When he saw Brother Xuan again When she fell in love with Ouyang Yulian, her whole body returned to normal. Ouyang Yulian had severed ties with everyone in the prime minister's mansion. He knew this. Now that masculinity is prevalent, Prime Minister Ouyang is a person who does not accept masculinity. Knowing that his son fell in love with the man, he immediately cut off the father-son relationship with Ouyang Yulian, and asked him to cut off contact with the prime minister's mansion. It was publicized in the capital for a long time that year.
Ouyang Yulian, known as the son of Qingyu, who is as beautiful as jade, has nothing to do with the prime minister's mansion. What are you going to do with me? Brother Xuan, my father is different. I have an older brother who even married to a neighboring country, Xuan My brother will definitely be mine, Yin Zili silently swears in his heart after thinking about it.
After hearing these words, Yulian took the packed dishes, turned around and left, and when she opened the door, she paused and turned her back to Yin Zili and said, "I'm going to tell Xuan that you remember." After speaking, she closed it The door of the room ignored the roar of people behind and the sound of throwing things.
"Ouyang Yulian, don't you call him Mr. Qingyu? People in the capital call Mr. Qingyu generous and kind, why is it that you have become a rat-bellied man now?" Lian Chengxuan bit Ouyang Yulian very much. Heavy, giving people a particularly angry feeling, and the fact is that they are very angry.
Yulian panicked when she heard Xuan said that he was a rat-bellied chicken, and what she said directly hit Lian Chengxuan's restricted area, "It's not like this Xuan, he really doesn't have amnesia, and his surname is Yin, and he belongs to the royal family. Zhongren, this is what he told me personally, I didn't..." Yulian wanted to hug Xuan nervously while talking, but just touching Xuan's arm was swung away vigorously, holding her back. Cheng Xuan used some internal force to overturn Yulian to the ground.
"How many times have you said that Li'er has no amnesia? If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have guessed that you are still such a person, Mr. Qingyu, not to mention your small belly, you have to make more progress." Lian Chengxuan just met Ouyang Yu Lian looked at him with eyes full of disdain, which deeply hurt Yulian's heart.
Yulian was half lying on the ground, the corner of her mouth was bloodshot and her eyes were red and swollen, she looked at Lian Chengxuan, "You used internal force on me because of him," Yulian said weakly, with a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth.
Lian Chengxuan saw the blood at the corner of Yulian's mouth, and apologized to his mind, but it disappeared in a flash. He raised his hands to help Yulian and immediately put them down, looking at him with an unfamiliar look. Standing still, not overwhelmed by the picture in front of you.
Yulian slowly got up, without looking at Lian Chengxuan, she said heavily, "Xuan Ruo, I mean if he can't remember for the rest of his life, will you take care of him for the rest of his life?" After speaking, she turned sideways and walked behind Lian Chengxuan , standing back to back.
"Are you cursing him? Ouyang Yulian and I, Lian Chengxuan, will tell you right now that even if Li'er won't be remembered for the rest of his life, I plan to take care of him forever," Lian Chengxuan said this so sincerely that he completely forgot about Yu's love. Lian was the one he swore to protect and take care of for the rest of his life.
Yulian turned around and looked at Xuan's back, her eyes were red and swollen, then she lowered her head and asked, "What about me?"
Lian Chengxuan was silent for a while, and sighed softly, "Yulian, you can stay or go back to your Ouyang's house, I won't force you."
Yulian smiled sarcastically, "Hehe! Stay, then what is it for me to stay here, can I go back home?" After speaking, her eyes could no longer hold tears, she turned and left this suffocating environment. The room suffocates people.
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It was already early winter, and some people on the street were already wrapped in thick gowns, but a man in white single clothes appeared on the street. Finally, the tiredness on his face could not conceal his unrefined temperament. His picturesque features and his thin white clothes made him look out of place when walking on the street. People passing by all looked at the man in white in a daze, and looked closely at the man in white. Hold something tightly.
The man in white walked forward with a little emptiness in his eyes.
Finally stopped in front of a gate.
The person who came to open the door after a while saw that it was his young master who had disappeared for two months, so he happily let people in without stopping him.
Yulian walked into the house that made him sad again. Seeing Yulian coming back, Yin Zili immediately became vigilant, "Why are you coming back? I won't let you see brother Xuan." Yin Zili's tone of voice was less A little bit of arrogance, a little more nervous.
"I didn't come back to see him, I just came to pick up something, but I want to trouble you to give him something." After finishing speaking, without even looking at Yin Zili, he brushed past and walked forward.
Seeing everything in the courtyard, Yulian's heart ached uncontrollably, and his stomach was also aching. It seemed that he was doing well after leaving Lianchengxuan, and in Lianchengxuan's heart, he just forgot, A few years of getting along is not worth Li'er, who is less than a month. Just because Li'er saved your life, you have to give him your body. Maybe you are already tired of it, and this just happens to be an opportunity.
It's already early winter, and the ancient sycamore tree in the courtyard is shedding its leaves at the fastest speed.Yulian stopped under the sycamore tree. It was just an excuse to come back to get things, but I still have a souvenir here, and I want to come back and have a look. , The grass grows in autumn, looking at the fallen sycamore leaves in front of him, his eyes are a little sore, he also wants to fall freely like the fallen leaves.
Knowing that Yin Zili hadn't left, Yulian had been following behind, she put away her pessimistic look and turned around, "Li'er, can you give this to him?" As she spoke, she walked towards Yin Zili, and took half of the shallow money in her hand. Give him the green jade.
