back to his time

The three years when time stopped

Miao Xiu died.

With the initial resentment, in front of Su Fei, in front of the person he loves and hates the most in his life, he threw himself into the camp of death.

He hoped that this person would feel sorry for him for the rest of his life until he died.

Miao Xiu's consciousness gradually became loose and blurred.His world was plunged into darkness, quietly, endlessly and completely dimmed.

After an unknown amount of time, Miao Xiu heard some small voices, and his eyes opened again.

The sky in front of my eyes was very bright, the sun was shining golden and dazzling.

Miao Xiu's eyes were dull, staring at the distant sky bewilderedly.

Why is he here?

Where is this place?

His body's nerve response was very slow, and he didn't move for a long time.Until, he heard a familiar whisper in his ear, calling his name.

"Miao...xiu..."

His gaze finally turned to the person in front of him.

The man walked in a strange posture. He walked crookedly. Although he was trying to move forward with strength, he fell to the ground from time to time. Then he touched the earth-red floor tiles by the roadside, leaned on the gray-white wall, and stood up again. Get up and keep going.

Then, fall down again and get up again.

Repeatedly, like a classmate practicing walking, he stumbles and climbs forward.

Miao Xiu looked at this man suspiciously.

The figure of this person was very familiar. Looking at the figure of this person, he felt a slight pain in his heart.The kind of knife-like pain that slowly spread from his heart made him frown in pain, and his hands tightly grasped the clothes on his chest, almost wanting to rip his heart out of his chest.

Miao Xiu followed this person all the way.

Watching him roaming the bustling streets and running rampant on the side of the road like a wandering spirit.The shouts and whispers of passers-by could not wake up the man in front of him.

Until, the man turned his head and looked behind him.

His facial features directly reflected Miao Xiu's eyes, broke into the depths of his soul, and brought back the first memory.

Sophie.

The clothes on the chest have been wrinkled by Miao Xiu.He stiffened and stared at the man.

"Miao Xiu, what are you doing!"

"Goodbye, Sophie."

At the side of the ear was the scream and Su Fei's wide-eyed, terrified expression.

All the memories before his death came back to his mind at this time.

Miao Xiu looked at the glass door beside her.

There is only one person in the reflection inside, and that is Su Fei's figure.And him?Absolutely not.

Yes, he died.

It was very painful when he died, his limbs were shattered, and his face was bloody.He dragged on until Su Fei walked in front of him, and then he completely died.

Why would he see Sophie again?

He looked at his hands, which were vaguely transparent under the sunlight.He stretched out his hand towards Su Fei's neck.

However, his hand passed through Su Fei's body strangely, and he also fell to the ground violently because he lost his balance.

However, Su Fei acted as if she hadn't seen him at all, and was still sitting on the ground with a dull expression on her face.

Not only Su Fei, but even passers-by looked at Su Fei, but stepped on him.

None of them saw Miao Xiu.

He is indeed dead.Just what's the situation now?

Miao Xiu was at a loss.

Sophie got up from the ground again and walked forward.

There seemed to be a thread on his body, which was pulled forward by Su Fei.

Miao Xiu was a little annoyed, he really didn't want to see Su Fei again, let alone have any relationship with Su Fei, that's why he chose to disappear from the world.

He tried to stand still, but he couldn't hold on for a while.His throat was strangled by something, and the pain was unbearable, and he had difficulty breathing, almost suffocating.

In the end, he was forced to follow Su Fei, and followed Su Fei all the way.

Su Fei's destination is the Su family.

When the door of Su's house was opened, Su Fei had passed out directly at the door, letting the servants and Su Fei's parents help Su Fei to move into the house in a panic.

Then I asked the doctor to give me an IV, and opened Su Fei's mouth to feed the medicine.

This series of actions was carried out quickly under Miao Xiu's nose.While they were busy with these things, Miao Xiu had been standing by the bed, looking at Su Fei on the bed.

He saw the sun go down at dusk and night fell, but Sophie on the bed was still in a coma.The sleepy Sophie hummed some words from time to time.

At the beginning, Miao Xiu didn't pay attention, he was stuck in an inexplicable sense of irritability and anxiety.The faster time passed and the longer he stood by the bed, the more irritable he became.This irritability accumulates a lot, and it becomes an uncontrollable anger.

