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In the hospital, Chen Fu was finally more anxious than Fu Liangjing.

His hand was tightly held by Fu Liangjing, and his palm was covered with cold sweat. Fu Liangjing felt his nervousness and kissed his forehead lightly.

"It doesn't matter, anyway, if you are infected, I will definitely accompany you to die."

Chen Fu didn't know what he thought of because of his words, his face blushed imperceptibly.

Fu Liangjing found out that he was infected with AIDS that night, but Fu Liangjing still... had sex with him.

This almost suicidal behavior made Chen Fu no longer have the heart to push him away.

When he came to the hospital for a physical examination, he was about to die, but Fu Liangjing was calmer than him.

Fu Liangjing's calm mood quickly infected Chen Fu, and as time passed, Chen Fu also began to become calm.

The big deal is death, this is how people end up anyway, not to mention that he has someone to accompany him to die.

There is nothing to be afraid of anymore.

Fu Liangjing's hair had been dyed back to black, straightened back, and her colored contact lenses were taken off.

This is his original appearance.

The test sheet quickly reached the hands of the doctor.

When the doctor came to the office, he saw two people clasped their fingers together, and said in a low voice, "Congratulations, Mr. Chen is not infected with HIV. He is in good health, but his immunity is a little low. It is recommended that he exercise more."

This was said to Fu Liangjing.

Chen Fu was dumbfounded and did not respond, Fu Liangjing smiled meaningfully and said to the doctor: "Thank you, I will let him 'exercise' more."

Chen Fu, who survived the catastrophe, was still in a sluggish state.

At this moment, he really wanted to thank God for giving him a chance to be born again. There is no better gift than being born again.

There is nothing more touching than this.

He even had the urge to burst into tears.

Fu Liangjing hugged Chen Fu and stood up, bid farewell to the doctor, and took him home.

It's still the same at home.

Chen Kai seemed to go to school, the snow-white cat leaned against the window sill to bask in the sun, the aunt who was drying the clothes looked at Chen Fu in surprise, and asked, "Why did Xiao Fu come back so early today?"

Fu Liangjing grinned at her: "We went to the hospital for a physical examination today and didn't go to work."

"How about the physical examination results? Is there nothing wrong?"

Fu Liangjing glanced at Chen Fu with soft eyes, and said, "The result of the physical examination is very healthy. The weather is also very good today."

Chen Fu smiled, "Yes."

Auntie laughed and shook the undried quilt while sighing, "That's right, the weather is very good today."

The cat basking in the sun gave a "meow" in agreement.

A few days later, Fu Liangjing moved into Chen Fu's house.

Chen Fu's sexual orientation has long been no secret at home, Americans are still very open, everyone treats Fu Liangjing as another owner of this villa.

On weekends, Fu Liangjing would take Chen Fu and Chen Kai to go out to play. There are many interesting places in the United States. Every time the three of them go out to play, they are like a real family of three, and sometimes they will receive envious eyes from others of the same kind.

Fu Liangjing was very proud of this, his tail was almost up to the sky.

Chen Fu laughed at his childishness, while Chen Kai seemed to be booing from the sidelines.

It was another weekend, Chen Fu and Chen Kai seemed to be two father and son playing with cats at home.

Fu Liangjing didn't know where he went because of something in the company.

Chen Fu was relieved because Fu Liangjing was always by his side 24 hours a day. When he went to work in the company, Fu Liangjing carried his laptop with him. When Chen Fu was working, he also Working with a laptop in hand, leaving work together, returning home together, sleeping together, and sometimes even urinating together, Chen Fu couldn't stand it.

But he wasn't free for long, when Fu Liangjing came home on Sunday, they returned to this state again.

When he got up in the morning, Chen Fu looked at Fu Liangjing, who was sticking to him like an octopus, dumbfounded. He couldn't get rid of him no matter what.

In the end, he could only grab Fu Liangjing's ear and twist it in a 360-degree circle, until his ear turned red, which made him wake up in a daze.

"Did you steal sweet potatoes last night? Why are you so sleepy?"

Fu Liangjing half-opened his eyes and wanted to sleep again, so he replied in a daze, "I stole you."

Chen Fu couldn't laugh or cry.

