fate is also robbery

Title: Fate is also robbery

Author: Shen Luoyan

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Whether there are some things that should not be rejected, or whether he does not have the courage to reject, or whether he is following his heart.He tried his best to relax himself, accepting the warm embrace of those who surrounded him.

A dream affects the past and present of two people.

Content tags: past life and present life have a special liking

Search keywords: Protagonists: Yu Lian, Guan Yixin┃Supporting roles: He Xi, Feng Jing, Xu Guanjie┃Others: Yuan Soul

☆, reincarnation

According to legend, there is a cliff in the world. Under the abyss, there lives a fairy named Yuanhun, and this cliff is called Yuanhun Cliff.The fairy soul is originally the guardian of the lovers, but it is greedy for the heart, so that there is a gap between the two lovers. Betrayal, infidelity, and heart change have appeared between the two lovers since then. There are people who are negative lovesickness, the immortal spirit Yuanhun made such a big mistake and was finally trapped under the cliff of this abyss, and he used conditional exchange to help those who fell off the cliff because of love to fulfill their wishes. Will reconnect with the lover, and the soul will be trapped here to wait for the lover to hold hands at the bridge of Naihe. The afterlife is born of sorrow, joy and resentment, but the conditions of exchange are unknown.

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Please watch episode 2 "Soul of the Deep"

☆, people who like rain

In a remote corner, a few people were kicking the people lying on the ground vigorously with their feet. The people on the ground didn't resist, didn't move, and didn't even make a sound. There happened to be an old big tree blocking passers-by. Others can't see what is happening here, even if they find out, they just take a look and run away in a hurry.

"Stop beating. Is it interesting if you don't resist? Don't beat him to death. Next time, you will find someone to vent your anger on." I don't know who in this group of people said in a lazy voice without ups and downs.

"The illegitimate child who destroys other people's families, bah." After finishing speaking, he spit on the man on the ground. When the group of people turned around, one of them couldn't help it, as if he hadn't enjoyed it, and continued to kick the man on the ground a few times.

It was only when the group of people walked away that Yu Lian opened those indifferent and beautiful eyes, staring blankly at the regular wall made of irregular stones ahead, and carefully got up from the ground after a long time.

Try to walk as fast as possible when you leave so that you don't feel so much pain, because the pain is so numb that you don't feel it for a long time, so that you can make him look less limping.

This is not the first time Yu Lian has encountered such a thing,

It's that he can't count them all. In this school, as long as this group of people are unhappy, they will vent on him. No, to be precise, it is his younger brother who is only half blood related.

He is already indifferent to illegitimate children, it can't be said to be indifferent, maybe it is because he is used to being called a wild child before his mother passed away, but now he is called an illegitimate child, but it is just a different name, it is the same.

The gazes of passers-by with his head lowered all the way were familiar. Yu Lian didn't go back to the dormitory or the classroom, but went to a meadow. The sky in late autumn was not so bright anymore, and he always felt hazy.

Few people came to this grassland, Yu Lian lay on his back on the grassland, and sometimes there were one or two couples of people, they all avoided him in fear after seeing his appearance.

Since when did I get used to lying here without being disturbed or heard any noise, and fell asleep unknowingly, when I woke up, the sky was covered with dark clouds, and soon there were raindrops falling down, Yu Lian continued to lie on the grass She didn't move at all, and slowly felt the baptism of the heavy rain. At the beginning, the raindrops hit her face a little stinging, but she got used to it after a while, and suddenly she couldn't feel the heavy rain on her face. Yu Lian opened her eyes and saw a Holding an umbrella in the air, it blocked the bean-sized raindrops.

"Go away!" Yu Lian said indifferently.

The person holding the umbrella did not leave because of the indifference of the person lying down, but squatted down, "It will make you sick." The voice was very nice, and it made him a little intoxicated like raindrops hitting the grass, and it sounded familiar.

Yu Lian saw clearly the face of the person holding the umbrella. It was a fresh face, maybe a freshman!It seems innocent and cute with a harmless smile on his face, but Yu Lian can tell that this person is not only as simple as he looks on the surface, he doesn't want to get in touch with him too much, and sits up on his own, not being able to prevent Yu Lian's head from rubbing When he got to the umbrella, he frowned and paused for a while before standing up and leaving the grassland. The man chased after him and there was no more raindrops on his head again.

"Are your injuries all right?" An intoxicated voice spoke from behind.

