I only like the world, not you

The author has something to say: _(:3」∠)_I came back after a week [Beating to death

Dogeza, has someone already forgotten what it was before! ! !I'll write a synopsis! ! ! !

There is a pair of half-sisters (...) who hate each other and pretend to like each other! !Then the two of them resolved their misunderstanding and got back together after going through a lot of trouble! ! ! !As a result, the younger sister found that her feelings for her elder sister were not right! ! !why! !Why! !I always because of her!Moody!Seeing her with other people makes me want to hack them to death! 【Don't describe it indiscriminately

Then Sister Lu's former best friend suddenly confessed to her! !That's right! ! !This chapter is the continuation of the next chapter! ! !

In fact, this preface is almost the same as if I didn't write it.

By the way, I can't help but add to the supporting roles...the outline doesn't have as many roles as Lin Lan..._(:3」∠)_

I haven't updated for a long time and I don't know what to talk about. Recently, Aya Yamamoto, who likes nmb48 very much, watches Ayaka's videos when she has time.

Then there are a few chapters saved recently _(:3」∠)_ but these chapters don’t have anything to do with my sister, anyway, there are not many who like my sister, so let’s look at Xiao Lu sister [.

I've been very busy lately_(:3」∠)_I haven't written my thesis yet, my mom...and then I'm in a daze in front of the computer every night until the laptop runs out of battery...

I have to recite the word TAT again tonight.

What's particularly embarrassing is that I don't even know what the confession should be like, but I went to Baidu to ask Baidu. What Du Niang came up with is all shit... In the end, I had no choice but to make it up... I was so tired

For Lin Lan’s falling in love with Xiao Lu, I think it’s the feeling of that moment_(:3」∠)_Some people have different expressions when they talk about their favorite things, it’s really touching. hey-hey

Lu Ningqi suspected that there was something wrong with her ears. Was this an auditory hallucination? ?What about Pei Shaoqing? What kind of development is this? ? "...Thank you, I think you are pretty good too." Although confused, Lu Ningqi still replied seriously. In fact, if there was no such thing as Pei Shaoqing, Lin Lan would be a good friend to her.

"I'm not talking about the kind of liking." Lin Lan's expression was always serious and serious, as if he must understand what he said.

"...Uh, what kind of like is that??" Wait, is it that kind of like? ? ?Is this a confession? ? ?

Lu Ningqi felt that the amount of information was a bit large. Although her cousin told her before that Lin Lan was crooked, there was no such person around her, and she didn't know much about it. She just ignored it if it had nothing to do with her. Things, when I hear the other party say that, between girls... Shouldn't there be more friendship or sisterhood? Is there anything else?

Lin Lan didn't answer Lu Ningqi's question, but said lightly, "Do you still remember the power outage when we were in high school?"

power failure?Lu Ningqi thought about it for a while, and vaguely remembered that there was such an incident. At that time, the two of them were in the first year of high school. Although they were at the same table, they had a normal relationship. After the final exam results of the second semester of high school came out, they went back to school to get their grades. , and then suddenly the power went out during the evening class.

The reason why Lu Ningqi still remembers this is because she chose to study science at that time, just to come to Su Xiao, but Lu Ningqi can't remember what happened that time.

Lin Lan didn't have much hope that Lu Ningqi could remember that incident, but she was still very disappointed to see her bewildered expression: "It seems that you don't remember, then you still remember that you took me away after the power outage Going out?"

Hearing what she said, Lu Ningqi really remembered, because the power outage came too suddenly, and the school ended early. After she finished packing, she vaguely saw Lin Lan next to her in the dark, and then realized that She seemed to have been sitting there motionless since the power outage, and Lu Ningqi was a little worried why she didn't pack up and leave.

It took a long time until Lu Ningqi thought that this person had lost his soul before hearing Lin Lan say: "I... I have night blindness."

A good girl like Lu Ningqi, who is willing to help others, is too embarrassed to hold people's hands, so she let Lin Lan grab her schoolbag and take her out.Because school was over early, the drivers of both of them didn't arrive. In fact, according to Lu Ningqi's personality, if it wasn't for accompanying Lin Lan, he might just find another way to go back. Although Lin Lan couldn't see Lin Lan's expression, Lu Ningqi Qi felt that Lin Lan seemed to be in a very bad mood, so he waited outside the school gate with others. I tried to find some interesting things in school to chat with, she said hers, and it didn't matter whether Lin Lan responded, anyway, when she and Su Xiao were at home, Su Xiao didn't talk much, and she was usually by her side Nagging and annoying her.

