Yan Maifufu
Work related
People fight cold war..."
"Cold war?" Mai Ding and Li Ming said it almost at the same time.Everyone doesn't understand why...
"En!" Bai Xiaosi nodded
"It's not his family who knew about the relationship between the two of you and objected, right?" Li Ming asked, Mai Ding was even more uncertain.
"Mai Mai, what are you doing?" Bai Xiaosi saw Mai Ding hastily take out his phone...
"Call An Ziyan." Mai Ding called An Ziyan...
"... "
"The number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later"
"Mai Mai, don't worry, I'll help you find out later." Bai Xiaosi saw Mai Ding lying on the table in despair, staring blankly at the phone screen.She knew that he was waiting for his call back.
Anjia Mansion
"You said, you gave up training and participating in the UK for a man who was so ordinary that he couldn't be more ordinary. What are you thinking?!" This is An Ziyan's mother, Wu Xin.
"I've let it go for 20 years, just for the sake of face, come today and ask me what I think, as for what?" An Ziyan lazily leaned on the sofa.He seemed indifferent, but his eyes were full of sadness.It's ridiculous to think about it. In the past 20 years, what have they given to themselves other than money?I don’t even know when my birthday is, so I ask myself what I think today?
"Ziyan, I know you blame us..." Wu Xin hadn't finished speaking.An Ziyan stopped.
"Strange? Do you think it's weird?"
"Why are you talking to Mom!" An Ziyan's older sister, An Su, saw his younger brother An Ziyan's cold expression as soon as he came in from the door.
"Xiao Su, hurry up and persuade your brother, how could he... oh!" Wu Xin clutched her chest and let out a dull cry.
"Mom, how are you? Are you okay?" An Su stepped forward and supported Wu Xin.
"What did you tell mom!" An Su looked at An Ziyan angrily
"Is the play over? If it's not over, please continue, forgive me!" An Ziyan got up and was about to leave.
"Ziyan!" Wu Xin stood up, not as weak as before.It was another kind of calm attitude, "If you don't agree to my going to England, then don't blame mom for attacking him." Wu Xin's words made An Ziyan feel heartbroken.Why on earth do you keep poking this heart of thousands of warehouses and holes?
"As for?" An Ziyan's expression was filled with indescribable joy, anger, sorrow and joy, which just made people feel distressed.
"Ziyan, Mom promises you that as long as you go to England to study hard, you will recognize the relationship between the two of you when you come back. Of course, you can't contact me during the competition!"
"You think I'll say yes?"
"You will, because you will promise me that you can be with him quietly for many years!"
In fact, An-Ziyan felt that it would be better to suffer these two years and spend the rest of his life quietly with Mai Ding than to live under their opposition for the rest of his life.Besides, who said that if you promise not to contact, you will definitely not contact at all?Who said that if you go, you can't come back halfway?
☆, I love you
Leave footprints for memory.That tender memory is the gift of fleeting years.The meeting in the vast sea of people is doomed to our present and past lives, and it is hard to leave and never leave!
Many times, we all lose to time.It's just that bloody, it won't tolerate your arrogance.So, in its toss, you bowed your head.It's not that you are useless, but that you have to.
There is a kind of guardianship, which is to treat each other quietly and accompany silently.Love doesn't need to be talked about.As long as one movement, one expression, even just one knowing, is enough.An-Ziyan, your love is always so special and real, people can't question it, they can only fall in love.
An Ziyan returned to school from home, Mai Ding was very happy, but also felt very uneasy.An Ziyan was sitting on the bedside, flipping through those books boringly.Mai Ding lay on An Ziyan's lap, hugged An Ziyan's waist, they didn't speak to each other, just guarded quietly.
The next night, Mai Ding stood on the balcony of An Ziyan's dormitory, with a plane flying slowly above his head.Mai Ding smiled lightly
An Ziyan, I asked you once, will you come back?
You said: Mai Ding, you have to know that even ten or twenty years, you still have to wait for me to come back.
I said: OK, I'm not going anywhere, I'll wait for you here.
You said: You have to believe that even if I leave, I will definitely come back.
An Ziyan, even if you don't tell me, I know you will definitely come back.Even if you don't come back, I will definitely wait until you come back!
Mai Ding suddenly said to the sky: An Ziyan, I love you!I'll wait for you back where we met!
Mai Ding's line of sight followed the direction the plane was flying until the plane disappeared into the sky.Mai Ding cried, he was not worried that An Ziyan would not come back, but that she knew that An Ziyan must be the same as herself, he would miss him to the point of heartache.
Since An Ziyan went to England, Mai Ding's life is surprisingly peaceful, and Mai Ding himself is also surprisingly diligent in his studies.No one knew that Mai Ding did this to make himself not miss An Ziyan so much.
"Mai Mai, you don't have to be so busy." Bai Xiaosi persuaded Mai Ding distressedly when he saw Mai Ding's various activities and chores.
"I think it's pretty good!" Mai Ding said with a smirk.
"Hey! Stop pretending, laughing is uglier than crying..." Li Ming patted Mai Ding on the shoulder.
"Do you know what An Ziyan said to me before he left?" Bai Xiaosi saw that Mai Ding ignored him and Li Ming, and planned to tell him what An Ziyan said when he left.
An Ziyan asked Bai Xiaosi out in advance.
"Xiao Si, I have never asked anyone in my life, but tonight, I need your help with something."
"Mai Ding is very simple, he is still a child, when I am not around, help me take care of him"
An Ziyan, even if you don't tell me, I will do it.Because Mai Mai is also my good friend!
After hearing this, Mai Ding finally couldn't help crying.
"Li Ming, Xiaosi, I really miss An Ziyan! I really miss him..." Mai Ding choked up...
"Cry, it will feel better after crying..." Li Ming patted Mai Ding on the back.
The moonlight is so soft that nothing can resist its touch; you are so clear that I can still remember it.
Month, or that round.Regardless of China and Britain.
An Ziyan just came out of the studio with a tired look on his face.Tonight, I finally got some free time.An Ziyan stood on the North Sea, looking up at the half moon in the sky.
"Mai Ding, how are you doing?"
He called Mai Ding.
"An Ziyan, what are you doing? Did you know you called me? Do you know how much I miss you..." Before An Ziyan could speak, Mai Ding wanted to cry while talking.
"Hey, there's only a small part of the work left, after it's finished, I'll go back to accompany you." An Ziyan smiled wearily.Mai Ding, do you know?In order to get together with you sooner, An Ziyan has been designing and arranging that work day and night.
"Well, okay, I'll wait for you." Mai Ding started nagging again.Nagging about what An Ziyan should do and what things to pay attention to.Nagging about what I have been doing recently, interesting things around me.
An Ziyan listened to Mai Ding's nagging patiently.At the end, Mai Ding said: "I'm done, An Ziyan, do you have anything to say to me?"
"Um"
"Then tell me"
"I love you" Mai Ding, you know?For An Ziyan, all the longing and all the exhaustion are not worth mentioning compared to the three words "I love you".
Mai Ding smiled, very sweetly.
"Master, your work..." An Ziyan's entourage stood respectfully at the door, waiting for An Ziyan's reply.
"The city of the future..." An Ziyan looked wearily at the city of the future that belonged to him and Mai Ding.
"Okay!" The follower transported the work out for display.An Ziyan did not wait for the announcement of the result, but directly booked a flight ticket back home...
Mai Ding, wait for me, I'll be right back...
☆、What's the matter with you early in the morning
Anjia Mansion
"Tomorrow's air ticket?!" Wu Xin looked at the standing bodyguard with dissatisfaction, put down the coffee in her hand, and frowned.
"Ma'am, the young master went to England for training. He is the best among all the trainers, and he also completed the work in the shortest time. But he is No.1 in this international competition." The black bodyguard replied respectfully
"Didn't he just finish his work?" An Su, who was sitting beside Wu Xin, asked.
"Yes! But when he was halfway through, the judges visited the studio. The young master was so fascinated by the painting that he didn't know the judges came. The judges also admired it quietly, and didn't allow me to wait to disturb the young master."