"It has nothing to do with you." Yu Lian quickened his pace and the person behind him also quickened his pace and followed closely. "I like to be in the rain." Yu Lian spoke again, with the same voice as before, and the alienated attitude did not make the person continue to follow.

Going back to the dormitory dripping wet, everyone who saw him looked at him with contempt. Yu Lian, who has always been a loner, was used to seeing this. Taking a shower, sitting on a stool and staring at the empty dormitory in a daze, there is only one bed with quilt sheets in the room for four people, and I am forever isolated, no matter where I am.Maybe he shouldn't have come to this world, and he is lonely even if he looks redundant and obstructs other people's eyes.

Maybe it was really uncomfortable, so I got up and went to the bathroom. When I came out, I didn't have any clothes to cover my body, and my body was bruised and purple. The most serious thing was that I couldn't find a piece of intact skin on my back.

Just lying on the bed with no clothes on, his stomach growled, Yu Lian didn't care about the pain in his body, making him drowsy, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

The wind whizzed past his ears, his body fell rapidly, and he could still hear someone calling his name eagerly, "Yu Lian, Yu Lian, Yu Lian..." The voice was very desolate.

Yu Lian sat up from the bed at once, not knowing where the injury was pulled, and gasped for breath with a painful "hiss", the bean-sized beads of sweat on his forehead were obvious, he had a strange dream, when he heard the scream Waking up at the sound of his name, he shook his head lightly and pressed it with his hands, watching the pale light pour in through the window, the sky was already dim.

He slowly got out of bed and tidied up, not delving into this strange dream.

I walked out of the dormitory door with a book, inhaling the unique fresh air in the morning, with the fragrance of rain in the air, as well as the fragrance of flowers floating from nowhere.

When I came to the rainy grass yesterday, the faint dawn just happened to be able to read the words on the book, so I found a relatively dry place to sit down, put the book on my lap and read it silently.

When Guan Yixin came out for a run, he saw that the man who was drenched in the rain yesterday also left the dormitory with a book. The injury on his face looked more serious than yesterday. Sitting down in the rainy place, the faint light of dawn shone on the man's back. Looking at his back, it was a vague and familiar feeling after several centuries, and I really wanted to go to accompany this lonely figure.

"Woo~~" The vibration of the mobile phone on the skin brought Guan Yixin back to his thoughts. When he saw the caller ID, he smiled and left, and the back who continued to look at him picked up the phone. "Hello! Did you wake up so early?"

"Brother Yixin, I heard that you came to school, why didn't you come to see me." The person on the phone said childishly.

"It rained too much when I came here yesterday. I didn't go to see you when I got wet. I'm outside now and I'll be right back." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone and walked back the way he came.

Guan Yixin has the habit of getting up early and running. For a few days in a row, he saw the person who said he liked to get in the rain and went to the grass to read a book. He couldn't help but look at the back of that person while running. He was throbbing like never before, and he was a little unsure that this was just a back view. Every time he wanted to get to know that person, he stopped, thinking of that person's alienated and indifferent attitude.

In the elective course in the department, Guan Yixin was surprised to see that figure from behind. When he came a little late and entered the classroom, there were already many people, but he still saw him at first sight. He buried his head and didn't know what he was writing. The seat was still empty, so I walked over and sat down naturally. If I didn't look carefully, the wound on the man's face was basically invisible.

Surprised that someone sat down on the seat next to her, Yu Lian looked up and saw that the person who came was the one holding the umbrella that day, and continued to do his work calmly.

Those who paid attention to Yu Lian turned to look at the person next to him like Yu Lian. It was the first time someone was sitting next to him, and it was someone they had never seen before.

The atmosphere of gossip immediately rose, and someone whispered softly, "It can't be that he likes him! Such a cold person will get goosebumps all over the ground at the first glance, and there are still people who are willing to watch it every day. Just think about it..." The person who said it quickly clasped his hands tightly, made a cold gesture and made a group of people who were discussing laugh.

However, the discussion of these gossips has a different meaning when it reaches others.

"Hi! Hello! Can I make a friend?" Guan Yixin ignored the group of gossipers, and said cautiously to the people next to him.

"..." The one who waited was caught by that person, completely ignoring him or anyone else.

