Zeya understood the meaning of the lyrics Dongchen sang, he held the sobbing man in his arms, and patted him on the back like coaxing a child.Yan Chuan socializes every day and has a good capacity for alcohol. Seeing that Xiang Dongchen can't help himself in singing, he also comes over.

"What stimulated Xiao Dongchen? Why did you drink like this?"

Zeya didn't speak, maintaining this posture, Dongchen poked his head out of his embrace, and said with a mouth full of alcohol, "Tell me, you haven't answered me yet?"

Zhou Zeya followed his words and said, "Love love love, okay? Don't drink."

"You lie." He frowned as he spoke, "You never said you loved me, you've been playing with me, haven't you? You used to play with me, but now you're lying to me."

Zhou Zeya looked at the person who was spitting softly, and said, "Dongchen, I didn't lie to you. Really."

"You sound so nice..." Dongchen buried her head down, and Zeya felt her shirt was wet.Listening to their conversation, Yan Chuan blushed, "You guys have a very strange atmosphere! We were right before. You and Dongchen are like husband and wife when you are together."

Zhou Zeya hugged Xiang Dongchen with one hand, grabbed a bottle of wine with the other, and drank it all in one gulp.Say "Yan Chuan, we have known each other for more than ten years. If I tell you that what you see is true, will you look down on me?"

"Are you serious?!" Yan Chuan was shocked. He had known Zhou Zeya for more than ten years, and the other party gave him the feeling that he couldn't be more straightforward. Like every normal man, he studied, worked, and had a deep-rooted first love. Talked about a proper relationship.But he admitted that staying together between Zhou Zeya and Xiang Dongchen was like a chemical reaction, making people feel that they should be together.

The person in his arms fell asleep because of the alcohol after the quarrel.Zeya said, "I don't understand it myself. I only know that when he disappeared a few years ago, I felt empty in my heart. I wanted to find him every day, but I couldn't find him. At that time, I went to Hong Kong for a meeting. , just stayed in the hotel. If you go to the place where you have been with him before, you will feel uncomfortable. One day I met him on the street, with a pregnant woman. My first reaction was not reconciled, I thought he was very He likes me, but he's looking for someone else.

But I still want to talk to him, to see him smile, to know how he is doing.But I didn't find him that day, and he disappeared again.I turned around many streets and alleys, and Dongchen just disappeared.After I went back at night, I kept thinking about it, and then I walked around that street several times.But can't find it.

Today you keep asking how he is doing, but I don't know.But I didn't dare to ask more, I felt that he didn't want to say it, and I was afraid that what he said or did, he would disappear like before.When I met him this time, I felt that he had changed a lot. I just wanted to take my time and not want him to be afraid. "

Zhou Zeya's sentence was a bit confusing, and he had been suppressing these emotions in his heart before, because he didn't want to admit it.He and Xiang Dongchen had never talked about love and liking before, and today one of them brought up this topic first, as if a layer of paper between them was torn, and he had to admit his inner thoughts.

Yan Chuan said, "You have a generous emotion. You always treat people with appreciation, tolerance, compassion and love, complete kindness. I think this is why Dongchen likes you. But this kind of love always stays In a moment that is pleasing to the eye, to carry it through to the end requires the strength and affection of japonica rice, which you do not have. If you are not sure, don't make it clear."

Yan Chuan has a thorough understanding of Zhou Zeya, he is indeed such a person, easy to like, but lacks courage in love, and the other party is a man, it is even more difficult.

Just as Zeya was about to say something, Chen Siran pushed open the door of the box with a dejected expression, interrupting their conversation.They asked Chen Siran if he was okay, and Siran waved his hands, only saying that he was sleepy and wanted to go back.They guessed that they drank too much alcohol, so they found a substitute driver and waited in the box.

Yan Chuan went on a different path from them and left alone.Zhou Zeya was worried about Chen Siran, and he couldn't handle the alcoholic in his arms by himself, so the three of them left together, sending Chen Siran back first.

