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Fu Liangjing didn't care about those stares, and took the initiative to make room for Chen Fu, let him go to solve the three urgent problems, and patted his uninjured right arm, "Don't go home after school this afternoon, I'll go play with you."

His tone was uncompromising and very blunt. Maybe it was the long-term superior life that made him develop such a habit of speaking. Chen Fu suddenly realized that he seemed to be leading him by the nose all the time last night.

But Chen Fu still smiled at him gently, nodded, looked carefully, there was still a bit of shyness in his smile, and the arm that Fu Liangjing had patted was burning hot instantly, making Chen Fu fly up in joy.

After going to the toilet, when Chen Fu went back, he didn't care about other people's eyes any more, his heart was full of sweetness and anticipation.

Poor person who is overwhelmed by liking and love, never thought about Fu Liangjing's attitude towards him, he has done a lot of bad boys, and occasionally comes to contact good students for a while, not to mention that Fu Liangjing has never had any kindness towards him Pity, it can be seen from the fact that Fu Liangjing was injured that day and made him drink.Domineering, careless, breaking up with a woman is also straightforward and unfeeling.Such a person doesn't know what love is at all, and how can he love others.

That was the slowest day Chen Fu had ever felt in his life. It felt like years. For the first time, he hoped that the school would end quickly and stay until the afternoon. He felt ashamed of his girlish thoughts, but he would not beat himself like he did at the beginning. Slap in the face, he can't change this kind of thinking, so he just let the development go with the flow, anyway, there won't be any good ending, why not enjoy it, a good ending, he doesn't even dare to think about it.

After school, Chen Fu didn't go to buy bread and water. When Fu Liangjing came in, he was pretending to read the questions. In fact, he couldn't read anything. He had been waiting for Fu Liangjing.

Fu Liangjing sat down next to him, smiled and said, "As expected of a good student, I don't forget to study after school, didn't I delay you much yesterday?"

Chen Fu's face was as usual, but his ears still blushed quietly, "There is no delay, you helped me pay for my medical bills and invited me to dinner yesterday, thank you."

Fu Liangjing looked at the slap marks on his face, held back, but still couldn't hold back, and started laughing with a "puchi".

Chen Fu followed him inexplicably and smiled, and Fu Liangjing laughed even louder. When Chen Fu saw him, he never left his face. When he touched it, he felt a tingling pain. Then he remembered that his face was still red Seeing this imprint of committing evil, he instantly became angry from embarrassment, and put the blame on that little hooligan leader.

Fu Liangjing smiled for a while in a good mood, and then took Chen Fu to eat. There are actually many delicious restaurants around their school. Unfortunately, Chen Fu seldom went there because he was studying every day. It took too much time, and there was really no time, so Fu Liangjing quickly dragged Chen Fu into a hot pot restaurant.

Chen Fu discovered that Fu Liangjing seemed to like eating seafood very much. Squid, shrimp, and hairtail, as long as he liked to eat something with seafood, he ordered a lot. Chen Fu accompanied him to eat, and he ate a lot. .

That night was destined to become the most memorable day in Chen Fu's life. The days felt like years, but at night he felt like he didn't have enough time. He looked at Fu Liangjing from the sidelines, but he couldn't get enough of it. It was spring and summer was approaching. During the transitional period, it is not cold if you wear autumn clothes and a coat. The temperature in the restaurant is very high due to the hot pot. would feel awkward.

When it was time for school, Chen Fu was still a little unfulfilled, Fu Liangjing put his school uniform on his arms, because he was in a good mood, his whole body was much gentler, and he was indescribably chic and handsome, causing many girls to look back frequently.

When Chen Fu looked at those women, he felt inexplicably unhappy in his heart. He realized that he was actually jealous, and quickly suppressed those thoughts that he shouldn't have.

When it was evening self-study, Chen Fu was still reminiscing about the day, and his heart was about to bloom with joy.

After a noisy day at night, Chen Fu couldn't wait to open his diary when he got home, and quickly wrote down the day, words that floated in his mood.

