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Chapter 50 I Love You So Much

"I was treated as crazy by them, and you also treated me as sick. Everyone wanted to stay away from me. Now you think you are wronged, don't you?"

I was taken aback for a moment, I never thought that Miao Xiu would talk about this matter, it was something so long ago in my previous life.

Miao Xiu turned over, stretched her long legs, changed her position in a blink of an eye, and pressed me under her body again.

"Why, can't you remember?" His hand held mine tightly, making me unable to move.The face in front of him was obviously smiling, but it looked extraordinarily ferocious.

He touched his face, slender and beautiful, and pointed to a place with his knuckle-knit fingers, his obsidian eyes drooped lightly, and said without a trace of emotion.

"Didn't you ask me before, what's going on here?"

The bangs on Miao Xiu's forehead are very long. He always combs his hair back, looking mature and stable, but the bangs hanging down make him look much younger and immature than his actual age.The bangs on the right side of the forehead have been lifted by his fingers.

I followed his fingers and looked, but was stunned for a moment.

Miao Xiu's skin is very good. Artists have always paid great attention to maintenance. Even if he doesn't sleep every day, he has to put the mask on his face as a task.His face was delicate without any pores, and his skin was fair, but there was a disproportionate indentation at the temple.

Once, when I was helping Miao Xiu take a bath, I asked him out of curiosity.He was not in a good mood at the time, and he gave me a cold look without answering.Because I was afraid that he would get angry if I mentioned this scar again, I stopped asking about it later, and I saw it later, and I got used to ignoring it.

Now, he would take the initiative to bring up this topic again.Even if he took the initiative to mention this dent, which he obviously regarded as a taboo, he still seemed to be in a bad mood.

"If you don't want to say it, forget it."

I reached out to touch his face, but he avoided it.

Instead of being angry, he smiled, and grabbed the hair hanging on his forehead casually behind his head with his hands, and a few strands of hair hanging on his cheeks were caught behind his ears by his fingers.

He was going to pay attention today to show me the dent.

The dent is actually not very big. The scar has faded a lot with the passage of time, but it still feels a little uneven when you touch it with your fingers, which slightly destroys the perfection of this face.

Other than that, nothing seems to be different.

He let me touch his face this time, no, it should be said that he grabbed my hand and forced me to touch it.

At this time, I suddenly heard Miao Xiu say.

"When you went to study abroad, I was worried that you would be fascinated by women over there, and even more worried that you would be fascinated by men over there, so I escaped from the hospital and went to find you without telling my parents I, I still remember the way you saw me at that time, it was so tempting, I wanted to run over and put you under me immediately. I thought at the time, look, even if you avoid me, in the end you still don’t I can't do it. It's really pitiful to see your little appearance. If I can, I will always be with you and stay abroad forever. It's so free there, without the constraints of family members, you like it too, don't you? "

His hands touched my face again and again, with the strength like a kitten teasing people, making people tickle.The cold fingertips rest on my lips, lingering there.

My eyes were fixed on Miao Xiu, but I didn't speak.

At this moment, his appearance looks different from usual, a bit abnormal.

I carefully considered what I wanted to say, thought for a long time, and said it anyway.

"How did you get that?"

Miao Xiu laughed again because of my reaction.

"Of course I was beaten. After my father fell ill, I went back to China. Later, after he was discharged from the hospital, he still had a little hope for me. He asked me, when will you find a woman to have a serious relationship with. He also said , he doesn't ask for any family background, as long as it's a woman. My father is really pitiful, his requirements for me have dropped so low. "

He paused, lowered his head, and kissed me. From eyes to lips, he carefully placed a kiss before continuing.

"I told him that I still want to be with you. If you marry a woman, that woman is very poor. I don't want to do that...Of course, I was beaten...My dad took a whip that long Beat me. That whip was brought back to him when I went out to play. He is precious. That time, he whipped me with such a precious whip. There was a barb on that whip, and the barb just pierced Here I am. I was almost blind at the time."

He spoke with a relaxed face, as if he was talking about the weather or something, but I was the only one who was terrified.

What he said happened in the previous life, but if the dent is still there in this life, it means that he still did it in this life.

The dent is very light, almost the same color as the skin, and you can’t see it unless you look carefully, but he said it happened a long time ago, so the fact that this scar is still there is enough to prove how serious the injury was before .

There are many things in my heart that I want to say to Miao Xiu, and they came to my heart almost at the same time, but because my head was almost bursting, I couldn't get anything out of my mouth in the end.

I was annoyed by Miao Xiu's calm appearance, but I felt that he was pitiful but also hateful.

Such a self-willed person now asks me to be as brave and honest about our relationship as he is.If it was before, I would think he was selfish, but now I think he is really pitiful.

No reason, both helpless and funny.

Like an abandoned puppy, wagging its tail at me, trying to get the last warmth in this world with the most hated person, it is undoubtedly asking for abuse.

However, I really fell into the trap he set obediently, and my heart softened. I wanted to hug this man and hear more things that happened to him from his mouth.

I don't know Miao Xiu as well as I know him so thoroughly.Several years of estrangement have already separated me and him by an invisible deep ditch.

Now, Miao Xiu is standing on the opposite side of this deep ditch, waving at me.

He wants me to go there, so I can go there.

Miao Xiu let go of his grip on me, but I stretched out my hand, wrapped his arms around his waist, and pulled him into my arms.I buried my head on his shoulder, smelling the faint scent of his after bathing with the tip of my nose.

"Axiu, what happened next?"

Miao Xiu faced up, lowering her long and narrow eyes.

"Then I was kicked out of the house, and I went to a random hospital to bandage my wounds. Later, I met Lin Rong, who asked me if I would like to participate in an audition event held by his company at that time, and if I had the opportunity, I could become a star. .Even if I didn’t meet Lin Rong, I might still participate. That’s my dream. So, without my dad’s stop, I went to participate, and I was lucky enough to win the runner-up. Signed."

Miao Xiu briefly described his miserable life like a lost dog looking for a house everywhere, but I remembered a book he published before he fell from the building in his previous life.Although most of it is about filming techniques, there are a few paragraphs in it that refer to the month before he became a glamorous star.

Cut off from his source of income by his father, he was busy looking for a place to live, and had to deal with people he had met several times.Those people were all playing in the same circle, and they went where they had fun. They obviously knew about his situation after receiving the wind, but they pretended not to know and humiliated him several times with various ironic words.

No matter how capable Miao Xiu was, for the first time without the support of the mountain behind him, he was still a teenage boy who was almost collapsed at that time, but still bit the bullet and kept going.

He refused to go home to admit his mistakes to his parents, and still insisted on his so-called pursuit.

I gently touched Miao Xiu's soft hair with my hand, but I already had an idea in my heart.

"Axiu, shall we get married in the future?"

Inexplicably, blurted out, is this sentence.

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I was stunned, and the body of the person in my arms also froze.

Before I had time to explain, Miao Xiu, who half-closed her eyes, raised her fair neck, held my face in both hands, and kissed me.

"I refuse. I will propose to you after I buy the ring. You are the one who wants to marry me and enter my family."

Miao Xiu let go of me, looked at me, and smiled faintly.

A week later, I went home, sorted out the things that An Zhizong bought in the room, and then went to the bank to confirm the assets under my name.

Most of the assets were invested by An Zhizong with the money my parents gave me.Over the years, he has spent most of the money investing in real estate and stocks.

I acquired a large fortune without any difficulty.

I drew 10 yuan from it, went to a place, and entrusted the money to a person I knew and handed it over to a family.

The woman who gave birth to An Zhizong, after being forced to commit suicide by An Zhizong, the impression she left on me was that she stood under the tree that day, stroking the child's head, and reminding the child what to pay attention to when going back to school. Looks like a loving mother.

It's not that that woman can't be a mother, but she used her love on another child.An Zhizong just became a child who shouldn't appear.

Thanks to her 5 yuan at the beginning, although it was not much, it happened to solve my urgent need.It is better to pay back the debt you have borrowed.

I also repaid all the loan to An Zhizong's father.

These two people have nothing to do with Su Fei. I'm not An Zhizong, so I can't justly borrow other people's money and not repay it.

I also donated part of the money to charity.

Now, after paying off, the only thing I owe to An Zhizong is gone.

The rest of the days belonged to Su Fei.Get rid of all the things attached to me by An Zhizong, and hurry up, so that I can enjoy the days that belong to Su Fei with peace of mind.

When I finished these things and went home again, my parents were there.

I specially made the Pu-erh tea that my father likes to drink, and the black tea that my mother likes to drink, and put a cup of each in front of them.

Under their surprised eyes, I walked to the sofa where they were sitting, and in front of them, bent down, bent my knees, and knelt down on the cold marble floor.

I thank them for bringing me into this world.

I am grateful that I have a pair of parents who are so dedicated. When I almost collapsed, the only people who were by my side were them.I am grateful to them for their unwavering dedication to me.

But in this life, I still have to live up to their hopes.I can't do what a son should do, I still want them to accommodate me so willfully.

"Dad, mom."

I looked up and met their eyes.

"You... what are you doing? Still not getting up?"

My father didn't even care about his favorite tea. He wanted to get up from the sofa and pull me up, but I stopped him with a sound.

My mother, who hadn't spoken since I poured her tea, seemed to anticipate what I was going to say to them.But there was still a little hope in her eyes, and she prayed that I would change my mind.

I pursed my lips, remained silent, and finally let go of my mouth and said.

"Dad, Mom, there is one thing, I don't think I can hide it from you like this. In this life, I will never marry a woman. I fell in love with a man, and that man's name is Miao Xiu."

There was a sudden sound of glass breaking.

My father swung away the cup of Pu'er tea I poured for him on the spot, and the tea in the cup splashed his trousers and the back of my hand.

"What nonsense are you talking about? Are you in love with Miao Xiu? Are you crazy?"

"Yeah, I'm crazy. But I know who I like."

My father walked up to me quickly and picked me up in front of my mother.

How shocked he was when he looked at me.

I can understand his mood at the moment, as if he was in a dream, so caught off guard.

"I spent so much time cultivating you, but you say you like men, are you crazy? Women don't like men, but you like men? Are you planning to let me be pointed out that my son is a perverted lunatic in the future? "

There's nothing wrong with liking a man, I know that.But the person I like is called Miao Xiu, so what's wrong with it.

Since I made this decision and announced my coming out with my parents, I didn't expect my parents to accept my decision.

……

When I appeared in front of Miao Xiu again, Miao Xiu looked at me with such a shocked expression, which was the same as my parents' expression when they heard that I came out of the closet.

"How did you do this?"

Miao Xiu left her assistant in a panic and ran towards me in a hurry, touching the corner of my mouth with her hand, which made me groan in pain.

I frowned, tried hard to squeeze out a good-looking smile, tried to make myself look relaxed, and said briskly.

"Axiu, I'm out of the closet. My dad kicked me out of the house. You can take me in from now on."

Miao Xiu didn't say anything, but squeezed my wrist tightly with great strength.

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