However, the third urgent need to be resolved, Chen Fu had no choice but to use a difficult posture - dragging Fu Liangjing, wriggling bit by bit, and went through untold hardships before he came to the bathroom.

He didn't think the bathroom was such a beautiful place before.

At ten o'clock in the morning, Fu Liangjing finally woke up.

Chen Fu was still held in his arms, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, he couldn't get rid of Fu Liangjing, so he could only lie on the bed with him and wait for him to wake up.

Fu Liangjing found his mouth and kissed him. After kissing deeply, he quickly felt something was wrong.

"what time is it now?!"

Chen Fu yawned boredly, glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside, and answered him: "A little past ten."

Fu Liangjing's eyes widened instantly.

Chen Fu asked him suspiciously: "What's wrong?"

"..." Fu Liangjing kissed him again, in order to stabilize his violent mood, "It's nothing, you change your clothes quickly, I'll take you to play."

"... Wouldn't it be nice to have a quiet weekend?"

"How boring are you at home?"

"No, I can still tease Chen Kaisi, and I can also tease cats."

"...Anyway, change your clothes quickly."

Chen Fu changed his clothes reluctantly.

He was wearing casual clothes. He almost never wore a suit on weekends. Fu Liangjing changed into a suit. Looking at his outfit, his frowning eyebrows could kill a mosquito.

"Can you change into something more formal!"

"Why don't you just go out and play? Why are you dressed so formally?"

Fu Liangjing seemed to have something to say, but he held back, and took Chen Fu's hand, a little rough.

Now he behaves like a child who loses his temper after being denied candy by an adult. Chen Fu is not angry at his rough actions, but is a little helpless.

Why is he inexplicable today.

However, the awkward little Fu Liangjing would not tell him the reason for his anger.

The car drove for a long time, so long that Chen Fu fell asleep. When he woke up, he found that Fu Liangjing had brought him to the beach.

There was a cruise ship floating quietly on the pier. The cruise ship was covered with balloons and roses, and there was a pile of chrysanthemums in the middle that he couldn't name.

What a beautiful cruise ship, why put chrysanthemums...

Even so, Chen Fu's heart was gradually overflowing with emotion.

Fu Liangjing seemed embarrassed at this moment, he observed Chen Fu's expression carefully, and then led him into the cruise ship.

"Does it look good?" Fu Liangjing blushed.

Chen Fu looked at his bright eyes and the pupils that covered his face, and couldn't help laughing.

Fu Liangjing was even more embarrassed by his laughter. In order to cover up, he let go of the rope that tied the cruise ship and started the cruise ship.

The sea water that the cruise ship swam through was cut open, and the water splashed everywhere. Chen Fu held on to the railing, still smiling.

Fu Liangjing couldn't take it anymore, stopped the cruise ship in the middle of the sea, turned around and glared at Chen Fu angrily, "I prepared such a surprise for you, shouldn't you be moved to cry now?!"

The sea breeze blew Chen Fu's hair and covered his eyes. Chen Fu pushed his hair back, "Yes, yes, I am so moved that I am about to cry—by the way, can you tell me about the pile of chrysanthemums?" What do you mean? Have you decided to dedicate the chrysanthemum to me now?"

Fu Liangjing was displeased with his perfunctory attitude, and gritted his teeth even more at the last sentence. He stepped forward and hugged the laughing man in front of him fiercely, bit his neck hard, and succeeded. Hearing his cry of pain, she proudly told him: "Fool, this is Lintuo chrysanthemum, and the flower language is eternal love."

"Forever... love? When did you become an expert in growing flowers? You know all the language of flowers."

Fu Liangjing let go of him dejectedly, "Can you have some fun."

Chen Fu laughed even louder.

Maybe he just needs to laugh loudly to cover up the feeling that his heart is about to be filled.

He didn't dare to tell Liang Jing anything interesting, otherwise wouldn't it be too embarrassing to cry out.

——But what shocked him even more was yet to come.

Chen Fu's laughter gradually subsided, he was wondering why Fu Liangjing didn't speak anymore.

Fu Liangjing stared at him closely.

Just as Chen Fu wanted to speak, Fu Liangjing faced him and knelt down on one knee.

Chen Fu was stunned.

The cruise ship was not very stable, they were still holding each other's hands tightly, and Fu Liangjing was kneeling on one knee, looking up at him.