He seemed to have a fever at night, but he was not surprised. The food these days was too greasy and spicy, so it was strange that he didn’t have a fever. But in the middle of the night, he felt the pain in the wound. There was pus, there was nothing I could do, I took a leave of absence with the head teacher the next day, and went to the hospital again.

The doctor gave Chen Fu a bottle for injection. Chen Fu lay half dead on the chair. He was shocked by how unlucky and lucky he had been in the past two days. bounce up.

Fu Liangjing asked him why he wasn't at school. Chen Fu didn't expect that he would deliberately look at him, and was flattered, and he didn't expect that he still remembered his mobile phone number, and his heart almost melted when he talked to him.

The doctor looked at him benevolently with the eyes of someone who has passed by. I think it was the same way when my old lady and I called on the phone. Oh, I still remember that in our era, information transmission was not developed, so we could only go to a small shop to make a phone call. Don’t mention it after making a call. How exciting, how nice to be young.

Chen Fu: "..." Why does this doctor look at me like this?So weird!

Chen Fu finished the phone call contentedly, and then returned to a half-dead state.

The head hurts, the arm hurts, and the hand that gave the injection hurts too.

Chen Fu began to doubt life.

Before he hit half of the bottle, he was about to set a record in Tetris. There was nothing on his phone, and Chen Fu was sluggish, and began to doubt his life again.

Before he could doubt it for a long time, Chen Fu saw a figure suspected to be Fu Liangjing, and he regained his energy in an instant.

When the figure walked in, both of them looked at each other in surprise.

Chen Fu couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at that time. He remembered a kind of toffee he liked to eat when he was a child. That kind of candy was very sweet, and it made people feel awkward if he ate too much. But Chen Fu liked it very much. His mother was afraid that he would get tooth decay , I gave him two every day, one day he found the place where his mother hid milk candies, but he didn’t move a single one, because he saw that there was a big box with a lot of them, my mother didn’t eat this kind of thing, those It was all prepared for him. I got two toffees from my mother that day. Those two toffees were mixed with my mother's love, which was very sweet in my mouth, and I was indescribably satisfied.

Chen Fu felt so sweet in his heart.

Because he didn't have any expectations for this relationship from the very beginning, while every move of Fu Liangjing touched him, it was also like fireworks shining in the dark, illuminating his despair little by little.

Chen Fu looked at him with bright eyes: "Why are you here?"

Fu Liangjing smirked: "I'm bored at school, I'll skip class to see you."

Chen Fu smiled shyly, his delicate face became radiant in an instant, he carefully stared at Fu Liangjing, as if he wanted to see something on his face.

Fu Liangjing was baffled, looking at Chen Fu's sickly appearance, he didn't realize that it was because of his fever, and after accompanying him to get the injections and medicines, he was heartless and wanted to eat seafood.

The slap marks on Chen Fu's face were almost gone. He was satisfied with Fu Liangjing on the street.

Maybe it's because Chen Fu likes him, or maybe it's because the two of them are really compatible, and Fu Liangjing also likes to play with Chen Fu, so the relationship between the two has been maintained, one silently tolerates the other, and the other stays with him. another.

When Chen Fu was living his life in high spirits every day, after a period of time, one day Chen Fu was in a good mood, and several female classmates asked him during the break, "Is Fu Jing's new girlfriend pretty?"

Chen Fu was dumbfounded at the time, forced a smile and asked, "Where did he get his girlfriend?"

The girl smiled coquettishly, "You don't have to cover for him, the two of you entered the school hand in hand today, the teacher probably knows by now, you have a good relationship with him, how could you not know, hey, when did they start? ?”

Chen Fu's face was not very good-looking, "Sorry, I'm not feeling well, can you let me lie down for a while?"

The girls saw that his face was not good-looking, so they didn't ask any more questions, and they left after a few words of comfort.

His mood fell to the bottom.

