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Receiving brutal aggression was nothing less than torture for him, he gritted his teeth and endured the pain, and only hoped that all this would end soon.
The more Chen Ran didn't respond, the angrier Shen Yixiu became. He could only use more force and be more savage. He hoped that this would force Chen Ran to respond to him, even if it was scolding him, even if it was resistance. It will not be like this again, he will be gentle, just like in the past.
But it was useless, Chen Ran remained silent from beginning to end, neither speaking nor moving, not even showing any unnecessary expressions.
In the end, after tossing and tossing countless times, Chen Ran was bleeding, and Shen Yixiu had to stop. Annoyed and frustrated, he went to the bathroom to take a cold shower. When he came back, he saw Chen Ran with his eyes closed, trapped in the quilt, His face was calm, as if nothing had happened.
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The next day, when Sun Yang came over, Chen Ran was sitting on the sofa, watching the servants cleaning the fallen leaves in the yard. There were two ginkgo trees in the yard, and the golden leaves fell all over the ground. Flying in the sky, Chen Ran stared at one of the leaves in a daze, his eyes drifted with the fallen leaves, and finally fell to the ground, buried in a pile of golden yellow, and could not be found.
"I brought everything you said, Ran Ran, are you okay?" Sun Yang sat beside him and patted him on the back lightly.
"Well, thank you." Chen Ran took the bag Sun Yang brought over, which contained some of his daily necessities, a few books, and his bumblebee.
Chen Ran took out the figure about 20 centimeters high, moved its arms and legs, raised her head and said to Sun Yang, "Sun Yang, I suddenly miss my mother."
Sun Yang was taken aback, not knowing what to say, Chen Ran was not normal, his voice and expression were too... calm.
Sun Yang looked at him carefully, and saw a few red marks and bruises looming on his neck inside the neckline, and there seemed to be traces of being tied up with ropes on his wrists.He caught his breath and frowned, not thinking about it.
Chen Ran said to himself: "When I was young, I really wanted a Transformers toy, but my father refused to give it to me, saying that a bad kid like me who didn't have a mother didn't deserve a toy at all. I walked all the way to the other end to find my mother. My mother took me to the store and bought a bumblebee. I took it home and hid it. After playing for two days, my dad found it. He thought I stole it. The money from the family... I was beaten before I told him that it was bought by my mother. As a result, he became even more angry and smashed the bumblebee. He told me that if he dared to go to my mother again, he would throw me in the Go to the river to feed the fish..."
Chen Ran stopped talking suddenly, and looked blankly at Sun Yang, who looked distressed, as if he didn't understand why he said those words to him just now, he touched his nose, and smiled embarrassedly: "That... I actually I haven't thought about these things for a long time. I didn't sleep well last night, but I dreamed about it again... Could you please check my mother's contact information for me. I haven't contacted her for a long time, and I don't know if she is doing well. .”
Sun Yang nodded, patted his head, and thought for a long time before saying: "Stop thinking about it. After a few days, no one will pay attention to the car crash. You go back to Lilac Apartment, and everything will be the same as before."
Chen Ran shook her head lightly.Impossible to be the same as before, long ago impossible.
The two of them were thinking about their own things. After a while, the sun set to the west, the days gradually became shorter and the nights longer, and winter was coming soon.
"How is Zeng Mochen? Do you have any news?" Chen Ran asked softly.In fact, he lives here, and he doesn't lack anything, so there is really no way to let Sun Yang come, and he wants to know about Zeng Mochen's situation.
In fact, he believed in Shen Yixiu. Although this man was bad in every way, he was not bad in one thing, Chen Ran couldn't deny it.As long as it is something that Shen Yixiu promised, he will do it.But some things, even if you try your best to make up for it, may not be undone.
Sure enough, Sun Yang sighed softly: "I deleted everything that could be deleted, and I also found someone to write a public relations manuscript. It is impossible to completely eliminate the impact, but I am trying my best to make up for it... But I am afraid it will still have some impact on Zeng Mochen. Yes, after all, once the rumors spread, it's like I have grown legs, and I can't control it."
Chen Ran nodded, he understood, and if nothing else was said, even if no one deliberately distorted the facts, once the kissing photo was exposed, Zeng Mochen would be equivalent to coming out publicly, and one can imagine the great pressure.
Sun Yang coughed lightly, and turned to the beginning: "Ran Ran, you let the boss down this time, which is equivalent to slapping him in the face."
Chen Ran smiled coldly: "I'm afraid I will only disappoint him even more in the future."
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Chen Ran's silent resistance gradually expanded from the bed to under the bed. Gradually, as long as there was room for Shen Yixiu to appear, he stopped talking.
No matter how late Shen Yixiu was every day, he would go back to Xishan Villa, but when he came back, he saw the silent and indifferent Chen Ran, which made his depression and anger pile up like a flood before the gate opened.
And the only way to vent was to toss Chen Ran on the bed in different ways.But no matter whether he is gentle, domineering, changing scenes, or using toys, Chen Ran is always calm, silent, and endures the pain. It will quickly return to indifference after a moment passes.
Shen Yixiu felt that he was going crazy.
That night, Shen Yixiu did not know where to get two sets of school uniforms. He came out of the bathroom, put on one set first, and threw the other smaller set to Chen Ran. He leaned on the window sill with his arms crossed, looking down upon him Chen Ran said: "I want to see what you look like in your school uniform. I have never experienced your school days, and I always feel that it is a pity."
Chen Ran frowned slightly. He looked at the school uniform worn by Shen Yixiu, which was a very common summer sportswear, sky blue sweatpants, white short-sleeved T-shirt, and matching sky blue collar.It's very similar to his high school uniform.
Holding the suit, Chen Ran hesitated.
"What? You don't want to?" Shen Yixiu finally saw some descriptive expression on Chen Ran's face, and he was pleasantly surprised: "It's fine if you don't want to."
But Chen Ran glanced at him, changed his clothes expressionlessly, and then stared at him coldly.
The author has something to say: This chapter has been entangled for a long time, S. . . . Let's make up the M plot by myself, I can't write it anymore.The next chapter, school uniforms, will be well written
☆, sad
Shen Yixiu's little bit of surprise disappeared, and his heart was filled with deep frustration and anger. His thin lips were drawn into a line, and he slowly walked towards Chen Ran: "You look so pretty, especially pure." Shen Yixiu pursed his lips, smiled evilly, and raised Chen Ran's chin: "Do I look good in this outfit? Oh, I'm old, doesn't it look weird?"
Chen Ran didn't speak, with a strange expression on his face, he stared blankly at the chest of Shen Yixiu's school uniform for a while, and simply closed his eyes.
Shen Yixiu stood up in anger, pressed Chen Ran's head with one hand, took off his school uniform and trousers with the other, and brought it to Chen Ran's mouth: "Hold it."
However, Chen Ran struggled and turned his head away a little, stretched out his hand to hold the thing and moved it a few times, of course Shen Yixiu was not satisfied, he felt like his whole body was on fire, his brain was so burnt that he couldn't think, only felt that Chen Ran was against him everywhere !He pinched Chen Ran's chin hard, forced him to open his mouth, and said viciously: "Don't you understand? Don't you want to now?!"
Chen Ran paused, lowered his head, and did as he did. Shen Yixiu breathed out, feeling very comfortable physically, but still had a strange and uncomfortable feeling in his heart.
Chen Ran kept silent, repeating the movements mechanically, but Shen Yixiu felt that something was wrong before he moved a few times. He felt water droplets hitting his legs. When they first touched his skin, the water droplets were hot and slid down a little. , became cold again.
"Ran Ran?!" Shen Yixiu supported Chen Ran's head and stepped back. He forced Chen Ran to raise his head, and saw that beautiful fair face was full of tears.