Yin Zili paused for a while before raising his hand to take it. He was a little shocked when he saw the thing in his hand. It was half-eaten and there was a faint redness in the jade, which looked like a word for "Yuan". Yin Zili was churning in his heart. , I will not give it to Brother Xuan, this must be your token of love, it is impossible to reconnect with Brother Xuan.
Before Yin Zili could say anything, Yulian walked towards the gate, her back looked much thinner than when she first met, and the thin clothes made her thin back even more lonely.
Yin Zili put away the jade and went to Brother Xuan. Standing outside the door, a smell of alcohol infiltrated his nose. Yin Zili frowned and pushed the door open and walked in. He saw someone drunk lying on the table. Lethargic.
"Brother Xuan, wake up, let's go to bed and sleep," the sleepy man remained unmoved. Seeing that he couldn't wake up, Yin Zili put Lian Chengxuan's arm on his shoulder with one hand, An arm wrapped around his waist to prop him up vigorously, and he limped towards the bed in the house.
As soon as he lifted the person up, he felt the heavy weight making his injured foot ache. Yin Zili frowned and gritted his teeth and moved the person onto the bed with pain. After a few steps, the person broke out in a thin sweat. One hastily failed to hold them steady, and the two fell heavily on the edge of the bed.
Lian Chengxuan showed signs of waking up, murmured in a daze and couldn't hear clearly, Yin Zili stretched his head over and asked, "Brother Xuan, what are you talking about".
Lian Chengxuan touched the person with his hand, and his whisper changed into shouting "Yulian, you are back, don't go away, don't leave me" and hugged the person in his arms tightly after speaking.
The people who shouted were sincere, and the faces of those who listened turned pale.
When Yin Zili heard the name called, he was instantly discouraged and pushed hard, but the harder he pushed, the tighter he was hugged.
Feeling that the person in his arms was resisting him, Lian Chengxuan blocked the mouth of the person in his arms with his mouth, and the person in his arms stopped struggling. Feeling that it was so useful, his hands also moved and unscrupulously lifted the clothes on his body roam.
When Lian Chengxuan's lips came close, Yin Zili felt a jolt all over his body, and when his hands wandered around his body again, he was pulled back and resisted even harder.
The clothes were torn apart with a sound of "嗤", and Lian Chengxuan's possessive desire was aroused by the more violent struggle of the person in his arms. He stood up and threw the person on the bed and attached himself to it. Only the sound of cracking silk and Yin Zili's vague voice were heard. Shouts.
Lian Chengxuan was dizzy when he woke up and stood up. He saw that his head was cleared up a lot, and in a blink of an eye he saw Li'er lying in it. His eyes widened in shock, and he immediately got up and got out of bed, but Afraid of waking up the person on the bed and seeing embarrassment, he dressed and washed lightly, walked out the door and looked at the ancient plane tree, like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.
Lian Chengxuan was sitting in the study looking at the portrait and touching the portrait's face, with a look of deep thought and sorrow on his face, a servant hurried over, "Master, Master, Master" The servant called several times before waking up to look at the portrait. Portrait of a man in ecstasy "Wake up, Mr. Li"
Lian Chengxuan heard that he woke up, sighed and thought about the wording of the meeting, and walked unhurriedly, after all, he was the one who was sorry for Li'er.
Seeing the person on the bed apologizing, "I'm sorry Li'er, let's have something to eat!" After speaking, he didn't want to look at the person again, and went outside to order someone to prepare the meal.
The person on the bed said softly and cautiously, "Brother Xuan, will you be with me forever? I'm already yours." The person who hadn't walked out of the house heard a shock, and didn't turn around but just turned his head Said "No, I said earlier that I love Yulian, it is impossible for me and you." Maybe he had such thoughts at the time, but with Yulian's departure, it is gone.
"But he's already left. If you're with me, I won't even if he comes back..."
"That's enough, you don't need to say it, Yulian doesn't allow this kind of thing," sharing the same man with others, maybe now Yulian can't forgive her.He closed his eyes in pain, "Get up and eat something! If you don't remember that I gave this house to you, just treat it as your home." After finishing speaking, she went out and ordered the servant to come in and wait for Li'er to change her clothes.
Brother Xuan, when you hugged Li'er, you called him by his name. Do you know how uncomfortable Li'er feels?But Li'er thought that it was Li'er who was by your side, and after a while you would have Li'er in your heart, so Li'er was relieved.
When the boy came out with the torn clothes in his arms, something fell out of the clothes, which attracted Lian Chengxuan's attention. When he saw the light red color on the thing that fell out, he walked over to pick it up uncertainly, half A piece of jade, with a faintly visible word Yuan on it, Lian Chengxuan took out the half of the jade that he had with him, and his breathing stopped suddenly.
When Yin Zili saw two identical half pieces of jade through the crack of the open door, his face instantly lost color and became pale and feeble.
The door was hurriedly pushed open, looking at the pale Li'er, "When did he give it to you?"
Yin Zili faltered and said, "This is mine, he hasn't come back"
Lian Chengxuan laughed twice, "Hehe, where did you come from?"
Yin Zili couldn't answer, "I..."
Without waiting for Yin Zili's answer, he slammed the door and walked out.
Yulian came back to Lianchengxuan but didn't know, when he saw the half piece of jade, he realized how much Yulian's heart hurt at that time, how much pain and giving up could make Yulian choose to go to Yuanhun Cliff.