"Mom, he actually accomplished something impossible for a man." An Su looked at her mother Wu Xin in confusion, and Wu Xin was also thoughtful. The son is worried about the man!
Mai Ding said that he had no appetite, so he lay on his stomach on the table in An Ziyan's dormitory, propping his chin with one hand, and holding a photo of himself and An Ziyan in the other.
"An Ziyan, although you've only been gone for a month, I miss you so much that I'm about to suffocate. I don't want to leave you for a moment, not being able to be with you is the greatest torture for me..."
"idiot!"
When Mai Ding heard this unfamiliar yet familiar words, he immediately turned his head, An Ziyan was looking down at him, with a handsome smile on his domineering face, Mai Ding kept throwing himself into An Ziyan's arms, "Why are you back? "
"What? Don't want me to come back?"
"No! I want you never to be separated from me again"
"Well, I'll never leave you alone again"
Since An Ziyan came back, Mai Ding is like a monkey, not a single day is quiet.Pulling An-Ziyan all day to go on dates or go shopping, go to the movies or go to the zoo.On this day, early in the morning, Mai Ding woke up An Ziyan who was sleeping beside him.
"Get up!" Mai Ding pushed An Ziyan
"Hmm~" An Ziyan snorted lazily
"Hurry up, I'm going with me today..." Before Mai Ding finished speaking, An Ziyan continued, "Go by yourself..."
Mai Ding was unhappy and pouted, "I agreed to stay with me and not leave me behind, but now I want to go by myself. Men are like this. After sweet talk, they just pick up their ass and leave."
"Mai Ding, it's time for you to improve your Chinese..." Every time the metaphors or words are so vulgar, are you worthy of the Chinese teacher?
"It's annoying to tell the truth!" Mai Ding retorted unconvinced
"An Ziyan, get up quickly!"
"One day I will be tortured to death by you" is what An Ziyan said, but he still got up
"Here, here!" Mai Ding handed An Ziyan the clothes
An Ziyan put on his shirt and sat on the head of the bed, Mai Ding came over to help An Ziyan tie his tie
"An Ziyan, I really want to kiss you..." Mai Ding pouted and prepared to kiss
"Shameless!" An Ziyan replied angrily
"Then talk!" After saying that, he waved
"What's the fuss so early in the morning..." An Ziyan looked at Mai Ding dissatisfied
"This is called a good morning kiss, how could it be flirt?" Mai Ding protested
"Oh, don't be so stern! Brush your teeth and go." Mai Ding dragged An Ziyan to the bathroom
"You still know that you haven't brushed your teeth?" An Ziyan said unhappily as he walked.Did I get flooded in my head or bumped into it, otherwise how could I fall in love with this idiot...
"Here..." Mai Ding handed the toothbrush filled with toothpaste to An Ziyan, and the two of them brushed their teeth in front of the mirror.Mai Ding always brushes better than An Ziyan, and then hugs An Ziyan behind An Ziyan, "Why did you brush for so long?"
"... "
"An Ziyan, your teeth are almost brushed off by you..."
An Ziyan still remained silent, turned around and kissed...
"Well... are you disgusting..."
"Shh, don't talk..."
Mai Ding, if you feel disgusted by An-Ziyan kissing you with foam in his mouth, then you should also review and review. Every time you like to kiss An-Ziyan without brushing your teeth, touch An-Ziyan or get food without washing your hands after tying your shoes bad habit~
☆, inadvertently
"An Ziyan, remember to come back for dinner!" Although today is Saturday, Zhou Ge and the others made an appointment with An Ziyan to play today, so An Ziyan got up early in the morning and went out. Although Mai Ding said he was too tired last night "My own brain image ha! "I didn't go with An Ziyan, but I still miss An Ziyan, hoping that he can come back to eat with me at noon or at night.
"Hmm..." An Ziyan held the key, turned his head and glanced at Mai Ding indifferently.This guy is still so wordy!
"Hey, that's right..." Mai Ding is the kind of person who has something to say quickly and has to slow down~
"Huh?" An Ziyan was about to open the door and heard Mai Ding say this, and turned around to look at him curiously.Unexpectedly, that guy Mai Ding leaned forward around the quilt, "Bo~"
"Our good morning kiss~" Mai Ding said with a smile
"Idiot!" An Ziyan shook his head helplessly
"I can finally be free today~" Mai Ding saw that An Ziyan had gone out, waved his hands, and shook his PP, but An Ziyan suddenly opened the door again, "What did you say?"
"No, no, I didn't say anything!" Seeing An Ziyan's sudden return, Mai Ding was scared out of his wits~
"Be honest with me, stay at home and wait for me to come back." An Ziyan finished his domineering manner, and did not forget to gently pat Mai Ding's head before leaving.
The two of us know each other and cherish each other.Our love may not be the most vigorous, but it must be the most painstaking.Our love may not be the most beautiful, but it must be the happiest.My ordinary, your extraordinary; my simplicity, your follow.That's why there is happiness that belongs to us.I hope I can go down this road with you...
After An Ziyan left, Mai Ding slept for a while before lazily getting up to wash up...
Hey, the toothpaste is almost gone.Mai Ding is going to send a message to An Ziyan, telling him to remember to buy it when he comes back.But I suddenly remembered the last time I asked him to buy toothpaste...
"An Ziyan, remember to buy toothpaste when you come back at night"
"Um…"
"An Ziyan, remember to buy toothpaste when you're done."
"Um…"
"An Ziyan, are you done yet? Remember to buy toothpaste!"
"Um…"
"An Ziyan, are you coming back? Remember to buy toothpaste!"
"Um…"
"Okay, I've answered all the messages, so I won't forget it now, right? Go take a shower!" Mai Ding put down his phone, happily went to take a shower...
half an hour later...
Mai Ding came out of the bathroom wiping his hair, and saw An Ziyan sitting on the sofa reading a magazine.
"An Ziyan, are you back?" Mai Ding walked over with a smile
"Hmm..." An Ziyan continued to read the magazine without looking up.
"It's so fast!" Mai Ding continued to rub his hair
"Hmm..." An Ziyan still didn't look up at him...
"Then go take a shower quickly, brush your teeth and go to bed after you take a shower..." Mai Ding pushed An Ziyan.
An Ziyan didn't reply, but stayed for a long time...then holding the magazine against his head, he called out calmly, "Mai Ding..."
"Ah, what are you doing?"
"I forgot to buy toothpaste..." As soon as An Ziyan said that, Mai Ding's smiling face immediately froze, and immediately, Mai Ding stood up and shouted angrily, "An Ziyan! You bastard! I knew you would forget to buy it!!!"
An Ziyan raised his head this time, with a triumphant smile, he said nastyly, "You know I'll forget that you still ask me to buy it?"
"I, you... good!" Means that Mai Ding was so angry that he couldn't speak incoherently...
Thinking of this, Mai Ding shook his head, "Forget it, write it down and buy it yourself, and count on An Ziyan to buy it, unless you are prepared not to brush your teeth for a week~" Mai Ding said to himself.
After brushing his teeth, Mai Ding was about to look for something to eat, but when he opened the refrigerator, he found that the stock was running low~ "Okay, it's time to stock up, otherwise An Ziyan will be hungry~"
Mai Ding walked around the house, silently reading what should be bought and what should be supplemented one by one, and prepared to find a piece of paper to write it down, so as not to miss anything that was not bought.
"Ring...ring..."
Hearing the doorbell rang, Mai Ding couldn't help being wordy, and opened the door while nagging, "An Ziyan, you forgot to bring the key again..." As soon as the words fell, Mai Ding was stunned... Uh, it's not An Ziyan...
"You, hello, who are you looking for?" Mai Ding was stunned, because standing at the door was a middle-aged woman and a young woman...they were...
"I'm An Ziyan's mother, this is his sister." Wu Xin and An Su are here!
Mai Ding is completely petrified... An Ziyan, come back quickly... Yes, tell An Ziyan to come back...
