blood relationship

Hold on, he has long understood that I am determined.

I don't even plan to go back after the New Year, so I just hide completely, and the indispensable gifts every year are only mailed across the sea in advance.I bought him a watch with the first three months' salary, in the style he liked, and enclosed a short letter.In fact, I thought about this letter for a long time, but I deleted, deleted, and revised it, and changed the paper several times. In the end, I wrote a sentence expressly saying, "Brotherhood will never change." After it was sealed, I didn't want to read it again.

I'm afraid that I'll numb myself to death, it's too scary, I've never written such a thing in my life.

His 17th birthday was my first absence.

The gift I sent was also the first time he didn't reply.

Chinese New Year is just a few days abroad, and the days do not change.Many Chinese in the company have applied for vacations. I did the opposite and applied for overtime, so that I would not have the energy to think wildly when I was working.

I don't want to think about whether my brother will blame me, or what he will think when he receives the gift.Occasionally I recalled the day of the showdown, even if I told myself countless times that he was immature, I would feel extremely regretful, lying on the table and venting madly, cursing idiots.

When I'm really depressed, I smoke when no one can see, and this place will just be my home.It was still cold in winter, so I nestled in bed, covered my lower body with a quilt, and put a layer of thin towel on top of the quilt to prevent soot from getting dirty like a child eating.The smoke is lingering around, its shape changes, and the unpleasant smell will choke me to cough from time to time, but I refuse to stop like self-torture, basically I have to smoke three or four at a time before giving up.

Thinking about it carefully, I haven't seen my brother for almost two years. I used to be worried if I didn't see him for two days.I encouraged myself, this is a kind of progress to become a mature parent, and I wanted to smile at the corners of my mouth.But I can't laugh, it's not encouragement or relief, it's more like self-deprecating.

In the first half of his first year of high school, he was able to start trying to take over some small affairs.He's pretty smart, and he's done everything right, which I'm glad to hear.

When the summer came, I was also promoted and my salary was doubled.I'm known as a miser among my colleagues, but I'm just fucking frugal.When it comes to such a happy event, it is rare for me to splurge on a private party. I was so drunk that night that I had to take a taxi home.

There was no one under the apartment in the middle of the night, I couldn’t even see the road clearly, I was staggering, and before I entered the building, someone suddenly knocked my neck from behind.The man used his strength skillfully, and a tingling sensation instantly spread from his neck to his brain, swiftly and violently.Even the drunkenness dissipated in an instant, my eyes widened for an instant, and I only had time to think of the word "fuck", but I was completely unconscious the next moment.

39.

When I woke up, I opened my eyes, but there was darkness in front of me.It took me half a minute to sort out the situation. My hands and feet were tied and my eyes were blindfolded. It is conservatively estimated that I was kidnapped.

Silently, I turned my head around in vain.This seems to be a blindfold, and it might be rubbed off if you rub it hard.

Suddenly, a breath rushed towards my face, and a few strands of hair fell down and swept my face.It was obviously silent here, and I didn't notice anyone at all, so I couldn't help being startled and stopped moving.

The other party did not move, maintaining this posture, breathing very regularly, and the hair scratched my skin slightly itchy.Obviously I can't see anything, but I seem to be able to feel that the other party's eyes are focused, and it seems that they don't mean to hurt me.

According to the estimation of the breath distance, the hair is probably not short.I started to scold myself, just two days ago when I was watching a movie, I was still envious of the male lead, and when I was kidnapped, I took off the blindfold and she was a beautiful younger sister, perfect, good luck, I am envious of a ghost!

I struggled with my words, and finally asked tentatively: "I don't remember any girl I have ever had any hatred for?"

"Pfft——" the man laughed softly, "Brother is so bad, you think it's a little girl right away?"

After being stupid for three seconds, I immediately relaxed my whole body and roared, "Yuezhen, are you crazy!"

Even if I thought about it, I would never have thought of who kidnapped me. It was my younger brother. It was my younger brother who was supposed to study hard in China and prepare to be trained by my family.Damn, I thought I was going to die, just now I was thinking about how to leave my last words, if something happened for no reason, I would be wronged.I turned my head towards the direction where he just spoke, and ordered: "Let go of my hands and feet, I'm about to be strangled to death by you! I want to get up, my neck hurts to death!"

"No, I've paid attention to it." His tone was a bit puzzled, "I didn't even let the bodyguards do it so as not to hurt my brother..."