He clearly knew that he was not qualified to question Fu Liangjing, they were just ordinary friends.

But he couldn't stop his anger, that kind of feeling is like a dumb man eating coptis, unable to express his suffering.

He was shaking all over, knowing he was done.He was completely trapped, he had already dedicated his heart to Fu Liangjing without realizing it, and when he realized it, Fu Liangjing easily held his heart without a single soldier , Let him die and die, let him live and live.

He couldn't forget Fu Liangjing who was gentle to him during this time.

How to do how to do.

Later, what Chen Fu and Fu Liangjing should play was still playing. Fu Liangjing didn't mention his girlfriend or anything, so Chen Fu didn't say anything either.

Fu Liangjing was still the same, but his hooligan nature occasionally showed a corner, and it was more than enough to tease Chen Fu.

On a weekend, Chen Fu followed Fu Liangjing to go to the hot springs. Fu Liangjing had a rich family and would enjoy it. He took Chen Fu out for fun on weekends. Wherever the mountain climbing playground was fun, Chen Fu went to the agreed place this time, but He saw Fu Liangjing bring a woman over.

When he went, the two seemed to be kissing, and when they saw him coming, they quickly separated. The woman was hanging from the corners of her eyes, as beautiful as a domineering peacock. Chen Fu tried hard to maintain his expression, and his smile was uglier than crying.

Fu Liangjing felt that something was wrong, and asked, "Your face is not good-looking? What's wrong?"

Chen Fu reluctantly replied: "I ate too much chili yesterday, and my stomach felt uncomfortable."

The woman glanced at him, didn't introduce herself, turned her head and walked away, and went to change clothes first. Fu Liangjing looked a little ugly, probably because she was angry with the woman for not giving him face.

Fu Liangjing explained to Chen Fu: "When I went to the bar to play, I accidentally fucked her, but she insisted on me being responsible when she got up the next day. Her family and mine are family friends, so I didn't dare to offend her. I hate this thing the most. Kind of young lady, really unlucky."

Chen Fu knows that he likes the white lotus with a gentler personality, like Tong Wanwan, who is weaker, who is more centered on him, and who is easy to flirt with. Although he is usually nice to his friends, he disdains women It's really unlucky for him to get into trouble with this young lady now, but fortunately, this young lady is good-looking, otherwise he might kick her out.

The formalities were quickly completed, and they entered the hot spring together. Chen Fu watched Fu Liangjing teasing the young lady, and the sounds seemed to stab him in the heart.

The eldest lady asked Fu Liangjing as if joking, "I saw that you were having so much fun at the bar that day, and many people knew you. Are you underage? Do you often go there?"

Fu Liangjing glanced at Chen Fu, "Do you think I'm a good student like him? I have a lot of experience."

The young lady pointed at Chen Fu again and asked, "Then is he still a virgin?"

Fu Liangjing laughed and bypassed the topic, "He is a good student, how could he be like me, don't make fun of him." He glanced at Chen Fu, and thought silently in his heart why this kid was so sick. It's so white, it's really...beautiful.

Chen Fu couldn't help but turn pale.

Fu Liangjing felt that something was wrong, half worried and half jokingly asked: "What's the matter? Didn't you expect me to have so much experience? I want to teach you some skills some other day."

Chen Fu's face was whiter than paper, and the temperature in the hot spring was not too low. His expression like this must be abnormal. Fu Liangjing was startled, and couldn't help but went over to support him and asked, "Are you okay?"

With Fu Liangjing's strength, he reluctantly said: "I'm not feeling well, can you take me home first?"

Fu Liangjing sensed that something was wrong with him, so he hurriedly let him out of the pool, blamed him for being uncomfortable and didn't say it earlier, and comforted him by saying that it was normal for such problems to occur in hot springs, seeing that his face was still pale, remembering that he said before that he had an upset stomach Comfortable, I told the woman a few words, and drove him home directly.