It was already sunset when Lian Chengxuan rode his horse and hurried to Yuanhun Cliff, half of the sky was covered with red clouds, and the twilight brilliance was faintly visible, shining on his body as if it was a world away.
When I saw the stone engraved with the words "Yuanhun", I got off my horse and walked towards the abyss on foot. I took a step forward, and my heart ached, until I saw a white figure when I was almost numb from the pain, "Yulian..." The voice choked Unable to speak, he stared at the familiar figure without blinking, as if he would stare at Qiushui and break his heart.
The figure turned around slowly when he heard the voice, "You are here" made people feel sad and sad, with a little light in despair, and a little joy in sadness.
The wind blows the leaves rustling, the branches sway, and the last ray of sunset shines down on the two people who are looking at each other from a distance. If time stops at this moment, how quiet it would be.Looking at each other from a distance is not as good as the king, it must be a tear-jerking painting.
"Yulian, can I go there?" Lian Chengxuan stretched out his hand and stared affectionately.
"Xuan, you were the one who took me to a distant place that year, are you willing to let me take you far away at this moment?" Feeling like she was about to fall from her precarious body, Yulian looked back at Xuan's affectionate gaze, waiting for the moment of rebirth Chance.
"Okay, I'll go with you." The last ray of light on the horizon made the plants and trees on the cliff even more vibrant.Upon hearing Xuan's answer, Yulian let out the most beautiful smile in the past two months, and walked back slowly step by step.
Xuan stood still, not daring to move, waiting for his lover's return with slightly open arms.
When Yulian slowly walked a few steps away from Xuan, she saw something pale and stopped in her tracks, and the hope that had just arisen was instantly extinguished.
Xuan saw the person who was a few steps away from him retreating in small steps, and panicked, "Yulian, what's wrong with you, I would like to go far away with you." Seeing Yulian retreating, he also asked He took a few steps forward but was ordered to stop.
His face became paler and he said shocking words, "What is on your neck, hehehe!" He laughed desolately, "You left with me, what about him? You go back, I don't need you anymore." The last ray of light in my heart After being destroyed, the abyss here is his destination, and he will wait for you to die together below.
"If a person loves and separates the soul from the abyss,
Do not come here to continue the next life.
If a person has a negative lovesickness,
The abyss is the habitat.
Waiting for Naihe to whiten his head again,
It is robbery and resentment. "
Fluttering in white clothes, standing on the edge of the cliff, taking a light step forward, but the person fell at the fastest speed, the dusk could not stay, and the sky projected a fleeting brilliance.
"Yulian——" The ending sound is very long, it sounds like it has been several centuries, and it is too late to run over, but the person I want to catch slowly disappears, leaving a suffocating air.
"Yulian Jade Lotus Jade Lotus..." The cry was longer and more desolate than the last, and there was no response even to the echo.
Yu Lian still shook his head.
"I'll accompany you into the operating room, and I'll keep holding your hand, okay, don't let go." Guan Yixin coaxed.
"That's how you get better."
Yu Lian still shook her head, tears streaming down her sides.
"Yu Lian..." Guan Yixin frowned deeply.
"Okay, I promise you, we don't do bone marrow transplants." Guan Yixin said, the smile on his face was uglier than crying, and he touched Yu Lian's forehead gently.
"Guan Yixin," Feng Jing called from behind.
"Are you really giving up?" Feng Jing said.
Guan Yixin didn't look at Feng Jing, but nodded at Yu Lian, smiling reassuringly.
Feng Jing stood in the ward watching the two of them for a while, picked up the report card Guan Yixin put on the table next to the bed, and walked out of the ward.
If there is no transplant operation, the chance of surviving is almost zero. This is the answer given by Yu Lian's attending doctor and the experts who treated Yu Lian.
Of course, bone marrow transplantation is not 100%, but at least there is hope.
Feng Jing didn't believe that Guan Yixin would make such a decision, so he asked the nurse to inform and contact Ling Shu.
Three days later, Yu Lian was pushed into the laminar flow room to undergo transplantation.
Yu Lian didn't know, because bone marrow transplantation didn't require surgery.
As said, Guan Yixin accompanied Yu Lian into the sterile ward, and never let go of Yu Lian's hand.
Yu Lian had a long, long dream. The scene in the dream was very clear, and he could see all the people and things clearly, and he could feel them.
He saw clearly the face that he couldn't see clearly in his dream once upon a time.
It turned out that the person who was close at hand in his dream but couldn't see clearly was Guan Yixin.
The two had been happy together in their dreams and had gone through many happy times.
After waking up, he was still in a ward that didn’t look like a ward. He turned his head slightly and saw Guan Yixin sitting next to the bed, looking at him with a mask on, and then narrowed his eyes slightly, probably looking at him Woke up and laughed.
Yu Lian also smiled bleakly, seeing the face overlapping with the person in the dream, she suddenly became frightened and at a loss.
In the early stage after Yu Lian's bone marrow implantation, all the adverse reactions appeared, such as nausea, vomiting, parotid gland swelling and pain, which made his will gradually weaken. After a week, these symptoms still persisted, accompanied by Infection, fever, anemia, and bleeding. When the blood picture should have returned to normal after more than 20 days, Yu Lian's platelets still couldn't produce automatic blood coagulation, but everything seemed to be normal again.
Maybe Yu Lian guessed something, and slowly began to resist.
When a patient is fighting against a serious illness, willpower is the most important thing, but Yu Lian, on the contrary, seems to have no will to survive.