It was the first time someone sat next to him, the first time someone said to be friends with him, my heart was beating a little, and I looked at that person pretending to be calm, looking very sincere, thick eyebrows, eyes with double eyelids But the size is moderate, a little slender and long, which is a perfect match. It may be because I don’t know his situation, so I will be friends with him. I will alienate him when I know who he is. There is no need to be a little excited about this moment. Come to pay for the sadness and loss later.

The person next to him continued to say, "My name is Guan Yixin, what about you?" After speaking, he wrote the three words Guan Yixin on the paper, and put the paper on the table in front of Yu Lian.

Yu Lian didn't look up at him again when he saw the name on the paper, and didn't write his name on the paper until the end of get out of class, and didn't return the paper with his name written on it to Guan Yixin. The paper was left on the table.

Guan Yixin's dialogue action of passing papers, in the eyes of caring people, has become a love letter to communicate with each other, and it has become another meaning.

"Stop!" Yu Lian, who was walking forward on the playground with her head down, frowned slightly when she heard a familiar voice, raised her head reluctantly to glance at them, and then averted her eyes indifferently.

The four of them stood in front of Yu Lian, blocking the way, and they spoke in the tone of hooligans, "Yo, isn't this who? The one who left in a hurry was going to meet his lover. I heard you like him." It's a man, and he even wrote a love letter to your lover, why did he agree to it?" The man standing in the middle clasped his fists and said in a disdainful voice.

The four of them laughed together to attract the attention of others.

Hearing these words, Yu Lian didn't raise his eyes to look at them. Anyway, it wasn't the first time he heard such upside-down words, and he was used to saying, "What do you think."

"What are you thinking! Let us think about it," the person who spoke really seemed to be thinking seriously, and the serious thinking on his face turned into a conspiratorial smirk before holding back for a few seconds, and he lowered his head and whispered in Yu Lian's ear "Thinking, let us brothers taste the taste of a man's butt too." The person who spoke looked at the other three people and said, "How about it!" The explicit words and the four people's malicious laughter attracted courage There are a lot of onlookers, and a bunch of people are slowly gathering together in the empty playground. Everyone is curious about watching a good show, let alone this kind of private noble school, the good show is absolutely high-grade and will not disappoint the good show. people.

Yu Lian was a little annoyed, "Get out" After yelling, he wanted to pass them and continue to move forward, but someone grabbed his arm, "Do you want so many people here to watch and pick your clothes and kill you on the spot, or go to another place" Grab The person who was holding him spoke in threatening words, but Yu Lian wanted to break free from the person, but his clothes were grabbed by his backhand, and three buttons of the clothes collapsed with a little force, and the clothes on the left side were pulled down to his arms, and most of his body was Already outside, the onlookers whistled for a while, Yu Lian panicked and continued to struggle, trying to break free from the man's hand and put on his clothes, but the man who was grabbing him didn't like what he wanted and continued to pull on his chest After touching it, "it feels pretty good" and then whispered in Yu Lian's ear, "Actually, my brothers have been coveting you for a long time, but it's hard to start because you're still in that house. Now, since Someone has this idea, we must act first, we don't want second-hand goods, I can't hold back seeing your abstinent appearance." After speaking, the man sniffed hard in Yu Lian's ear Sniff like a **** look.

Yu Lian looks a bit feminine, but he is not as weak as a girl. He can be described as beautiful, and his indifferent attitude can arouse these people's dirty thoughts even more. This is the first time someone has said such a thing to him and acted like this Something happened, the feeling of nausea suddenly rose, and I felt like vomiting. The hand holding the book closed the book, lifted it up and threw it like the person who was holding him, and immediately broke free. Before the person could react, he kicked a few times feet, and then ran forward hard, and was caught before he ran a hundred meters away. It was not the four of them but the people who were being watched.

"Hey hey hey! You can't go, how can we watch the show if we go away?" He was pushed back to the middle again.

"Damn it! You dare to resist, and you don't have to remember what happened to resistance in the past." After finishing speaking, he kicked the person to the ground.

"Take off his clothes and pants, let's see how he resists." After speaking, the four of them fought together, and the people on the ground continued to resist and struggle.

It took a while for the four of them to fight while fisting and kicking, and then they all finished stripping, leaving only a pair of boxer briefs.

After a combined fist and kick, the four were relieved of their hatred, and the onlookers on the playground rang out another whistle of clapping and applauding

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"Should I take it all off for you?" The person who was hit by Yu Lian with the book squatted down and grabbed Yu Lian's hair to make him look up at him.