"What's wrong with you? You... don't like it..." Shen Yixiu couldn't help feeling flustered when he saw the tears still pouring out of Chen Ran's eyes and his frightened and helpless eyes. He knew that Chen Ran didn't like this very much. But in the past, he wanted it, and Chen Ran was very cooperative. Why did he react so strongly today, and after so many days of silence and indifference, he suddenly had such a reaction...
Chen Ran was crying too fast and choked up uncontrollably. He avoided Shen Yixiu's hand trying to wipe his tears, rolled over and climbed onto the bed, quickly hid in the corner, curled up with his knees in his arms, and buried his face in the bed. In the arms, the whole body was shaking.
"Ran Ran..." Shen Yixiu was terrified, and he also climbed onto the bed, wanting to hug Chen Ran, but as soon as his hand touched Chen Ran's shoulder, Chen Ran shrank back like an electric shock, broke down and cried out in despair: "Don't! Don't! I was wrong, I will stay away from you, don't treat me like this..."
"What... are you talking about? Ran Ran, look at me!" Shen Yixiu was upset, Chen Ran cried more and more fiercely, sobbing non-stop, feeling like he was about to die in the next second, he finally touched Chen Ran's stiffness Chen Ran yelled in pain and pushed him out with all his strength: "Get out! Get out... Please..."
Shen Yixiu was frightened by such a broken and begging voice, he didn't dare to provoke Chen Ran any more, so he had to step back: "Okay, okay, I'll go out... I'll come back later..."
Shen Yixiu withdrew from the door and paced back and forth at the door, frustrated, doubtful, and worried. He might have gone too far these days, but what Chen Ran said just now was obviously not aimed at him.
Shen Yixiu rubbed the center of his brows irritably, fidgeting uneasy, walked over after a while and put his ear on the door to listen to the movement inside.
After a long time, there was no sound in the room, no sobbing or panting, and the silence was terrifying for a while.
Shen Yixiu gently opened the door and walked in.The light in the room was still on, and Chen Ran was lying on the pillow, the quilt was pulled up and her head was covered indiscriminately, only her unkempt hair was exposed.Motionless, as if asleep.
Shen Yixiu got on the bed lightly, pulled down the quilt, saw Chen Ran's eyes closed tightly and tears on his face, he felt distressed, but at a loss, he didn't know what to do, he hesitated for a long time, thinking that since Chen Ran If he fell asleep, let him sleep well first. If there is anything to talk about tomorrow, cover him with a quilt and turn off the light.
Shen Yixiu sat in the dark for a while, and gradually calmed down. The feeling of emptiness was like the night, wrapping him tightly. He looked at Chen Ran for a while, and wanted to lie down and hug him, at least at this moment, in the dark night sleep The old Chen Ran will not resist him coldly, but will still be as gentle and sweet as before, but what if Chen Ran wakes up and sees him here, will she lose control and collapse again?Thinking of this, Shen Yixiu sighed, got up and went out.
Chen Ran didn't know if he fell asleep, or if he was dreaming, but he just felt too tired, and crying exhausted his energy.
He felt as if he had a dream, dreaming of the boy he liked in high school, speaking of it, it should be his first love.But this dream was too real, or maybe it wasn't a dream at all, but just a memory he didn't want to face.
He can't remember the boy's name, and the face in his memory is also very vague.But some things are inexplicably remembered very clearly, such as a small oval-shaped oil stain on the front breast pocket of the boy's school uniform on a bright spring afternoon.
At that time, the school stipulated that the students had to go back to the dormitory for a lunch break at noon. Sometimes the bully male students would sneak back to the classroom to study after lunch. Chen Ran also imitated him. He didn't do it for study, he just liked it very much. In the classroom with only two people, I sat silently behind him and watched him study hard.
The boy he had a crush on that day suddenly turned his head and looked at him sharply and brightly. Chen Ran's eyes had no time to hide, and collided with his in panic. The air was full of flames, and Chen Ran felt that his face was about to burn Woke up.
The boy hesitated for a while, walked to him, and sat on the seat next to him. Chen Ran didn't dare to look at him. The two were silent for a while, and the boy suddenly said, "Chen Ran, I saw your notebook."
Chen Ran wrung her fingers, lowered her head and hummed, and it took a long time before she whispered, "I'm sorry."
The boy put his hand on his shoulder hesitantly, and said to him: "Can you...turn around, I want to see you."
Chen Ran turned around and kept his head down. He stared at the boy's chest for a while, then raised his head, still not daring to look him in the eye, and whispered, "Your clothes are dirty."
The boy looked down and smiled awkwardly: "Oh. I accidentally splashed oil when I was eating just now."
Chen Ran regretted it in her heart, why did she say this!
He swallowed his saliva, thinking that his face must be very red now, embarrassing.
The boy looked at him, and suddenly stretched out his hand to touch his face, and said, "Chen Ran, you look so good-looking."
The boy he likes says he is good-looking, does that mean he also likes him?Chen Ran didn't think too much about it, he just felt very happy in his heart.
Later, he did what the boy asked him to do. He was happy and satisfied, and Chen Ran felt that he was also very happy and satisfied.
Even when they were caught, the teacher asked what was going on in astonishment and disgust. The boy said he didn't know, it was Chen Ran who showed him those movies and pictures, and even touched him. He didn't know how to refuse .Until then, Chen Ran didn't say a word of rebuttal.
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Chen Ran thought vaguely, what is the boy's name?After thinking about it for a long time, I still couldn’t remember it. There was only one person wearing a school uniform with a piece of oil on his chest, and his face was not very clear. After a while, not only this figure was spinning, but the whole world began to spin. Chen Ran held her head and groaned softly.
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It was approaching early morning, Shen Yixiu couldn't sleep, he was watching a movie in the living room downstairs, an American bloody movie was playing on the huge projection screen, the blood flowed, and the kind of intestines and brains were flying all over the sky.
Chen Ran went downstairs quietly, stood at the stairs, stared at the curtain for a while, and called out: "Brother Yixiu."
Shen Yixiu was startled, turned his head abruptly, and saw Chen Ran standing in the darkness, only the flickering light of the movie swept across his face from time to time.
"Ran Ran..." Shen Yixiu raised his hand to turn on the light, and saw that Chen Ran was still wearing that school uniform, his eyes were red but very clear, his eyes looked down from Chen Ran's face, and he saw his right hand hanging beside him , holding a knife.
The author has something to say: it's locked, let's change it to this. .
☆, injured
Shen Yixiu suddenly stood up, staring at the gleaming dagger.It was originally a small gift from someone else to Shen Yixiu, so Shen Yixiu put it on the shelf casually.
"Ran Ran, what are you doing with the knife? Put the knife down and come and sit down." Shen Yixiu said as softly as possible, Chen Ran's appearance was so abnormal and scary that he didn't know what to do.
"I told you to break up with me before, but if you don't agree, you won't let me go." Chen Ran said bluntly.
"..." Shen Yixiu frowned, his face turned cold.
"You said you like me, what do you like about me?" Chen Ran smiled wryly: "If I become particularly ugly, you won't like me, will you?" Chen Ran raised the dagger to his eyes and looked at it, then With a flip of his wrist, he stroked down on his cheek.
Shen Yixiu was shocked, and stepped forward to snatch the knife in his hand. Chen Ran screamed, refused to let go, and desperately grabbed it back. Shen Yixiu's right arm.
This burst of chaos woke up the bodyguards and servants in the house. They gathered around and stared dumbfounded at the scene in front of them. Blood gushed out from the wound on Shen Yixiu's right arm, and the carpet quickly turned red. Chen Ran's hands There was still a knife in his hand, and blood was dripping from the blade.
The bodyguard came to his senses, rushed over and snatched the knife from Chen Ran's hand, twisted his hands, and pressed him to the ground.The housekeeper and servants also gathered around:
"Boss, how are you? I'll call the driver!"
"Boss, what's going on? Do you want to call the police?!"
"Let's deal with it briefly first, and go to the hospital quickly?"