"Well, I...you..." Mai Ding would be incoherent when he was nervous...
"I know, you are Mai Ding, right?" Wu Xin said with a gentle smile.
Mai Ding nodded, and then he remembered that he hadn't been let in. "Please, please come in..." Mai Ding immediately stood aside and let the two of them enter the room.
Wu Xin and An Su came in and sat on the sofa, Mai Ding came in after closing the door, "Where's Ziyan?" Wu Xin looked around the room, thinking her son wasn't there? !
"He, he went out...I, I called An Ziyan to ask him to come back..." Mai Ding pulled out his phone nervously.
"No need!" Wu Xin adjusted her sitting posture, staring at Mai Ding intently...
"That... I'll pour you some water!" Mai Ding wanted to die... because he never thought that he would face An Ziyan's family by himself, especially at this time.
"No need, just sit down." Wu Xin was worthy of being a strong business woman, and her words made people feel compelled to obey.
Perhaps, sometimes, some things just leave quietly in the most inadvertent...
☆, happy?
The atmosphere in the room seemed extraordinarily quiet, even the tightness of breathing was particularly obvious.
"Ziyan has been excellent in character and learning since he was a child, and he is a role model in the eyes of everyone who knows him. He passed the fourth level of piano at the age of six, and the eighth level at the age of nine. He participated in the international piano competition at the age of 13. He Leaving aside the past, let’s take the work “City of the Future” that participated in the British Competition as an example. It was designed in less than half a month and won the International Best Painting Award. Do you think that such a promising Unlimited, a person whose body is radiant, wants to spend this life with a man, is this fair to him?" Wu Xin smiled, looking at the sad Mai Ding.
"I know, I'm very ordinary, I'm not worthy of An Ziyan, but I love him" Mai Ding raised his head and said firmly.
yes!An Ziyan, I know that I have nothing, I only have a heart that loves you.But that's enough, isn't it?
"Mai Ding" Wu Xin then turned to the strategy, looking at Mai Ding gently. "Auntie knows you love Ziyan, and we love you too! Think about it, if because of your love, you become a burden to Ziyan, do you think that is still love for him?" Hearing this, Mai Ding's head It went down again.yes!An Ziyan, I keep saying I love you, but I never think about anything for you, and I never look at anything from your standpoint...
"Think about it again, if Ziyan takes you, a big man, to various banquets, what will others think of him?" The atmosphere in the room seemed extraordinarily quiet, even the tightness of breathing was particularly obvious.
"Ziyan has been excellent in character and learning since he was a child, and he is a role model in the eyes of everyone who knows him. He passed the fourth level of piano at the age of six, and the eighth level at the age of nine. He participated in the international piano competition at the age of 13. He Leaving aside the past, let’s take the work “City of the Future” that participated in the British Competition as an example. It was designed in less than half a month and won the International Best Painting Award. Do you think that such a promising Unlimited, a person whose body is radiant, wants to spend this life with a man, is this fair to him?" Wu Xin smiled, looking at the sad Mai Ding.
"I know, I'm very ordinary, I'm not worthy of An Ziyan, but I love him" Mai Ding raised his head and said firmly.
yes!An Ziyan, I know that I have nothing, I only have a heart that loves you.But that's enough, isn't it?
"Mai Ding" Wu Xin then turned to the strategy, looking at Mai Ding gently. "Auntie knows you love Ziyan, and we love you too! Think about it, if because of your love, you become a burden to Ziyan, do you think that is still love for him?" Hearing this, Mai Ding's head It went down again.yes!An Ziyan, I keep saying I love you, but I never think about anything for you, and I never look at anything from your standpoint...
"Think about it again, if Ziyan takes you, a big man, to various banquets, what will others think of him? What will his friends think of him? Have you ever thought about it, if you don't show your love, Maybe Ziyan has lived in the circle of light all his life, but because of your appearance and your love, Ziyan will spend his whole life in a gray world, and he will become a joke in the eyes of everyone, do you understand?" Wu Xin Those words hurt Mai Ding deeply, he didn't know what he should do.At the beginning, he only loved An Ziyan, he just wanted to be with An Ziyan, a simple life was enough.But, you're selfish, aren't you?I have never considered An Ziyan, and I have never done anything for him... Mai Ding's tangled expression was seen by Wu Xin one by one, she knew that she was going to succeed!
"Mai Ding, Auntie is really grateful for your sincerity to Ziyan. I can also see that you really love Ziyan. However, love and being together are two different things. If you love one, you should let him go to be happy. It’s not about entanglement, making both parties into pain, isn’t it? Mai Ding, you are a good boy, we all hope that Ziyan will live a good life, just be an aunt and beg you, let our family Ziyan go Right! Ah? Auntie, please..." Wu Xin was about to kneel down to Mai Ding as she spoke, and Mai Ding was so frightened that Mai Ding quickly helped Wu Xin up, "Auntie, don't do this, I, I know what to do, I will leave Anzi Yan, let him go, give him freedom, give him happiness..." Mai Ding finished speaking choked up, turned his face away, and wiped away the tears.
"Mai Ding! It's really hard for you. Auntie knows that you have wronged you by doing this... Auntie is sorry for you..." Wu Xin took Mai Ding's hand affectionately and said
"Auntie, don't say that, I know you're doing it for An Ziyan's sake..." Mai Ding couldn't tell whether he was awake or in a daze, so he just replied blankly...
"Considering that you have a lot of daily necessities, Auntie called a car to help you carry your things. Pack up quickly! In addition, Auntie is afraid that you will be too uncomfortable, and you will have to face Ziyan every day in class, so I will help you get a transfer certificate. , Auntie has already discussed with your parents and agreed, so you don't have to worry." Wu Xin suppressed that triumphant smile, still looking at Mai Ding with pity.
"Auntie, I'm sorry. You have planned for me so thoughtfully, but I have repeatedly hurt An Ziyan..." Mai Ding was so moved by Wu Xin's "caring" that he couldn't speak.
"Silly boy, what are you talking about! Go and clean up! I'll wait for you outside!" Wu Xin glanced at An Su who had been silent the whole time, and signaled her to wait outside together.
"Mom, why did you do this?" Once outside, An Su asked Wu Xin puzzled.
"Xiao Su, do you want your younger brother to have a relationship with a man? And then be ridiculed by everyone?" Wu Xin scolded An Su who questioned herself with a straight face.
"Of course I don't want to! But if we do this, in case my brother finds out..." An Su couldn't imagine what An Ziyan would do if he found out...
"There's no chance, he must know that two men, no matter what, can't live together!" Wu Xin's expression was cold, she didn't want such an excellent son like her to spend the rest of her life with a man!
Mai Ding was alone in the room, blankly recalling the days when he was with An Ziyan.
I remembered that when I first bought a house, I always complained that An Ziyan didn't know how to buy decorations, so the house was empty...
"An-Ziyan! You are a big fool! There is nothing!" Seeing that there is nothing in the new house, Mai Ding couldn't help complaining
"Here, buy what you want yourself." An Ziyan was not angry, took out his credit card, and calmly said to Mai Ding with a bitter face.
When he walked to the bedroom, he remembered the scene of being punished by An Ziyan on April Fool's Day, and he insisted on asking him to apologize, but in the end he was suppressed.
"Hey, I'm leaving, don't you have anything to say to me?" Mai Ding hugged a doll and looked at An Ziyan expectantly.
"No." An Ziyan leaned against the door and said lightly.
"Really not?" Mai Ding was still hoping...
"Yeah." An Ziyan glanced at him.
Mai Ding was completely disappointed and prepared to open the door and leave.
"Hey, yes!" An Ziyan said suddenly, Mai Ding looked up at An Ziyan, An Ziyan smiled wickedly and said, "Happy April Fool's Day!"
"An Ziyan, you bastard! Bastard! Childish!" Mai Ding angrily hit An Ziyan with a doll, and pushed An Ziyan onto the bed, "Return my tears!"
An Ziyan looked at Mai Ding with an evil smile and said, "You're still crying, bitch!"
