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Gao Ru stepped into the ward, and saw Chen Fu's pale face in deep sleep.

The doctor had told her about Chen Fu's situation, and she couldn't even believe that such a quiet child had just left her front foot, and then his back foot hurt himself so much that he even went to the hospital.

Both of Chen Fu's arms were wrapped in layers of gauze, and it was impossible to tell which arm was more serious.

There are so many injuries on his body, which she, the mother, doesn't know.

Gao Ru didn't dare to guess whether Chen Fu's self-mutilation was caused by his own words.

All she can do now is to stay by Chen Fu's side, wait for his recovery, and try not to say anything to irritate him.

When Chen Fu woke up, there was no one in the ward except him.

It took him a long time to realize, staring at the blank wall in front of him, that he had been taken to the hospital.

Her legs and feet were still numb, her arms were wrapped in gauze, and a needle was inserted on the back of her hand for drips. There was a child crying next door.

For a moment, he didn't understand why he was sent to the hospital, why he was in pain all over his body, until Fu Liangjing's face suddenly flashed in his mind.

Cold and delicate, impatient with himself, kissed another woman's lips.

It was as if thorns grew densely in the atrium in an instant, entangled his heart, round and round, firm and tight, and the tiny thorns pierced into the flesh one by one, and the pierced heart was riddled with pain. Blood seeped out little by little, staining his eyes red.

However, he still didn't even have the strength to lose his temper loudly.

The double layer of physical and psychological pain densely surrounded him, and he didn't even have the strength to move his fingertips.

When Fu Liangjing pushed the door and entered, what he saw was Chen Fu's cold profile.

As if he had lost all vitality, the deep disgust in the cold couldn't be concealed, his Adam's apple and pale chin formed a graceful arc, his lips were slightly parted, his eyes half-closed, full of murderous intent and lifeless.

He sat in front of the bed, next to Chen Fu, and saw that Chen Fu didn't move.

Embarrassed, I don't know how to speak.

After a while, Chen Fu turned his head and gave Fu Liangjing a sure look.

With just one glance, he turned his head away and continued to stare at the blank wall.

That glance was so cold that there was no human emotion at all. Looking at Fu Liangjing, he also lost the tenderness and indulgence that he used to look at the person he loved the most, just like looking at a stranger.

For many days to come, this glance was the source of Fu Liangjing's sudden awakening in the middle of the night, and the source of his nightmares.

For countless days to come, when he thought of this sight, he couldn't help but tremble with fear, his heart trembled, and even wanted to travel back to this day, crying and begging Chen Fu for mercy.

It's a pity that he can't see into the future, and this glance can only make him feel a little scared.

After being silent for a long time, he still couldn't hold back his temper, hesitantly said like Chen Fu was discussing: "I'm sorry for you... Yesterday you just treated it as a dream, and I will also quit that woman and never let her appear in the world again." In front of you... I was drunk last night, and I was not conscious, otherwise I would not be able to bring her home... Oh yes, you also resigned, this is my compensation for you, you If you want to go to the company, you are welcome to go back at any time... I was really drunk yesterday..."

It seems that Chen Fu really cares about that unpaid job.

Chen Fu still stared straight at the ceiling, as if he didn't hear him.

Fu Liangjing talked to himself for a long time, and became a little impatient when he saw that the person he was talking to ignored him.

But what happened yesterday, he didn't dare to slam the door and leave.

So he didn't speak anymore, and let the two of them fall silent.

For a long time, Chen Fu lowered his eyes halfway, and his voice was small, as if he was muttering to himself: "Are you going to quit that woman?"

Fu Liangjing replied earnestly: "I must resign."

The corner of Chen Fu's mouth curled into a far-fetched arc, like a sneer or self-mockery: "So I'm still an employee of the company."

Fu Liangjing was a little embarrassed for a moment.

After saying these words, Chen Fu completely closed his eyes and didn't speak anymore.

He didn't dare to go, so he could only sit on the edge of the bed, not knowing where to put his eyes.

It wasn't until Gao Ru came in that he was relieved.

After talking to Gao Ru for a few words, Fu Liangjing couldn't wait to walk out of the ward.

He felt that Chen Fu had his mother taking care of him, so he shouldn't need to worry.

Little did they know that Gao Ru hadn't served anyone for a long time.

Gao Ru took the chicken soup made by the nanny, and it was a bit clumsy to serve Chen Fu with a spoon.

Chen Fu stared at the bowl of chicken soup in her hand.

Gao Ru followed his gaze and laughed at himself: "Mom hasn't taken care of anyone for a long time, and no one can let me take care of you. Now I'm unfamiliar with taking care of you."

Chen Fu gave a faint "hmm" and then didn't speak.

Gao Ru didn't feel embarrassed either, she nagged and talked to him about the funny and embarrassing things when she came out to start a business.

Chen Fu didn't like to talk before, but now he is even more taciturn.