Shen Yixiu frowned and shouted: "Don't call the police! Don't go to the hospital! Find a doctor!" Then he rushed to Chen Ran's bodyguard and said, "Let go! Get out!"
These people have never seen the boss who has always been personable and irascible. This is even more shocking than the fact that he was injured. Everyone was so frightened that it was difficult to breathe. The servants felt as though they had received an amnesty, and hurriedly retreated out.
Chen Ran didn't speak from the beginning to the end, the moment the bodyguard let him go, he fell to the ground as if exhausted, raised his head and looked at Shen Yixiu blankly.
Enduring the pain, Shen Yixiu leaned over and half knelt in front of him, he couldn't lift his right hand, so he had to turn his face with his left hand.
Shen Yixiu moved fast enough that Chen Ran only had time to cut a 2-3 cm incision on his right cheek at the temple. The wound was not too deep, but blood still leaked out and flowed all the way to Chen Ran's chin.
Shen Yixiu breathed a sigh of relief, fell back and sat on the carpet, looked at Chen Ran with a complicated expression, and said, "Ran Ran, you scared me to death."
The butler knelt beside Shen Yixiu, cut open his pajamas, and was doing the most basic bandaging and hemostasis: "Boss, the doctor will be here soon, why don't you sit on the sofa first?"
Chen Ran looked at the hideous wound on Shen Yixiu's arm that was still bleeding, and then at his own blood-stained hand, finally showing obvious panic on his face, he hesitated to speak, his wet eyes looked helplessly to the left Look to the right, and finally lowered his head, said in a low voice, in despair: "I didn't mean to..."
Shen Yixiu sighed, feeling exhausted: "When the doctor comes, he will treat your wound, and then you go to sleep. When you wake up, let's have a good chat."
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The doctor seemed to have given him some medicine. Chen Ran slept until the next night. After he woke up, he stared at the ceiling for a long time before he remembered who he was, where he was, and what happened last night.
He rolled his eyes, yes, indeed, he stabbed Shen Yixiu, and Shen Yixiu didn't hand him over to the police.He struggled to get up, went to the bathroom to wash his face, saw in the mirror that his face was covered with gauze, he poked the gauze, it still hurt.
After Chen Ran washed up slowly, she stood in the corridor in a daze for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to go downstairs.
Chen Ran's mental state is already very bad, and he himself vaguely knows that since summer, his sleep has been very poor, and he finally falls asleep, and he always dreams, in which he often sees himself when he was a child, that white The white and tender little boy is holding a Transformer, sometimes talking to him, sometimes playing with him.
Only when he hangs out with Zeng Mochen and the others can Chen Ran feel more relaxed and sleep better when he comes back. This is probably one of the reasons why he let Zeng Mochen get entangled with him. Thinking about it now, it's quite selfish.
When Chen Ran went downstairs, she was not surprised to see Shen Yixiu sitting at the dining table. When Shen Yixiu saw him, he smiled: "I was going up to see if you woke up. Are you hungry? Come and eat."
Standing at the stairs, Chen Ran felt a little embarrassed, he was indeed hungry after sleeping for so long, but he really didn't want to face Shen Yixiu face to face, he didn't know how to face him.
At first it seemed that he had reasoned about everything, even if he had no ability to resist Shen Yixiu, at least he could have Ah Q, have a spiritual victory, and stand on the moral high ground, but now that he hurt someone, he ignored it and made a mistake I can't get angry anymore.
"You can eat first, I don't want to eat." Chen Ran glanced at the dishes on the table, and finally said a word.
Shen Yixiu was not angry either, and pointed to his bandaged and fixed right arm: "How can I eat? Thanks to you, I have had more than 30 stitches."
"Don't you have a left hand?" Chen Ran was a little annoyed, and didn't intend to be polite to him.
"Aren't you sympathetic?"
"..." Chen Ran was stunned for a moment, had nothing to say, walked over and pulled out the chair and sat down.
"You feed me." Shen Yixiu pointed to the small bowl in front of him, speaking as a matter of course.
"..." Chen Ran picked up the chopsticks and the bowl, frowned and asked, "Which one do you want to eat?"
Shen Yixiu pointed to the braised pork knuckle with soybeans that was farthest away from him: "That one."
Chen Ran picked a piece of fat and thin for him, pulled the chair closer to him, stretched the chopsticks to his mouth, and said, "Whatever you eat, make up for it."
Shen Yixiu opened his mouth very happily, but he couldn't laugh or cry when he heard this, he shut his mouth and swallowed: "Then you eat this, I heard that the pig's trotters are full of collagen, you have to make up your face."
Chen Ran was too lazy to talk nonsense with him, so he stuffed the pig's trotter into his mouth, and picked up some others himself, eating with relish.
Shen Yixiu was about to cry, and there was still a little grievance in his voice: "Hey, don't you leave me alone? You made me like this, you're justified."
When Chen Ran heard this, she became angry. You locked me here for more than half a month. Are you justified?But he didn't say this, it's not clear what he said, he is a pet, Shen Yixiu is reasonable to him no matter what.
Chen Ran picked up vegetables again and fed them to Shen Yixiu. He was not very good at taking care of others, and after a while, the vegetable juice flowed down the corner of Shen Yixiu's mouth. Shen Yixiu wanted to wipe the back of his left hand depressedly, so Chen Ran hurriedly handed him a Napkins.
Shen Yixiu wiped the corner of his mouth, threw the tissue aside, looked into Chen Ran's eyes and said, "I know what you're thinking, Ran Ran, I'm sorry...I'm just angry, I'm angry that you flirted with others, angry that you ignored me... But you really scared me last night. What's the matter with you?"
Chen Ran's hands paused when he went to pick up the food, he put his chopsticks back, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to mention it anymore, remembering the past, it has nothing to do with you." It's not something glorious, especially I don't want to show it to Shen Yixiu.
Shen Yixiu was silent for a while, then sighed: "I made an appointment with a psychiatrist, and he will come over tomorrow, if you don't want to tell me, just tell the doctor."
"I don't need it." Chen Ran turned to look at him, and said coldly, "Even if I really have some problem, I won't get well if you force me like this. What's the use of asking for a doctor?"
Shen Yixiu stopped talking. He picked up the water glass next to him, took a sip of lemonade, and after a long time, he spoke again: "I was injured, and the crew has stopped working. The media asked me, please be quiet here, and wait for me." It's almost as good here, let's move back to Lilac Apartment, shall we?"
Chen Ran was noncommittal, and held a small bowl in front of Shen Yixiu: "Are you still eating? The food is getting cold."
Shen Yixiu smiled: "Eat, eat. I want some soup."
Chen Ran was finally willing to talk to him properly, why didn't he get hurt earlier, Shen Yixiu thought, opened his mouth and swallowed every drop of the soup that Chen Ran sent over into his mouth.
☆, confession
At night, Shen Yixiu's arms could not touch the water, so Chen Ran had to get a hot towel to wipe him off.He entered the bedroom with a towel, and saw that Shen Yixiu had miraculously undressed himself, sitting on the bed wrapped in a quilt, waiting for him eagerly.
"..." Chen Ran raised his eyebrows: "Wipe it yourself, isn't the clothes off pretty smoothly?"
Shen Yixiu quickly shook his head: "I can't do anything except take off my clothes."
Chen Ran was speechless. He never knew that Boss Shen, who was as high-end and elegant as Boss Shen, had such a humble side.He snorted, got on the bed, and patiently wiped Shen Yixiu's face and body.
Chen Ran carefully supported Shen Yixiu's right arm, avoided the wound on the upper arm, and wiped the other parts. Shen Yixiu still hissed in pain. The wound was quite deep, and the knife scratched it, leaving a slit of about ten centimeters. mouth.
Chen Ran couldn't help asking, "Does it hurt?"
Shen Yixiu looked at him anxiously: "It won't hurt if you kiss him." Then he put his left arm into his arms, bowed his head and kissed his lips.