After speaking, he kissed him.
Mai Ding didn't respond at first, and after a while he pushed An Ziyan away, pointed at An Ziyan and said, "Apologize to me! You lied to me!"
An Ziyan didn't apologize, nor did he argue with Mai Ding, instead he readily agreed "yes".After speaking, he pulled Mai Ding and kissed him affectionately.
After packing up the things in the room, Mai Ding went to the bathroom...
"An Ziyan, you don't seem to have any friends! That's right, you have such a bad personality, you must have very few friends. But, if you are as friendly as I am, why can't you make friends?" Mai Ding said to himself in the mirror.
An Ziyan came out of the bathroom, put his hand on Mai Ding's shoulder, "You don't need so many friends, I'm enough..." After speaking, he pulled Mai Ding into the bathroom and took a bath together.
Mai Ding pursed his lips and came to the hall sadly.
"An Ziyan, I want to eat watermelon"
"Buy it yourself"
"You go to Ma with me!"
"don't go"
"are you going?!"
"Don't go!"
"People are thirsty!"
“Fridge with drinks”
"No drink, but watermelon!"
"Then go buy it"
"Aren't I afraid to go by myself?! You will die if you accompany me!"
"You will die if you don't eat?"
"I want to eat watermelon! It's red and sweet..." Mai Ding was drooling as he spoke...
"Red? Sweet?" An Ziyan said wickedly...
"That's right!" Mai Ding stupidly raised his head, and An Ziyan kissed him.
Mai Ding went to the balcony again, remembering that An-Ziyan always likes to mess around when he hangs clothes.
"An Ziyan, don't move! It's not like that to dry it." Seeing An Ziyan pick up the clothes, messing around with a hanger with a disgusted expression, Mai Ding couldn't help but yell!my clothes!You will be ruined like this!
"Otherwise what?" An Ziyan looked at the clothes innocently, with disgust on his face~
"Hey, you go in and get in the way..." Mai Ding said disdainfully
"What did you say?" An Ziyan looked at Mai Ding playfully
"No, I didn't say anything... I said I'm so touched that you help me dry the clothes together, I'll do it myself!" Mai Ding immediately lowered his head and continued to dry his clothes...
"Hmm~" An Ziyan walked over and put his arms around Mai Ding from behind, "Hey, don't dry them out..."
Mai Ding turned back curiously and said, "What if we don't dry it?"
"How to do it~" An Ziyan kissed Mai Ding, and moved back into the room step by step.Walking to the sofa, An Ziyan pushed Mai Ding onto the sofa and pressed him down...
An Ziyan, my An Ziyan, you will no longer belong to me, Mai Ding... I am so sad, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to live without you.But, I don't know what to do... what should I do...
Mai Ding dragged the suitcase and walked out of the house slowly, Wu Xin and the others had already arranged a vehicle and were waiting...
"Ding Ding, where are you going?" It was Aunt Yuan.
"I..." Mai Ding didn't know what to say...
"What are you doing?" Aunt Yuan pointed to the suitcase
"Aunt Yuan, I'm leaving, you have to come over to take care of An Ziyan, and..." Mai Ding said as he fumbled in his trouser pocket, found a piece of paper, and handed it to Aunt Yuan.
"Hey, these things are almost gone. Remember to buy them again, otherwise An Ziyan will be useless. Also, when An Ziyan comes back, tell him for me that I left him not because I didn't love him. I did because I love him so much, that's why I left him!" Mai Ding looked at Aunt Yuan tearfully after speaking.
Just as Aunt Yuan was about to say something, Wu Xin said, "Mai Ding, let's go, Auntie will give you a ride." When Aunt Yuan saw Wu Xin, she understood the truth.
"Ma'am, why are you here?" Aunt Yuan looked at Wu Xin respectfully.
"Well, Aunt Yuan, Ziyan is still under your care. I hope you will pay attention to this matter next time! I don't want to see it again!" Wu Xin smiled subtly again!
Aunt Yuan shouted in her heart: Damn!Who does your son love? Is there anything I can do?You, a real mother, can't do anything, let alone me, a nanny! !Whose problem is it?Actually I don't know~
"Mai Ding, this card is custom-made by Auntie for you. You will use this in the future, so that Ziyan won't find you, and you don't have to be so troubled." Wu Xin spoke earnestly and approachable again. The attitude is so sincere that it cannot be questioned...
"Auntie, thank you very much..." Mai Ding blankly found out that his mobile phone was stuck, and got into the "black car". He didn't wait for An Ziyan's return, just like that, he was about to leave.Suddenly, Mai Ding remembered that he and An Ziyan had agreed to have dinner together tonight, Mai Ding immediately stretched out his head, "Aunt Yuan, An Ziyan will come back to eat tonight, remember to cook for him..." Aunt Yuan burst into tears when she heard this down...
You say, what is the trouble?Why do people in love can not be together?Why not let two people who love each other be together?
Mai Ding in the car finally couldn't help crying.An Ziyan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.Forgive my leaving without saying goodbye.Forgive my selfishness.It's just that we were born in an era when same-sex people couldn't love each other normally.If possible, we will love each other again in the next life, okay?
Watching the car leave, An Su looked at Wu Xin worriedly and said, "Mom, are you really going to do something like this?" Right!Do you really want to be so desperate?Cutting off all ties between them, and letting the two people who love each other disappear without a trace in each other's world, isn't it too cruel to do so?
Aunt Yuan also interjected, "Yes! Ma'am, to be honest, Master An and Mai Ding really have more smiles and happiness than before..."
"What are you doing? Don't you think it's embarrassing enough? Are you just watching Ziyan with a man?!" Wu Xin walked into the room after finishing speaking.Yes, she was going to sit and wait for An Ziyan to come back.
Perhaps, we always say: why can't people who love each other be together.But, who ever knew that we always keep two people who love each other from being together invisible? !Complaints in life are not just for others to see, but for you to bear.A lot of times you did it, so you complained.
☆, afraid of losing you
Recently, insomnia has worsened, and my originally melancholy heart has become even more unhappy because of insomnia.
Some people say that sentimental people are the easiest to cry.Especially crying about emotions.
I used to cry so hard that the little dog in "The Loyal Dog Hachiko" was obsessed with his master's feelings; I also cried to the point of suffocation because of Lin Daiyu's pursuit of freedom and love in "Dream of Red Mansions", but in the end she buried her flower soul in cold blood; I also cried for the brother-sister love between Eun Hee and Yoon Joon Hee in "Blue Life and Death".However, I have never cried because of how vigorous or spectacular the love between the hero and heroine is in a certain plot.
Tonight, the rain is dredging and the wind is blowing, and I am doomed to have no sleep.
Habitually leaning against the window to listen to the rain, habitually swiping the phone.
An inadvertent fingertip slid across, and an inadvertent Weibo suddenly appeared in sight.At that moment, I cried, it was so heart-piercing.
Weibo is the content of Shen's husband and wife's two posts.I don't know why, but every single word made me cry.
What makes me cry is not how good-looking you are, or how popular you are, but your persistence and bravery in love, which makes me feel that everyone in the world is dirty, but you are the only ones who feel clear.
Whether I was watching [Lan Yu] or [Brokeback Mountain] or [I Love You Are a Man], I felt the same way.
Especially that autumn, 【similar love】that is 【I love you even if you are a man】inadvertently broke into my world.Let my originally suppressed heart break free from the shackles in an instant, and run out.
Maybe I am not homosexual, but I yearn for and support the same-sex love, that unwavering love.
Never shed tears for vigorous so-called love, only cry for simple and brave love.
I don't know when it started, and I don't know when it will end, I am so yearning for the kind of love that seems to be love but not love, and it is more love than love if I say no.
Perhaps, they will say, I have become a rotten woman beyond redemption.
But only I know that the world of rotten girls is the simplest.
"Yan, I'll stay and have a few drinks with my buddies tonight!" Zhou Ge put down his basketball and looked at An Ziyan who was drinking water.