The two looked at each other for a long time, so long that the tears in Chen Fu's eyes almost flowed out.

"Chen Fu," Fu Liangjing finally called out to him, "Are you willing to let me love you forever?"

"We have experienced a lot of things, and everything is indelible to you and me. I once sincerely hoped that these injuries would be thrown into the abyss of time forever as time goes by. Forget, the rest is only my love for you."

"But in fact, every dispute that focuses on injury is destined to be out of control. Those wounds that have been hurt may never heal, and pain will accompany people's life and life. I have given you The same is true for injuries. I used to selfishly hope that you could forget these injuries and these unhealed wounds, but later I saw you shivering in pain on a rainy day, but endured the pain and did not tell me, and I realized that I was wrong Outrageous."

"The day I hurt you, I never thought that one day in the future I would look at the hurt I gave you and feel so distressed that I would be overwhelmed. I never thought about how to clean up those broken feelings."

"Now I don't want to clean up either."

"Chen Fu, I love you. You can do whatever you want with my love for you. You don't have to forget what idiot things I did in the past. You can take revenge on me. I will suffer any pain. As long as you don't leave me , as long as you stay by my side for the rest of your life, I will pamper you."

"You can beat me, scold me, humiliate me, but one thing is, you can never leave me."

"Chen Fu, I love you, let's get married."

In the middle of the sea, there are only the two of them.

The kneeling person in front of him was his only one.

Chen Fu had burst into tears unknowingly.

But he just cried and didn't respond to Fu Liangjing. Fu Liangjing watched him cry and clenched his hands tighter and tighter.

Chen Fu could feel the cold sweat on his hands.

"How could I beat you..." Chen Fu choked up and defended himself, "You keep talking nonsense."

Fu Liangjing hugged his waist, "Okay, then I'll say something useful."

He dug into his pocket and took out the box that had been hidden for a long time.

It's self-evident what's in the box.

He opened the box carefully, revealing the dazzling diamond ring inside.

The design of that diamond ring is a bit different from ordinary rings, the style is very nice, and some details may also be Fu Liangjing's painstaking efforts - but he didn't have time to take a closer look.

Then Fu Liangjing put the ring on Chen Fu's ring finger regardless, "Whether you agree or not, you are mine now, in this life, in the next life, and in the next life!"

There is always such a person, and there is only such a person in your life. Your love for him has almost become an instinct. The love has been carved into your bones. Pulling it out is even more painful than cramp and bone removal, which makes you feel sad. point.

During their more than ten years of entanglement, each other has completely integrated this person into their own life trajectory. Chen Fu can't forget him, can't get rid of him, but he has never dared to accept him again, because The past is too painful.

Under the pretended indifference, Chen Fu has always been in love with Fu Liangjing.

But this kind of love was deeply buried, hiding in fear from Fu Liangjing's repeated injuries, or maybe under Zhong Zhiming's warm and gentle care, Chen Fu tried his best to ignore and forget it.

Now love seems to be found again.

The past is all vivid in my mind, looking back on the past, it seems that love in pain and injury has never left.

Chen Fu laughed through his tears, and clenched the person and the ring in his hand.

Fu Liangjing took out another ring and motioned for someone to put it on for him.

Under the sun, the diamond ring reflected the dazzling light, and the fingers of the other hand of the two were tightly clasped, as if they would never be separated.

Both of them put on their rings, Fu Liangjing rubbed his numb legs and stood up.

He hugged Chen Fu and kissed him.

As early as the first time they met many years ago, Chen Fu had already fallen.

This person captured his heart when he was young and ignorant. He thought that he would never meet someone by fate in his life, but they got to know each other by accident, and he accidentally discovered that the person he liked so much turned out to be so vile. The one person I loved, but I still left a little bit of hope in my heart, and it was this little bit of hope that ended up scarring me all over my body. After many years, my heart was full of the imprint of that person.

But fortunately, the wrong encounter at the beginning finally ushered in the right ending.

Chen Fu has always loved Fu Liangjing.

Fu Liangjing fell in love with Chen Fu, and even death could not stop him from locking this person with strong affection.

The cruise ship drifted farther and farther away, and hazy conversations could still be heard in the wind.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Fu Liangjing hugged him tightly, remembered something, then kissed him next to his ear, "Thank you for giving me the courage to continue at the airport that day."