Chen Ran has been frightened by him these days, he broke away from that embrace almost subconsciously, his blood surged up, and he said angrily, "Are you going to wipe it?! I'll ask someone else to serve you!"
Shen Yixiu looked at him unconsciously with cold eyes, at that moment Chen Ran felt that this was his original appearance, but soon, Shen Yixiu turned his eyes away and said in a low voice: "Come here, I won't move."
The towel was already cold, Chen Ran turned around and went out to throw another warm one, this time Shen Yixiu was very obedient, he didn't move and didn't speak.
After wiping, Chen Ran was going to go to sleep, Shen Yixiu grabbed his wrist and looked into his eyes pitifully: "Don't go, I have something to tell you."
Chen Ran struggled for a while but didn't break free, and didn't dare to use too much force, for fear of touching Shen Yixiu's wound, so he could only maintain a half-kneeling posture, and froze there.
Shen Yixiu held him with one hand, and the injured hand struggled to move.
Chen Ran said anxiously: "What are you doing? Don't move around!"
Shen Yixiu didn't listen, and grinning, he put his hand under the pillow and took out a bunch of red things.
"I wanted to tell you when I first came back. I said I bought you a gift, remember?" Shen Yixiu stuffed the red ball into Chen Ran's hand, Chen Ran looked down, it was red with black A kind of bracelet made of beans, like red beans but not, very delicately made, beans are about the same size, round and smooth, shining under the light, and the string at the end of the bracelet is also woven into complicated and delicate patterns.
Exquisiteness is exquisite, but it is not a rare thing. Shen Yixiu gave him countless things, and this one may be the least valuable one.
"This is called Acacia Bean..." Shen Yixiu said quietly, "The little girl who sold this bracelet said, let me give it to my lover."
Chen Ran looked up at him.
"Ran Ran, I really like you," Shen Yixiu felt that he was very sincere when he said this, but he still saw disdain and sarcasm in Chen Ran's eyes, and his tone was unconsciously eager: "No The kind of liking that only wants to sleep with you, the kind of liking that I want to have you by my side when I open my eyes, and the kind of liking that wants to be with you all the time, that kind of liking that I... have never had before."
Chen Ran blinked, Shen Yixiu's words contained a lot of information, and he couldn't react for a while.
Shen Yixiu went on to say: "Can we stop making trouble? We will be good in the future. I can give you whatever you want, and I won't go to anyone else. I only like you. As long as you stay by my side, Don't..." Don't say anything, he didn't say anything, maybe he felt that it's inappropriate to make a request when he expresses his love so affectionately, "...I will treat you very well." Shen Yixiu smiled lightly, and there were even stars in his eyes The radiance of the water, the affectionate and charming expression appeared on a beautiful face, anyone would be touched.
What's more, Chen Ran, the man in front of him has occupied what should have been the best years of his life, not to mention anything else, he has slept with him countless times.
If he had heard these words a few years ago, he might have been overjoyed. He thought he loved Shen Yixiu, but it was only love. Adding "pass" would make it past tense.Do you still love now?have no idea.
"Do you know what you're talking about?" Chen Ran turned his head away, not wanting to meet Shen Yixiu's hot and deep gaze, which he was not familiar with, and he couldn't handle it: "Why bother? I know who I am, I I can't stand it."
"..." Shen Yixiu's eyes flickered, he was a little disappointed, the wound on his arm throbbed with pain under the emotional fluctuations, which also made him upset, he bit his lip and looked at Chen Ran like an angry child After a while, he narrowed his eyes and said, "Anyway, I won't let you leave me. We'll be together for a long time, and I'll show you."
Chen Ran smiled, that smile was bitter and sad, yes, so whether you like me or not, does it matter which one you like?The end result is still not the same.
Chen Ran was silent for a moment, raised his eyes, and looked directly at Shen Yixiu: "Do you need me to sleep with you tonight? If not, I'll go next door."
"You...it's up to you." A hint of anger flashed across Shen Yixiu's face, but in the end he just said helplessly.
Seeing Chen Ran put the bracelets aside, walked out expressionlessly, and closed the door in front of his eyes, Shen Yixiu punched heavily on the bed, the pain like a tearing wound made him wake up suddenly, and he woke up again. He regained his composure and composure, and the weakness and humbleness just now were gone.
Shen Yixiu has never been so humble in his life!
If he can get Chen Ran's people, he can get his heart, sooner or later!
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The next morning, Chen Ran continued to feed Shen Yixiu.
While eating, Shen Yixiu looked at Chen Ran, and suddenly reached out his hand to touch under Chen Ran's eyes: "Didn't sleep well? Why are there so heavy dark circles?"
Chen Ran avoided his hand, and said calmly: "It's okay, it's okay... What do you want to eat? Fried eggs?"
Shen Yixiu nodded, Chen Ran picked up a tender fried egg, divided it into small pieces on the plate, and fed it to him bit by bit.
Shen Yixiu took a sip of coffee by himself, took out a new mobile phone from the pocket of his home clothes, put it on the table, and took out the bracelet that Chen Ran didn't take last night, and pushed it in front of Chen Ran full of expectation.
"I gave you a new phone, and I copied the address book for you. I also installed the apps you use frequently. Even the location is the same. Take a look."
Chen Ran took the mobile phone and swiped it, and it was indeed seamlessly connected with his previous mobile phone, even the common words used in the input method were the same, and it was very smooth to use.
He opened the address book, he didn't have many contacts, but Zeng Mochen's was gone, and Shen Yixiu's number he originally used was "brother Yixiu", but now it was replaced with "my husband".
Chen Ran was really stunned, almost choked to death by a mouthful of milk, isn't he the one with mental problems?It's Shen Yixiu!It changed into a living person overnight!
He looked up at Shen Yixiu, who was calmly stirring the oatmeal in front of him with a spoon in his left hand, as if he didn't know anything.
Chen Ran muttered in a low voice, "Childish."
Shen Yixiu pretended not to hear, raised his left hand, and shook the acacia bean bracelet wrapped twice around his wrist to Chen Ran: "I've already put it on, don't you?"
Chen Ran lowered his head to eat and ignored him.
"Then give me back the phone." Shen Yixiu stretched out his hand to Chen Ran, raised his eyebrows and said, "If you don't want it, don't want it.
Chen Ran put the new phone in his hand.
"You..." Shen Yixiu was in a dilemma, closed his eyes and swallowed his anger back: "You don't want to wear the head office, do you?"
Chen Ran also didn't expect that he could endure this much, so he was stunned for a while, and finally put away the mobile phone and bracelet, thinking to keep it, as buy one get one free.
After finally finishing his meal, Shen Yixiu stood up and turned around twice, then sat down on the sofa bored, injured and unable to move or go out, as if he had nothing else to do except tease Chen Ran.
"Ran Ran, come here." Shen Yixiu said.
"What are you doing?" Chen Ran was helping the servants clear the table, and reluctantly walked over.
"It's getting colder."
"Ah."
"I'm cold, you hug me."
"..." Chen Ran turned and went upstairs: "I'll get you some clothes."
"Alas..." Shen Yixiu sighed, and fell into the sofa decadently.
Chen Ran took a piece of clothes and was about to go downstairs when he suddenly heard a noise outside. The house was originally quiet, but there was some movement that was particularly obvious. He looked down from the stairs and saw a graceful and dignified woman accompanied by a housekeeper. walked in.
"Mom, why are you here?" Shen Yixiu stood up, frowning, thinking who told the old lady again.
"Isn't this the house you bought for me? I still need your consent to come here?" Zhou Yun took Shen Yixiu's arm and looked at it, with a cloudy expression on his face: "How did this happen?"
"It was on the set, and I accidentally bumped into it." Shen Yixiu said nonchalantly.
Zhou Yun narrowed her eyes and looked at him for a while: "Where's your little lover? The one surnamed Chen. Is he here? I want to see him."