He wanted to strangle the person on the bed, but his hand passed across Su Fei's body again.

He is not someone who gives up easily, and tries again.After failing a dozen times, he finally withdrew in frustration.

He didn't understand why he couldn't escape from this man even after he died.He thought of his mother, who died unwillingly in the hospital with longing for his father and reluctance for him.

Miao Xiu stared at the person on the bed, and the anger in her heart burned even more vigorously.

It was late at night, and the Su family was quiet, and everyone was sleeping peacefully.Miao Xiu is the only sleepless person in this house.He walked around the room, his hands passing through the surrounding furniture decorations again and again.

Finally, he stopped and went back to standing by the bed again.

He sat down cross-legged on the floor next to the bed, feeling completely bewildered.

At this time, he heard Su Fei's voice.

Sophie was talking in her sleep.

Misunderstood, Miao Xiu leaned over her upper body and put her ear next to Su Fei's mouth.He wanted to hear what Sophie was talking about in his dreams and what he dreamed about.

However, he heard his own name again.

Sophie was talking.

"Axiu, don't jump, don't jump."

"Axiu, I was wrong."

is it wrong?

Miao Xiu kept leaning over in a daze.His eyes were staring at the night outside the window, and there was no smile on his face.

Su Fei fell into a coma for two weeks. After waking up, she grasped her mother's hand and said that was the first thing she said.

"Mom, you call Miao Xiu, I have something to tell him."

Everyone standing in the room was stunned.

Miao Xiu stood aside, looking at Su Fei coldly.

So Fei's mother didn't know how to answer, and looked at her husband hesitantly.

Sophie said another word.

"Miao Xiu is not dead, is she?"

He didn't seem to expect anyone to answer this question, and his own eyes were lowered, looking at the quilt covering his body.

Sometimes, silence is the default in disguise.

For the past two weeks, Sophie has been dreaming constantly.It was the same person in the dream, Miao Xiu was standing on the 26th floor, looking at him with a smile.

In the next second, he jumped from upstairs.

The man kept talking.

Ah Fei, you seem to have lost weight.

Ah Fei, did you clean up another mess for me?

Ah Fei, do you like those women?Just simply like □□?

The last time Miao Xiu talked to him was a week before jumping off the building.

At that time, his voice came from the phone, vaguely, and seemed to be in a place far, far away from him.Miao Xiu's voice was indescribably tired.

He said.

Ah Fei, how many years have we not seen each other?Remember what you said when we first met?You said, I will be the most important person in your life, and no one you hurt will hurt me.

Ah Fei, why do you always say nothing?

Sophie lay on the bed, covered her head with the quilt, and fell asleep again.

From that day on, Sophie didn't like to go out much anymore.

For a long time, Su Fei has been sitting in the corner in a daze.He didn't do anything, he didn't go to the company anymore, and he didn't have much contact with his former friend Jun Qixiu.The previous contacts seemed to have never existed in his world.

Apart from being yelled at by her mother to eat and sleep, Sophie was like a walking dead all day long.

He didn't even dare to turn on the computer or turn on the TV.

Miao Xiu has been standing not far away, looking at Su Fei in the corner.

Miao Xiu was too lazy to comment on Su Fei's evasive behavior.He just wants to get out of here.Since Su Fei couldn't be killed, he just wanted to stay away from Su Fei and never see Su Fei again for the rest of his life.It's just that the current him can't even do this simple thing.

There is one more person who is as dazed as Su Fei.

Three months later, Sophie was forced by her mother to see a psychiatrist.

It was the first time I went out after waking up from a coma.

Sophie was wearing a big hood, covering her entire face under the big hood.He was not used to going out.

When asked by the psychiatrist, Su Fei didn't say a word, and looked at a certain place with wandering eyes.

Su Fei started to take medicine, and he began to suffer from insomnia. He couldn't fall asleep at night, tossing and turning on the bed until dawn.

Then there is the psychiatrist clinic every Monday morning.

Sophie's life was dull and boring.

Su Fei's body was losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye, but Miao Xiu, who was watching from the side, always maintained a cold expression.

