Can't help it

"Xu Qing."

As soon as the words came out, he felt two scorching gazes. Gu Rui raised his head from the document and stared at him closely, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.

"Shao Wen, I was busy all day yesterday and didn't take time to talk to you. You won't blame me, will you?"

Shao Wen knew that a doctor was a profession, and when he was busy, he would feel dizzy. He said gently: "No, how could it be? I am also a doctor myself, so I can understand it."

Xu Qing's voice suddenly became a little more cheerful, and said: "Then let's have dinner together tonight, I know a new restaurant, it's very good."

Hearing Xu Qingming's beautiful voice, Shao Wen couldn't help but feel better: "Okay."

"Okay, then I will send you the address later."

"Ah."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Rui snatched the phone before he could put it back in his pocket.

"Gu Rui, what are you doing?" Shao Wen was a little angry, what was Gu Rui up to?

Gu Rui didn't answer him, stood up and walked in front of him, and asked angrily, "Are you going to have dinner with Xu Qing tonight?"

"Yes."

Gu Rui stood up suddenly, slapped the table with one hand, and said angrily: "No! I won't allow it!"

"Why?" Why does Gu Rui restrict his freedom.

Gu Rui took another step forward, and the two of them were about to touch each other.

"Why? Just based on the contract you signed yesterday, you have to be by my side 24 hours a day, 24 hours, understand? You are not allowed to go anywhere!"

Shao Wen wanted to increase the distance between the two, but there was a desk behind him, and there was nowhere to retreat. He said anxiously: "Gu Rui, it's not in the contract that I can't have my own private time. Can you be reasonable? ?”

"Private time?" Gu Rui pressed close to Shao Wen, looked down at him: "You want private time with me to date other men? Huh?"

The distance between the two was only a few inches, Gu Rui's face was full of anger, and the scorching breath sprayed on Shao Wen's face, his skin suddenly became hot, Gu Rui was too close, so close that he couldn't think .He raised his arm to push Gu Rui away, but Gu Rui stretched out his hands one step faster than him, cut his hands behind his back, and at the same time lowered his body, he opened his eyes wide, just looking at Gu Rui's handsome face It was getting closer and closer, and gradually became blurred. In the end, he only felt a softness on his lips.

It was Gu Rui's lips, very soft and cool. At first, they were just rolling gently on his lips. Gradually, Gu Rui's breathing became heavy, and his lips increased, tasting Shao Wen's mouth greedily. Taste, Shao Wen couldn't push him away, and couldn't open his mouth to speak, so he had to close his lips tightly to prevent Gu Rui from further intrusion.

Controlling Shao Wen with one hand, Gu Rui pinched his chin with the other hand. Shao Wen suffered from pain, and his conditioned reflex made his red lips slightly open. Gu Rui took the opportunity to attack the city and swept Shao Wen's mouth Every inch of his mouth was sucking his body fluid, and there were bursts of water sounds between his lips and teeth. At this moment, Shao Wen felt that there were thousands of fireworks blooming in his mind, and each one made his body heat up a little bit.

Let go of the hands that trapped him, Gu Rui embraced him in his arms and clasped him tightly to his chest, as if he wanted to rub him into his chest.He was a little out of breath, the brain that was kissed by Gu Rui lacked oxygen, and his whole body lost all strength.After so many years, he still can't resist Gu Rui's charm, which is ridiculous and sad.

The two were close together, and he also felt Gu Rui's reaction, annoyed and ashamed, bit Gu Rui's tongue, and then he raised his free hands and tried his best Pushing Gu Rui back, he broke free from Gu Rui's embrace.

Shao Wen wanted to rush out the door, but he had no strength in his body, so he leaned against the table and panted heavily.Gu Rui was pushed against the wall by him and groaned, but he didn't feel guilty or distressed at all.The two of them have nothing to do with each other anymore, Gu Rui, how could he be so unscrupulous?How can you humiliate him like this?

Gu Rui looked at him steadfastly, raised his hand and wiped the corner of his mouth, leaving a trace of blood on it, Shao Wen's bite was really hard!In fact, he regretted it a little. He clearly told himself to control it last night. Why did he lose control when he saw Xu Qing calling?

Is he really afraid? He has no identity to restrict Shao Wen from dating others. He is really afraid that Shao Wen will fall in love with others. Once Shao Wen falls in love with someone, he will be single-minded and absolutely impossible to turn back. Then what should he do? ?Who is he going to tell about the pain of these eight years?Therefore, Shao Wen must not be allowed to leave his side!

Even if Shao Wen hates him and hates him, he will never let go!no way!

At this moment, Shao Wen had regained his strength. He wanted to scold Gu Rui, but seeing Gu Rui's stern and forbearing expression, he couldn't say a word. What happened to Gu Rui?What on earth does he want?

He straightened up, stared at Gu Rui closely, and asked word by word: "Gu Rui, what exactly do you want?"

Just as Gu Rui was about to speak, he added another sentence: "Don't say that you just let me stay as a doctor, and don't say that you only trust me. Don't worry about it. Just tell me what you want!"

He wants to see what Gu Rui's purpose is this time.

The fierceness in Gu Rui's eyes gradually disappeared, and his eyes gradually became hot and firm. He looked at Shao Wen without blinking, and his voice was low but firm: "I want you!"