"He... why did you see him?" Shen Yixiu joked
The more Chen Ran didn't respond, the angrier Shen Yixiu became. He could only use more force and be more savage. He hoped that this would force Chen Ran to respond to him, even if it was scolding him, even if it was resistance. It will not be like this again, he will be gentle, just like in the past.
But it was useless, Chen Ran remained silent from beginning to end, neither speaking nor moving, not even showing any unnecessary expressions.
In the end, after tossing and tossing countless times, Chen Ran was bleeding, and Shen Yixiu had to stop. Annoyed and frustrated, he went to the bathroom to take a cold shower. When he came back, he saw Chen Ran with his eyes closed, trapped in the quilt, His face was calm, as if nothing had happened.
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The next day, when Sun Yang came over, Chen Ran was sitting on the sofa, watching the servants cleaning the fallen leaves in the yard. There were two ginkgo trees in the yard, and the golden leaves fell all over the ground. Flying in the sky, Chen Ran stared at one of the leaves in a daze, his eyes drifted with the fallen leaves, and finally fell to the ground, buried in a pile of golden yellow, and could not be found.
"I brought everything you said, Ran Ran, are you okay?" Sun Yang sat beside him and patted him on the back lightly.
"Well, thank you." Chen Ran took the bag Sun Yang brought over, which contained some of his daily necessities, a few books, and his bumblebee.
Chen Ran took out the figure about 20 centimeters high, moved its arms and legs, raised her head and said to Sun Yang, "Sun Yang, I suddenly miss my mother."
Sun Yang was taken aback, not knowing what to say, Chen Ran was not normal, his voice and expression were too... calm.
Sun Yang looked at him carefully, and saw a few red marks and bruises looming on his neck inside the neckline, and there seemed to be traces of being tied up with ropes on his wrists.He caught his breath and frowned, not thinking about it.
Chen Ran said to himself: "When I was young, I really wanted a Transformers toy, but my father refused to give it to me, saying that a bad kid like me who didn't have a mother didn't deserve a toy at all. I walked all the way to the other end to find my mother. My mother took me to the store and bought a bumblebee. I took it home and hid it. After playing for two days, my dad found it. He thought I stole it. The money from the family... I was beaten before I told him that it was bought by my mother. As a result, he became even more angry and smashed the bumblebee. He told me that if he dared to go to my mother again, he would throw me in the Go to the river to feed the fish..."
Chen Ran stopped talking suddenly, and looked blankly at Sun Yang, who looked distressed, as if he didn't understand why he said those words to him just now, he touched his nose, and smiled embarrassedly: "That... I actually I haven't thought about these things for a long time. I didn't sleep well last night, but I dreamed about it again... Could you please check my mother's contact information for me. I haven't contacted her for a long time, and I don't know if she is doing well. .”
Sun Yang nodded, patted his head, and thought for a long time before saying: "Stop thinking about it. After a few days, no one will pay attention to the car crash. You go back to Lilac Apartment, and everything will be the same as before."
Chen Ran shook her head lightly.Impossible to be the same as before, long ago impossible.
The two of them were thinking about their own things. After a while, the sun set to the west, the days gradually became shorter and the nights longer, and winter was coming soon.
"How is Zeng Mochen? Do you have any news?" Chen Ran asked softly.In fact, he lives here, and he doesn't lack anything, so there is really no way to let Sun Yang come, and he wants to know about Zeng Mochen's situation.
In fact, he believed in Shen Yixiu. Although this man was bad in every way, he was not bad in one thing, Chen Ran couldn't deny it.As long as it is something that Shen Yixiu promised, he will do it.But some things, even if you try your best to make up for it, may not be undone.
Sure enough, Sun Yang sighed softly: "I deleted everything that could be deleted, and I also found someone to write a public relations manuscript. It is impossible to completely eliminate the impact, but I am trying my best to make up for it... But I am afraid it will still have some impact on Zeng Mochen. Yes, after all, once the rumors spread, it's like I have grown legs, and I can't control it."
Chen Ran nodded, he understood, and if nothing else was said, even if no one deliberately distorted the facts, once the kissing photo was exposed, Zeng Mochen would be equivalent to coming out publicly, and one can imagine the great pressure.
Sun Yang coughed lightly, and turned to the beginning: "Ran Ran, you let the boss down this time, which is equivalent to slapping him in the face."
Chen Ran smiled coldly: "I'm afraid I will only disappoint him even more in the future."
……
Chen Ran's silent resistance gradually expanded from the bed to under the bed. Gradually, as long as there was room for Shen Yixiu to appear, he stopped talking.
No matter how late Shen Yixiu was every day, he would go back to Xishan Villa, but when he came back, he saw the silent and indifferent Chen Ran, which made his depression and anger pile up like a flood before the gate opened.
And the only way to vent was to toss Chen Ran on the bed in different ways.But no matter whether he is gentle, domineering, changing scenes, or using toys, Chen Ran is always calm, silent, and endures the pain. It will quickly return to indifference after a moment passes.
Shen Yixiu felt that he was going crazy.
That night, Shen Yixiu did not know where to get two sets of school uniforms. He came out of the bathroom, put on one set first, and threw the other smaller set to Chen Ran. He leaned on the window sill with his arms crossed, looking down upon him Chen Ran said: "I want to see what you look like in your school uniform. I have never experienced your school days, and I always feel that it is a pity."
Chen Ran frowned slightly. He looked at the school uniform worn by Shen Yixiu, which was a very common summer sportswear, sky blue sweatpants, white short-sleeved T-shirt, and matching sky blue collar.It's very similar to his high school uniform.
Holding the suit, Chen Ran hesitated.
"What? You don't want to?" Shen Yixiu finally saw some descriptive expression on Chen Ran's face, and he was pleasantly surprised: "It's fine if you don't want to."
But Chen Ran glanced at him, changed his clothes expressionlessly, and then stared at him coldly.
The author has something to say: This chapter has been entangled for a long time, S. . . . Let's make up the M plot by myself, I can't write it anymore.The next chapter, school uniforms, will be well written
☆, sad
Shen Yixiu's little bit of surprise disappeared, and his heart was filled with deep frustration and anger. His thin lips were drawn into a line, and he slowly walked towards Chen Ran: "You look so pretty, especially pure." Shen Yixiu pursed his lips, smiled evilly, and raised Chen Ran's chin: "Do I look good in this outfit? Oh, I'm old, doesn't it look weird?"
Chen Ran didn't speak, with a strange expression on his face, he stared blankly at the chest of Shen Yixiu's school uniform for a while, and simply closed his eyes.
Shen Yixiu stood up in anger, pressed Chen Ran's head with one hand, took off his school uniform and trousers with the other, and brought it to Chen Ran's mouth: "Hold it."
However, Chen Ran struggled and turned his head away a little, stretched out his hand to hold the thing and moved it a few times, of course Shen Yixiu was not satisfied, he felt like his whole body was on fire, his brain was so burnt that he couldn't think, only felt that Chen Ran was against him everywhere !He pinched Chen Ran's chin hard, forced him to open his mouth, and said viciously: "Don't you understand? Don't you want to now?!"
Chen Ran paused, lowered his head, and did as he did. Shen Yixiu breathed out, feeling very comfortable physically, but still had a strange and uncomfortable feeling in his heart.
Chen Ran kept silent, repeating the movements mechanically, but Shen Yixiu felt that something was wrong before he moved a few times. He felt water droplets hitting his legs. When they first touched his skin, the water droplets were hot and slid down a little. , became cold again.
"Ran Ran?!" Shen Yixiu supported Chen Ran's head and stepped back. He forced Chen Ran to raise his head, and saw that beautiful fair face was full of tears.
"What's wrong with you? You... don't like it..." Shen Yixiu couldn't help feeling flustered when he saw the tears still pouring out of Chen Ran's eyes and his frightened and helpless eyes. He knew that Chen Ran didn't like this very much. But in the past, he wanted it, and Chen Ran was very cooperative. Why did he react so strongly today, and after so many days of silence and indifference, he suddenly had such a reaction...