I don't know if Lin Lan listened or not, but when Lu Ningqi had almost said something and couldn't think of anything else to say, Lin Lan opened his mouth: "Why did you apply for science? I remember that you are not very good at science. You The teacher also said at the time of the application that liberal arts is suitable for you."

Maybe it was just a random question, but Lu Ningqi turned his head and smiled at her:

"I'm really not good at science, so I'll challenge myself, not to mention..." Because the two of them had been in the dark, Lin Lan didn't see Lu Ningqi's expression. When calling, Lin Lan saw Lu Ningqi's expression.

Lu Ningqi raised the corners of her mouth, as if she had thought of something very interesting. Under the projection of the light, her long and curled eyelashes cast a soft shadow on her face, making her face look gentle and somewhat Mischievous, a pair of bright eyes looked at her brightly, she raised an eyebrow, and said firmly and confidently:

"It doesn't matter what other people say is not suitable. If it is something I believe, even if it is not suitable, I will make it suitable."

Naturally, Lin Lan didn't know that Lu Ningqi's expression at that time was because she thought that when she appeared next to Su Xiao again after graduation, the other party's possible reaction must be a little surprised and she had to pretend to be pleasantly surprised Lu Ningqi couldn't control the corners of his mouth when he thought of Su Xiao's dumb expression of eating coptis.

The driver who came to pick up Lin Lan arrived, and the housekeeper who had watched him grow up got out of the car to pick her up, and the first thing he said was: "Miss, don't get angry with Madam, Madam, she..." Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Lin Lan waving her hand. Lin Lan withdrew her gaze from Lu Ningqi's face, and told humanity that she was going to get in the car and go home. When she got in the car, Lu Ningqi's expression just now was still It was probably because she was too focused on thinking about things and didn't pay attention to her feet. One accidentally slipped, and the person next to her gave her a hand in time. Then when she turned her head, Lu Ningqi's long hair brushed against her. Cheek, after saying "be careful", seemed to be worried that her night blindness was too serious, and sent her to the car thoughtfully. Lin Lan got in the car and watched Lu Ningqi's figure getting farther and farther outside the car window, before finally look back.

"Do you know what I was thinking when I turned my head and saw your face?" Both of them were recalling that night. Lin Lan kept turning her coffee cup with her head down. At first, she looked at Lu Ningqi intently and affectionately, and then said the answer: "Kiss you."

That moment of heartbeat came too fast.

Lin Lan couldn't say why, maybe it was because when she led her out of the school, the schoolbag she was holding gave her a sense of security, or maybe it was because of the night wind blowing, her long hair made her feel itchy Yes, it may also be because when she turned her head, her soft lips were right in front of her eyes, making her unable to resist wanting to kiss Fangze. The most likely reason was that when she said that sentence, her expression was too vivid and beautiful.

Lu Ningqi thought that Lin Lan was in a bad mood at the time because her grades in the final exam were not good, but in fact, for Lin Lan, her family did not expect her grades to be high, and the reason why she was in a bad mood was because she discovered her Sexual orientation is different from others.

It's not like what Yunjing heard, the Lin family doted on Lin Lan so much that they quickly accepted her sexual orientation. When her mother accidentally discovered her, the family almost regarded her as a patient, thinking that she was a She is mentally ill and wants to take her to see a doctor. If she refuses, Mrs. Lin cries to her. While Mr. Lin persuades his wife, he is also disappointed and helpless towards her.

Is homosexuality that scary?Lin Lan didn't understand. Being treated as a flood beast made her feel very confused, but at this moment, she saw Lu Ningqi with firm eyes and heard her words.

Then what she believes is okay, even if it is wrong, it must be made right, not to mention that Lin Lan doesn't think it is wrong to be gay.

"I have no feelings for Pei Shaoqing." She will be with him just because she can't see Su Xiao. Ever since she heard the name Su Xiao from Lu Ningqi, she has always been hostile to her. After meeting her, and seeing Lu Ningqi's vivid expression, she knew why she was so hostile to her.