"That is to say, how long has it been since you played with your buddies?" Another boy who played basketball together
"Cold war?" Mai Ding and Li Ming said it almost at the same time.Everyone doesn't understand why...
"En!" Bai Xiaosi nodded
"It's not his family who knew about the relationship between the two of you and objected, right?" Li Ming asked, Mai Ding was even more uncertain.
"Mai Mai, what are you doing?" Bai Xiaosi saw Mai Ding hastily take out his phone...
"Call An Ziyan." Mai Ding called An Ziyan...
"... "
"The number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later"
"Mai Mai, don't worry, I'll help you find out later." Bai Xiaosi saw Mai Ding lying on the table in despair, staring blankly at the phone screen.She knew that he was waiting for his call back.
Anjia Mansion
"You said, you gave up training and participating in the UK for a man who was so ordinary that he couldn't be more ordinary. What are you thinking?!" This is An Ziyan's mother, Wu Xin.
"I've let it go for 20 years, just for the sake of face, come today and ask me what I think, as for what?" An Ziyan lazily leaned on the sofa.He seemed indifferent, but his eyes were full of sadness.It's ridiculous to think about it. In the past 20 years, what have they given to themselves other than money?I don’t even know when my birthday is, so I ask myself what I think today?
"Ziyan, I know you blame us..." Wu Xin hadn't finished speaking.An Ziyan stopped.
"Strange? Do you think it's weird?"
"Why are you talking to Mom!" An Ziyan's older sister, An Su, saw his younger brother An Ziyan's cold expression as soon as he came in from the door.
"Xiao Su, hurry up and persuade your brother, how could he... oh!" Wu Xin clutched her chest and let out a dull cry.
"Mom, how are you? Are you okay?" An Su stepped forward and supported Wu Xin.
"What did you tell mom!" An Su looked at An Ziyan angrily
"Is the play over? If it's not over, please continue, forgive me!" An Ziyan got up and was about to leave.
"Ziyan!" Wu Xin stood up, not as weak as before.It was another kind of calm attitude, "If you don't agree to my going to England, then don't blame mom for attacking him." Wu Xin's words made An Ziyan feel heartbroken.Why on earth do you keep poking this heart of thousands of warehouses and holes?
"As for?" An Ziyan's expression was filled with indescribable joy, anger, sorrow and joy, which just made people feel distressed.
"Ziyan, Mom promises you that as long as you go to England to study hard, you will recognize the relationship between the two of you when you come back. Of course, you can't contact me during the competition!"
"You think I'll say yes?"
"You will, because you will promise me that you can be with him quietly for many years!"
In fact, An-Ziyan felt that it would be better to suffer these two years and spend the rest of his life quietly with Mai Ding than to live under their opposition for the rest of his life.Besides, who said that if you promise not to contact, you will definitely not contact at all?Who said that if you go, you can't come back halfway?
☆, I love you
Leave footprints for memory.That tender memory is the gift of fleeting years.The meeting in the vast sea of people is doomed to our present and past lives, and it is hard to leave and never leave!
Many times, we all lose to time.It's just that bloody, it won't tolerate your arrogance.So, in its toss, you bowed your head.It's not that you are useless, but that you have to.
There is a kind of guardianship, which is to treat each other quietly and accompany silently.Love doesn't need to be talked about.As long as one movement, one expression, even just one knowing, is enough.An-Ziyan, your love is always so special and real, people can't question it, they can only fall in love.
An Ziyan returned to school from home, Mai Ding was very happy, but also felt very uneasy.An Ziyan was sitting on the bedside, flipping through those books boringly.Mai Ding lay on An Ziyan's lap, hugged An Ziyan's waist, they didn't speak to each other, just guarded quietly.
The next night, Mai Ding stood on the balcony of An Ziyan's dormitory, with a plane flying slowly above his head.Mai Ding smiled lightly
An Ziyan, I asked you once, will you come back?
You said: Mai Ding, you have to know that even ten or twenty years, you still have to wait for me to come back.
I said: OK, I'm not going anywhere, I'll wait for you here.
You said: You have to believe that even if I leave, I will definitely come back.
An Ziyan, even if you don't tell me, I know you will definitely come back.Even if you don't come back, I will definitely wait until you come back!
Mai Ding suddenly said to the sky: An Ziyan, I love you!I'll wait for you back where we met!
Mai Ding's line of sight followed the direction the plane was flying until the plane disappeared into the sky.Mai Ding cried, he was not worried that An Ziyan would not come back, but that she knew that An Ziyan must be the same as herself, he would miss him to the point of heartache.
Since An Ziyan went to England, Mai Ding's life is surprisingly peaceful, and Mai Ding himself is also surprisingly diligent in his studies.No one knew that Mai Ding did this to make himself not miss An Ziyan so much.
"Mai Mai, you don't have to be so busy." Bai Xiaosi persuaded Mai Ding distressedly when he saw Mai Ding's various activities and chores.
"I think it's pretty good!" Mai Ding said with a smirk.
"Hey! Stop pretending, laughing is uglier than crying..." Li Ming patted Mai Ding on the shoulder.
"Do you know what An Ziyan said to me before he left?" Bai Xiaosi saw that Mai Ding ignored him and Li Ming, and planned to tell him what An Ziyan said when he left.
An Ziyan asked Bai Xiaosi out in advance.
"Xiao Si, I have never asked anyone in my life, but tonight, I need your help with something."
"Mai Ding is very simple, he is still a child, when I am not around, help me take care of him"
An Ziyan, even if you don't tell me, I will do it.Because Mai Mai is also my good friend!
After hearing this, Mai Ding finally couldn't help crying.
"Li Ming, Xiaosi, I really miss An Ziyan! I really miss him..." Mai Ding choked up...
"Cry, it will feel better after crying..." Li Ming patted Mai Ding on the back.
The moonlight is so soft that nothing can resist its touch; you are so clear that I can still remember it.
Month, or that round.Regardless of China and Britain.
An Ziyan just came out of the studio with a tired look on his face.Tonight, I finally got some free time.An Ziyan stood on the North Sea, looking up at the half moon in the sky.
"Mai Ding, how are you doing?"
He called Mai Ding.
"An Ziyan, what are you doing? Did you know you called me? Do you know how much I miss you..." Before An Ziyan could speak, Mai Ding wanted to cry while talking.
"Hey, there's only a small part of the work left, after it's finished, I'll go back to accompany you." An Ziyan smiled wearily.Mai Ding, do you know?In order to get together with you sooner, An Ziyan has been designing and arranging that work day and night.
"Well, okay, I'll wait for you." Mai Ding started nagging again.Nagging about what An Ziyan should do and what things to pay attention to.Nagging about what I have been doing recently, interesting things around me.
An Ziyan listened to Mai Ding's nagging patiently.At the end, Mai Ding said: "I'm done, An Ziyan, do you have anything to say to me?"
"Um"
"Then tell me"
"I love you" Mai Ding, you know?For An Ziyan, all the longing and all the exhaustion are not worth mentioning compared to the three words "I love you".
Mai Ding smiled, very sweetly.
"Master, your work..." An Ziyan's entourage stood respectfully at the door, waiting for An Ziyan's reply.
"The city of the future..." An Ziyan looked wearily at the city of the future that belonged to him and Mai Ding.
"Okay!" The follower transported the work out for display.An Ziyan did not wait for the announcement of the result, but directly booked a flight ticket back home...
Mai Ding, wait for me, I'll be right back...
☆、What's the matter with you early in the morning
Anjia Mansion
"Tomorrow's air ticket?!" Wu Xin looked at the standing bodyguard with dissatisfaction, put down the coffee in her hand, and frowned.
"Ma'am, the young master went to England for training. He is the best among all the trainers, and he also completed the work in the shortest time. But he is No.1 in this international competition." The black bodyguard replied respectfully
"Didn't he just finish his work?" An Su, who was sitting beside Wu Xin, asked.
"Yes! But when he was halfway through, the judges visited the studio. The young master was so fascinated by the painting that he didn't know the judges came. The judges also admired it quietly, and didn't allow me to wait to disturb the young master."
"Mom, he actually accomplished something impossible for a man." An Su looked at her mother Wu Xin in confusion, and Wu Xin was also thoughtful. The son is worried about the man!
Mai Ding said that he had no appetite, so he lay on his stomach on the table in An Ziyan's dormitory, propping his chin with one hand, and holding a photo of himself and An Ziyan in the other.
"An Ziyan, although you've only been gone for a month, I miss you so much that I'm about to suffocate. I don't want to leave you for a moment, not being able to be with you is the greatest torture for me..."
"idiot!"
When Mai Ding heard this unfamiliar yet familiar words, he immediately turned his head, An Ziyan was looking down at him, with a handsome smile on his domineering face, Mai Ding kept throwing himself into An Ziyan's arms, "Why are you back? "
"What? Don't want me to come back?"
"No! I want you never to be separated from me again"
"Well, I'll never leave you alone again"
Since An Ziyan came back, Mai Ding is like a monkey, not a single day is quiet.Pulling An-Ziyan all day to go on dates or go shopping, go to the movies or go to the zoo.On this day, early in the morning, Mai Ding woke up An Ziyan who was sleeping beside him.
"Get up!" Mai Ding pushed An Ziyan
"Hmm~" An Ziyan snorted lazily
"Hurry up, I'm going with me today..." Before Mai Ding finished speaking, An Ziyan continued, "Go by yourself..."
Mai Ding was unhappy and pouted, "I agreed to stay with me and not leave me behind, but now I want to go by myself. Men are like this. After sweet talk, they just pick up their ass and leave."
"Mai Ding, it's time for you to improve your Chinese..." Every time the metaphors or words are so vulgar, are you worthy of the Chinese teacher?
"It's annoying to tell the truth!" Mai Ding retorted unconvinced
"An Ziyan, get up quickly!"
"One day I will be tortured to death by you" is what An Ziyan said, but he still got up
"Here, here!" Mai Ding handed An Ziyan the clothes
An Ziyan put on his shirt and sat on the head of the bed, Mai Ding came over to help An Ziyan tie his tie
"An Ziyan, I really want to kiss you..." Mai Ding pouted and prepared to kiss
"Shameless!" An Ziyan replied angrily
"Then talk!" After saying that, he waved
"What's the fuss so early in the morning..." An Ziyan looked at Mai Ding dissatisfied
"This is called a good morning kiss, how could it be flirt?" Mai Ding protested
"Oh, don't be so stern! Brush your teeth and go." Mai Ding dragged An Ziyan to the bathroom
"You still know that you haven't brushed your teeth?" An Ziyan said unhappily as he walked.Did I get flooded in my head or bumped into it, otherwise how could I fall in love with this idiot...
"Here..." Mai Ding handed the toothbrush filled with toothpaste to An Ziyan, and the two of them brushed their teeth in front of the mirror.Mai Ding always brushes better than An Ziyan, and then hugs An Ziyan behind An Ziyan, "Why did you brush for so long?"
"... "
"An Ziyan, your teeth are almost brushed off by you..."
An Ziyan still remained silent, turned around and kissed...
"Well... are you disgusting..."
"Shh, don't talk..."
Mai Ding, if you feel disgusted by An-Ziyan kissing you with foam in his mouth, then you should also review and review. Every time you like to kiss An-Ziyan without brushing your teeth, touch An-Ziyan or get food without washing your hands after tying your shoes bad habit~
☆, inadvertently
"An Ziyan, remember to come back for dinner!" Although today is Saturday, Zhou Ge and the others made an appointment with An Ziyan to play today, so An Ziyan got up early in the morning and went out. Although Mai Ding said he was too tired last night "My own brain image ha! "I didn't go with An Ziyan, but I still miss An Ziyan, hoping that he can come back to eat with me at noon or at night.
"Hmm..." An Ziyan held the key, turned his head and glanced at Mai Ding indifferently.This guy is still so wordy!
"Hey, that's right..." Mai Ding is the kind of person who has something to say quickly and has to slow down~
"Huh?" An Ziyan was about to open the door and heard Mai Ding say this, and turned around to look at him curiously.Unexpectedly, that guy Mai Ding leaned forward around the quilt, "Bo~"
"Our good morning kiss~" Mai Ding said with a smile
"Idiot!" An Ziyan shook his head helplessly
"I can finally be free today~" Mai Ding saw that An Ziyan had gone out, waved his hands, and shook his PP, but An Ziyan suddenly opened the door again, "What did you say?"
"No, no, I didn't say anything!" Seeing An Ziyan's sudden return, Mai Ding was scared out of his wits~
"Be honest with me, stay at home and wait for me to come back." An Ziyan finished his domineering manner, and did not forget to gently pat Mai Ding's head before leaving.
The two of us know each other and cherish each other.Our love may not be the most vigorous, but it must be the most painstaking.Our love may not be the most beautiful, but it must be the happiest.My ordinary, your extraordinary; my simplicity, your follow.That's why there is happiness that belongs to us.I hope I can go down this road with you...
After An Ziyan left, Mai Ding slept for a while before lazily getting up to wash up...
Hey, the toothpaste is almost gone.Mai Ding is going to send a message to An Ziyan, telling him to remember to buy it when he comes back.But I suddenly remembered the last time I asked him to buy toothpaste...
"An Ziyan, remember to buy toothpaste when you come back at night"
"Um…"
"An Ziyan, remember to buy toothpaste when you're done."
"Um…"
"An Ziyan, are you done yet? Remember to buy toothpaste!"
"Um…"
"An Ziyan, are you coming back? Remember to buy toothpaste!"
"Um…"
"Okay, I've answered all the messages, so I won't forget it now, right? Go take a shower!" Mai Ding put down his phone, happily went to take a shower...
half an hour later...
Mai Ding came out of the bathroom wiping his hair, and saw An Ziyan sitting on the sofa reading a magazine.
"An Ziyan, are you back?" Mai Ding walked over with a smile
"Hmm..." An Ziyan continued to read the magazine without looking up.
"It's so fast!" Mai Ding continued to rub his hair
"Hmm..." An Ziyan still didn't look up at him...
"Then go take a shower quickly, brush your teeth and go to bed after you take a shower..." Mai Ding pushed An Ziyan.
An Ziyan didn't reply, but stayed for a long time...then holding the magazine against his head, he called out calmly, "Mai Ding..."
"Ah, what are you doing?"
"I forgot to buy toothpaste..." As soon as An Ziyan said that, Mai Ding's smiling face immediately froze, and immediately, Mai Ding stood up and shouted angrily, "An Ziyan! You bastard! I knew you would forget to buy it!!!"
An Ziyan raised his head this time, with a triumphant smile, he said nastyly, "You know I'll forget that you still ask me to buy it?"
"I, you... good!" Means that Mai Ding was so angry that he couldn't speak incoherently...
Thinking of this, Mai Ding shook his head, "Forget it, write it down and buy it yourself, and count on An Ziyan to buy it, unless you are prepared not to brush your teeth for a week~" Mai Ding said to himself.
After brushing his teeth, Mai Ding was about to look for something to eat, but when he opened the refrigerator, he found that the stock was running low~ "Okay, it's time to stock up, otherwise An Ziyan will be hungry~"
Mai Ding walked around the house, silently reading what should be bought and what should be supplemented one by one, and prepared to find a piece of paper to write it down, so as not to miss anything that was not bought.
"Ring...ring..."
Hearing the doorbell rang, Mai Ding couldn't help being wordy, and opened the door while nagging, "An Ziyan, you forgot to bring the key again..." As soon as the words fell, Mai Ding was stunned... Uh, it's not An Ziyan...
"You, hello, who are you looking for?" Mai Ding was stunned, because standing at the door was a middle-aged woman and a young woman...they were...
"I'm An Ziyan's mother, this is his sister." Wu Xin and An Su are here!
Mai Ding is completely petrified... An Ziyan, come back quickly... Yes, tell An Ziyan to come back...