On the day at the airport, when Chen Fu left, Fu Liangjing asked him if he still loved her.

Chen Futie whispered in his ear:

"From the first day I met you, I have liked you. After so many years, although it is impossible for us to be together, I still love you."

Chen Fu touched the ring on his ring finger—it was really hard to get used to suddenly having something on his hand. He smiled, and then buried his head in Fu Liangjing's chest.

He doesn't know what will happen in the future, whether the decision he made at the airport to Fu Liangjing's words will be right in the future, but now, he feels that he is happy.

——Even if the mother's tragic lesson is in front of him, even if there are so many injuries in the past.

Maybe Fu Liangjing could really make him forget those scars?

Who let them fuck.

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The author has something to say: It's over~

There will be extra episodes~

☆, (Extra) Zhong Jiming·Enchanted

Zhong Jiming traveled around with his parents since childhood.

His mother is a beauty, with a hot personality, carefree and obedient, but she likes to travel, and she met his father during the trip.

It is said that the two fell in love at first sight, and did not experience much trouble afterwards. They were happily married in Italy, and then went to a place to get a certificate in that place. Their marriage certificates have accumulated in 71 countries, and they are stacked together. A lot of them were all graffitied by the two-year-old Zhong Zhiming in the end.

He was beaten for it.

Zhong Zhiming was very happy when he was a child. The family took turns telling bedtime stories, and never repeated the same ones.

Then when he was five years old, he was carried by his stubborn mother to travel, and since then he began the journey of his life.

At that time, his eloquent father was his role model, for which he disliked his clumsy mother very much.

His grandmother taught him to be filial and respectful to his elders, and took out the Analects of Confucius and explained it to him tirelessly.

Because some things in Chinese cannot be explained in English, my grandmother was too lazy to translate, so she taught Zhong Jiming Chinese.

Under the education of this combination of east and west, Zhong Jiming gradually grew up.

Because of his grandmother, and because the education of Confucius always made him understand the truth, he also had some romantic associations with oriental culture in his heart. Every time he travels, he always goes up to communicate with Chinese people.

Most of the Chinese people are not bad.

Once again set foot on the land of the United States, he looked for his mother who had gone to nowhere.

Then a Chinese person he met during those days left a deep impression on him.

That an elegant Chinese man.

Of course, it's gay.

Brown eyes, with confusion and melancholy that no one can understand, sitting quietly at the bar, drinking a glass of blue and white cocktail, seems to be unable to blend into the lively atmosphere next to him.

He didn't look very good-looking, his facial features were not deep, his lines were not clear, and he only had a pair of eyes shining brightly and charmingly in the colorful darkness.

Zhong Ziming felt that something had quietly invaded his heart after seeing him.

Later he knew that it was a love derived from love at first sight, a love that could not be broken away.

Not surprisingly, he went to chat with him, chatted with him, and learned his name——Chen Fu, and the reason for his troubles.

He firmly remembered the man's name, listened to him carefully, his eyes were fixed on the person in front of him, and there was a warm and scorching temperature in his chest, burning.

When saying goodbye, he reluctantly watched his back go away, annoyed that he forgot to ask him when he would see you next time.

Two days later, he found his mother and father, and accompanied them back to Italy to visit his grandmother—although Zhong Ziming was a little reluctant to leave the United States because of that Chen Fu, but when his father frowned, he just I can swallow my reluctance.

After being left behind by his grandmother in Italy for a long time, Zhong Jiming was liberated, and then went to the United States. Because he hadn't contacted him for a long time, he kept the phone number left by Chen Fu and dared not contact him.

It's a stranger who only met once, so contact him so abruptly, okay?

Thinking about it, Zhong Jiming didn't have the guts anymore.

He went out to paint from nature just to relax. He never thought that God would give him such a lucky opportunity. When Chen Fu passed by him, he even slowed down his breathing, fearing that it was just a dream.

But Chen Fu seemed to have forgotten him, looking at him so strangely.

"Hi, do you remember me?"

Asking this sentence almost made his cheeky face hot from traveling in various countries. He couldn't even believe that he was so shy because of a man, but he still had a calm expression on his face. , Never allow yourself to show any inappropriateness, destroying the image in Chen Fu's heart.

