I only like the world, not you

The author has something to say: there are no little pinks in the last few chapters, and it is probably not interesting to look at, and then there is still the problem, which is the title ↑ I only like this world, not you, so I still have to use the transitional chapter to explain these two Why is my personal relationship so awkward now... In fact, I hate each other and then pretend to like each other. After I explain the title, I can write normally. In fact, I also want to write a full article about little pink abuse dogs! ! ! ! !Why did you use this awkward and disturbing title at the beginning, but now the more you write it, the more it looks like a small yellow essay on family ethics [No, then this chapter also corresponds to the chapters that Su Meizi hates Lu Ningqi, you think I won’t hate you! !snort! ! ! !

Everyone said that Su Xiao and Lu Ningqi were sisters with deep affection.

Everyone thinks that Lu Ningqi is very fond of Su Xiao, a sister who is not related by blood.

However, Lu Ningqi knew that she didn't like Su Xiao.

But to be honest, she didn't have much opinion on Mrs. Lu bringing Su Xiao to marry. Although she was still young at that time, she could tell that her mother and Mr. Lu had a bad relationship.

As long as Lu Ningqi can remember, she has been a servant to take care of herself. Before her mother got married, she was a rich lady who didn't touch her fingers. After she got married, she was a rich wife who could only wear all kinds of expensive jewelry. She couldn't take care of children at all. , or don't want to take care of Lu Ningqi at all.

When she was young, Mr. Lu was as busy as he is now. At that time, Lu's company was in a state of crisis. He was almost too busy to touch the ground and had no time to accompany her. Therefore, in Lu Ningqi's growing memory, there is no How many roles of Mr. Lu, her father is busy, her mother is even busier than her father, busy going out shopping with other rich wives, busy buying new limited skirts, busy attending various celebrity parties, she would rather Participate in some charity activities, go to the children's welfare home under the camera to see how caring people they are, and they don't want to give her a little time.

There are too few opportunities to see Mr. Lu. She couldn't even call her dad when she was two years old. The first word she learned to say was Wu Sao. Wu Sao is responsible for taking care of her cousin. Mr. Lu seems to know her Her mother is unreliable. Considering that Lu Ningqi was a bit lonely at home with only a servant to accompany her, she asked Aunt Wu to bring Yunjing to her house to accompany her.

Although Mr. Lu seldom goes home, every time he goes home, he brings Lu Ningqi a lot of delicious food. That's when she started to like all kinds of dim sum. In her eyes, as long as she eats something delicious If she eats the snacks, she will feel that Mr. Lu is back. She is still a child, but she also knows that Mr. Lu treats her better than her mother.

Sometimes when Mr. Lu came home and caught up with her mother at home, the two of them would either ignore each other like strangers, or they would quarrel if they didn't agree with each other in a few words.

She hid in the corridor and looked at her parents' room and listened to the sound of their quarreling. One roared louder than the other. She was very scared, but she didn't know what she could do to make them stop arguing. In the end, she had no choice but to shout. cry.

He probably knew that crying was useless, but he still couldn't stop crying. Mr. Lu stopped arguing when he heard her crying, walked up to her, hugged her into his arms, and softly coaxed her, but she still kept crying She didn't listen, she was still young, and she didn't know why she felt so sad. She thought of the children in the kindergarten showing off the new skirts her mother bought her. They were so beautiful. She also had many new skirts, too many to count. But Mr. Lu bought those directly and sent them back. No one took her to the mall; she remembered that when she was playing with her friends, she accidentally pushed someone down and scratched the other's knee. When the kindergarten was over, his mother When I came to pick him up, I saw the wound on his knee and felt very distressed. Although he kept saying that it didn't hurt or hurt, his mother still looked very worried, knowing that she caused him to fall, and scolded "No The child under my mother’s care is not educated”, she was very wronged, because she had also been tripped by him, and the broken knee was worse than his. Only the servant would apply medicine to her, but neither her father nor mother asked. Does it hurt? She also remembered that she hadn’t seen her cousin for a while. Before, her cousin said that he would go on a trip with his parents. She also wanted to travel with her parents. Go too far, or even just go to an amusement park for an afternoon and she'll be happy.