Yu Lian curled up and was forced to raise his head without speaking. The man didn't hear the answer and continued to ask "do you want to?" After speaking, he grabbed his hair with a little more force.

Yu Lian was very scared. Although it was not the first time he was beaten, it was the first time he had been stripped naked. His whole body was shaking slightly. I don't know if it was cold, fear or pain. "Don't!" He shook his head and his voice trembled write

The person holding the hair didn't let go and continued to ask, "Then do you still want to go with us?"

Yu Lian closed her eyes and said "Let's go" lifelessly

The man smiled with satisfaction and let go, stood up and asked the person closest to Yu Lian's clothes to bring them over, "Wang Xiao brought his clothes for him to put on." Dislike "Damn, boss, why don't you take it yourself"

"You are the closest to the clothes, as long as you don't want to kick with your hands and feet." It was a matter of course.

The person called the boss looked down at the people on the ground and said viciously, "Don't affect the school's appearance, put on your clothes and follow us."

"To prevent him from running away again, Han Yufei, you go behind, Qi Lin and I go ahead, Wang Xiao, you go to the school parking garage and drive to the gate."

After finishing speaking, he walked forward and put on his pants regardless of the trembling of the people on the ground.

The four of them walked to the school gate two in front, one behind and one in the middle, waiting for the car to come. After a while, the car drove up and the four of them half pushed and half got people into the car.

Guan Yixin, who went back to the company, saw this scene as soon as he arrived at the school. The car that was going to the parking garage quickly turned to catch up with the car.

The car in front was not driving fast, so it could easily catch up and stop it, but he hesitated and chose to follow at a moderate pace.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hotel, and after a pause for a while, the door was opened, and the five people walked towards the hotel without any signs of abnormality.

Guan Yixin looked at the door of the hotel, with deep eyes that made it impossible to guess, and it took a while for the car to turn around and drive out.

☆, live well

"Bring the keys to the rooms of those people just now," Guan Yixin said nervously to the hotel counter attendant.

"I'm sorry sir, this is the privacy of the guests and I can't give it to you. If you want to make a reservation, please show your ID card." The counter staff said with a formulaic smile, but did not dissuade the person who asked for the key. , but to irritate people.

"Bring it!"

"I'm sorry, sir!" The counter clerk's voice was softer seeing the man's anger.

Ignoring the counter attendant, he pulled the phone on the counter and squinted slightly to broadcast a number.

It took a long time for the call to be connected. "Come to the lobby right away" did not give the person over there a chance to speak, and it was impossible to see that the person was on the verge of breaking out.

After a few minutes, I saw someone coming. It was the manager. The counter clerk was taken aback. He became nervous and worried about whether he would be fired. Before the manager asked what was the matter, he obediently took out the spare key.

Guan Yixin took the spare key and went straight into the elevator, ignoring the manager's astonished expression and flattering explanation when he saw him, "Guan Zong, Guan Zong..." He had already entered the elevator to block the manager's words from the outside.

The grade of the hotel is not the highest in this place, which belongs to three stars, but the facilities in the room are very complete, and the service is also in place. The waiter has already delivered red wine during the time of cleaning people up.

"The people have been cleaned up. Boss, do you want to do it in person or watch us perform Brother He as a jade." Wang Xiao said with a smug look on his face, his crotch swelled a little impatiently.

While drinking the red wine in his hand, the person called the boss said casually, "It's good to watch your performance."

The group of people in the car had already started to touch Yu Lian, nausea and fear took over everything, he wanted to escape but didn't dare to escape, when the car drove to the entrance of the hotel, he was threatened by them again, Even if he escapes, he will still be caught and brought back. If he manages to escape once, he will not be able to escape from this group of people, and no one will help him.

Yu Lian's timidity makes him indifferent and arrogant, but who doesn't want to smile happily every day, but there are some things and people that make him unable to have a smile, so he can only use indifference to deceive himself and others .

Guan Yixin hurriedly opened the door and came in, and saw a person drinking wine and watching the performance on the bed, while Yu Lian had been pinned down on the bed, struggling uselessly, two were holding him down to prevent him from struggling, and one was pulling himself away The zipper of his trousers took out his high-hanging things, and he didn't realize that someone had come in until he heard the door opening, and he almost went limp in fright.