But Chen Fu frowned quickly, obviously, he forgot himself.

Zhong Jiming felt that he was about to cry because of his expression.

...Fortunately, he remembered it at the end, and Zhong Zhiming instantly felt that the whole world brightened up.

He couldn't wait to enter the coffee shop with some restraint, and sat in front of the Chinese man he liked, seeing his reflection reflected in his pupils, and even forgot what he wanted to say for a moment.

Fortunately, Chen Fu is not the kind of stuffy personality - many years of socializing allowed him to bring up constant topics in front of strangers, with a gentle smile on his face, and the coffee in front of him was refilled twice.

Zhong Jiming felt that he liked him even more.

After chatting for a long time, this time he was not so stupid as last time that he forgot to ask him where he lived. Although it was a bit presumptuous, Chen Fu still let him take him back to his residence without hesitation.

A very delicate small villa, Zhong Jiming belongs to the type of people who enjoy life.

When you like someone, everything looks right to you, the more you look at it, the more pleasing to your eyes...

Zhong Jiming happily made an appointment for the next time out to play, and left contentedly.

In the few days before the next meeting, Zhong Jiming deliberately bought several sets of clothes like a woman going to see her lover, and changed several hairstyles, but the final appearance did not satisfy him. One of his designs His teacher and friend looked at his new look with disgust and told him that he was like a cock in heat.

... Zhong Zhiming, who was looking in the mirror, silently smoothed down the curly hair that stood on end.

The day of the meeting was approaching, and it was too late for Zhong Jiming to save his look. That day, he sprayed on some hairspray, and after nearly two hours of tossing, he got into the car with the feeling of a strong man breaking his wrist and went to see Chen Fu.

He has even rehearsed hundreds of times in his mind the scene where Chen Fu turned away because he disliked him, and then he desperately cried out in embarrassment in public, knelt down to persuade him to stay, this scene has been played in a loop, disturbing him I was afraid of seeing Chen Fu.

... Fortunately, Chen Fu was not so ruthless.

He just kept laughing that day, from the second he saw Zhong Zhiming.

"Hahahahahaha have you been bombed? Hahahahahaha..."

Zhong Jiming: "..."

Unsurprisingly, Zhong Jiming was hurt.

He knows that the way he looks now is... no, it's kind of ridiculous, but who is he doing this for?

Zhong Ziming angrily blocked his mouth with an ice cream.

But when he was angry, he couldn't help sneaking glances at the smiling Chen Fu from the corner of his eye, thinking in his heart: As expected of the person I like, his smile is so pretty, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

In this way, the two of them had a pleasant day. When they returned, Zhong Jiming stared at Chen Fu's back with reluctant eyes. His heart that had been beating vigorously for a day finally slowed down, and was replaced by a feeling of loss.

Am I in love?

Zhong Jiming asked himself, and he had an answer in his heart.

Now that he is sure that he likes the other party, Zhong Jiming decides to confess when the weather is good.

He wanted to confess that the day would definitely be a good day, the temperature should be just right, neither too hot nor too cold, and there would be no sticky humidity. The sun would shine directly on Chen Fu's pretty face, and then he smiled and said to himself Please nod without hesitation.

No, no, it's better to hesitate for a while, so as to show his seriousness.

Forget it, he hesitated, the one who suffered was himself.

Zhong Jiming smirked in his vacillating imagination, thinking that today's weather is very beautiful.

As a result, the next time they met, the weather was not so good.

The air humidity was high, sticky, and the clothes stuck to the skin was indescribably uncomfortable. Chen Fu's eye sockets were black and black, and he looked like he hadn't had a good rest for a long time. Serve tea and pour water, let him pay attention to his body.

Chen Fu smiled wryly, and poured bitter water on him: "I still have a large company to support, and now is the critical moment. As a leader, I have to take the lead, how can I be lazy."

Zhong Jiming was so distressed that he didn't know what to do. He felt that he was ignorant and self-willed to pester him to play when he was working so hard. He just said what was on his mind: "Then you can completely reject me. Go home and have a rest, it's really impolite for me to disturb you like this."

Chen Fu laughed softly, thinking that he is really a very cute person, although it is not appropriate to describe a man as cute.

