smile like sunshine

Yi Zixun didn't lie to me, and it wasn't an excuse for him to escape after being shy.He really bought the train tonight.

I sat side by side with him on the waiting seat in the train station, and when I thought of being separated soon, my face was not very good.

"Aren't you going to say goodbye to your uncle?"

"I just wanted to say goodbye this morning...it's okay, I'll just give him a call, anyway, I won't be able to see him later."

Yes, I'm not sure if your uncle will see you again in the future.

I am in my second year of graduate school this year. Maybe I will go out for an internship after he comes in next year. Even if I don’t do an internship to study for a Ph. D., I will have to wait for nearly a year to meet him.

I smiled: "Well, it's okay, you will come over next year, anyway, it's a school, so you must remember to ask me out then."

Yi Zixun nodded, "Brother, do you know why I want to come to T University?"

"Huh? I don't know."

"Because of the person I like, she wants to be admitted to T University."

I lowered my head: "That's it."

"I want to stay in the same school as her, so that I can meet every day in the future. The third year of high school is very tiring, but as long as I think that I can still be in the same school as her in the future, I will be motivated again.

"This time I came to T University, we actually made an appointment to come together, but she couldn't come due to something, so let me come over and see how it is for her.

"I didn't expect to meet someone as interesting as you, Senior Brother..."

He rambled on, I met him yesterday afternoon, but it was only over 20 hours, and we were about to part.

This is not the most painful thing, as long as we miss each other, it doesn't matter how long we are apart.

However, he has someone he likes, and he will immediately forget about me when he goes back. I am such an insignificant person, I am afraid that I will not stay in his memory for one more second.

"Leave a cell phone number, so we can contact you in the future." I said, "Maybe I will find you."

Yi Zixun didn't respond, as if he didn't hear.My heart hurt like being pricked by a needle.The people coming and going in the station were suddenly blurred in front of my eyes.

"Brother, do you know what the first sentence that man said to me today was?"

"what?"

"He said, you really look like me in the third year of high school."

He Xin, this bastard, ruined my good deeds again!

"Senior brother, you are just expressing your love. You will meet someone who is really suitable for you. If it is not possible, go back and find him. He loves you very much, doesn't he?"

"Bullshit!" I yelled loudly regardless of my image, "Don't be so self-righteous, you know what a fart you are if you love it or not!"

I didn't think it was enough to scold me, and I became inexplicably irritable. I couldn't wait for his train, so I stood up and wanted to leave.

After walking a few steps, I felt unwilling and couldn't help turning back.

"You think I really care about you! There are so many people in Lin Mo's bed, what do you want? You! You! You go, don't contact me again!"

Yes, that's it, it's just a kid I just met, what are you talking about, you really think I have to be him?

snort!

Not far from the station, my heart gradually calmed down, and I regretted it a little.

He actually didn't say anything, just a few sentences that exposed the fact that I like him, and at the same time pierced my pink bubble and told me that there was no hope.

What was there, was expected, wasn't it.

Maybe... I really won't see you in the future, maybe this is really the last time...

I started to run back.

However, when I ran back to where I was sitting before panting, the person was gone.

Look at the time again, the train has already entered the station.

I looked around, and raised my foot to step over the fence and sneak in. The train had just entered the station, so maybe people hadn't left yet.

At least, at least... I want to get his phone number...

However, I was 1.7 meters tall, and I really couldn't cross the 1.3-meter fence. Uncle Marshal stopped me politely.

I leaned on the railing and looked at the train inside the glass wall, wondering which car he was sitting in, maybe, maybe...he was looking out at me too?

However, I couldn't find him until the train started.

It doesn't matter, I think, I can ask the instructor for his mobile phone number, it doesn't matter, we still have contact.

I wiped away my tears, comforting myself like this.

Once the tears dried, I hesitated again.

What Xiao Xianrou said is not unreasonable, no matter how much I deny it, I'm really aiming at his face that looks like my first love.

More importantly, am I ready for a new relationship?

If it's just a date, there's no need to stalk a test candidate like this. If I just like the body, I can definitely promise He Xin to be his underground lover...

I beat my head, I think I need to calm down, think carefully, and consider how I feel about Yi Zixun.

Just during this time, my mentor had an international exchange meeting and was going abroad. I resisted not asking for Yi Zixun's phone call before he went abroad, and planned to ask him when he came back.

Then the mentor left for half a month.

For the past half month, I have lived like a year.