Zhou Zeya sat in the back, Xiang Dongchen lay on Zeya's body like a boneless worm, tossed and turned, the bag on his body rolled off his body.Something rolled from the back seat to the front, and Siran stretched out his hand to pick it up. He looked cold and handed it to Zhou Zeya, "Did your friend eat something bad?"

"No, what's wrong?"

"Oh, does he have enteritis?"

"I don't know about this, but I didn't see how he ran to the toilet when we were together."

Chen Siran hesitated to speak after hearing this, and after thinking about it, he still shut up.After driving for a while, Xiang Dongchen opened his eyes in confusion and woke up, "Why am I in the car? Did I drink the Pieces?" Zhou Zeya thought it was funny seeing him look like a child, and pinched his face. "You don't even know you're sold out, and you're not allowed to drink in the future." Dongchen glared at him angrily, feeling a little embarrassed.He looked around and found that Chen Siran was also in the car.

The car stopped. "You wait in the car for a while, I'll take Siran upstairs."

When going upstairs, Zhou Zeya asked about Mr. Wang again, but Chen Siran always said it was nothing, and he couldn't ask any more questions, so he just asked him to take care of himself and call if he had something to do.

When walking towards the car, he saw two men standing outside the car window talking to Dong Chen from a distance.

"I said why you disappeared. You really went to that job! It looks like you did a good job. I'll go to his house to play right away. I have enough goods. Aren't you coming?"

Dongchen shook her head.The man wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Zhou Zeya, "Dong Chen, your friend?" Dong Chen lost his voice and didn't know what to say, but the man said, "Yeah, we've known each other for a long time. Dong Chen, bring your friend with you."

"I have to go to work. Zeya, let's go, I have a headache."

Zhou Zeya felt Dongchen's discomfort, looked suspiciously, and got into the car.Unlike the drunken one whose face was flushed just now, Dongchen's complexion is a little pale now.He remembered what Chen Siran asked himself just now, so he asked, "Do you have a stomachache?"

"No, I'm dizzy from drinking alcohol."

"Then why do you go out with enteritis medicine?" Zeya pointed to the backpack. "Yes...it belongs to someone else, let me forget to take it." Dongchen subconsciously hugged her bag tightly, blaming herself for not having the habit of packing her bag, the pills from days ago were still in the bag.

"Can I go back to the dormitory? I drank too much today, and I have to go to work tomorrow, so I'm afraid I won't be in good shape." Dongchen said with her head propped up.Seeing his uncomfortable appearance, Zeya asked the driver to drive to the Dongchen dormitory first.

Once some clues are discovered, you will find that the doubts are getting bigger and bigger. Zhou Zeya feels that the past that he did not reveal to Dongchen before is unfolding to him bit by bit, but he can't find the direction.

In the next few days, Dongchen was absent-minded. He was always afraid, afraid that Zhou Zeya would know something, but a person's past cannot be erased casually.When I was in a daze, I would look at the number left by the person that day on the phone number, a string of numbers full of temptation.If you don't call, you will feel anxious and manic, but if you call, you will be finished.

On Friday, Zhou Zeya asked Dongchen if there was anything to do on the weekend, and Xiang Dongchen found a reason to prevaricate.

When he met Song Hui on Saturday, he poured out all his anxiety and fear to the other party, and Song Hui was his only outlet.

"It's not impossible to hide it, but can you guarantee that you can hide it for a lifetime? If you can't, the end will be ugly." This is Song Hui's suggestion to Xiang Dongchen.Song Hui has always been opposed to Dongchen and Zhou Zeya being together, but he can see the transformation of Dongchen, and even walks a lot more flexibly. This is not just a desire for a person, but a person's desire for life With desire.Just like what I said to Dongchen at the beginning, the mother who successfully quit drugs for the sake of her children.

He is also afraid that Dongchen will fill this desire with humiliation by hiding his past, as if he can see the prospect of it being shattered.

Return to the dormitory after dinner.Dongchen was restless, and after listening to Song Hui's suggestion, she became even more entangled.I feel that I have not gained anything useful from my confession, but I am more confused and anxious.He leaned on crutches and wanted to go to the riverside behind the dormitory to enjoy the breeze, but he regretted it when he walked out of the gate. He saw the acquaintance he met that day.