He reached out and couldn't help stroking his hair.

Zhong Jiming was taken aback for a moment, and his expression clearly expressed four words: flattered.

However, his reaction was still very fast in an instant, and he grabbed Chen Fu's hand that was about to withdraw. The two hands were tightly clenched, making it difficult for Zhong Zhiming to breathe.

Chen Fu was taken aback by his reaction, thinking that he didn't like being touched by people's hair, and just about to apologize, but his hand was grabbed by him and he couldn't take it back.

"You... know, know," Zhong Jiming didn't know what he was talking about, but he knew that he couldn't help but tell Chen Fu what was on his mind. I was about to die of aggrieved, "You know, I like... you, don't you?"

Chen Fu didn't hear what he was saying clearly, so he asked again in doubt: "What?"

"It's nothing." Zhong Jiming was discouraged, but when he saw the hands of the two, he heaved a sigh of relief, "I said I like you, let's date."

"..." Chen Fu was completely stunned.

The air seemed to be quiet in an instant, Zhong Jiming could only hear his heart beating "thud-thud", and Chen Fu's stunned face was all in front of his eyes.

This was the longest silence since the two met. No one spoke, no one moved, they were all stiff, and their breathing was suspended.

All kinds of frightening and horrifying thoughts floated in Zhong Zhiming's mind, but no amount of thoughts could be worth the final fact: he doesn't like me.

Sure enough, after a long silence, Chen Fu still found a tactful wording and rejected him.

Zhong Jiming felt that the world was gloomy.

On the way back, the cold wind hit the body, making it extremely cold.

In fact, it wasn't that cold, just feeling uncomfortable and aggrieved. Zhong Jiming thought about the details of getting along with Chen Fu these days, and really didn't want to let himself miss this person.

He also thought about so many bright and sunny futures between them, how could he just give up here?

After thinking at home for a long time, Zhong Jiming regained his fighting spirit.

He thought about it for a long time, and finally found that he never had the idea of ​​letting go of this person. He felt that he might be in a daze, but he really couldn't get rid of this emotion.

After meeting again and pursuing several times, Chen Fu asked him: "Why don't we just be friends?"

He answered desperately: "No, because I like you."

Then he repeated it in Chinese as if emphasizing the important point, to express his determination.

Chen Fu looked at him helplessly.

But did not propose a break-up.

Zhong Jiming sees hope, and gets along with him more carefully, treats him tenderly, pursues him, and takes care of him.

Chen Fu didn't say anything, those sacrifices were like sinking into the sea, throwing them down, aroused a little ripple, and soon disappeared.

However, Zhong Jiming still did not think about giving up.

So one day, Chen Fu told him his story.

He said: "I have someone I can't forget."

He thought for a while, and then told Zhong Jiming: "I used to have a boyfriend who I dated for several years. Although we broke up, I will never forget him. I know you are very good to me. If you know me now If there is another person in my heart and can continue to like me for three months, which is about a hundred days, I think we can try."

Zhong Jiming looked at him in surprise, and was so moved that he couldn't help himself, then he hugged the man in front of him tightly.

The man's body was a little stiff, and then, as if accepting his fate, he gradually relaxed bit by bit.

Zhong Jiming felt that he would definitely be able to make him forget that man.

I will give him my best feelings, and I will take care of him for the rest of my life, cook for him, and clean his room until both of them become gray-haired old men and walk into the grave.

This is the promise he made to himself.

He was so convinced that he didn't even have a bad association.

And he did it too.

In the following three months, Chen Fu completely tore off his disguise, revealing his gloomy side.

The previous gentle appearance disappeared, replaced by large tracts of darkness and sadness, occasionally he drank and smoked, his exhaled breath seemed to tremble, spicy wine, bitter smoke, Zhong Zhiming accompanied him, waiting for him After falling asleep, carefully put him on the bed.

Then Chen Fu woke up suddenly and asked him: "Do you want to sleep with me?"

Zhong Jiming said without any concealment: "I think so."

Chen Fu took the initiative to kiss his lips.

It was the first kiss between them, without the warmth Zhong Zhiming had imagined, without the tenderness of mutual gratification, without red wine, without roses, only his wishful thinking.

He responded to him.

After the kiss, Chen Fu's body was still trembling.

