back to his time

confession before death

I don't like to show myself cowardly in front of Miao Xiu, and I don't even want him to see my superficial timidity and wavering at this moment.

I don't deny that in An Zhizong's body, my consciousness has been influenced by him in many ways, and Miaoxiu's influence on me is even greater than before.

The atmosphere was so awkward.

I tried my best to pull a smile from the corner of my mouth, so that I could appear calm and composed in front of Miao Xiu.

I looked awkwardly at the vermilion pillar beside me and asked him.

"Miao Xiu, what are you doing here? Don't you want to go in and have a look?"

Miao Xiu is a master in the play, I don't know if he can see my inner struggle at the moment.

Miao Xiu turned her head and looked towards me.When he saw clearly that it was me, the expression on his face was obviously stunned, slightly surprised.He curled his lips and smiled softly.

"I can see it more clearly from here. I want to listen to what the people inside have to say."

I froze for a moment and looked at him puzzled.

"It's comfortable to sit in."

Miao Xiu motioned for me to sit down on the empty chair beside him.

I heard him ask me.

"Did you know? When I acted for the first time, I was also in this movie theater, and it was also in this studio."

Miao Xiu put one hand on the chair and leaned on the elbow of the other hand on the mahogany armrest, with her pointed chin resting on the palm of her hand, with a lazy smile on her face without makeup, and a lazy voice.His posture is so casual and leisurely, he completely loses the airs of being a star on the screen.

"Yes... is it?"

For about five years, I haven't seen Miao Xiu like this, appearing in front of me with such a relaxed posture.For a while, I stuttered myself.

"Hmm. I didn't put on any disguise at the time. I sat carelessly in the auditorium, and no one saw it. I don't know if it was my luck or misfortune."

Miao Xiu's slender and fair hand pointed to the auditorium, gesturing to me where he was sitting at that time.

I don't seem to know anything about what Miao Xiu said.I only know that he made his debut at the age of 19, and when we met again, he already had the appearance of a superstar, sending flowers all the way, surrounded by fans behind him, I thought he became famous so simply, it turns out that each has its own bitterness.

I don't know why Miao Xiu suddenly told me these things, I looked at him blankly.

I look at the hat in my hand.The black peaked cap was used to block the bright sun outside today, but I forgot to put it in the car when I got out of the car.Jun Qixiu and Lin Rong, who were traveling together, didn't seem to notice me, they looked normal.

When Miao Xiu finished speaking and paused, I moved closer to him, bent down, and put a little force on the black peaked cap on his head, covering his face which was described as enchanting and beautiful by the outside world. Only the beautifully curved jaw and water-colored red lips are exposed.

Before he had time to react, I grabbed his hand and pushed open the small crack in the door, allowing the bright light outside the door to pour into the darkness slightly, except for the projection of the big screen that was lit in the center. hall.

"what are you doing?"

Miao Xiu lowered her voice, pulled the brim of her hat with one hand, and carefully raised her eyes to look around, for fear that someone in the auditorium would recognize him accidentally.

I didn't speak, and then when the light on the screen was a little brighter, I saw a good position, and pulled Miao Xiu to the corner.

There happened to be an empty space for two people in the fourth row from the bottom against the wall on the left.

The two of us felt the darkness, carefully stepped on the steps, and walked to those two locations.

Among them, the audience whose sight was blocked by our walking made some dissatisfied voices.The brim of Miao Xiu's hat was pushed down more and more, almost covering her entire face.

I pushed Miao Xiu into the inner position, and occupied the outer position by myself, blocking the sight of other people's research behind me.

This is the premiere of Miao Xiu's "Jade Aloes", usually there are no vacant seats, and the one or two seats that can be vacated are all bought by internal staff in advance. It may be set up for some big shots, but the big shots didn't show up, which led to the current situation. The joy of both of us.Although we can go back to the VIP seats and sit comfortably, but the VIP seats are right in the center of the entire auditorium, where the view is the best. If I do this, Miao Xiu will be exposed and become a target of public criticism.

"What on earth are you going to do?"

Miao Xiu looked embarrassed, he put his hand on the brim of his hat, not daring to let it go easily.With a glimmer of light, he glared at me again.

I looked at him with a smile.

"Sitting in the auditorium like this is the same as you were back then, and you don't have to worry about being seen."

When Miao Xiu was about to speak, I reached out and pressed his hat again, and laughed softly.

"Be careful if people see that the protagonist in the movie is sitting here. I won't care about it then."

Then Miao Xiu held her mouth and didn't make a sound.But his eyes stared at me again dissatisfied.

"Jade Aloes" has just started playing at this time.When the rich man played by Miao Xiu appeared, I almost held my breath and stared at the person on the screen.

I haven't watched Miao Xiu's movies carefully before.Even though Miao Xiu invited me to the premiere many times, I never showed up because I had something to do.The various characters I've seen him play are through my girlfriends.