Chen Ran was crying too fast and choked up uncontrollably. He avoided Shen Yixiu's hand trying to wipe his tears, rolled over and climbed onto the bed, quickly hid in the corner, curled up with his knees in his arms, and buried his face in the bed. In the arms, the whole body was shaking.
"Ran Ran..." Shen Yixiu was terrified, and he also climbed onto the bed, wanting to hug Chen Ran, but as soon as his hand touched Chen Ran's shoulder, Chen Ran shrank back like an electric shock, broke down and cried out in despair: "Don't! Don't! I was wrong, I will stay away from you, don't treat me like this..."
"What... are you talking about? Ran Ran, look at me!" Shen Yixiu was upset, Chen Ran cried more and more fiercely, sobbing non-stop, feeling like he was about to die in the next second, he finally touched Chen Ran's stiffness Chen Ran yelled in pain and pushed him out with all his strength: "Get out! Get out... Please..."
Shen Yixiu was frightened by such a broken and begging voice, he didn't dare to provoke Chen Ran any more, so he had to step back: "Okay, okay, I'll go out... I'll come back later..."
Shen Yixiu withdrew from the door and paced back and forth at the door, frustrated, doubtful, and worried. He might have gone too far these days, but what Chen Ran said just now was obviously not aimed at him.
Shen Yixiu rubbed the center of his brows irritably, fidgeting uneasy, walked over after a while and put his ear on the door to listen to the movement inside.
After a long time, there was no sound in the room, no sobbing or panting, and the silence was terrifying for a while.
Shen Yixiu gently opened the door and walked in.The light in the room was still on, and Chen Ran was lying on the pillow, the quilt was pulled up and her head was covered indiscriminately, only her unkempt hair was exposed.Motionless, as if asleep.
Shen Yixiu got on the bed lightly, pulled down the quilt, saw Chen Ran's eyes closed tightly and tears on his face, he felt distressed, but at a loss, he didn't know what to do, he hesitated for a long time, thinking that since Chen Ran If he fell asleep, let him sleep well first. If there is anything to talk about tomorrow, cover him with a quilt and turn off the light.
Shen Yixiu sat in the dark for a while, and gradually calmed down. The feeling of emptiness was like the night, wrapping him tightly. He looked at Chen Ran for a while, and wanted to lie down and hug him, at least at this moment, in the dark night sleep The old Chen Ran will not resist him coldly, but will still be as gentle and sweet as before, but what if Chen Ran wakes up and sees him here, will she lose control and collapse again?Thinking of this, Shen Yixiu sighed, got up and went out.
Chen Ran didn't know if he fell asleep, or if he was dreaming, but he just felt too tired, and crying exhausted his energy.
He felt as if he had a dream, dreaming of the boy he liked in high school, speaking of it, it should be his first love.But this dream was too real, or maybe it wasn't a dream at all, but just a memory he didn't want to face.
He can't remember the boy's name, and the face in his memory is also very vague.But some things are inexplicably remembered very clearly, such as a small oval-shaped oil stain on the front breast pocket of the boy's school uniform on a bright spring afternoon.
At that time, the school stipulated that the students had to go back to the dormitory for a lunch break at noon. Sometimes the bully male students would sneak back to the classroom to study after lunch. Chen Ran also imitated him. He didn't do it for study, he just liked it very much. In the classroom with only two people, I sat silently behind him and watched him study hard.
The boy he had a crush on that day suddenly turned his head and looked at him sharply and brightly. Chen Ran's eyes had no time to hide, and collided with his in panic. The air was full of flames, and Chen Ran felt that his face was about to burn Woke up.
The boy hesitated for a while, walked to him, and sat on the seat next to him. Chen Ran didn't dare to look at him. The two were silent for a while, and the boy suddenly said, "Chen Ran, I saw your notebook."
Chen Ran wrung her fingers, lowered her head and hummed, and it took a long time before she whispered, "I'm sorry."
The boy put his hand on his shoulder hesitantly, and said to him: "Can you...turn around, I want to see you."
Chen Ran turned around and kept his head down. He stared at the boy's chest for a while, then raised his head, still not daring to look him in the eye, and whispered, "Your clothes are dirty."
The boy looked down and smiled awkwardly: "Oh. I accidentally splashed oil when I was eating just now."
Chen Ran regretted it in her heart, why did she say this!
He swallowed his saliva, thinking that his face must be very red now, embarrassing.
The boy looked at him, and suddenly stretched out his hand to touch his face, and said, "Chen Ran, you look so good-looking."
The boy he likes says he is good-looking, does that mean he also likes him?Chen Ran didn't think too much about it, he just felt very happy in his heart.
Later, he did what the boy asked him to do. He was happy and satisfied, and Chen Ran felt that he was also very happy and satisfied.
Even when they were caught, the teacher asked what was going on in astonishment and disgust. The boy said he didn't know, it was Chen Ran who showed him those movies and pictures, and even touched him. He didn't know how to refuse .Until then, Chen Ran didn't say a word of rebuttal.
……
Chen Ran thought vaguely, what is the boy's name?After thinking about it for a long time, I still couldn’t remember it. There was only one person wearing a school uniform with a piece of oil on his chest, and his face was not very clear. After a while, not only this figure was spinning, but the whole world began to spin. Chen Ran held her head and groaned softly.
……
It was approaching early morning, Shen Yixiu couldn't sleep, he was watching a movie in the living room downstairs, an American bloody movie was playing on the huge projection screen, the blood flowed, and the kind of intestines and brains were flying all over the sky.
Chen Ran went downstairs quietly, stood at the stairs, stared at the curtain for a while, and called out: "Brother Yixiu."
Shen Yixiu was startled, turned his head abruptly, and saw Chen Ran standing in the darkness, only the flickering light of the movie swept across his face from time to time.
"Ran Ran..." Shen Yixiu raised his hand to turn on the light, and saw that Chen Ran was still wearing that school uniform, his eyes were red but very clear, his eyes looked down from Chen Ran's face, and he saw his right hand hanging beside him , holding a knife.
The author has something to say: it's locked, let's change it to this. .
☆, injured
Shen Yixiu suddenly stood up, staring at the gleaming dagger.It was originally a small gift from someone else to Shen Yixiu, so Shen Yixiu put it on the shelf casually.
"Ran Ran, what are you doing with the knife? Put the knife down and come and sit down." Shen Yixiu said as softly as possible, Chen Ran's appearance was so abnormal and scary that he didn't know what to do.
"I told you to break up with me before, but if you don't agree, you won't let me go." Chen Ran said bluntly.
"..." Shen Yixiu frowned, his face turned cold.
"You said you like me, what do you like about me?" Chen Ran smiled wryly: "If I become particularly ugly, you won't like me, will you?" Chen Ran raised the dagger to his eyes and looked at it, then With a flip of his wrist, he stroked down on his cheek.
Shen Yixiu was shocked, and stepped forward to snatch the knife in his hand. Chen Ran screamed, refused to let go, and desperately grabbed it back. Shen Yixiu's right arm.
This burst of chaos woke up the bodyguards and servants in the house. They gathered around and stared dumbfounded at the scene in front of them. Blood gushed out from the wound on Shen Yixiu's right arm, and the carpet quickly turned red. Chen Ran's hands There was still a knife in his hand, and blood was dripping from the blade.
The bodyguard came to his senses, rushed over and snatched the knife from Chen Ran's hand, twisted his hands, and pressed him to the ground.The housekeeper and servants also gathered around:
"Boss, how are you? I'll call the driver!"
"Boss, what's going on? Do you want to call the police?!"
"Let's deal with it briefly first, and go to the hospital quickly?"