When he arrived at Chen Fu's bedroom, Fu Liangjing had been to Chen Fu's house several times, and was used to the deserted atmosphere of his house. He boiled a pot of water for him, and when he handed it to Chen Fushui, he actually said thank you.

Fu Liangjing flicked his forehead, "How long has it been since you said thank you to me, are you stupid now?"

Feeling his intimate gestures, Chen Fu finally couldn't hold back his tears. Fu Liangjing panicked and gave him toilet paper, "Are you so stupid today? It's the first time I see you cry."

Chen Fu wiped away his tears, buried his head in the quilt, "Well, I'm so stupid."

Fu Liangjing lifted his quilt and asked, "What happened?"

Chen Fu shook his head and called him, "Fu Liangjing."

Fu Liangjing nervously replied: "Why?"

Chen Fu and him looked at each other, and the tears became more serious: "...my stomach hurts." My heart hurts too, and I want to just throw it away if it hurts.

Fu Liangjing breathed a sigh of relief, "You deserve it, who told you to eat so much chili yesterday." Even though he said so, he got up and went to find the medicine, and the hot water was almost cold. He took the cup and waited for Chen Fu to take the medicine.

Chen Fu's stomach didn't hurt, and he didn't know if taking stomach medicine for no reason would cause problems. He just wanted to find a reason to prevaricate and send Fu Liangjing away.

He was also greedy for Fu Liangjing's tenderness for a while.

After Fu Liangjing left, Chen Fu stared blankly for a while holding the warm cup.

As for the future, he became more and more confused about the matter of going far away.

If you talk to Fu Liangjing, what will he say?Would he laugh at himself for taking him too seriously?Does he feel like he's thinking too much?Will he realize that his feelings for him are unusual?

Will he stay away from himself?

Chen Fu is getting more and more inferior, because he is different from ordinary people, which makes him look down on himself more and more, and the deepening of the possessive desire for the person he likes makes him more and more afraid. He feels that all his thoughts are like a mouse in the sewer. Guang, once exposed, he would definitely face disaster, but his deepening feelings for Fu Liangjing made him more and more unable to hide things.

If Fu Liangjing found out and tried to accept him... Chen Fu thought about Fu Liangjing's ambiguous attitude today.

So what if there is a catastrophe?

The head teacher's words appeared in Chen Fu's ears at this time, and they were nothing more than the words that he often encouraged people: "You still have a future, don't fall down."

the future...

Chen Fu dropped the cup on the ground, and threw himself heavily on the bed. He wanted to block the light with his hand, but suddenly saw the ugly scar.

Like his ugly mind, it stretched across the entire left arm, like an endlessly entangled centipede, exposing his mind in front of Chen Fu.He also thought of the way that woman looked at him today, with such arrogance, as if with a see-through disdain, she just looked at him like that, and got what he dreamed of with a one-night stand.

Chen Fu's originally stopped tears started to flow again, dripping down his cheeks onto the bed sheet, slowly soaking a large area, remembering the first time he met Fu Liangjing, about his girlfriends, no matter it was nearly a year No matter how pure Fu Liangjing behaved during the time, it can't change the fact that he is a scumbag in love and is stingy with giving. , and being proud and complacent, Chen Fu noticed it very early, but what Fu Liangjing said in the bathtub made him completely sure that Fu Liangjing was really the kind of person he hated the most.

It would be nice if you knew it before you fell in love.

After falling in love, no matter how bastard he is, the ridiculous thing is that he didn't shake his heart at all.

When I was a child, I still remember what my mother said to me: "Chen Fu, don't be like your father!"

What remains deepest in my memory is the tearful face of my mother, the expression that seems to have remained unchanged in the entire memory, and the home that is extremely cold even in the hot summer.

The ridiculous thing is that I didn't become a person like my father, but walked the old way of my mother.

Chen Fu was so, so desperate. At the beginning, he warned himself not to get close to Fu Liangjing. He failed to control his body and heart. The good student buddy in Jing's eyes, seeing his life intertwined with his own, how could he not have any delusions.