"...you try it." It really doesn't hurt, I made it up, but in order to let him let me go quickly, I replied sharply.

He ignored me and said, "I have to do one thing first."

"what's up?"

After a few seconds, I heard the sound of paper cracking above my head, and pieces of paper fell on my face one after another.He said softly: "I don't like what I wrote in this letter from my brother, so I can't count it."

"You!" I yelled, feeling uneasy, "What are you doing?!"

He didn't answer my question, he seemed to lean over, pinched the edge of the blindfold with two cold fingers, and slowly and carefully took it off for me, as if he was still paying attention not to hurt me, or even mess up my hair.The field of vision that had been dark for a while was restored, and my eyes were blurred for a long time before slowly becoming clear.

I haven't seen him for so long, and I don't even know that he has grown his hair long, a little over his shoulders, not tied up, but just hanging down softly.In the past few years, his outline has grown more and more, and he is now a handsome young man, with a fair face and delicate features, with a smile on his mouth, with a taste of innocence. At a glance, I thought he was still the same as before, without much change.

"I've said it before, I won't give up, brother doesn't seem to take it seriously." He said softly.

I stared at him, gritted my teeth and said, "You didn't listen to what I said either."

"I listened to it." He leaned over, stared at me closely, and blinked, "I know that brother is doing it for my own good, and he won't let me say it, saying I'm a pervert, and it's just to protect me. Just being tripped up by other people."

My hands and feet were bound, I could only use one mouth, and my breathing was disordered. As soon as I squeezed out the words "it's you", he interrupted: "I'm getting better now, and I will succeed soon. I'm a little I can't wait bro..."

The ending sound even has a tone of grievance.

I can't understand what's going on in his head, his thoughts are mixed.I wanted to make an exception and beat him up to correct his weird logical mind, and I wanted to tie him up and lecture him. I would never admit defeat until he bowed his head and admitted his mistake.My brother kidnapped me and said he couldn't wait. Is this something normal people can do?

It was obviously summer, his hands were icy cold, and mine gradually lost their temperature.I took a deep breath, and before I could speak, he had already reached out to untie my clothes.

My face suddenly changed: "What are you doing!"

"I've checked, my brother has actually been thinking about me these past few years, and he hasn't found a girlfriend at all." He smiled coquettishly, "I'm reluctant to let my brother abstain from sex, so I'll help you."

I almost collapsed in an instant, unable to control the volume: "Are you crazy?!" I kicked the bed I was lying on with my bound feet and yelled, "Do you know what you are doing?! I It's your own brother, you fucking—!"

"I've also said that my brother often uses it to laugh at me." He leaned over and licked my lips softly, "I am willing to be a girl for my brother, did my brother forget?"

40.

If I knew he would think so, I would have sewed my mouth shut in the morning.How can I remember what a five-year-old child said? My mother repeatedly used it as a laughing stock. This is retribution.

In one sentence, my attention was completely diverted to another matter.His face was so close that I could even see a few of his eyelashes clearly, but they were too long and too thick to count.I desperately lowered my head again, and cast my gaze downward as much as possible.

His face turned red strangely: "Will you see me as soon as brother comes?"

My heart is going crazy!How can there be such a dead child!

His long hair, paranoid words and deeds, combined with the words just now - I can hear the sound of my teeth grinding.He couldn't wait to untie my jacket, the collar spread out to expose my chest, and he went to untie my belt.His hands are as white as a girl's, and the joints are more slender and distinct. He moves nimbly and flutters, and he quickly unbuttoned my trousers.

I didn't have time to be ashamed or struggle, so I stared at him and asked, "What do you mean by being a girl for me?"

He answered me with the same wink as he did two years ago: "Literally."

I gasped and cursed angrily, "Yuezhen! Damn! You fucking!! Take off your pants!!"

Like Deling, he immediately took off my trousers. I almost lost control and kicked him with my bound feet: "I mean you!" He shook pitifully, and opened his puppy-like eyes Looking at me, I said "Brother murdered me", as if I was the one who did the bad thing.

When he was about to lose his breath, he stripped off all his clothes and trousers from inside to outside, threw them aside and piled them together, naked, looked at me with a little embarrassment, expecting to ask : "Brother, am I not ugly?"

I saw that a certain organ in his lower body was still intact, so I breathed a sigh of relief.

He crawled over to my side again, and looked at me affectionately: "I won't do that kind of thing... If I really do, my brother will definitely do it."