"I have liked you since high school, if you smile at me, I may be happy all day long, but if you are in a bad mood, I am also anxious, because of you and I have completely lost ourselves, every day's emotions are all because of you. At first, I just thought that it was enough to be by your side, but later when I saw you smiling at others or sharing your tenderness with others, I was jealous of others and sad at the same time. The closer I was to you, the farther away I felt It's not enough, I want your eyes to stay on me for a longer time, and I don't want to share a minute or a second with anyone."

"Your gaze, your concern, your tenderness, the way you smile, the way you are angry, the way you are sad, even your troubles and thoughts, I hope to share with me only, you are soft long hair, warm palms, I hope that all of these belong to me, I am far from relying on friends between friends, but possession between lovers, I like you so much, you understand ?"

After Lin Lan finished speaking, she knew that Lu Ningqi needed to digest it, and then she saw that she was looking at the coffee cup in front of her in silence. After an unknown period of time, she raised her head to look at her again. The expression on her face was no longer Dazed and puzzled, it was the vivid and determined expression on her face that Lin Lan liked to see the most. She said:

"I understand, thank you for your liking." Lu Ningqi paused for a moment before continuing, "But I have someone I like."

Lu Ningqi forgot how the conversation with Lin Lan ended, and suddenly understood something that had troubled him for a long time. Lu Ningqi heaved a sigh of relief, but at the same time began to worry again. Lu Ningqi, who walked out, struggled for a long time Still took out his cell phone and made a call.

"What? You've finally played enough games to experience life and want to ask me to open a store for you?" Yun Jing saw that it was his cousin on the caller ID. Mao's voice never came, Yun Jing was a little surprised, and even took the phone away to check to confirm that he was still on the phone, and was about to ask if Lu Ningqi was still next to the phone, when he heard Lu Ningqi take a long breath, Then she summoned up courage and said to him:

"You have a wide social circle, can you introduce a few people for me to get along with?"

"Damn it, you all think I'm Yuelao, why are you asking me to introduce someone, one or two? No, why do you, idiot, suddenly realize that you want to fall in love?"

"Damn, why are you so wordy? If I didn't only know you, I wouldn't bother looking for you, okay? You're surrounded by homosexuals!" Lu Ningqi finally pulled his face down and begged her cousin for a favor, but he mocked Lu Ning like this Qi realized that he was mentally retarded when he asked him for help.

"Get out! You are surrounded by gay guys. Tell me, what type do you like? For the sake of asking me for the first time since you were young, I will definitely help you choose and filter."

"...anything is fine, as long as it's a girl."

When Lin Lan said that, Lu Ningqi was still in a daze at first, but when his mind started to turn, for some reason, his mind was full of Su Xiao.

Because of Su Xiao, he became moody, because of Su Xiao, he began to have negative emotions like jealousy, because of Su Xiao... more and more possessive, including the word "kiss you" that Lin Lan mentioned before. In addition to feeling a little awkward about her thoughts, the first picture that came to mind was actually the scene where Su Xiao squatted down to help her tie her shoelaces when they went to the movies together.

Her curvaceous neck, when she turned her head to look at her, her hair was brushed to the pink ears exposed behind her ears, her smiling eyes, and the corners of her lips slightly raised.

At that time, she had the urge to kiss her.

She likes Su Xiao, and she finally figured out what she couldn't understand before.

But is it because she likes Su Xiao that she bent it, or she did it herself but she didn't realize it, and it was because of this reason that she mistakenly thought that she liked Su Xiao, Lu Ningqi began to feel confused again.

Not only was she confused, but she also had a very disturbing thing.

Yun Jing over there didn't take the question seriously after asking the question. Anyway, no matter what type Lu Ningqi said, he would always find a suitable one for her. He took a sip of the wine and was about to take the opportunity to act aggressive. , I just wanted to swallow it and said "no problem" when I realized what I just heard, and sprayed it all out with a "poof".

"What's the matter?" Tang Yi, who was sitting opposite Yunjing, was very responsive. Seeing that something was wrong, he hid quickly. He didn't spray a drop on him, but he took a tissue and carefully wiped the quilt on Yunjing's neck and collarbone. The alcohol he sprayed himself.

"No...it's nothing." Damn it, his cousin seems really crooked! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !