smile like sunshine

Lin Mo has recovered.

After I kicked Xiao Yang out in the middle of the night and didn't make another appointment for three months, everyone in the gun circle knew the news.

But it didn't cause any uproar, and it wasn't what I imagined. There would be a large group of ex-girlfriends crying and begging me to be lucky with them again. Later Henly told me that it was because I was so ordinary gay.

Not good looking, not good family background, not smart enough, generous but not generous.

Really nothing to remember.

The angry young master's nose is crooked, a man is a fucking heartless thing.

No, not a thing at all!

Henly glanced at me: "Master, you scolded yourself too."

Alas, isn't it? I lowered my head and became wilted.

It has been more than three months since I came back from City A.

Today is New Year's Eve.

Yi Zixun, a brat, should already be on winter vacation, maybe he's making an appointment with his classmates here and there.

Did his beautiful little lover agree to his courtship?

He should have agreed, after all our little junior is so good, he has no reason to refuse.

I'm even more depressed.

"Lucky, how did you spend the Spring Festival this year?"

"How else can I live, I will be drunk and dream to death with you."

"Hey~, during the Spring Festival, the price of our wine will increase."

I took out a card from my pocket: "Take it, just swipe it!"

Henly rolled her eyes: "Lucky, you're drunk, that's your campus card!"

I took it back embarrassingly, and muttered: "Go to the cafeteria, you can also brush it..."

With the money my father left me, I bought part of it a house, part of it land, part of it was kept in a bank, and part of it I sent someone to help me invest. I dare not play stocks, but I bought a few stable funds.

It's just that the economy has fluctuated too much in the past two years, and the variable production of gold is fine, but those funds haven't been able to earn much money.

For the money he left me, I was already very panicked by relying on it to eat, and I would feel extremely guilty and sorry for him if I lost a penny or a dime.

So this, it's not about dating, it's because of the helplessness of making a living. I plan to find an internship to earn some money after the new year. I can't just sit and eat like this all the time.

The man sitting next to me frequently looked at me, before I put it down, I must have thought about whether this man can get on, but now, I don't have this thought, I just keep drinking.

However, what I think in my mind is that I can't afford to drink alcohol anymore. Young master, I must earn some husband money, marry a husband or something.

There are almost no people who will fall in love with me because of me. I can only shake them with money and make them willing to marry me because of dead things.

If only Yi Zixun was greedy for money, the young master would have kidnapped him and registered for marriage abroad.

I shook my head, I don't know what happened tonight, I always think of him, alas, even if he is greedy for money, he is richer than me.

Fireworks flashed outside the window, bursts of gunfire sounded, and I suddenly remembered such a joke——

A man said to another man: let's have sex.

The man said: good.

So they took out firecrackers from their trouser pockets, lit them and set them off...

How fucking funny, I laughed out loud.

Henly took time out of her busy schedule to support me: "Lucky, you're drunk."

He didn't know my address, and Qiu Xiaolu and his wife went abroad again.So I woke up in the guest room above the bar.

On the first day of the new year, I'm dizzy with a hangover.

It feels terrible.

What's worse, even after one night, the name and appearance of that person are still lingering in my mind.

With trembling hands, I turned on the phone and pressed the number.

Even though I threw away my phone, I still remembered that number subconsciously.

The phone can be thrown away, and the communication can be deleted, but the memory cannot be deleted.

"Hey?"

The answer over there was quick. I thought his voice would be confused, but then I remembered that there is a tradition of getting up early to pay New Year's greetings on New Year's Day.

Originally, I hoped to listen to the voice while he was confused, and change the number quickly when it was over.

I can't do it now, I pursed my lips tightly, not daring to make a sound.

But he was reluctant to hang up the phone, expecting him to say something more besides "Hello".

Sure enough, he did, he said, "Lin Mo?"

I shook my hand and quickly hung up the phone.

Really worthless, I despise myself, at least say happy new year, say a few more pleasantries, ask about his current situation, if he is still single, he can make another date, or...

I hurriedly stopped the thoughts in my heart, and at the same time, thankfully, fortunately, I didn't speak.

According to my level of wretchedness, once I speak, I can't stop it.

There was a shock, but there was a call from over there. I obviously wanted to snap it off, but I flicked my fingers for some reason, and clicked to answer.

"Lin Mo, I know it's you." Yi Zixun's voice came through the telephone network, "Have you changed your phone? Don't change it again. I couldn't find you. I asked my uncle, but he didn't even know You changed your number, are you still in T City? Did you go home for the New Year? Why haven't you contacted me for so long..."

He said blah blah blah, never found Yi Zixun so verbose, I smiled, but my eyes were blurred.