Both men and women are born star-chasers.Men are mostly fascinated by beautiful female artists, while women are fascinated by handsome actors. Whether at the time or later, Miao Xiu belonged to the type who was good-looking and would be easily recognized in the crowd people.Almost all of my girlfriends were so fascinated by Miao Xiu, they even couldn’t help mentioning Miao Xiu’s name in front of me, and begged me to take them to watch Miao Xiu’s movies.

In the cinema, I covered my mouth most of the time, watching movies and TV series starring Miao Xiu in a state of half-awake and half-asleep.Never at this moment, I can calm down and enjoy the most authentic and extreme performance belonging to Miaoxiu.

In the beginning, the proud rich man shared joys and sorrows with the girl beside him with sincerity. However, when he realized that the girl around him began to have a glimmer of expectation for him, the rich man chose to kill him in the struggle of contradictions. dead girl.

At the moment when everyone was holding their breath and nervously waiting for the rich man to kill him, the girl was rescued.The rich man finally chose to push the woman out of the tomb and isolate himself from the world again.

The girl has been in a coma since then, until when she woke up, she married another man and had a child together a year later.

Miao Xiu in the movie, most of the time, is smiling brightly, laughing wildly at the people around him and the girl, but sometimes, his eyes often carry resentment and resentment that others cannot understand, Unwilling.

My mind has been completely emptied, and I have been trapped in Miao Xiu's performance.I didn't know that his acting skills are so good, he can play a person with contradictory personality freely.

However, what caught my attention even more was Miao Xiu's vaguely resentful eyes in the movie.

I seem to have seen this look in the real Miao Xiu before.

Falling from a tall building, he was getting closer and closer to me, so close that I could clearly see the expression on his face.

Miao Xiu smiled at the corner of her mouth, her eyes were full of revenge, and her face was ferocious.

Miao Xiu deliberately created a psychological shadow on me, making me unable to get out of the shadow of his death, and making me live with guilt and pain.

At this moment, one thing came to my mind.

My body trembled suddenly, and goose bumps all over my body.

There is one thing that I am very concerned about.

Why did he look at me with resentment when I met him in the face of An Zhizong?

I turned my head in panic and looked at the person beside me.

Miao Xiu's eyes are hidden in the hat, so I can't see the expression on his face at the moment.

I wanted to reach out and take off the hat on his head, to make sure if I was dazzled at the time, but I was afraid that Miao Xiu would cause a big riot at the scene.

All of a sudden, it made me tangled up and my mind was about to tie up.

I couldn't help pinching the back of my hand, trying to use the pain to calm myself down.

Miao Xiu was originally looking at the picture on the screen, but suddenly looked at me at this moment.I heard him ask in a little surprise.

"your hands……"

I looked down at my hands.

The back of the hand was in a burning pain, and it was not clear whether it was red in the dark.

I was about to say it's nothing, but I heard Miao Xiu say something, which made me stunned on the spot.

"Your thing...it's very similar to a friend of mine. He would pinch the back of his hand hard when he couldn't calm down."

I naturally understood who he was talking about.I opened my mouth, and just wanted to say that that person was me, but when I saw Miao Xiu's face, his distorted face before he died, and the sound of him holding the phone and crying my name loudly, these images instantly overwhelming Assault on me.

I was suddenly speechless.

I swear.

If time could be turned back, I would stay far away from Miaoxiu, and I would use my eyes to watch him live until he was a hundred years old.

Miao Xiu likes acting so much, he struggled in the showbiz circle, he struggled with all his strength to make his way in the showbiz circle, he is so talented in acting, he was born to be a star.Why should a slob like me obstruct him?

After the premiere, I hurriedly greeted Lin Rong and Jun Qixiu without looking at Miao Xiu again, and left.

Two weeks later, "Jade Aloe" became the box office champion, and Miao Xiu appeared on the front page of the newspaper, and the newspaper devoted a lot of space to introducing this future star.

Li Yu, the director of "Jade Chenxiang", won the Best Director Award at the Jin Ming Award for this film, and Miao Xiu won the Best Actor Award at the Jin Ming Award.

"Jade Aloe" has become one of the most popular movies in various cinemas, and it has been on the list of hot movies for a long time.

All of a sudden, Miaoxiu became a popular candidate again, and Miaoxiu was being discussed in the streets and alleys and even in large areas.

Flowers and thorns always go hand in hand and come at the same time.

When I saw Miao Xiu again, it was at the celebration banquet of the "Jade Chenxiang" crew.

Miao Xiu was already drunk, her figure was unstable, her walk was floating, but there was a hint of spring in the corners of her eyes and brows.

He put his hand on my Adam's apple, grabbed my throat, and pressed me against the bathroom partition. His lips were red and his teeth were white, but there was a hint of hostility in his eyes, and he almost gnashed his teeth and growled.

"Why are you still alive? Why do you still appear in front of me!"