I want you!These three words were like a bomb. The sound of "boom" rang in Shao Wen's ears, burning all the way to his heart.Want him?What a big joke!

"Heh, Gu Rui, you pushed me away yourself eight years ago, and now you want me?" Shao Wen laughed back angrily.

Gu Rui still had that firm look, without blinking his eyes, and repeated: "Yes, I want you!"

But Shao Wen couldn't bear it anymore, he shouted: "You want me? What did you do eight years ago, for Zhong Qi, for Zhong Qi...you fucking..." He really didn't want to mention those days It was too painful.Gu Rui's abandonment, Shao Zhong's departure, and Wu Yu's sadness surrounded him, making him almost suffocate. Thinking about it now, his heart throbbed uncontrollably.

He subconsciously covered his heart, panting heavily.Seeing this, Gu Rui wanted to rush over, but he stopped him.

"Gu Rui, don't you like Zhong Qi? Why aren't you with him?" Since you can't hide, why not make it clear once.

Gu Rui's voice lowered: "Since I'm with you, I only like you." It's true, he really wanted to use Shao Wen to forget Zhong Qi at first, but Shao Wen's sincerity and trust made him gradually He stopped thinking about Zhong Qi and began to like this person who gave him warmth.

Shao Wen obviously didn't believe it: "Hehe, why did you break up with me in the first place?"

Gu Rui bit his lower lip, paused for a few seconds, and said: "At that time, I was not sober enough to make an unwise decision." If I could not be so flustered at that time and be as calm as Gu Jiang or Gu Hongming, maybe this matter If the matter can be properly resolved, he and Shao Wen will not have to be separated for eight years.It's a pity that when he calmed down, the tragedy had already happened and was irreversible.

Shao Wen showed a sarcastic smile, and said: "Unconscious, unwise? Can a few simple words cover up the past? You know, I...I..." Misty eyes rose in his eyes. Going on, he couldn't show weakness in front of Gu Rui.

Looking at his appearance, Gu Rui's heart was pulled hard, how could he not know how painful Shao Wen was at that time!On the day of Shao Zhong's funeral, he went secretly, and seeing Shao Wen supporting the heartbroken Wu Yu from a distance, he wished he could slap himself a few times.The eyes of the person I love are empty and lifeless, and the kind woman who treats him like a son has lost her beloved husband since then, and she is heartbroken. It's all because of him!

But what can he say to Shao Wen?Say you have difficulties?Say you don't like him?Said that he had been thinking about him for eight years?No!cannot!He can't say anything, this is the path he chose, he can only go on with gritted teeth, even if Shao Wen misunderstood him and hated him!

But his Shao Wen is in such pain now, is he right to do so?does it worth?Should he let Shao Wen go free?If he lets go, will Shao Wen be happier?But if he lets go this time, he will lose Shao Wen forever, forever...

Feeling overwhelmed, Gu Rui only felt a surge of energy and blood.

"Cough cough..." Accompanied by a violent cough, his throat felt sweet, and his mouth was suddenly filled with the smell of blood.Unable to bear it for a while, he spat out the blood.

"Gu Rui!" Seeing this, Shao Wen rushed to Gu Rui, looked at his pale face, hurriedly supported him, let him sit on the seat in front of the table, took out a few tissues and handed them over, and picked up The cup on the table, turned around and went out to pour water.His hand holding the cup was trembling slightly, what's going on?Could it be that there is really something wrong with Gu Rui's heart?

He poured water and walked into the house quickly, seeing that Gu Rui was still pale, he couldn't help worrying in his heart, he handed the water over, Gu Rui rinsed his mouth, leaned on the back of the chair, his face gradually recovered a little blood.

In order to check Gu Rui at any time, Shao Wen carried a medicine box with him. He went to the living room to get the medicine box, took out a few exquisite instruments, and checked Gu Rui's heart.

Gu Rui's heartbeat sounded in my ears. Although it was a little fast, it was very strong and regular. There shouldn't be any major problems. After all, I had a comprehensive examination in the hospital before, and there was absolutely no problem with the heart organs. Only then did Shao Wen relax a little bit. Tone, maybe just too excited.

He took a long breath and said, "There's no big problem. Take a deep breath and let your heart calm down." In fact, he didn't understand why Gu Rui was so excited that he vomited blood.The current appearance of Gu Rui is not suitable for continuing the topic just now.

For a while, the room was so quiet that only the sound of the breathing of the two of them and the "didi" sound of the instrument remained. The constantly beating numbers on the screen showed that Gu Rui's heartbeat was slowly returning to normal. It seemed that his judgment was correct.

"Shao Wen." Gu Rui called him, maybe because he coughed too much just now, his voice was a little hoarse.

He looked up at Gu Rui, waiting for the next sentence.

"Shao Wen, can you not go to see Xu Qing?"

Shao Wen looked at the man in front of him, his face was still a little pale at the moment, the short hair on his forehead became wet from sweating, and it was softly attached to his forehead, his eyes were full of grievances, he was looking at him eagerly, waiting for his answer , Indescribably pitiful.

He closed his eyes and sighed in his heart, Gu Rui looked like this, how could he go to the appointment at night, not to mention that the two are now in an employment relationship, even without that contract, he still couldn't bear it...

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