But she is still alone every day, living in this big house, living with those servants who have nothing to do with her.

Lu Ningqi was crying very sadly. Her mother had stopped the quarrel and closed the door very hard, but after a while she opened the door and walked out, looking at her and her father in disgust: "It's so noisy, can you Let me be quiet for a while, you will quarrel with me as soon as you come back, and she will cry when she sees me, this family really can't stay."

"Can you say a few words less?"

"Say a few words less? I still feel that I have said less." Lu Ningqi didn't know why her mother and Mr. Lu seemed to be husband and wife, but they seemed to have some deep hatred. She couldn't figure it out. After arguing, Lu Ningqi said timidly:

"Mom, stop arguing..." After saying this, her mother's eyes shifted from Mr. Lu to Lu Ningqi, looking at her as if she was looking at someone who had nothing to do with her, but what she said was far more than her. His expression was even more indifferent:

"Don't call me mom." As if seeing something disgusting, her mother frowned and said viciously, "The thing I regret the most is that I gave birth to you."

"do not talk!"

"Why don't you say it? I want to say, Lu Ningqi, if only I hadn't given birth to you, I feel disgusted every time I see you. You make me feel pitiful and ridiculous."

"That's enough," Mr. Lu's patience seemed to be at its limit. Lu Ningqi could only see Mr. Lu standing up and leaving her behind. He blocked her behind his tall figure, and then she heard her father say a word to her mother. After a while, he said: "Let's get a divorce, just let each other go."

Her mother seemed to have expected this day a long time ago, so she sneered and said "OK".

The two of them divorced just like that, and Mr. Lu wanted to get the custody of Lu Ningqi, but it was a pity that he paid a heavy price.

The breakdown of the marriage relationship between the Lu family and the Song family directly led to the termination of the cooperative relationship between the two companies. Mr. Lu gave up the greatest benefits to Song's company, and then completely severed the relationship with her mother and the family behind her mother. relation.

At that time, the development of the Lu family was very bad. After the relationship between the two families broke down, the Song family also joined forces with the Lu family's opponents to suppress the Lu family. She told a story, and after telling a story, Mr. Lu saw that Lu Ningqi was not sleepy yet, so he asked her if she wanted to listen to another one. Unexpectedly, Lu Ningqi looked at him and thought about it and asked him a question.

She said: "Dad, am I so annoying? Do you also regret letting your mother give birth to me?"

What her mother said impressed her deeply, and she didn't understand why her biological mother would say such things to herself.

Mr. Lu looked at his daughter, who was usually as cute as an angel, looking at him with a cautious and even worried expression on his face, as if he was afraid of hearing an answer that he could not answer. Lu Ningqi like this made him feel very distressed. He couldn't help holding his daughter in his arms, gently touched her head and replied:

"Who said you hate it? Dad likes Qiqi the most. You are a treasure sent to Dad by heaven."

"Then why doesn't my mother want me? Is it because of me that she wants to divorce you?" Lu Ningqi felt wronged and wanted to cry, but remembering her mother said that her crying was loud and annoying, she had no choice but to bear it .

Mr. Lu seemed to think of something, and sighed: "I don't blame you for the matter between me and your mother, it's...it's because there is no love between us, and we can't live a good life together."

Lu Ningqi couldn't understand what Mr. Lu said, raised her head from his arms and asked him with teary eyes, "Then what is love?"

Lu Ningqi couldn't remember how Mr. Lu answered her question later. She just remembered that when she saw Mrs. Lu for the first time, she saw the tenderness in her father's eyes and the smile that could not be concealed from the corner of her mouth. This is her father's love.

It was also that time, she saw Su Xiao for the first time.