"Well, I...you..." Mai Ding would be incoherent when he was nervous...
"I know, you are Mai Ding, right?" Wu Xin said with a gentle smile.
Mai Ding nodded, and then he remembered that he hadn't been let in. "Please, please come in..." Mai Ding immediately stood aside and let the two of them enter the room.
Wu Xin and An Su came in and sat on the sofa, Mai Ding came in after closing the door, "Where's Ziyan?" Wu Xin looked around the room, thinking her son wasn't there? !
"He, he went out...I, I called An Ziyan to ask him to come back..." Mai Ding pulled out his phone nervously.
"No need!" Wu Xin adjusted her sitting posture, staring at Mai Ding intently...
"That... I'll pour you some water!" Mai Ding wanted to die... because he never thought that he would face An Ziyan's family by himself, especially at this time.
"No need, just sit down." Wu Xin was worthy of being a strong business woman, and her words made people feel compelled to obey.
Perhaps, sometimes, some things just leave quietly in the most inadvertent...
☆, happy?
The atmosphere in the room seemed extraordinarily quiet, even the tightness of breathing was particularly obvious.
"Ziyan has been excellent in character and learning since he was a child, and he is a role model in the eyes of everyone who knows him. He passed the fourth level of piano at the age of six, and the eighth level at the age of nine. He participated in the international piano competition at the age of 13. He Leaving aside the past, let’s take the work “City of the Future” that participated in the British Competition as an example. It was designed in less than half a month and won the International Best Painting Award. Do you think that such a promising Unlimited, a person whose body is radiant, wants to spend this life with a man, is this fair to him?" Wu Xin smiled, looking at the sad Mai Ding.
"I know, I'm very ordinary, I'm not worthy of An Ziyan, but I love him" Mai Ding raised his head and said firmly.
yes!An Ziyan, I know that I have nothing, I only have a heart that loves you.But that's enough, isn't it?
"Mai Ding" Wu Xin then turned to the strategy, looking at Mai Ding gently. "Auntie knows you love Ziyan, and we love you too! Think about it, if because of your love, you become a burden to Ziyan, do you think that is still love for him?" Hearing this, Mai Ding's head It went down again.yes!An Ziyan, I keep saying I love you, but I never think about anything for you, and I never look at anything from your standpoint...
"Think about it again, if Ziyan takes you, a big man, to various banquets, what will others think of him?" The atmosphere in the room seemed extraordinarily quiet, even the tightness of breathing was particularly obvious.
"Ziyan has been excellent in character and learning since he was a child, and he is a role model in the eyes of everyone who knows him. He passed the fourth level of piano at the age of six, and the eighth level at the age of nine. He participated in the international piano competition at the age of 13. He Leaving aside the past, let’s take the work “City of the Future” that participated in the British Competition as an example. It was designed in less than half a month and won the International Best Painting Award. Do you think that such a promising Unlimited, a person whose body is radiant, wants to spend this life with a man, is this fair to him?" Wu Xin smiled, looking at the sad Mai Ding.
"I know, I'm very ordinary, I'm not worthy of An Ziyan, but I love him" Mai Ding raised his head and said firmly.
yes!An Ziyan, I know that I have nothing, I only have a heart that loves you.But that's enough, isn't it?
"Mai Ding" Wu Xin then turned to the strategy, looking at Mai Ding gently. "Auntie knows you love Ziyan, and we love you too! Think about it, if because of your love, you become a burden to Ziyan, do you think that is still love for him?" Hearing this, Mai Ding's head It went down again.yes!An Ziyan, I keep saying I love you, but I never think about anything for you, and I never look at anything from your standpoint...
"Think about it again, if Ziyan takes you, a big man, to various banquets, what will others think of him? What will his friends think of him? Have you ever thought about it, if you don't show your love, Maybe Ziyan has lived in the circle of light all his life, but because of your appearance and your love, Ziyan will spend his whole life in a gray world, and he will become a joke in the eyes of everyone, do you understand?" Wu Xin Those words hurt Mai Ding deeply, he didn't know what he should do.At the beginning, he only loved An Ziyan, he just wanted to be with An Ziyan, a simple life was enough.But, you're selfish, aren't you?I have never considered An Ziyan, and I have never done anything for him... Mai Ding's tangled expression was seen by Wu Xin one by one, she knew that she was going to succeed!
"Mai Ding, Auntie is really grateful for your sincerity to Ziyan. I can also see that you really love Ziyan. However, love and being together are two different things. If you love one, you should let him go to be happy. It’s not about entanglement, making both parties into pain, isn’t it? Mai Ding, you are a good boy, we all hope that Ziyan will live a good life, just be an aunt and beg you, let our family Ziyan go Right! Ah? Auntie, please..." Wu Xin was about to kneel down to Mai Ding as she spoke, and Mai Ding was so frightened that Mai Ding quickly helped Wu Xin up, "Auntie, don't do this, I, I know what to do, I will leave Anzi Yan, let him go, give him freedom, give him happiness..." Mai Ding finished speaking choked up, turned his face away, and wiped away the tears.
"Mai Ding! It's really hard for you. Auntie knows that you have wronged you by doing this... Auntie is sorry for you..." Wu Xin took Mai Ding's hand affectionately and said
"Auntie, don't say that, I know you're doing it for An Ziyan's sake..." Mai Ding couldn't tell whether he was awake or in a daze, so he just replied blankly...
"Considering that you have a lot of daily necessities, Auntie called a car to help you carry your things. Pack up quickly! In addition, Auntie is afraid that you will be too uncomfortable, and you will have to face Ziyan every day in class, so I will help you get a transfer certificate. , Auntie has already discussed with your parents and agreed, so you don't have to worry." Wu Xin suppressed that triumphant smile, still looking at Mai Ding with pity.
"Auntie, I'm sorry. You have planned for me so thoughtfully, but I have repeatedly hurt An Ziyan..." Mai Ding was so moved by Wu Xin's "caring" that he couldn't speak.
"Silly boy, what are you talking about! Go and clean up! I'll wait for you outside!" Wu Xin glanced at An Su who had been silent the whole time, and signaled her to wait outside together.
"Mom, why did you do this?" Once outside, An Su asked Wu Xin puzzled.
"Xiao Su, do you want your younger brother to have a relationship with a man? And then be ridiculed by everyone?" Wu Xin scolded An Su who questioned herself with a straight face.
"Of course I don't want to! But if we do this, in case my brother finds out..." An Su couldn't imagine what An Ziyan would do if he found out...
"There's no chance, he must know that two men, no matter what, can't live together!" Wu Xin's expression was cold, she didn't want such an excellent son like her to spend the rest of her life with a man!
Mai Ding was alone in the room, blankly recalling the days when he was with An Ziyan.
I remembered that when I first bought a house, I always complained that An Ziyan didn't know how to buy decorations, so the house was empty...
"An-Ziyan! You are a big fool! There is nothing!" Seeing that there is nothing in the new house, Mai Ding couldn't help complaining
"Here, buy what you want yourself." An Ziyan was not angry, took out his credit card, and calmly said to Mai Ding with a bitter face.
When he walked to the bedroom, he remembered the scene of being punished by An Ziyan on April Fool's Day, and he insisted on asking him to apologize, but in the end he was suppressed.
"Hey, I'm leaving, don't you have anything to say to me?" Mai Ding hugged a doll and looked at An Ziyan expectantly.
"No." An Ziyan leaned against the door and said lightly.
"Really not?" Mai Ding was still hoping...
"Yeah." An Ziyan glanced at him.
Mai Ding was completely disappointed and prepared to open the door and leave.
"Hey, yes!" An Ziyan said suddenly, Mai Ding looked up at An Ziyan, An Ziyan smiled wickedly and said, "Happy April Fool's Day!"
"An Ziyan, you bastard! Bastard! Childish!" Mai Ding angrily hit An Ziyan with a doll, and pushed An Ziyan onto the bed, "Return my tears!"
An Ziyan looked at Mai Ding with an evil smile and said, "You're still crying, bitch!"
After speaking, he kissed him.