Without giving anyone a chance to respond, Guan Yixin went directly to throw the three people on the bed to the ground, picked up the quilt that fell on the ground and wrapped it around the naked person on the bed.

The three people who were overthrown were still a little dazed, only the person who was drinking red wine and watching the performance was calm. All over the country, one of the best domestic leading enterprises.

The three people who reacted were stopped by their boss just as they were about to make a move, "If you want to die, continue, if you don't want to die, go." Hearing this, he was stunned and a little unconvinced, but when the boss left, the last three still Tidied up his body and walked out.

The four of them left the hotel and got into the car they came in. Wang Xiao drove the car and asked the passenger sitting in the co-pilot angrily, "Boss, who is that man!? Why are we afraid of him?"

"The next generation of the Guan family will be the head of the family." The called boss closed his eyes and didn't look at Wang Xiao and said it in a calm voice.

Before Wang Xiao could react to what the boss said, the person sitting behind the boss lay on the co-pilot's cushion and said, "Isn't he abroad?"

After waiting for a while, the boss replied, "I just came back recently."

"Damn" Wang Xiao, who was driving the car, cursed. "Then we'll be fine! Why does he care about this? Is there something in it that we don't know?"

"No!" He still understood this person. "None of you are allowed to tell He Xi about today's affairs." After ordering, the car immediately fell silent.

The car was not returning to school, and the four of them went directly to the bar!

Guan Yixin looked nervously at the person on the bed, "Are you okay!"

The person on the bed was trembling, and a soft whimper could be heard.

Not wanting to ask so many more questions, he took out the phone from his bag and called, "Help me send a suit to room 5016, and get some medicine for external use."

After a while there was a knock on the door, "Mr. Guan, here are the clothes and medicine you asked for."

While turning around to open the door, the person on the bed buried his head in the sheet. Guan Yixin pulled but didn't move, but was pulled even tighter by the person on the bed.

"Yu Lian, I'll just put the medicine on your back for you. You can apply the rest yourself. You can't get it on your back." Guan Yixin was a little nervous, and the person on the bed didn't move.

It felt like it took a long time before the person on the bed said, "I don't need to apply medicine, thank you!" The indifference of the first meeting was gone, and the tone of the speech was a little ups and downs.

Guan Yixin looked at the person wrapped in the quilt for a long time before saying, "I put the clothes here for you." After speaking, he put the neatly folded clothes on the side of the bed

"I'll wait for you at the door, call me when you're finished." After speaking, she turned and walked out.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Yu Lian slowly poked his head out from under the quilt, with red and swollen eyes, and timidity on his usually indifferent face, and his hands were shaking a little when he got up to put on his clothes.

Guan Yixin stood outside the door thinking about the phrase thank you, whether it was thanks for saving you or thanks for applying the medicine for you, or both.

Guan Yixin, who had been waiting outside the door for a long time, opened it just as he was about to knock on the door. The moment their eyes met, both of them had their own thoughts.While Guan Yixin was still staring at her, Yu Lian lowered her eyes and looked away in the next second.

"Are you okay!" The action of knocking on the door with his right hand was a little unnatural. When facing Yu Lian, Guan Yixin was a little at a loss. He lost his usual domineering and shrewd attitude, but there was still a sharpness in his eyes that he couldn't change. Looking at Yu Lian No matter how soft Lian's eyes were, Yu Lian could tell that he was deliberately hiding himself.

"You don't have to do this, it can't change anything, but thank you anyway!" After speaking, he turned around and walked forward to leave a back view for the person behind him, regardless of what the person behind him hadn't finished speaking.

Guan Yixin was a little stunned, and when he realized it, he immediately walked forward again. When he was about to reach the hotel entrance, Guan Yixin said again, "You haven't eaten yet, I invite you." He quickened his pace and wanted to keep up with the people in front, but Yu Lian walked a little No matter how fast he stepped up, he still missed a big step.

He didn't hear the answer and continued to say, "It's a bit far from the school, let's go back together in my car!" He couldn't keep up with the person in front, so he grabbed the person in front with his hands.

Yu Lian was pulled by the arm, and was forced to turn around and look at the person who was pulling him, frowning and said, "No." After speaking, he broke free from Guan Yixin's hand and walked forward to the road. The vehicles coming and going and the people entering the hotel were a little flustered and I couldn’t believe what happened in the hotel room. When they forcibly took off their clothes, I felt hopeless or unfair. The world was meaningless to me. I also lost my courage, sometimes I really can't see where the light is, only then can it shine on me, so that I am no longer alone.