"Lin Mo? Lin Mo? I know it's you, talk!"

"Yi Zixun," I said, "Happy New Year."

Yi Zixun seemed to heave a sigh of relief, and he could tell from his voice that he was smiling when he spoke again.

"you're also happy."

I sniffed: "How are you? Did you study hard? Did your little lover agree to be with you?"

Yi Zixun paused: "Lin Mo..."

I hurriedly interrupted him: "Okay, my phone is going to run out of battery, let's talk about it next time."

After I finished speaking, I pressed the phone, feeling uneasy and turned off the phone again.

Now he won't call.

I'm sorry or show affection, I don't want to hear it.

I hugged my knees dejectedly.

How can I be so lonely, I thought.

I have nothing to do throughout the winter vacation, and I don’t go shopping anymore, so it’s even more boring.

I can't just lie in bed and wait to die. I got up and got dressed, and decided to find a part-time job.

Money is second, it's better to be more relaxed and have more handsome guys.

What part-time job is more suitable for me than a salesperson in a men's clothing store?

I stared at the rows of neat suits with all my eyes. Most of the people who can wear these clothes are handsome guys!

After a week, however, I was speechless.

Men's clothing stores can't stop ugly customers, and nine out of ten are ugly.The remaining one is handsome, and he is still accompanied by his girlfriend. If you stare at him too much, his girlfriend will stare at him.

I resolutely quit my job and found another part-time job as a lighter salesperson.

The man took a long breath with a cigarette in his hand. This wild and handsome appearance was deeply rooted in my heart, but...in less than two days, I was scared away by all kinds of bearded uncles.

Woohoo, sure enough, except for gays, men from other places are not allowed to watch it.

I held Henly and howled, begging him to give me a job.

Henly gave me a blank look: "Just sit and drink, you are so clumsy, I dare not use you."

So very spineless, I overturned my oath, and spent the rest of the time in the bar again.

The tutor at the beginning of the semester took up a new project. Maybe when I was sleeping soundly in the middle of the night, the computer beeped, and his email came over, with three exclamation points in the title——

Hurry up!Hurry up!Hurry up!

Since my [-]-word academic thesis report won his heart, he has regarded me as his right-hand man, and asked me to do such things as thesis translation. I gritted my teeth and continued, and then recognized the dazzling English characters one by one. , From time to time, I have to look through a three-foot-thick dictionary and look up cases on the Internet.

I have become a bully.

I thought proudly.

But what's the use?

I lay down on the table, the young master was dissatisfied with his desires, it had been a long time since I had done it, the young master had to do it, do it!

If Yi Zixun was by my side now, I would immediately turn into a tiger and wolf and pounce on him, tearing him apart, and swallowing him without chewing!

He wants to resist?Hmph, useless!

Just as I was thinking about it, with a "ding", the tutor's email came again.

Oh my god, let me go, I haven't finished my last mission yet and I'm in a rush?Although you pay me a salary every month, is it just a few hundred yuan, enough for me to drink a good bottle of wine?

But what is rare is that there are no three exclamation marks in this email. I opened it and saw, ah, the tutor asked me for my phone number and address.

Fortunately, it's not an urgent task——

etc!What does he want an address for?

I was taken aback, oh my god, isn't he coming over?

I tilted my head and thought about it. The tutor is a middle-aged uncle who is nearly fifty years old. He has no beer belly but is very thin. His wife and children live in other cities. I have never heard any bad rumors about being single here.

Hmm... Maybe it's not me who fell in love with me...

Then why does he need an address?

Come to inspect? ! ! !

Damn, no need, the young master is really studying hard!

After I sent the phone number and address, I hurriedly put down the computer and started to pack it up.

I was originally a cute boy who loves cleanliness, but because of dissatisfaction with desires, irritability and various study tasks, my rented house has become more messy than I can bear.

Thinking about it, it is beyond the tolerance range of ordinary people...

A mentor is equivalent to a boss, you can't let him come to see a kennel like me...

After tidying up the room, I also cleaned up myself by the way, dealt with the uneven hair and dark circles under the eyes, changed into a layer of unchanged pajamas, and put on serious long sleeves.

Then I found out that it was already June before I knew it. I didn't feel it when I stayed in the air-conditioned room all day long, but this season, I can already wear short sleeves.

And, the annual college entrance examination has just ended.

When the doorbell rang, my little heart trembled, and I hurriedly stopped thinking about it and opened the door for my mentor.

However, a long-lost man stood at the door.

My first reaction was, he was wearing short sleeves, look, he can wear short sleeves, right? My second reaction was, is it hot outside?How he was out of breath.

"Sorry, I'm sweating all over, can I borrow your bathroom to take a shower?"