Mai Ding didn't respond at first, and after a while he pushed An Ziyan away, pointed at An Ziyan and said, "Apologize to me! You lied to me!"
An Ziyan didn't apologize, nor did he argue with Mai Ding, instead he readily agreed "yes".After speaking, he pulled Mai Ding and kissed him affectionately.
After packing up the things in the room, Mai Ding went to the bathroom...
"An Ziyan, you don't seem to have any friends! That's right, you have such a bad personality, you must have very few friends. But, if you are as friendly as I am, why can't you make friends?" Mai Ding said to himself in the mirror.
An Ziyan came out of the bathroom, put his hand on Mai Ding's shoulder, "You don't need so many friends, I'm enough..." After speaking, he pulled Mai Ding into the bathroom and took a bath together.
Mai Ding pursed his lips and came to the hall sadly.
"An Ziyan, I want to eat watermelon"
"Buy it yourself"
"You go to Ma with me!"
"don't go"
"are you going?!"
"Don't go!"
"People are thirsty!"
“Fridge with drinks”
"No drink, but watermelon!"
"Then go buy it"
"Aren't I afraid to go by myself?! You will die if you accompany me!"
"You will die if you don't eat?"
"I want to eat watermelon! It's red and sweet..." Mai Ding was drooling as he spoke...
"Red? Sweet?" An Ziyan said wickedly...
"That's right!" Mai Ding stupidly raised his head, and An Ziyan kissed him.
Mai Ding went to the balcony again, remembering that An-Ziyan always likes to mess around when he hangs clothes.
"An Ziyan, don't move! It's not like that to dry it." Seeing An Ziyan pick up the clothes, messing around with a hanger with a disgusted expression, Mai Ding couldn't help but yell!my clothes!You will be ruined like this!
"Otherwise what?" An Ziyan looked at the clothes innocently, with disgust on his face~
"Hey, you go in and get in the way..." Mai Ding said disdainfully
"What did you say?" An Ziyan looked at Mai Ding playfully
"No, I didn't say anything... I said I'm so touched that you help me dry the clothes together, I'll do it myself!" Mai Ding immediately lowered his head and continued to dry his clothes...
"Hmm~" An Ziyan walked over and put his arms around Mai Ding from behind, "Hey, don't dry them out..."
Mai Ding turned back curiously and said, "What if we don't dry it?"
"How to do it~" An Ziyan kissed Mai Ding, and moved back into the room step by step.Walking to the sofa, An Ziyan pushed Mai Ding onto the sofa and pressed him down...
An Ziyan, my An Ziyan, you will no longer belong to me, Mai Ding... I am so sad, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to live without you.But, I don't know what to do... what should I do...
Mai Ding dragged the suitcase and walked out of the house slowly, Wu Xin and the others had already arranged a vehicle and were waiting...
"Ding Ding, where are you going?" It was Aunt Yuan.
"I..." Mai Ding didn't know what to say...
"What are you doing?" Aunt Yuan pointed to the suitcase
"Aunt Yuan, I'm leaving, you have to come over to take care of An Ziyan, and..." Mai Ding said as he fumbled in his trouser pocket, found a piece of paper, and handed it to Aunt Yuan.
"Hey, these things are almost gone. Remember to buy them again, otherwise An Ziyan will be useless. Also, when An Ziyan comes back, tell him for me that I left him not because I didn't love him. I did because I love him so much, that's why I left him!" Mai Ding looked at Aunt Yuan tearfully after speaking.
Just as Aunt Yuan was about to say something, Wu Xin said, "Mai Ding, let's go, Auntie will give you a ride." When Aunt Yuan saw Wu Xin, she understood the truth.
"Ma'am, why are you here?" Aunt Yuan looked at Wu Xin respectfully.
"Well, Aunt Yuan, Ziyan is still under your care. I hope you will pay attention to this matter next time! I don't want to see it again!" Wu Xin smiled subtly again!
Aunt Yuan shouted in her heart: Damn!Who does your son love? Is there anything I can do?You, a real mother, can't do anything, let alone me, a nanny! !Whose problem is it?Actually I don't know~
"Mai Ding, this card is custom-made by Auntie for you. You will use this in the future, so that Ziyan won't find you, and you don't have to be so troubled." Wu Xin spoke earnestly and approachable again. The attitude is so sincere that it cannot be questioned...
"Auntie, thank you very much..." Mai Ding blankly found out that his mobile phone was stuck, and got into the "black car". He didn't wait for An Ziyan's return, just like that, he was about to leave.Suddenly, Mai Ding remembered that he and An Ziyan had agreed to have dinner together tonight, Mai Ding immediately stretched out his head, "Aunt Yuan, An Ziyan will come back to eat tonight, remember to cook for him..." Aunt Yuan burst into tears when she heard this down...
You say, what is the trouble?Why do people in love can not be together?Why not let two people who love each other be together?
Mai Ding in the car finally couldn't help crying.An Ziyan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.Forgive my leaving without saying goodbye.Forgive my selfishness.It's just that we were born in an era when same-sex people couldn't love each other normally.If possible, we will love each other again in the next life, okay?
Watching the car leave, An Su looked at Wu Xin worriedly and said, "Mom, are you really going to do something like this?" Right!Do you really want to be so desperate?Cutting off all ties between them, and letting the two people who love each other disappear without a trace in each other's world, isn't it too cruel to do so?
Aunt Yuan also interjected, "Yes! Ma'am, to be honest, Master An and Mai Ding really have more smiles and happiness than before..."
"What are you doing? Don't you think it's embarrassing enough? Are you just watching Ziyan with a man?!" Wu Xin walked into the room after finishing speaking.Yes, she was going to sit and wait for An Ziyan to come back.
Perhaps, we always say: why can't people who love each other be together.But, who ever knew that we always keep two people who love each other from being together invisible? !Complaints in life are not just for others to see, but for you to bear.A lot of times you did it, so you complained.
☆, afraid of losing you
Recently, insomnia has worsened, and my originally melancholy heart has become even more unhappy because of insomnia.
Some people say that sentimental people are the easiest to cry.Especially crying about emotions.
I used to cry so hard that the little dog in "The Loyal Dog Hachiko" was obsessed with his master's feelings; I also cried to the point of suffocation because of Lin Daiyu's pursuit of freedom and love in "Dream of Red Mansions", but in the end she buried her flower soul in cold blood; I also cried for the brother-sister love between Eun Hee and Yoon Joon Hee in "Blue Life and Death".However, I have never cried because of how vigorous or spectacular the love between the hero and heroine is in a certain plot.
Tonight, the rain is dredging and the wind is blowing, and I am doomed to have no sleep.
Habitually leaning against the window to listen to the rain, habitually swiping the phone.
An inadvertent fingertip slid across, and an inadvertent Weibo suddenly appeared in sight.At that moment, I cried, it was so heart-piercing.
Weibo is the content of Shen's husband and wife's two posts.I don't know why, but every single word made me cry.
What makes me cry is not how good-looking you are, or how popular you are, but your persistence and bravery in love, which makes me feel that everyone in the world is dirty, but you are the only ones who feel clear.
Whether I was watching [Lan Yu] or [Brokeback Mountain] or [I Love You Are a Man], I felt the same way.
Especially that autumn, 【similar love】that is 【I love you even if you are a man】inadvertently broke into my world.Let my originally suppressed heart break free from the shackles in an instant, and run out.
Maybe I am not homosexual, but I yearn for and support the same-sex love, that unwavering love.
Never shed tears for vigorous so-called love, only cry for simple and brave love.
I don't know when it started, and I don't know when it will end, I am so yearning for the kind of love that seems to be love but not love, and it is more love than love if I say no.
Perhaps, they will say, I have become a rotten woman beyond redemption.
But only I know that the world of rotten girls is the simplest.
"Yan, I'll stay and have a few drinks with my buddies tonight!" Zhou Ge put down his basketball and looked at An Ziyan who was drinking water.
"That is to say, how long has it been since you played with your buddies?" Another boy who played basketball together
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