"Du~" The eager sound of the horn and brakes brought Yu Lian, who was walking in the middle of the road, back to his senses, and the owner of the car cursed, "Go away if you want to die, don't come under my wheels. "The owner of the car reversed and drove to another lane and left.

When Yu Lian came back to his senses, someone grabbed his arm again, forcibly pulled him away from the middle of the road and stuffed him into the car.

He wanted to open the door and get out of the car, but the car was locked immediately. He pushed it a few times but didn't push it open, but was pushed close to each other and pulled off the seat belt buckle, "I'll take you back to school!" The car drove out after a while.

Yu Lian's head was always tilted out of the window. With his eyes closed, he asked the driver in his heart, why did you treat me so well? Do you treat everyone like this?If this is the case, I don’t need to be issued a good person card, and I don’t deserve it.

"Why are you always so indifferent, why don't you be happy?" Guan Yixin's heart ached a little when he asked the questioning question. My heart throbbed involuntarily when I was forced to press on the bed. Maybe you have been a lonely person since I met you, but you still have to suffer unfair treatment from others.

Did not hear the answer, glanced at the people around him, and continued to drive seriously until the car was approaching the school. Guan Yixin asked again, "Are these people the same last time?"

The car drove directly to the underground parking lot of the school. After stopping for a long time, Yu Lian didn't hear the sound of unlocking the lock. He wanted to try to open it, but then withdrew his hand. Anxiety, nervousness, and fear began to haunt him again, and his hands couldn't help but move. Grabbing the clothes on his body hard, his face gradually turned pale. Being in such an environment for a long time makes people very sensitive, and other people's inadvertent actions or events can make him have the illusion that others want to see him make a fool of himself.

Guan Yixin didn't notice Yu Lian's abnormal reaction, she put her hand on the steering wheel and tapped it one after another, as if waiting for an answer or thinking about how to continue the conversation.

Yu Lian clasped his hands repeatedly, tried hard to calm down, closed his eyes and took a deep breath and said, "Why!"

"Hmm! What!" The person who heard it turned around in confusion and didn't understand the meaning of what he said. Seeing that the person who spoke was pale, he asked nervously, "What's wrong with you, it's not comfortable there." He started to touch the speaker, but didn't try to find out what the sentence meant.

Before the raised hand touched the person, the person had already hugged his head reflexively, his whole body trembling, and when he touched it, he heard a soft voice, "Why, why."

"Yu Lian, Yu Lian, Yu Lian" What's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable there?The eager inquiry was not answered, but the man unbuttoned his seat belt and pushed the car door eagerly. Seeing that the door couldn't be opened, he retracted his hands, lifted his legs, curled them up, hugged the person next to him, and looked back at the person next to him. Looking at Guan Yixin with pleading but resentful.

Guan Yixin reacted and immediately unlocked the car door, got out of the car and opened the door of Yu Lian's car. Before reaching the co-pilot's door, the people in the car climbed into the driver's cab and went out from the open door. Guan Yixin was stunned and responded When he came over, he only heard the sound of urgent brakes, and when he turned his head and saw that Yu Lian had been hit to the ground, Guan Yixin's heart rose to his throat.

Yu Lian didn't care whether he bumped into it or not, got up from the ground and continued to run forward. After leaving the parking lot and running a long distance, his nervousness slowly calmed down.No matter who he is staying with, he is always tense all the time, spending every second in fear, always careful that the person staying with him will use physical or verbal violence in the next second.

When I returned to the empty dormitory, my heart slowly relaxed. Maybe I should be glad that I was isolated so that I had the opportunity to live in a dormitory alone. I lay on the bed and closed my eyes, and fell asleep again. When I woke up, my clothes and pants were all gone. Lying on the quilt without taking off, there is a faint numbness in the knee, which should be hit by a car.He had that dream again. Standing on the cliff and taking a step forward, there was an abyss. The wind whizzed past his body, and people kept calling his name.

He touched the sweat on his forehead, and his body was sticky, so he got up and went to the bathroom to find a change of clothes.

While washing his body, he thought about what happened in the morning, maybe that person was really out of kindness, and he would only help him if he sympathized with him!But Yu Lian was too sensitive and couldn't control it. Perhaps a person like him shouldn't be sympathized by anyone.After thinking about it, he squatted down and hugged his knees, buried his head in his knees and let the splashed water hit his head.