He may be experiencing suffering that no one can understand, and his reason may be struggling with his sensibility. Zhong Jiming can see his entanglement and pain, but he can't empathize with him.

Chen Fu quickly pushed him away, "I can't be with you."

Zhong Jiming was dumbfounded.

"If you invest any more affection in me, you're wasting your time."

"But I've already wasted so much time. What's more, if you don't want me to waste time on you, why did you give me hope in the first place? Let me pursue you for three months?"

Chen Fu fell silent.

He anxiously lit a cigarette and took a deep breath before he felt his emotions stabilized.

Zhong Jiming stared at the smoke floating in the air, with a hurt expression on his face.

After a long time, Chen Fu exhaled a puff of smoke, his voice hoarse, "I'm sorry, I used you," he paused, "I said that, but I just want you to help me get rid of the past."

Zhong Jiming felt that he should stop him from continuing.

But he didn't, he knew for so long that Chen Fu needed an outlet to vent his anger.

However, Chen Fu did not continue.

The two sat again that day, silent.

Zhong Jiming can feel the dark and dull past behind him, it should be a painful time, but there should be secret happiness in the pain, which makes him suffer and makes him unable to let go.

But every time he opened his mouth, Chen Fu couldn't continue.

He didn't cry, his voice didn't choke, he was just desperate.

Zhong Jiming was also a little desperate.

In a trance, he realized that Chen Fu should not be moved or changed by his love.

The first time the two had sex was at a hotel near Merlin's.

At that time, both of them were drunk, and Chen Fu yelled "Fu Liangjing, Fu Liangjing".

Zhong Jiming kissed his neck while crying, unable to say anything.

Then Chen Fu's misty eyes widened, he pushed him away abruptly, and said viciously: "I hate you!" Then he was hugged tightly by Zhong Jiming again.

Later Chen Fu also cried, his tears soaked a piece of bed sheet, choked up so much that his speech was broken into fragments.

Zhong Jiming thought that he had already been possessed by a demon.

The author has something to say:

Hmm...a special episode >3

Because the author is studying in school now, and he is almost exhausted every day, so he really can't spare time to write a special episode. This article is still the number of words I squeezed out this week.

I hope that adults will not dislike and dislike the nest~

By the way, thank you for the mine that the cute little girl named Taoxi in the vest gave to the nest>3<The first landmine in my life... the moment I saw it, I screamed in public regardless of my image T^T Although it was a bit No quality... T^T is the first mine in my life!Can you not call?Can you?!

Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!And that little cutie who said she was crying!I want to cry too!moved!

There is also a side story, I will try my best to squeeze it this week!

☆, (Extra) Zhong Jiming·I Believe in You·End

They haven't had a single fight since they were together.

Not even a single argument.

Some people who didn't understand said: "If you don't quarrel together, it means you are in harmony? Why are you looking forward to quarreling?"

A reasonable person patted him on the shoulder sympathetically, but finally said nothing.

The sympathetic sigh pierced Zhong Zhiming's heart with a sharp knife.

Most of the time Zhong Zhiming is actually in pain.

He couldn't understand Chen Fu's expression, couldn't understand the reason for his sluggishness, or even why he chose to continue suffering.

He accompanied him tremblingly, afraid that this person would throw him out like an insignificant toy in the next second.

But in fact, Chen Fu was also very gentle to him.

He didn't understand where his fear came from.

It may be because he is too sensitive, so sensitive that just because of a look in Chen Fu's eyes, he had a premonition that the two of them would end up staggering and drifting apart.

Chen Fu kissed him carelessly, there was no emotion, no passion in that kiss, and even the sex was very weak.

Sometimes Zhong Ziming couldn't bear to push him away, and seeing the bewildered look in his eyes, his heart softened suddenly.

Chen Fu might think that Zhong Jiming poured out his love to him with a smile every day, and every time he appeared in front of him with the most perfect posture, Zhong Zhiming was sunny, so Zhong Jiming would not get hurt.

Zhong Jiming guessed maliciously, would Chen Fu regret it one day?

What do you regret?

Chen Fu was so gentle to him, why should he regret it?

Zhong Jiming tormented himself in random guessing and thinking, the person he loved was clearly close in front of his eyes, yet suddenly so far away.

later on unconsciously