I didn't look for my bedmates anymore, because compared to Yi Zixun, they are all gravel and can't talk.Xiao Yang broke up with me, I just laughed, when have we been together?Do you understand the rules of the game for adults?

But I obediently bought a gift for him, and ended this "relationship" properly.

——Master, I want to save my character, don’t play with others so that I won’t be played with, don’t reject others so that I won’t be rejected...

But in this way, I will be alone and sleepless every night.

The body is used to being embraced by others to fall asleep, and when it is really alone, it feels a little pitifully deserted.At this time, I can't help thinking, if only I had Yi Zixun's phone number, even listening to his voice would make me feel very warm.

I lay on the bed and tossed and turned, but couldn't fall asleep. I checked the time, but it was only past ten o'clock.In peacetime, my rich and colorful nightlife has just begun.

There was a vibration, and the phone rang.

Qiu Xiaolu's mentally retarded voice came from the other end.

"Where are you, dear? I'll go find you."

"You're back? Hey, where's your vinegar jar? He actually allowed you to go to the bar?!"

"I just came back... I came back alone. Oh, where are you? I'll talk to you when I find you."

Hearing his voice, I knew something was wrong, yo, couples who abuse dogs can also quarrel?

I put on my clothes and went out, and didn't wear my coquettish perfume. Hey, the young master has his own heart now, so he must have the concept of chastity!

When I arrived at "Midnight", the idiot Qiu Xiaolu was trapped among a group of men who looked like dogs, with a restrained and shy smile on his face. His smile will undoubtedly only provoke a group of perverts to burn him even more. .

I rolled my eyes, can I bear being so nervous?

Like every hero who saves the beauties, I rushed in and brought them out. The speed was so fast that Li Kui, the black whirlwind, might not be able to catch up with me.

When the bar stopped, Qiu Xiaolu vomited on my soft long sleeve with a wow.

I:"……"

After vomiting, Qiu Xiaolu regained consciousness a lot, and was so frightened that he hurriedly moved three feet away from me, for fear that I would kick him to death in a fit of anger.

Damn, what else can such an uneasy child do?Young Master, I can only take him back.

I took off my dirty clothes, damn it, I folded a lot of clothes recently, obviously I am so poor, I have saved money in a certain fund, and the profit has just caught up with inflation, the standard sits and eats.

"What's the matter with you and Yasen?"

I asked, that's right, Qiu Xiaolu, a little Shou Shou who wants to have breasts, no breasts, butt and no butt, is almost useless in the eyes of the young master, but the object is a tall, tall, straight-eyed, deep-eyed, deep-eyed, and charming accent.To be precise, it is Chinese and foreign mixed.

I really don't know what good deeds he did in his previous life to have such great shit luck in this life.

Qiu Xiaolu held the hot water I poured for him, with an aggrieved expression.

"He's in love with someone else."

"How is it possible!" I screamed, it's not that I'm making a fuss, it's really, "The one in your family is so fucking hard, the parents who are determined to die can't let him break up with you, the honey in the past three years has been greasy It's crooked, now you tell me he likes someone else?

"Qiu Xiaolu, don't lie to me, I'm a single dog, I can't stand your 'love deception'!"

"Really, I, I... caught the rape in bed..."

As if I heard some explosive news, I stared at him like a cat smelling fish.

"The other man's woman? Are they good-looking? What step have you made? Is Yasen's XX still in the other party's XX? How many XXXs are there?"

Qiu Xiaolu looked disgusted: "Lin Mo, you're lustful..."

"It's a woman. They were all asleep at the time, and they couldn't tell how many times they had done it."

"Female?" I was taken aback, "When did Yasen become straight?"

Qiu Xiaolu shook his head, looking really sad.

"Did he explain anything?"

"I came back without listening to his explanation..."

"Ah?! You wouldn't... you sneaked back without waking someone up?!"

Qiu Xiaolu timidly and silently affirmed.

"You should have listened to his explanation!" I yelled, "What if it was a trap set by that woman?"

"Lin Mo, you know that Yasen was originally a straight man, and it was because of me... maybe he dated me for a while and found that he still likes women, so... I dare not ask, I, I'm afraid ..."

The helplessness of gender makes us all feel inferior and timid.

I hugged him: "Get a good sleep first, let's talk about what's going on tomorrow, don't worry, I will definitely seek justice for you, young master!"

Qiu Xiaolu looked grateful: "Lin Mo, you are the best, I want to sleep with my arms around you!"

"Row!"

Shoushou encounters, no one can be tough...

To be honest, as far as Qiu Xiaolu's weakness is concerned, he is no different from a woman...