But his heart was very uncomfortable, it was a strange feeling, the feeling of being driven crazy.

He didn't understand, since he existed in his heart, why didn't he tell him clearly when he was alive.Don't you think it's hypocritical to do this after his death?

Really deserve it.

Miao Xiu felt that she was going crazy.

He tried hard to find all the ways to leave.

A year later, Su Fei turned on the computer, searched for all the news about him, sat in the room and read it for a whole day, and then Su Fei went to the cemetery.

In his cemetery, weeping uncontrollably.

Miao Xiu listened to what Su Fei said.

"Axiu, I don't hate you. I don't know what happened to me at that time. I just can't accept it...Axiu, can you come back? I was really wrong."

Su Fei's hand slowly touched his photo.

The hand that he had been looking forward to for a long time, hoping that one day it could be moved from a woman's face to his, was now slowly rubbing against his photo.

Miao Xiu looked at herself in the photo.

His time was fixed a year ago, at an age when he still knew what a smile was.The person in the photo is smiling so brightly, this photo was taken by Su Fei for him.

What Su Fei didn't know was that the eyes of herself in the photo were full of love that couldn't be concealed.

He used to like this person so much that he couldn't help himself.

Miao Xiu put her hand on her heart.

His heart was still aching, the blunt knife was biting away his love for Sophie, leaving only boundless resentment.

However, he still couldn't help stretching out his hand, and slowly attached it to his photo, his fingers passed through Sophie's hand, it looked like Sophie was touching his hand.

Miao Xiu couldn't help it in the end, she raised the corners of her mouth and smiled.

Two years later, Sophie returned to a normal life.

He is no longer like before, doing nothing all day long, he started to go to work like an ordinary person.The position is not high, and his ability is not very outstanding. He does the job diligently and commutes on time.

After get off work, Sophie went back to her apartment.Six months ago, he bought a suite and moved out of the Su family, away from his parents, and lived alone.

After Su Fei had her meal, she went outside for a walk, and when she came back from the walk, she turned on the TV to watch.

When Su Fei was walking, Miao Xiu was always by his side, walking with him.Su Fei was watching TV, while Miao Xiu was sitting beside her.

Su Fei stared at the TV, and Miao Xiu stared at Su Fei.

Su Fei's mind is not on the TV at all, he doesn't even know what the content is, watching TV with an expressionless face, there is only Su Fei in this world.

Miao Xiu studied Su Fei's facial expression boredly, stretched out her hand, and pressed it against his face, rubbing it carefully bit by bit.Occasionally, Miao Xiu would lean her head over and approach Su Fei, slowly move down from his forehead, and kiss on Su Fei's lips bit by bit.

Although separated by air, Miao Xiu's heart has never been calmer and happier than it is now.

He no longer kissed Su Fei secretly, but kissed him under Su Fei's eyes.This kiss was a few years before he last kissed Sophie before his death.

That time, he looked at Su Fei who was close at hand through his drunkenness, and kissed Su Fei secretly, just because he could no longer restrain the longing in his heart.

He longed to make Sophie his own.

Sophie has always been his!Why are there more women who are in the way? He cleaned up one after another, and Sophie made him more and more annoyed.

However, after he kissed Su Fei secretly, So Fei's attitude towards him changed.

Perhaps, Sophie was awake at that time.

But so what?

After watching TV, Sophie would take a shower and then go to bed.

Miao Xiu followed all the way.

Follow from the bathroom to the bedroom.

He lay beside Sophie, sleeping with Sophie.

The person beside him was breathing evenly, as if he had fallen into a sweet dreamland.

Miao Xiu looked at Su Fei like this more than once.He hasn't slept since his death, and during the long nights, he kept his eyes open, scanning Sophie's profile inch by inch.

He still hated Su Fei very much, but at the same time, he also liked Su Fei.

His heart has been in torment.

If Su Fei died and came to spend the remaining days with him, then he should be happy.

However, when that day came, Miao Xiu regretted it.

He wanted to hold Su Fei's hand tightly, but his hand passed through Su Fei's hand again and again.

Since we can't live together, let's die together.

Ah Fei, it's okay, I'm still here.

I am still with you.

This time, we can be together forever.