Guan Yixin talked a lot with Yu Lian, but it didn't seem to help.
One month after the bone marrow implantation, Yu Lian's condition seemed to improve.
This day Yu Lian woke up early, and looked at Guan Yixin who was lying on the edge of his bed without blinking. The smile on his face stretched all the time, and he stretched out his hand to gently touch the person sleeping on the edge of his bed.
I don't know how long Yu Lian just watched like this, reaching out to touch gently until dawn, and the nurse came in to make rounds.
Guan Yixin woke up with a start, looked up and saw that Yu Lian was awake, and smiled after being slightly surprised.
After the nurse gave Yu Lian an injection and left, Yu Lian smiled and said, "Let's go home, shall we?"
Guan Yixin shook his head reflexively, and then nodded slightly when he saw Yu Lian's light smile.
"I want to go back and have a look at the southeast and northwest flowers we planted at home," Yu Lian said with a smile, "it should be blooming beautifully."
There is a vacant land where the two of them built the house in Wancheng. Slowly, the two of them have planted flowers in the southeast, north and west, and only one color, bright red.
Yu Lian left the hospital and went back to look at it. When he saw the bright red flowers, the smile on his face gradually dimmed.
Yu Lian went not far from the small building again, which has become a tourist attraction in Wancheng, an endless sea of flowers in the south, east, west, and north, in various colors, but most of them are red.
Guan Yixin put the blanket on the ground, and Yu Lian lay down with his head resting on his feet.
Yu Lian and Guan Yixin talked, many of them were laughing and laughing, but Yu Lian's voice gradually became quieter.
"I want to sleep for a while." Yu Lian looked at Guan Yixin and said in a low voice.
"Okay." Guan Yixin smiled, and he took the coat next to him and gently put it on Yu Lian.
"If I can no longer fulfill my dream, can you continue to fulfill it for me?" Yu Lian looked into Guan Yixin's eyes and said.As if wanting to see people into his heart, his eyes clearly reflected Guan Yixin's face looking down at him.
"No, let's finish it together." Guan Yixin said.
He put his hand on Yu Lian's cheek and wrapped it.
"Promise me, okay?" Yu Lian begged a little.
Guan Yixin looked into Yu Lian's eyes for a long time before answering "OK."
Yu Lian once said that he wanted to be a travel writer, and Guan Yixin couldn't get rid of it: "I, I want to be a writer."
"Travel Writer."
“That way you can travel and write at the same time,”
"……………………"
The flowers in the southeast and northwest are actually not fragrant. The breeze blows only the smell of pollen without the fragrance of flowers.But smelling it can make Yu Lian indulge in it.
Yu Lian is particularly fond of this kind of flower, maybe like its flower language, longing to be loved.
With her head resting on Guan Yixin's lap tilted inward, Yu Lian fell asleep lightly with a smile, but it became the last eternal face Guan Yixin saw.
Always with a smile.
☆、Special episode 1 "May there be me in your world"
"&&££&&££&&££&&££&&££&&£&&££&&££&&&&££&&££&&£" the pastor in the church was addressing the following pair of special lovers in the local language Holy oath.
There are only four people in the small church, two smiling oriental women, a pastor, and a person who is waiting to be sworn in.
It is strange that there seems to be only one newcomer in the church today.
But there was an exquisite box next to that person, I don't know what it contained, but upon closer inspection it seemed to be an urn.
It turns out that they were a very special pair of lovers who were sworn in by the priest in this church today.
A pair of lovers separated by yin and yang.
The decoration inside the small church is not gorgeous, it can be said that it is a bit shabby.
But I heard that lovers who have sworn oaths here will never be separated and will always be together.
The church stood on a small island on the side of a broad meadow, and on the other side was a lake.
The small church with red roof and white walls is reflected in the sparkling lake, which looks quiet and serene.
Without anyone disturbing, the priest inside finished the sacred oath to today's special pair of lovers.
A couple of newlyweds walked out of the chapel. He smiled and gently hugged the box in his hand, and walked slowly along the lake to the grass.
The sun is shining brightly, the breeze is gentle, the water waves in the lake are undulating, and his reflection is reflected on the lake surface, but it is silent and peaceful.
He walked quietly into the grass again, and just buried his feet when he stepped on the shallow and deep grass.
The turquoise grass was blown by the wind, and waves rose again and again.
The two oriental women in the church stood outside the church, watching the newlyweds walking away after taking the oath, how silent was his back.
Disappeared in the distance peacefully.
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He always carries a bag on his back and walks through many places.
The sole purpose is to fulfill one's dreams.
Every year when the rape blossoms are in season, he will go to the promised place to see the rape blossoms according to the agreement.
One has walked everywhere two have walked.
This year's rape blossoms are already in full bloom, and there are as many people as ever, but he can only carry the luggage on his back forever.
There is always a slight smile on his face, which has never changed.
Maybe the person who smiles all the time is not necessarily happy. Maybe that person doesn't know what kind of expression to use to express himself. He has no sadness or joy, so he keeps smiling.
☆、Special episode 2 "Soul of the Deep"
Yuanhun is the guardian between two lovers, but it doesn't match the world's rumors. He is only waiting for one person under Yuanhun Cliff.
When Yuanhun was still a fairy, he lost his most precious thing because of a bet with a person.
As a result, he was restless, accidentally contaminated with mortal dust, and almost fell into the demon world and became a demon.
When I came back to my senses, some things were irreparable.
And he also lost the most important thing, the talisman of the guardian.