Shen Yixiu frowned and shouted: "Don't call the police! Don't go to the hospital! Find a doctor!" Then he rushed to Chen Ran's bodyguard and said, "Let go! Get out!"
These people have never seen the boss who has always been personable and irascible. This is even more shocking than the fact that he was injured. Everyone was so frightened that it was difficult to breathe. The servants felt as though they had received an amnesty, and hurriedly retreated out.
Chen Ran didn't speak from the beginning to the end, the moment the bodyguard let him go, he fell to the ground as if exhausted, raised his head and looked at Shen Yixiu blankly.
Enduring the pain, Shen Yixiu leaned over and half knelt in front of him, he couldn't lift his right hand, so he had to turn his face with his left hand.
Shen Yixiu moved fast enough that Chen Ran only had time to cut a 2-3 cm incision on his right cheek at the temple. The wound was not too deep, but blood still leaked out and flowed all the way to Chen Ran's chin.
Shen Yixiu breathed a sigh of relief, fell back and sat on the carpet, looked at Chen Ran with a complicated expression, and said, "Ran Ran, you scared me to death."
The butler knelt beside Shen Yixiu, cut open his pajamas, and was doing the most basic bandaging and hemostasis: "Boss, the doctor will be here soon, why don't you sit on the sofa first?"
Chen Ran looked at the hideous wound on Shen Yixiu's arm that was still bleeding, and then at his own blood-stained hand, finally showing obvious panic on his face, he hesitated to speak, his wet eyes looked helplessly to the left Look to the right, and finally lowered his head, said in a low voice, in despair: "I didn't mean to..."
Shen Yixiu sighed, feeling exhausted: "When the doctor comes, he will treat your wound, and then you go to sleep. When you wake up, let's have a good chat."
……
The doctor seemed to have given him some medicine. Chen Ran slept until the next night. After he woke up, he stared at the ceiling for a long time before he remembered who he was, where he was, and what happened last night.
He rolled his eyes, yes, indeed, he stabbed Shen Yixiu, and Shen Yixiu didn't hand him over to the police.He struggled to get up, went to the bathroom to wash his face, saw in the mirror that his face was covered with gauze, he poked the gauze, it still hurt.
After Chen Ran washed up slowly, she stood in the corridor in a daze for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to go downstairs.
Chen Ran's mental state is already very bad, and he himself vaguely knows that since summer, his sleep has been very poor, and he finally falls asleep, and he always dreams, in which he often sees himself when he was a child, that white The white and tender little boy is holding a Transformer, sometimes talking to him, sometimes playing with him.
Only when he hangs out with Zeng Mochen and the others can Chen Ran feel more relaxed and sleep better when he comes back. This is probably one of the reasons why he let Zeng Mochen get entangled with him. Thinking about it now, it's quite selfish.
When Chen Ran went downstairs, she was not surprised to see Shen Yixiu sitting at the dining table. When Shen Yixiu saw him, he smiled: "I was going up to see if you woke up. Are you hungry? Come and eat."
Standing at the stairs, Chen Ran felt a little embarrassed, he was indeed hungry after sleeping for so long, but he really didn't want to face Shen Yixiu face to face, he didn't know how to face him.
At first it seemed that he had reasoned about everything, even if he had no ability to resist Shen Yixiu, at least he could have Ah Q, have a spiritual victory, and stand on the moral high ground, but now that he hurt someone, he ignored it and made a mistake I can't get angry anymore.
"You can eat first, I don't want to eat." Chen Ran glanced at the dishes on the table, and finally said a word.
Shen Yixiu was not angry either, and pointed to his bandaged and fixed right arm: "How can I eat? Thanks to you, I have had more than 30 stitches."
"Don't you have a left hand?" Chen Ran was a little annoyed, and didn't intend to be polite to him.
"Aren't you sympathetic?"
"..." Chen Ran was stunned for a moment, had nothing to say, walked over and pulled out the chair and sat down.
"You feed me." Shen Yixiu pointed to the small bowl in front of him, speaking as a matter of course.
"..." Chen Ran picked up the chopsticks and the bowl, frowned and asked, "Which one do you want to eat?"
Shen Yixiu pointed to the braised pork knuckle with soybeans that was farthest away from him: "That one."
Chen Ran picked a piece of fat and thin for him, pulled the chair closer to him, stretched the chopsticks to his mouth, and said, "Whatever you eat, make up for it."
Shen Yixiu opened his mouth very happily, but he couldn't laugh or cry when he heard this, he shut his mouth and swallowed: "Then you eat this, I heard that the pig's trotters are full of collagen, you have to make up your face."
Chen Ran was too lazy to talk nonsense with him, so he stuffed the pig's trotter into his mouth, and picked up some others himself, eating with relish.
Shen Yixiu was about to cry, and there was still a little grievance in his voice: "Hey, don't you leave me alone? You made me like this, you're justified."
When Chen Ran heard this, she became angry. You locked me here for more than half a month. Are you justified?But he didn't say this, it's not clear what he said, he is a pet, Shen Yixiu is reasonable to him no matter what.
Chen Ran picked up vegetables again and fed them to Shen Yixiu. He was not very good at taking care of others, and after a while, the vegetable juice flowed down the corner of Shen Yixiu's mouth. Shen Yixiu wanted to wipe the back of his left hand depressedly, so Chen Ran hurriedly handed him a Napkins.
Shen Yixiu wiped the corner of his mouth, threw the tissue aside, looked into Chen Ran's eyes and said, "I know what you're thinking, Ran Ran, I'm sorry...I'm just angry, I'm angry that you flirted with others, angry that you ignored me... But you really scared me last night. What's the matter with you?"
Chen Ran's hands paused when he went to pick up the food, he put his chopsticks back, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to mention it anymore, remembering the past, it has nothing to do with you." It's not something glorious, especially I don't want to show it to Shen Yixiu.
Shen Yixiu was silent for a while, then sighed: "I made an appointment with a psychiatrist, and he will come over tomorrow, if you don't want to tell me, just tell the doctor."
"I don't need it." Chen Ran turned to look at him, and said coldly, "Even if I really have some problem, I won't get well if you force me like this. What's the use of asking for a doctor?"
Shen Yixiu stopped talking. He picked up the water glass next to him, took a sip of lemonade, and after a long time, he spoke again: "I was injured, and the crew has stopped working. The media asked me, please be quiet here, and wait for me." It's almost as good here, let's move back to Lilac Apartment, shall we?"
Chen Ran was noncommittal, and held a small bowl in front of Shen Yixiu: "Are you still eating? The food is getting cold."
Shen Yixiu smiled: "Eat, eat. I want some soup."
Chen Ran was finally willing to talk to him properly, why didn't he get hurt earlier, Shen Yixiu thought, opened his mouth and swallowed every drop of the soup that Chen Ran sent over into his mouth.
☆, confession
At night, Shen Yixiu's arms could not touch the water, so Chen Ran had to get a hot towel to wipe him off.He entered the bedroom with a towel, and saw that Shen Yixiu had miraculously undressed himself, sitting on the bed wrapped in a quilt, waiting for him eagerly.
"..." Chen Ran raised his eyebrows: "Wipe it yourself, isn't the clothes off pretty smoothly?"
Shen Yixiu quickly shook his head: "I can't do anything except take off my clothes."
Chen Ran was speechless. He never knew that Boss Shen, who was as high-end and elegant as Boss Shen, had such a humble side.He snorted, got on the bed, and patiently wiped Shen Yixiu's face and body.
Chen Ran carefully supported Shen Yixiu's right arm, avoided the wound on the upper arm, and wiped the other parts. Shen Yixiu still hissed in pain. The wound was quite deep, and the knife scratched it, leaving a slit of about ten centimeters. mouth.
Chen Ran couldn't help asking, "Does it hurt?"
Shen Yixiu looked at him anxiously: "It won't hurt if you kiss him." Then he put his left arm into his arms, bowed his head and kissed his lips.
