found a lady

When I finally got dressed, a sentence came from the other side, "No more. 』

etc!This tone seems wrong...

The boy was wrapped in his clothes and was reading the Grimm's fairy tales I turned up. Seeing that I was stunned, he asked me lightly: "What's wrong?"

I paused and said, "I feel something is wrong with my friend, I might have to go out..."

Before the words fell, the boy raised his head, and the indifference just now was gone.He looked at me with tears in his eyes: "Brother, I don't want to be alone at home..."

Half an hour later, I went out with the fully armed boy in my arms.

When I started the car, I asked him: "What should I call you? Should I call you a child or a doll?"

"Xiao Xiao" he was a little sleepy, and his voice was a little soft when he answered, it sounded really cute.

"What small?"

"Very small, and Chunxiao's Xiao..."

Ten minutes later, I faced the most embarrassing scene in my life.

When I went upstairs with the new year's goods, I clearly thought about whether to knock or open the door with the key.The whole mistake was that I didn't want Xiaoxiao to blow the cold wind outside, so I took the key and came to the door.

The moment I opened the door, I saw my good classmate being thrown on the table by a man in a black coat in cold weather.It seems chastity is hard to guarantee.

The mistake was that I didn't go in immediately, but was stunned.

So much so that Xiaoxiao shrinks back in my arms, and screams: "Cold."

So my colleague and the colleague who teased my colleague looked at me together, and then pretended to be constipated.

My classmate: "...Liu Xian, are you... happy to be a father?"

Me: "... I wish you and him happiness."

He and I glanced at each other, seeing contempt and surprise in each other's eyes at the same time.

"Xiao Xiao, my classmate, Zhang Xian, is showing off."

Zhang Xian pointed at the man in black with his middle finger: "Call him Dahei, my distant cousin."

Dahei smiled angrily: "This doll is cute, where did you get it?"

I almost applauded when I heard this, good guy, how do you know you picked it up? !But I restrained myself in time and patted Xiao Xiao's head: "My distant cousin."

Zhang Xian didn't care that I used his excuses to prevaricate others, but was more interested in the New Year's goods I brought.Just went to the side to unpack the bag.

Xiao Xiao has been very silent, not so much as embarrassment, but as a kind of silent oppression.This may be his innate temperament, or it may be acquired.

Dahei laughed twice, and said to me: "This kid is promising and has aura."

I had nothing to say, and the child is not mine, so I stood up and said, "Zhang Xian, are we making dumplings spicy for lunch?"

Zhang Xian was a little uncomfortable just now, but now he smiled all over his face, nodded and said that he wanted to eat wild vegetable stuffing.

In the kitchen, Zhang Xian rummaged through the cabinets looking for disposable chopsticks, while I looked at the water.

He suddenly asked me what was going on with that child, and I told him everything.

"Dahei told me just now," Zhang Xian said a little uneasy, "I seem to have seen this child in a villa in the North District."

The northern district is full of villas with amazingly high housing prices. Ordinary people would not buy a house there. It is not only expensive, but also far away from the urban area, which always feels dangerous.

"Then what is Dahei doing there?"

"He... he went to deliver the courier."

I looked back at his half-red ears and said, "Then you were with me just now, did Dahei and you play on the phone, how did he tell you?"

Zhang Xian turned his head and ignored me.

This is his reaction once he tells a lie. After so many years, I still don't understand him.But at the same time, I also knew that he didn't look like someone who would joke around casually.

"Don't worry," I said to him, "I'm not a child, I know what I did."

Unfortunately, when Zhang Xian was in the hospital, he said to me dying, "I thought you knew it, but who knew you didn't. I thought I understood it, but later I realized that I didn't understand it."

When I brushed his hair for the last time, all I could think of was his sighs, which beat against my thoughts like huge waves.

However, there is no turning back.

(Xiaoxiao's perspective)

My father was a lover, a lot of people said that about him.Women find him romantic and gentle.Woman, that's a word I learned early on.

My father loved my mother very much, so I hated me even more for letting my mother die.My father's so-called hate method is that I keep calling different women mothers, and he keeps getting divorced and remarried. No one can resist his charm.

In the winter when I was 12 years old, my father lost his temper at home, tore up my homework, books, beat and cursed.It was Hou's father's handsome face, overlapping with the god of death.

Grandma is the daughter of a big family, even if she wanted to scold her father, it would be useless.

I didn't understand, so I said to my father what I didn't dare to say for a long time: "Father, won't mother think you are dirty when you are like this?"

It's not that I don't know the reason why my father has been refusing to accept me for so many years, I'm just waiting for this moment.The father lost his mother, lost his faith, and finally lost himself.In order to repay his mother, he felt that he was not clean enough, so he committed suicide in the church.

Grandma never came to see me again.

I was raised by my second uncle, and I am used to seeing his sarcastic remarks, it seems that that is the best way to express it.

In winter when I was 14, I was tricked and thrown out of the house by my father's mistress.It's not that I can't see it, I just want to see what she can do to me.

That winter was really cold, so I found a place to stay and closed my eyes.I heard my mother calling me. She said that she and my father missed me very much and wanted to see me.

That night was too cold and too long, so long that I didn't want to be cold anymore, I wanted to give up the idea of ​​struggling any longer.

At that time, Liu Xian appeared.

To me at that time, he was not special.In his early thirties, he still thinks he is an aspiring young man, and he can be deceived by just pursing his mouth. He pretends to understand, and his brain is always so big.

That's it, I wanted to say at the time that if I learn to be a normal child, I can at least live through the Chinese New Year in peace and stability. Once the Chinese New Year is over, my second uncle will not stop worrying about me.

When I was thinking this way, Liu Xian held my hand and asked me if I was cold.

I looked up and saw the gray sky outside the window, and a few small snowflakes slowly drifting down.

That was the warmest winter in my memory. Although the frostbite was very painful, I still felt very happy.

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