Because of his relationship, the two people who would not have any relationship in the world are connected together by a perfect combination of yin and yang.
At that time, the mortal world has always been a marriage between a man and a woman.
Suddenly, two men with outstanding talents and looks broke this law and came together as if they were in love.
The world cursed and slandered them, and the family pressure of the two gradually led to the death of both of them.
Yuanhun blamed himself very much, and when he was about to punish himself soon, he saw the figures of those two people on the reincarnation stone.
Yuanhun activated the reincarnation stone and finished watching their reincarnation road.
Three lives and three generations of love and sorrow.
Yuanhun tried to enter their path of reincarnation, but they could no longer be found.
In the end, he traded his whole life of practice in exchange for meeting them at the bottom of an abyss thousands of years later.
Yuan Hun waited for thousands of years under the abyss, and he planted thousands of soul flowers under the abyss. The bright red color was like weeping blood, which made people dare not look directly at it.
But Yuan Hun never expected that the encounter that was exchanged for a lifetime of practice was not an encounter either.
Then activate the reincarnation stone, they have fallen into the reincarnation of the second generation.
And Yuan Hun also came to the end of being wiped out, three lives and three lives, and he was powerless to change.
In the end, Yuan Hun used all the soul flowers he planted to decipher and change the sins of reincarnation of the three lives and three generations.With the last ounce of thought, Yuanhun entered the next reincarnation with them, and turned into a gray-haired old man, who could meet them at a certain time.
But everything seems to be beyond fate after all.
☆、Special episode 3 "Past Life"
The dark clouds engulfed the last ray of red cloud in the sunset, and the torrential rain came as expected. Yulian and Xuan stood in front of the room leaning against each other, happily watching the heavy rain wash away the dust on the flowers, plants and trees in the courtyard.
"咚咚咚" Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and the two snuggled up to each other looked at each other, Xuan said, "Maybe they are passing by to hide from the rain, let's go and have a look." After speaking, he took Yulian's hand Go towards the door.
Yulian pulled Xuan to prevent him from leaving, Xuan turned around and looked at Yulian suspiciously, "What's the matter?" Yulian smiled and said, "Wait a minute, it's raining so hard, I'll go get an umbrella first." Yulian let go Liao Xuan walked towards the house with his hand.
Xuan held the umbrella in his hand, and gently hugged Yulian into his arms, and the two of them walked towards the gate side by side holding an umbrella.
When they opened the door, they saw a man half-kneeling and half-squatting leaning on the door, his expensive clothes were still stained with blood, and they only heard the man say "help me," and then No more anger.
With a "creak", the carved door was gently pushed open, and Yulian walked into the room with the medicine bowl.
Putting down the medicine bowl and looking at the person lying on the bed, "You're awake." Seeing the person on the bed waking up, Yulian said with a happy smile, "It's about to scare us, you've been in a coma for two days, don't touch me yet Call Xuan Lai, he knows you will be very happy when you wake up." After speaking, Yulian walked out quickly, not forgetting to close the door.
Xuan, who was dealing with the ledger on the case table, heard that someone woke up, immediately dropped the ledger in his hand, and rushed to the place as quickly as possible, full of joy.
Before the person appeared, the voice came to my ears first, "Li'er, you're awake"
The person called Li'er in the room frowned briefly, and then heard the sound of the door being pushed open. The person who came was dressed in blue casual clothes, with a strong and tall figure, thick eyebrows and phoenix eyes, a tall and round nose, matching his thickness His lips may have moved too quickly, and his whole person was a bit embarrassed, and there was still a layer of imperceptible thin sweat on his forehead, but the smiling face also made the whole person look majestic and personable.
Lian Chengxuan walked to the edge of the bed and looked at Li'er happily, "Is there any discomfort there?"
Lian Chengxuan's heart was boiling. If Li'er hadn't rescued him back then, he would have died long ago. When he opened the door and saw the tear mole in the corner of Li'er's eye, he knew it was the savior back then.
You saved me back then, now I will protect you when you are in danger, Lian Chengxuan promised in his heart.
The person called Li'er frowned suspiciously, "I don't know you, who am I?" After speaking, he immediately put his hands on his head, as if in pain.
Lian Chengxuan immediately sat on the edge of the bed, took Li'er's hand off, "If you can't remember it, don't think about it, I'll call the doctor."
When he just got up to order someone to call the doctor, he looked at the medicine bowl on the table beside the bed. Lian Chengxuan picked up the medicine bowl and his hand was still warm to the touch. Looking at Li'er, he said, "It's still hot, let's drink the medicine while it's hot." Well, the medicine will lose its effect when it cools down."
When she just picked up the spoon to feed the person on the bed, Yulian pushed the door and came in. Seeing Xuan feeding him the medicine, she immediately said, "Xuan, let me do it!"
Lian Chengxuan focused on feeding the medicine without looking up at Yulian, "You are here, can Yulian help me to call for a doctor?"
"I've already asked the butler to call, and I'll be here later." Standing beside Xuan, Yulian watched Xuan feed the person on the bed to take medicine, her heart throbbed, and she felt something was slowly passing away. , or he thought too much.
Sick people are prone to sleepiness, and the person on the bed fell asleep after taking the medicine. Lian Chengxuan just put Li'er's hand into the quilt when the doctor came. Xuan told about Li'er's situation after waking up, The doctor took his pulse again and said, "There is nothing serious, it will be fine after a period of recuperation." The doctor hesitated for a while and then said, "Master Lian said that the situation may be amnesia caused by a head injury."
Lian Chengxuan felt nervousness that rarely appeared at ordinary times, and asked the doctor anxiously, "Amnesia, how to cure this?"
The doctor buried his head in arranging the medicine box, and waved his hands when he heard Lian Chengxuan's words, "It doesn't matter, it will recover after a while, and it may take a long time or a lifetime."
When the doctor finished packing the medicine box and was about to leave, he glanced at the dazed Lian Chengxuan and added, "This amnesia is nothing serious, and it won't affect normal life." After finishing speaking, he walked out the door with the medicine box on his back.
Yu Lian, who had been standing next to Xuan, didn't say a word, she silently watched Xuan's rare nervousness, with mixed feelings in her heart, Xuan stayed by Li'er's bed for the next few days, and took a couch casually at night Resting beside Li'er's bed, taking care of her every step of the way.
It wasn't until seven or eight days later that the housekeeper came to ask Xuan to deal with the accountant's affairs, and then he reluctantly left and replaced Yulian to take care of her. Yulian also took care of Li'er with all her heart and soul.
"Li'er, why are you frowning today? Did you remember something?" Yulian put down the dishes in her hand and looked at the person on the bed with a pleasant face and said, "You can live here in peace, don't be afraid, I will Hexuan will protect you."
The person on the bed ignored Yulian's words and said indifferently, "Where's Brother Xuan?"
"Li'er, Xuan has important things to do and can't take care of you anymore, why don't I take care of you?"
"Don't call me Li'er, I've already remembered it, call me Yin Zili, you don't deserve to be called my baby name Li'er" the person on the bed said proudly, completely ignoring Yulian's shock.
Yulian was a little surprised. The Yin family belongs to the royal family and only the current emperor has the surname Yin, and there is no one in the collateral royal family with the surname Yin, let alone common people.After a little bit of astonishment, she immediately came back to her senses, thinking in her heart why you stayed there, Yulian didn't dare to think about it any further.
"The day I woke up, my memory was a little fuzzy, not amnesia. I remembered it when I woke up the next day, and I also remembered Brother Xuan." Yin Zili looked out of the window, without even looking at Yulian. , "Aren't you the young master of Ouyang's family? Why did you come here? The majestic prime minister's house can't live. I overestimated you for coming to live in such a place. A young man who has fallen into dust is no more than that. It's a good thing you went to Xianya to learn martial arts, and you wasted your reputation as Young Master Qingyu," Yin Zili cast a contemptuous glance at Yulian after saying these words in mockery.
Yin Zili was very happy when he woke up the next day. Brother Xuan, who had been looking for so long, finally found him. After a while, when he heard Brother Xuan said that he had a lover, his mood fell to the bottom. When he saw Brother Xuan again When she fell in love with Ouyang Yulian, her whole body returned to normal. Ouyang Yulian had severed ties with everyone in the prime minister's mansion. He knew this. Now that masculinity is prevalent, Prime Minister Ouyang is a person who does not accept masculinity. Knowing that his son fell in love with the man, he immediately cut off the father-son relationship with Ouyang Yulian, and asked him to cut off contact with the prime minister's mansion. It was publicized in the capital for a long time that year.
Ouyang Yulian, known as the son of Qingyu, who is as beautiful as jade, has nothing to do with the prime minister's mansion. What are you going to do with me? Brother Xuan, my father is different. I have an older brother who even married to a neighboring country, Xuan My brother will definitely be mine, Yin Zili silently swears in his heart after thinking about it.
After hearing these words, Yulian took the packed dishes, turned around and left, and when she opened the door, she paused and turned her back to Yin Zili and said, "I'm going to tell Xuan that you remember." After speaking, she closed it The door of the room ignored the roar of people behind and the sound of throwing things.
"Ouyang Yulian, don't you call him Mr. Qingyu? People in the capital call Mr. Qingyu generous and kind, why is it that you have become a rat-bellied man now?" Lian Chengxuan bit Ouyang Yulian very much. Heavy, giving people a particularly angry feeling, and the fact is that they are very angry.
Yulian panicked when she heard Xuan said that he was a rat-bellied chicken, and what she said directly hit Lian Chengxuan's restricted area, "It's not like this Xuan, he really doesn't have amnesia, and his surname is Yin, and he belongs to the royal family. Zhongren, this is what he told me personally, I didn't..." Yulian wanted to hug Xuan nervously while talking, but just touching Xuan's arm was swung away vigorously, holding her back. Cheng Xuan used some internal force to overturn Yulian to the ground.
"How many times have you said that Li'er has no amnesia? If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have guessed that you are still such a person, Mr. Qingyu, not to mention your small belly, you have to make more progress." Lian Chengxuan just met Ouyang Yu Lian looked at him with eyes full of disdain, which deeply hurt Yulian's heart.
Yulian was half lying on the ground, the corner of her mouth was bloodshot and her eyes were red and swollen, she looked at Lian Chengxuan, "You used internal force on me because of him," Yulian said weakly, with a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth.
Lian Chengxuan saw the blood at the corner of Yulian's mouth, and apologized to his mind, but it disappeared in a flash. He raised his hands to help Yulian and immediately put them down, looking at him with an unfamiliar look. Standing still, not overwhelmed by the picture in front of you.
Yulian slowly got up, without looking at Lian Chengxuan, she said heavily, "Xuan Ruo, I mean if he can't remember for the rest of his life, will you take care of him for the rest of his life?" After speaking, she turned sideways and walked behind Lian Chengxuan , standing back to back.
"Are you cursing him? Ouyang Yulian and I, Lian Chengxuan, will tell you right now that even if Li'er won't be remembered for the rest of his life, I plan to take care of him forever," Lian Chengxuan said this so sincerely that he completely forgot about Yu's love. Lian was the one he swore to protect and take care of for the rest of his life.
Yulian turned around and looked at Xuan's back, her eyes were red and swollen, then she lowered her head and asked, "What about me?"
Lian Chengxuan was silent for a while, and sighed softly, "Yulian, you can stay or go back to your Ouyang's house, I won't force you."
Yulian smiled sarcastically, "Hehe! Stay, then what is it for me to stay here, can I go back home?" After speaking, her eyes could no longer hold tears, she turned and left this suffocating environment. The room suffocates people.
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It was already early winter, and some people on the street were already wrapped in thick gowns, but a man in white single clothes appeared on the street. Finally, the tiredness on his face could not conceal his unrefined temperament. His picturesque features and his thin white clothes made him look out of place when walking on the street. People passing by all looked at the man in white in a daze, and looked closely at the man in white. Hold something tightly.
The man in white walked forward with a little emptiness in his eyes.
Finally stopped in front of a gate.
The person who came to open the door after a while saw that it was his young master who had disappeared for two months, so he happily let people in without stopping him.
Yulian walked into the house that made him sad again. Seeing Yulian coming back, Yin Zili immediately became vigilant, "Why are you coming back? I won't let you see brother Xuan." Yin Zili's tone of voice was less A little bit of arrogance, a little more nervous.
"I didn't come back to see him, I just came to pick up something, but I want to trouble you to give him something." After finishing speaking, without even looking at Yin Zili, he brushed past and walked forward.
Seeing everything in the courtyard, Yulian's heart ached uncontrollably, and his stomach was also aching. It seemed that he was doing well after leaving Lianchengxuan, and in Lianchengxuan's heart, he just forgot, A few years of getting along is not worth Li'er, who is less than a month. Just because Li'er saved your life, you have to give him your body. Maybe you are already tired of it, and this just happens to be an opportunity.
It's already early winter, and the ancient sycamore tree in the courtyard is shedding its leaves at the fastest speed.Yulian stopped under the sycamore tree. It was just an excuse to come back to get things, but I still have a souvenir here, and I want to come back and have a look. , The grass grows in autumn, looking at the fallen sycamore leaves in front of him, his eyes are a little sore, he also wants to fall freely like the fallen leaves.
Knowing that Yin Zili hadn't left, Yulian had been following behind, she put away her pessimistic look and turned around, "Li'er, can you give this to him?" As she spoke, she walked towards Yin Zili, and took half of the shallow money in her hand. Give him the green jade.
Yin Zili paused for a while before raising his hand to take it. He was a little shocked when he saw the thing in his hand. It was half-eaten and there was a faint redness in the jade, which looked like a word for "Yuan". Yin Zili was churning in his heart. , I will not give it to Brother Xuan, this must be your token of love, it is impossible to reconnect with Brother Xuan.
Before Yin Zili could say anything, Yulian walked towards the gate, her back looked much thinner than when she first met, and the thin clothes made her thin back even more lonely.
Yin Zili put away the jade and went to Brother Xuan. Standing outside the door, a smell of alcohol infiltrated his nose. Yin Zili frowned and pushed the door open and walked in. He saw someone drunk lying on the table. Lethargic.
"Brother Xuan, wake up, let's go to bed and sleep," the sleepy man remained unmoved. Seeing that he couldn't wake up, Yin Zili put Lian Chengxuan's arm on his shoulder with one hand, An arm wrapped around his waist to prop him up vigorously, and he limped towards the bed in the house.
As soon as he lifted the person up, he felt the heavy weight making his injured foot ache. Yin Zili frowned and gritted his teeth and moved the person onto the bed with pain. After a few steps, the person broke out in a thin sweat. One hastily failed to hold them steady, and the two fell heavily on the edge of the bed.
Lian Chengxuan showed signs of waking up, murmured in a daze and couldn't hear clearly, Yin Zili stretched his head over and asked, "Brother Xuan, what are you talking about".
Lian Chengxuan touched the person with his hand, and his whisper changed into shouting "Yulian, you are back, don't go away, don't leave me" and hugged the person in his arms tightly after speaking.
The people who shouted were sincere, and the faces of those who listened turned pale.
When Yin Zili heard the name called, he was instantly discouraged and pushed hard, but the harder he pushed, the tighter he was hugged.
Feeling that the person in his arms was resisting him, Lian Chengxuan blocked the mouth of the person in his arms with his mouth, and the person in his arms stopped struggling. Feeling that it was so useful, his hands also moved and unscrupulously lifted the clothes on his body roam.
When Lian Chengxuan's lips came close, Yin Zili felt a jolt all over his body, and when his hands wandered around his body again, he was pulled back and resisted even harder.
The clothes were torn apart with a sound of "嗤", and Lian Chengxuan's possessive desire was aroused by the more violent struggle of the person in his arms. He stood up and threw the person on the bed and attached himself to it. Only the sound of cracking silk and Yin Zili's vague voice were heard. Shouts.
Lian Chengxuan was dizzy when he woke up and stood up. He saw that his head was cleared up a lot, and in a blink of an eye he saw Li'er lying in it. His eyes widened in shock, and he immediately got up and got out of bed, but Afraid of waking up the person on the bed and seeing embarrassment, he dressed and washed lightly, walked out the door and looked at the ancient plane tree, like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.