Chen Ran has been frightened by him these days, he broke away from that embrace almost subconsciously, his blood surged up, and he said angrily, "Are you going to wipe it?! I'll ask someone else to serve you!"
Shen Yixiu looked at him unconsciously with cold eyes, at that moment Chen Ran felt that this was his original appearance, but soon, Shen Yixiu turned his eyes away and said in a low voice: "Come here, I won't move."
The towel was already cold, Chen Ran turned around and went out to throw another warm one, this time Shen Yixiu was very obedient, he didn't move and didn't speak.
After wiping, Chen Ran was going to go to sleep, Shen Yixiu grabbed his wrist and looked into his eyes pitifully: "Don't go, I have something to tell you."
Chen Ran struggled for a while but didn't break free, and didn't dare to use too much force, for fear of touching Shen Yixiu's wound, so he could only maintain a half-kneeling posture, and froze there.
Shen Yixiu held him with one hand, and the injured hand struggled to move.
Chen Ran said anxiously: "What are you doing? Don't move around!"
Shen Yixiu didn't listen, and grinning, he put his hand under the pillow and took out a bunch of red things.
"I wanted to tell you when I first came back. I said I bought you a gift, remember?" Shen Yixiu stuffed the red ball into Chen Ran's hand, Chen Ran looked down, it was red with black A kind of bracelet made of beans, like red beans but not, very delicately made, beans are about the same size, round and smooth, shining under the light, and the string at the end of the bracelet is also woven into complicated and delicate patterns.
Exquisiteness is exquisite, but it is not a rare thing. Shen Yixiu gave him countless things, and this one may be the least valuable one.
"This is called Acacia Bean..." Shen Yixiu said quietly, "The little girl who sold this bracelet said, let me give it to my lover."
Chen Ran looked up at him.
"Ran Ran, I really like you," Shen Yixiu felt that he was very sincere when he said this, but he still saw disdain and sarcasm in Chen Ran's eyes, and his tone was unconsciously eager: "No The kind of liking that only wants to sleep with you, the kind of liking that I want to have you by my side when I open my eyes, and the kind of liking that wants to be with you all the time, that kind of liking that I... have never had before."
Chen Ran blinked, Shen Yixiu's words contained a lot of information, and he couldn't react for a while.
Shen Yixiu went on to say: "Can we stop making trouble? We will be good in the future. I can give you whatever you want, and I won't go to anyone else. I only like you. As long as you stay by my side, Don't..." Don't say anything, he didn't say anything, maybe he felt that it's inappropriate to make a request when he expresses his love so affectionately, "...I will treat you very well." Shen Yixiu smiled lightly, and there were even stars in his eyes The radiance of the water, the affectionate and charming expression appeared on a beautiful face, anyone would be touched.
What's more, Chen Ran, the man in front of him has occupied what should have been the best years of his life, not to mention anything else, he has slept with him countless times.
If he had heard these words a few years ago, he might have been overjoyed. He thought he loved Shen Yixiu, but it was only love. Adding "pass" would make it past tense.Do you still love now?have no idea.
"Do you know what you're talking about?" Chen Ran turned his head away, not wanting to meet Shen Yixiu's hot and deep gaze, which he was not familiar with, and he couldn't handle it: "Why bother? I know who I am, I I can't stand it."
"..." Shen Yixiu's eyes flickered, he was a little disappointed, the wound on his arm throbbed with pain under the emotional fluctuations, which also made him upset, he bit his lip and looked at Chen Ran like an angry child After a while, he narrowed his eyes and said, "Anyway, I won't let you leave me. We'll be together for a long time, and I'll show you."
Chen Ran smiled, that smile was bitter and sad, yes, so whether you like me or not, does it matter which one you like?The end result is still not the same.
Chen Ran was silent for a moment, raised his eyes, and looked directly at Shen Yixiu: "Do you need me to sleep with you tonight? If not, I'll go next door."
"You...it's up to you." A hint of anger flashed across Shen Yixiu's face, but in the end he just said helplessly.
Seeing Chen Ran put the bracelets aside, walked out expressionlessly, and closed the door in front of his eyes, Shen Yixiu punched heavily on the bed, the pain like a tearing wound made him wake up suddenly, and he woke up again. He regained his composure and composure, and the weakness and humbleness just now were gone.
Shen Yixiu has never been so humble in his life!
If he can get Chen Ran's people, he can get his heart, sooner or later!
……
The next morning, Chen Ran continued to feed Shen Yixiu.
While eating, Shen Yixiu looked at Chen Ran, and suddenly reached out his hand to touch under Chen Ran's eyes: "Didn't sleep well? Why are there so heavy dark circles?"
Chen Ran avoided his hand, and said calmly: "It's okay, it's okay... What do you want to eat? Fried eggs?"
Shen Yixiu nodded, Chen Ran picked up a tender fried egg, divided it into small pieces on the plate, and fed it to him bit by bit.
Shen Yixiu took a sip of coffee by himself, took out a new mobile phone from the pocket of his home clothes, put it on the table, and took out the bracelet that Chen Ran didn't take last night, and pushed it in front of Chen Ran full of expectation.
"I gave you a new phone, and I copied the address book for you. I also installed the apps you use frequently. Even the location is the same. Take a look."
Chen Ran took the mobile phone and swiped it, and it was indeed seamlessly connected with his previous mobile phone, even the common words used in the input method were the same, and it was very smooth to use.
He opened the address book, he didn't have many contacts, but Zeng Mochen's was gone, and Shen Yixiu's number he originally used was "brother Yixiu", but now it was replaced with "my husband".
Chen Ran was really stunned, almost choked to death by a mouthful of milk, isn't he the one with mental problems?It's Shen Yixiu!It changed into a living person overnight!
He looked up at Shen Yixiu, who was calmly stirring the oatmeal in front of him with a spoon in his left hand, as if he didn't know anything.
Chen Ran muttered in a low voice, "Childish."
Shen Yixiu pretended not to hear, raised his left hand, and shook the acacia bean bracelet wrapped twice around his wrist to Chen Ran: "I've already put it on, don't you?"
Chen Ran lowered his head to eat and ignored him.
"Then give me back the phone." Shen Yixiu stretched out his hand to Chen Ran, raised his eyebrows and said, "If you don't want it, don't want it.
Chen Ran put the new phone in his hand.
"You..." Shen Yixiu was in a dilemma, closed his eyes and swallowed his anger back: "You don't want to wear the head office, do you?"
Chen Ran also didn't expect that he could endure this much, so he was stunned for a while, and finally put away the mobile phone and bracelet, thinking to keep it, as buy one get one free.
After finally finishing his meal, Shen Yixiu stood up and turned around twice, then sat down on the sofa bored, injured and unable to move or go out, as if he had nothing else to do except tease Chen Ran.
"Ran Ran, come here." Shen Yixiu said.
"What are you doing?" Chen Ran was helping the servants clear the table, and reluctantly walked over.
"It's getting colder."
"Ah."
"I'm cold, you hug me."
"..." Chen Ran turned and went upstairs: "I'll get you some clothes."
"Alas..." Shen Yixiu sighed, and fell into the sofa decadently.
Chen Ran took a piece of clothes and was about to go downstairs when he suddenly heard a noise outside. The house was originally quiet, but there was some movement that was particularly obvious. He looked down from the stairs and saw a graceful and dignified woman accompanied by a housekeeper. walked in.
"Mom, why are you here?" Shen Yixiu stood up, frowning, thinking who told the old lady again.
"Isn't this the house you bought for me? I still need your consent to come here?" Zhou Yun took Shen Yixiu's arm and looked at it, with a cloudy expression on his face: "How did this happen?"
"It was on the set, and I accidentally bumped into it." Shen Yixiu said nonchalantly.
Zhou Yun narrowed her eyes and looked at him for a while: "Where's your little lover? The one surnamed Chen. Is he here? I want to see him."
"He... why did you see him?" Shen Yixiu joked
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