The two of them, but Gao Ru was the only one, chatted and chatted with Chen Fu all afternoon. It wasn't until the sun went down that Gao Ru noticed his exhaustion and realized that the afternoon had passed.

Gao Ru touched the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, and smiled: "Look at me, I can't stop nagging when I encounter happy things. I've been nagging all afternoon. You should be bored too? You should have a good rest. You don’t have to worry about hospitalization expenses.” She packed up the insulated box, and when she was about to leave, she suddenly turned around and asked Chen Fu cautiously, “Can I come back tomorrow?”

Chen Fu nodded under her expectant gaze.

Gao Ru became happy, the fine lines around her eyes became more obvious when she smiled, and it didn't match the image of the hysterical young woman in Chen Fu's memory for a moment.

Chen Fu was in a daze for a while, but saw that she had already walked out of the ward.

As soon as Gao Ru left, the ward fell silent instantly.

In fact, Chen Fu didn't dislike Gao Ru talking in front of him, it could even be said that he was a little happy.

It was too bad when he was alone. During the time when he was alone in Fu Liangjing's house, he would sleep with the TV on at night. The louder the TV program, the better, it would bring him indescribable A sense of security, otherwise he would be restless, terrified, and almost out of breath as soon as he calmed down.

It was even worse in the ward. The walls, bed sheets, quilt covers, tables, and some disinfection tools were all white, and the endless white seemed to be able to make Chen Fu disappear without leaving any traces.

But his heart was so tired that he didn't even have the thought of struggling.

I can only keep my eyes open until dawn.

All the fears, fears, fears, and sorrows during this period were all hidden in the dark night, annihilated in the air, and disappeared without a trace.

Fu Liangjing didn't come to see Chen Fu in the ward the next day, but Gao Ru saw Chen Fu sleeping when he came.

In fact, Chen Fu didn't sleep for a long time at that time. The little nurse saw that he woke up too early during the rounds, and asked him to sleep for a while. After just a few words, Chen Fu fell asleep with a promise.

He was very grateful to the little nurse.

Gao Ru came in and saw that Chen Fu was still sleeping, and looked at her watch, only to realize that she came a bit early.

But she was so excited that she almost didn't fall asleep last night. As soon as the morning dawned, she packed up and got up, and called the nanny to let her cook some nutritious dishes. She couldn't wait to see Chen Fu.

She is not good at cooking, and she doesn't want to treat the patient's stomach harshly, so she can only ask the nanny to do it for her. She is very satisfied to see Chen Fu eat the food she sent.

Gao Ru remembered that she hadn't been around for a long time to see whether Chen Fu kicked the quilt. In the middle of the night, she touched Chen Fu's forehead to see if he had a fever. When Chen Fu was just born, she often stared at him in the middle of the night. Chen Fu's sleeping face seemed to be able to see through his face the crystallization of love between her and Chen Liying, the symbol of love.

Until now, when she looked at Chen Fu, she completely regarded him as her own flesh and blood, another continuation of her own life, not as an accessory of her failed love.

She used to be afraid to face Chen Fu and face her painful memories. During that time, she felt pain every time she thought about it. She wondered why she fell in love with Chen Liying's scum, and sometimes she even hated him when she thought too much She can't poke her own eyes as the price for her blindness and misjudgment.

When her life was about to come to an end, she realized that Chen Fu had always been her regret.

As much as she loved Chen Fu, she hated herself as much as she hated the past. Even seeing Chen Fu, she wanted to hug him and destroy everything, with a bunch of explosives tied to her body, and die with everyone.

This kind of extreme thinking made her more and more hysterical, and she became less and less afraid to touch Chen Fu.

He still has his own life, and she loves him, so she must not let herself destroy him, so she packed up her things and abandoned Chen Fu, thinking that she had redeemed everyone.

Now her life is about to end, and all the past will disappear with her death. She calmly accepts the news of her impending death, but she can't rest assured about Chen Fu.

She looked at the only person in the world who could make her feel guilty, and every time she looked at it, she had the urge to burst into tears.

This kind child, who has experienced so many betrayals, still accepted her approach calmly.

But Gao Ru knew that he was not doing well.

Why did Chen Fu drop out of school?

All the doubts were resolved when Gao Ru saw the silent man in the ward.

He was undoubtedly a very good man. His appearance and temperament were one in a million. He was wearing only a vest and shorts, but he was very attractive. He looked at Chen Fu with guilt and impatience.

For a moment, she could even imagine how Chen Fu would die or live for him.

The pale Chen Fu on the hospital bed overlapped with her in time and space, and she was in a trance for a moment when she looked at it.

Both of them seem to be unable to escape the word "betrayal".

It was noon when Chen Fu woke up.

There was an insulated box on the bedside, with a note on it. Chen Fu took it out to see that Gao Ru had something to deal with temporarily, and told him to drink the bone soup.

The bone soup is very delicious, and the aroma instantly wafts throughout the ward when the incubator is opened.