The dormitory is in the suburbs, so it was obviously not a coincidence to meet an acquaintance. Dongchen turned around and wanted to go back, but was stopped by a call.

"I didn't expect to meet you. Why didn't you call me after that day?"

Dongchen felt a sense of discomfort creeping out of his heart, and he tried to keep himself calm, "There are so many things to do at work, and my legs and feet are inconvenient, so I didn't look for you."

"Oh, that's right. Now you have a place to live and money. How about your salary?" The man rubbed his hands and asked.

"It's okay, I won't die of hunger."

"It's going to be miserable for me. You are in such a good situation now... Can you lend me 500 yuan? Does no one in your company know that you are 'assigned' here?" This sentence is obviously a threat, but it is Dongchen's Weakness, he must have a job if he wants to live a normal life, he suppressed the anger in his heart, and agreed.He asked this person to wait for him at the door, and went back to the dormitory to get the money.

This person took 500 yuan, ordered some, and put it in his pocket, "Thank you, buddy! You have a good job, and you are covered! It is a state-owned enterprise with a great reputation, so it is easy to find you. I will look for you later if I have something to do." You. See you later!" He waved his hand and walked away.

Dongchen feels that no matter how hard she tries to escape, she will never be able to escape from this circle. What is the use of such futile efforts?All the negative emotions that had been suppressed in my heart surged up.Not in the mood to blow the evening breeze, he went to the canteen downstairs in the dormitory to buy a bottle of liquor and went upstairs.

He drank a lot of wine, took a lot of medicine, and recalled a lot of things.This kind of life cannot be escaped, his own incompetence is irresistible, he doesn't want to struggle anymore.Maybe it's best to leave this world, so you don't have to worry about it anymore, that's great.

When Song Hui just watched Dong Chen enter the dormitory, he saw a car in front of him. He honked the horn, but the car didn't move away, but the driver got off.Zhou Zeya, whom Dongchen had heard countless times, was walking towards him.

Zhou Zeya has been trying to figure out what happened to Dongchen. He thought it was too unusual. On Friday, he asked Xiang Dongchen again if he wanted to come out with him, but he was rejected as expected.Zhou Zeya felt that the so-called traveling with colleagues should be an excuse. How could a person with handicapped legs go shopping?

He entrenched here for a day, and finally saw Dongchen get off a car, and the person with Dongchen was Song Hui, Zhou Zeya knew that Xiang Dongchen trusted Song Hui the most, so Song Hui must know everything about him.

The two tacitly drove together and arrived at Song Hui's house.Fang Xiaoqin knew that Song Hui had many friends, but Zhou Zeya had never met them. He poured tea for someone, sat on the sofa and watched TV, and watched the two enter the room curiously.

"Do you know why I'm here?" Zhou Zeya handed Song Hui a cigarette.

"Isn't it just Dongchen? I don't know how to tell you. You are not a fool if you say that he has been fine for the past few years, but he probably doesn't want you to know." Song Hui took a deep breath and choked.

Facing Dongchen's helpless appearance, Zhou Zeya could hold back from asking, but his curiosity had already smoothed out his good temper. "I don't know anything about him. What is this? What big deal can it be?"

"I think you should ask Dongchen directly. After all, it's hard for me to tell. In short, he is just stubborn, and he has never changed for you." If it were not for Dongchen's feelings, Song Hui really couldn't hold back words, but he held back.

"Then why did he leave all of a sudden?"

"Didn't you have a woman at that time? Why don't the extra people just leave? Are you happy?" Song Hui knew that it was not because of the woman, but he couldn't help but want to choke him.

Zhou Zeya felt ashamed when he thought about Xu Jie at that time, but he didn't know that it would have such a big impact on Dongchen.Fang Xiaoqin listened for a long time and probably knew they were talking about winter morning. A woman's nature wanted to interrupt. She cut some fruits and brought them into the room. Just as she was about to speak, Song Hui's phone rang.

Song Hui listened to the phone, his expression changed, he answered a few words, immediately picked up the car keys, and said to Zhou Zeya, "Let's go. Dongchen is in the hospital!"

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