"Yu Lian, you have to live well after your mother is gone. Even if you can't stay in that house, you have to endure it. When you have the opportunity, leave that house. It's better to live well by yourself than anything else." This is the mother before she died. exhorted.However, when my mother was with you, people called me a bastard without a father, but when I had a father, people still called me an illegitimate child. What did I do wrong? Sometimes I really don’t know why I am alive, but mother, you have to call me I live, why why why.

After coming out of the bathroom, the sky is already surrounded by dusk, I haven’t eaten all day, my stomach growled, I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to meet anyone or anything, I saw there were biscuits on the table, I ate them with a glass of water .

Books are the most common thing in Yu Lian's bedroom. An empty bed is full of books, some from the school library and some he bought himself. In this world, Yu Lian's only friend may be books!After eating the biscuits, I picked up the book and read it.

He woke up late the next morning, and this was the first time that his biological clock failed. Yu Lian didn't go to the grass to read again, and lay in bed in a daze. He didn't know how many times he had that dream. When I close my eyes, I feel like I am on the scene, the body is falling, and someone is calling his name eagerly, the voice is inexplicably familiar, the dream is lingering, and I spend a few days in a dream.

He hasn't met those people recently, and instead of relaxing, he becomes nervous again. Once he is used to something changing, he will be afraid instead, even if it is something he hates.

Walking on the campus, I felt an inexplicable sense of nervousness. Although it was morning, there were still a lot of people. Seeing people coming and going and casual people covering their mouths occasionally, Yu Lian quickened her pace to the library.

The building used by the school as a library has a history of more than 100 years. It is not built high but covers a wide area. The climbing grass growing from the ground surrounds the whole building. It is very beautiful and should be taken care of by someone. From the outside It’s not like a library at all, but a neatly trimmed architectural artwork. The books inside are very complete. Maybe the bookstore outside doesn’t have as many kinds of books as here. The library has four floors in total, and you can’t see it on each floor. On one wall, you can only see tall bookshelves full of books, and some desk stools that look like works of art.

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Yu Lian climbed directly to the fourth floor as usual. There was no one in the library in the morning. Standing at the top of the stairs, he looked around the library, and walked slowly to find the books he wanted to read row by row. Starting from the middle at will, I looked back and forth for three or four rows before I finally found it. The corner of the mouth raised an arc, and the beautiful face became radiant, making the delicate face bloom like a beautiful flower, which is amazingly gorgeous.

He took the book and walked to a small corner where he often hides where no one should find it. He sat on the ground and opened the book to read it. After some time, someone came slowly. Yu Lian didn't show up with the book in his arms. I feel nervous when I see people, because no one will find him, and it seems that no one will come to the place where he is hiding in the past year.

I don’t know how many days it has been, and I haven’t seen that figure from the back again. When Guan Yixin ran to the grassland naturally, but he couldn’t see the familiar back figure sitting on the grass and reading a book when he looked up. The feeling is indescribable, the sense of loss is overwhelming.

☆, glowing gold

After running in the morning, Guan Yixin decided to go to the school library to get a few books back to the company to read. He couldn’t stay at school these days. Something happened to the company and he was forced by several uncles to go back and deal with it himself. His ability, secondly, let him learn and exercise.

In the library on the fourth floor, Guan Yixin went back and forth to find the book he wanted to read, but he couldn’t find it, which made him feel a little depressed. If he knew it was not there, he should go to the bookstore to buy it instead of wasting time here Whoever said that the school library has more and more complete books than the bookstores outside, I really want to beat the person who said it.

When he decided not to look any further, he inadvertently glanced at a foot through the gap in the bookshelf. This is the last row of bookshelves. Behind the bookshelves is a large pillar of a beam. There should be a lot of space for someone to Put a foot inside, this is a place that will not be easily found, he smiled in his heart, who is so bored to hide here and read a book, there is an empty table outside to sit on the ground here instead of sitting.

Not wanting to be curious to see who was hiding behind the pillar, he turned around and walked towards the stairs, stopped after walking a few steps, and suddenly thought of the back that made him involuntarily, if that person came to the bookstore Reading may also choose such a place!With a knowing smile, he turned around and walked back, slowly approaching the person behind the pillar.

Walking forward in small steps, the distance of a few steps is more than ten steps.

One step, two steps, three steps, when counting to the first