Chen Fu drank the soup one bite at a time, leaving some inedible bones in the bowl. He ate slowly, but his appetite was astonishing.

He ate most of the food in an insulated box.

Gao Ru came to see him in the afternoon, and seeing that he still ate a lot, he felt very relieved, and then frantically helped Chen Fu tidy up his things, and asked the doctor, who said that he would be discharged after staying for a day or two.

Gao Ru was quite happy to hear that he was discharged from the hospital, but Chen Fu's reaction was very flat.

When she walked out of the ward again, Chen Fu stopped her from behind.

He asked her, "Can you take me away?"

"Now? Where?"

"After I'm discharged from the hospital, can you take me out of City G?"

"Then are you willing to come with me?" Gao Ru turned around and sat down next to Chen Fu, looking straight into his casual eyes, "My company is in a very far away place, a very rich city, you are coming with me , you may not want to come back," she paused, "or, you may never see that man again. You will be separated from each other, and your life will be irrelevant, just like me and your father. "

There was a moment of silence in the ward.

After a long time, Chen Fu asked, "Where are you taking me?"

Gao Ru sighed, "America."

"is it far?"

"Yes."

"How far?"

"The United States and China are roughly at opposite ends of the earth's diameter. To go to the United States, we have to take a plane for at least twelve hours."

"Oh," Chen Fu turned his gaze to the ceiling again, "I haven't been on a plane yet."

There was a bit of indescribable indifference in his tone, which made Gao Ru feel a little uncomfortable.

"Are you willing to come with me? I can arrange a tutor to teach you English when I go there. You are still young, and you will quickly adapt to the environment there. I will teach you how to manage the company. When I die, my All the inheritance will be inherited by you, and you will legally own a large amount of property to continue the wonderful life that I did not have."

"Son," Gao Ru's voice was choked with sobs, "this is all that mother can give you now."

Chen Fu pressed his palms down on the bed. This movement seemed to have no strength at all. His pale knuckles were bent, his eyes were looking at the wall, and he slowly closed his eyes.

"I'll think about it before I leave the hospital," he said.

In fact, the two of them already had the answer in their hearts.

On the day Chen Fu was discharged from the hospital, Fu Liangjing still didn't come.

The company has just developed and expanded, so it's normal if he doesn't come.

As Chen Fu was so busy at the beginning, how could he have time to visit him in the hospital.

When Chen Fu was hospitalized, he didn't have any clothes, only the one he was wearing when he entered the hospital, and Gao Ru bought the rest for him.

In fact, the two hadn't enjoyed the joy of mother and child for a few years. Gao Ru tried her best to be nice to Chen Fu as if she wanted to make up for all the regrets of those years. vegetable.

Chen Fu didn't express anything special about it, but he didn't refuse to eat her dishes.

Chen Fu stayed with Gao Ru in a hotel for two days, and the two patients had a good time in City G for nearly a week, during which time Gao Ru's complexion improved a lot.

On the sixth day, Chen Fu's visa and passport were processed, and Gao Ru also booked a flight back to the United States.

That day, Chen Fu suffered from insomnia again.

He lay on the big bed in the hotel and changed his posture over and over again. The TV was also on, and the sound was not too loud, and the whole room was quite lively.

But he still couldn't fall asleep, struggling on the bed for a long time, he still got up.

After changing clothes, I left the hotel.

He took a taxi back to the community where he lived for two years.

Many people turned off the lights and went to sleep, but Chen Fu got into the elevator a little nervously and pressed the floor.

He thought, they are leaving soon, so it should be okay to say goodbye, right?

But after knocking on the door for a long time, no one opened the door for him.

Didn't you hear?Fell asleep?

He suddenly remembered that there was a spare key hidden at the door, and he found that key out of an unknown mood, and he opened the door with trembling hands.

The door clicked open.

The room was pitch black, and Chen Fu fumbled to turn on the light.

The strong light illuminated everything in the room, and Chen Fu suddenly took half a step back as if in fear.

The pool of blood created by him was not cleaned up, but the clothes of men and women were gone, and there was a strange smell in the room, which was mixed with the smell of snacks, alcohol, and intercourse between men and women a few days ago. Get up, let the whole room exude a rotten smell.

Everything here was told to Chen Fu that Fu Liangjing had never been here since the day Fu Liangjing beat him to the hospital.

For a moment, Chen Fu felt in a trance that it was not the smell emanating from the room, but the strong rancid smell emanating from his own soul rotting here.

How happy the lover was once, how beautiful the past was, how painful the betrayal is now.

The pain is unforgettable, and it will be unforgettable for a lifetime.

All the traces in this room are bloody reminders of Chen Fu, and they are all mocking Chen Fu:

Chen Fu, you are an idiot.

Chen Fu covered his face, collapsed on the ground, and finally cried bitterly.

Without Fu Liangjing, he really has nothing.

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