Lian Chengxuan was sitting in the study looking at the portrait and touching the portrait's face, with a look of deep thought and sorrow on his face, a servant hurried over, "Master, Master, Master" The servant called several times before waking up to look at the portrait. Portrait of a man in ecstasy "Wake up, Mr. Li"
Lian Chengxuan heard that he woke up, sighed and thought about the wording of the meeting, and walked unhurriedly, after all, he was the one who was sorry for Li'er.
Seeing the person on the bed apologizing, "I'm sorry Li'er, let's have something to eat!" After speaking, he didn't want to look at the person again, and went outside to order someone to prepare the meal.
The person on the bed said softly and cautiously, "Brother Xuan, will you be with me forever? I'm already yours." The person who hadn't walked out of the house heard a shock, and didn't turn around but just turned his head Said "No, I said earlier that I love Yulian, it is impossible for me and you." Maybe he had such thoughts at the time, but with Yulian's departure, it is gone.
"But he's already left. If you're with me, I won't even if he comes back..."
"That's enough, you don't need to say it, Yulian doesn't allow this kind of thing," sharing the same man with others, maybe now Yulian can't forgive her.He closed his eyes in pain, "Get up and eat something! If you don't remember that I gave this house to you, just treat it as your home." After finishing speaking, she went out and ordered the servant to come in and wait for Li'er to change her clothes.
Brother Xuan, when you hugged Li'er, you called him by his name. Do you know how uncomfortable Li'er feels?But Li'er thought that it was Li'er who was by your side, and after a while you would have Li'er in your heart, so Li'er was relieved.
When the boy came out with the torn clothes in his arms, something fell out of the clothes, which attracted Lian Chengxuan's attention. When he saw the light red color on the thing that fell out, he walked over to pick it up uncertainly, half A piece of jade, with a faintly visible word Yuan on it, Lian Chengxuan took out the half of the jade that he had with him, and his breathing stopped suddenly.
When Yin Zili saw two identical half pieces of jade through the crack of the open door, his face instantly lost color and became pale and feeble.
The door was hurriedly pushed open, looking at the pale Li'er, "When did he give it to you?"
Yin Zili faltered and said, "This is mine, he hasn't come back"
Lian Chengxuan laughed twice, "Hehe, where did you come from?"
Yin Zili couldn't answer, "I..."
Without waiting for Yin Zili's answer, he slammed the door and walked out.
Yulian came back to Lianchengxuan but didn't know, when he saw the half piece of jade, he realized how much Yulian's heart hurt at that time, how much pain and giving up could make Yulian choose to go to Yuanhun Cliff.
It was already sunset when Lian Chengxuan rode his horse and hurried to Yuanhun Cliff, half of the sky was covered with red clouds, and the twilight brilliance was faintly visible, shining on his body as if it was a world away.
When I saw the stone engraved with the words "Yuanhun", I got off my horse and walked towards the abyss on foot. I took a step forward, and my heart ached, until I saw a white figure when I was almost numb from the pain, "Yulian..." The voice choked Unable to speak, he stared at the familiar figure without blinking, as if he would stare at Qiushui and break his heart.
The figure turned around slowly when he heard the voice, "You are here" made people feel sad and sad, with a little light in despair, and a little joy in sadness.
The wind blows the leaves rustling, the branches sway, and the last ray of sunset shines down on the two people who are looking at each other from a distance. If time stops at this moment, how quiet it would be.Looking at each other from a distance is not as good as the king, it must be a tear-jerking painting.
"Yulian, can I go there?" Lian Chengxuan stretched out his hand and stared affectionately.
"Xuan, you were the one who took me to a distant place that year, are you willing to let me take you far away at this moment?" Feeling like she was about to fall from her precarious body, Yulian looked back at Xuan's affectionate gaze, waiting for the moment of rebirth Chance.
"Okay, I'll go with you." The last ray of light on the horizon made the plants and trees on the cliff even more vibrant.Upon hearing Xuan's answer, Yulian let out the most beautiful smile in the past two months, and walked back slowly step by step.
Xuan stood still, not daring to move, waiting for his lover's return with slightly open arms.
When Yulian slowly walked a few steps away from Xuan, she saw something pale and stopped in her tracks, and the hope that had just arisen was instantly extinguished.
Xuan saw the person who was a few steps away from him retreating in small steps, and panicked, "Yulian, what's wrong with you, I would like to go far away with you." Seeing Yulian retreating, he also asked He took a few steps forward but was ordered to stop.
His face became paler and he said shocking words, "What is on your neck, hehehe!" He laughed desolately, "You left with me, what about him? You go back, I don't need you anymore." The last ray of light in my heart After being destroyed, the abyss here is his destination, and he will wait for you to die together below.
"If a person loves and separates the soul from the abyss,
Do not come here to continue the next life.
If a person has a negative lovesickness,
The abyss is the habitat.
Waiting for Naihe to whiten his head again,
It is robbery and resentment. "
Fluttering in white clothes, standing on the edge of the cliff, taking a light step forward, but the person fell at the fastest speed, the dusk could not stay, and the sky projected a fleeting brilliance.
"Yulian——" The ending sound is very long, it sounds like it has been several centuries, and it is too late to run over, but the person I want to catch slowly disappears, leaving a suffocating air.
"Yulian Jade Lotus Jade Lotus..." The cry was longer and more desolate than the last, and there was no response even to the echo.
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