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The candles on the table were burnt out, and new round wax was placed in the glass, which smelled faintly of vanilla after being lit.The served dishes and hot pot have been cleaned up, and the freshly brewed tea has been added to the tea bowl, and the taste has not been affected by the alternation of old and new tea.

Liu Qingyuan went to the bathroom, Yan Ruyu was still sitting beside Lin Qingyue, not cuddling too much, and always kept a respectful distance. "Qingyue, where is the girl you often bring?" She asked, obviously she had an answer in her heart, but she still asked.

"We broke up." Lin Qingyue sighed slightly, and leaned her head on Yan Ruyu's shoulder: "Senior sister, sometimes I'm really tired, and I can only move forward if I want to rest. Although I still can't understand why you quit the entertainment industry in the first place, But now you're comfortable and doing well."

"It's not that you can't understand, but that you are still unwilling to believe it." Yan Ruyu looked sideways, and lowered her head cautiously taking advantage of the close distance between the two.However, just when her lips were about to touch the top of Lin Qingyue's hair, Liu Qingyuan came back. "Qingyuan, come and have a cup of tea." She casually greeted Liu Qingyuan to sit down, her eyes still full of poetic beauty.

"It's time to go back after staying for a while." Lin Qingyue straightened up, drank the tea in the bowl, and quenched his thirst.

The same tea, drunk by different people, has thousands of flavors.

Lin Qingyue used it to quench his thirst, Liu Qingyuan knew how to savor it, and Yan Ruyu.The tea in the bowl didn't move, she looked at Liu Qingyuan kindly, and said: "Qingyuan, you can't be as heartless as Qingyue, and don't come here for a long time. Come here when you have nothing to do, and I will make tea for you. Don't worry , it’s free!” She blinked her eyes, and took out two pens that looked quite expensive from the box in the cabinet: “A friend came over to give them to me a few days ago, and I’m just worried that I have no place to give them away! Here, each of you has one pen. " She gave Lin Qingyue one of the pens with a unique pattern, half joking and half serious: "Sister gave it to you, don't give it to others! It's rare to give you such a precious thing, my heart hurts !"

"I asked you to give me a gift when we first met, and I really don't know how to thank you." Liu Qingyuan lowered her head, holding a pen in both hands and studying carefully.She likes this pen very much, and also likes Yan Ruyu.Such an intellectual woman with a perpetual smile on her lips is always close to people, and people can't refuse any of her requests.

After all, Lin Qingyue and Liu Qingyuan are different.

Although he accepted the pen, he didn't take Yan Ruyu's words seriously. "Your place is too expensive, I'm afraid you will be poor if you come here a few more times." She made a joke that was not very funny, and always avoided meeting each other's eyes.Perhaps, there are some things that everyone has always understood, and they don't make it clear, because they don't want to erase the original relationship and make it embarrassing from now on.

"It's all discounted for you!" Yan Ruyu took Lin Qingyue's arm, and leaned on her body nostalgic, but didn't hold back much. "It's late, go back early, and drive carefully on the road. Remember to eat mung bean cakes, come here when you run out, I'll make them for you."

"Okay." She didn't stay, and Lin Qingyue also didn't intend to be polite.

Like a scene in a movie, when Lin Qingyue walked to the door, he finally turned his head and met Yan Ruyu's smiling eyes. "Senior Sister, you should find a helper, otherwise it will be too much for one person."

"She doesn't understand what she wants, so just wait." As if she didn't want to give Lin Qingyue a chance to speak again, Yan Ruyu said again: "Don't worry about me, I think this is very good. At least, the life of silently missing someone is Substantial. A lifetime is so long, and it’s just a few moments of looking at other people and looking back. What do you say, Qingyue.”

"I'm sorry." Lin Qingyue couldn't respond.

I'm sorry I've heard it too many times, Yan Ruyu shook her head with a smile, and gently pushed them out of the door. "Qingyue, remember to come here often." She stood at the door, holding on to the old wooden door: "Qingyuan too, I will pay attention to the TV. I hope that one day, you can succeed."

"Thank you." Liu Qingyuan smiled back, politely.

On the way back, some sad songs were playing in the car.The two people didn't seem to communicate much, one was concentrating on driving, and the other was looking out the window in a daze.

Finally, when she was about to go downstairs to the apartment, Liu Qingyuan came back to her senses, holding the pen that Yan Ruyu gave her in her hand. "Senior Sister Ruyu is a good person," she said.

The car stopped in the parking lot under the apartment building.Lin Qingyue didn't answer, nor did he say anything.

Lin Qingyue put the pen in an exquisite wooden box, and when she opened it, Liu Qingyuan saw that there was a pretty jade pendant inside.They are well stored, like they are rarely opened, sleeping in wooden boxes.

"You can eat mung bean cake when you're okay." When Liu Qingyuan asked, Lin Qingyue blocked her mouth first.Until both of them washed up, turned off the lights and lay on the big comfortable bed, the topic of Yan Ruyu and the wooden box was not brought up.

Perhaps some topics are more taboo than breaking up.

It's not that Liu Qingyuan doesn't know how to read words and expressions.Although she didn't understand why Lin Qingyue suddenly lost his words, she knew that she shouldn't be bothered.The darkness of the room covered the expressions on each other's faces, and without the light, all the sincerity faded away.

There is no moonlight tonight, the two of them are breathing evenly, but neither is sleepy.

Lin Qingyue turned his back to Liu Qingyuan, his eyes sparkled.

She is nostalgic for the past, the past that she has rarely touched so far.

Before she became an agent, she was an ordinary college student who witnessed her senior sisters create brilliance again and again in the entertainment industry.Yan Ruyu, she is such a nearly perfect goddess.That's right, in the era when "Goddess" was not popular at that time, she achieved this extraordinary term at first.

Her perfection is impeccable, not only her acting skills are excellent, but also her answers to reporters' difficulties are impeccable.She has no scandals, and she doesn't need the company to deliberately arrange news for her.Because she herself, even if she just went out to shop, could become the headlines of reporters desperately vying for reports.She was exaggeratedly red, and her brilliance made all the artists at that time daunting.

However, in that era that belonged to Yan Ruyu, she did something that surprised everyone: she left the entertainment industry, completely quit the entertainment industry, and quit the music scene.It was also at that time that Lin Qingyue stepped into Shenghuang for the first time and became a trainee manager.Yan Ruyu's disappearance seems to have happened overnight, and since then, there has been no report about her figure.She seems to be just a lonely shadow in everyone's dream, in the beautiful outline, there is an untouchable blur.

When becoming a real manager, Lin Qingyue asked Yan Ruyu the questions that everyone wanted to ask.At that time, Yan Ruyu still brought a bowl of tea and a small portion of mung bean cake with a comfortable smile.She said: "I just want to stand where you can reach me, that's all. Besides, isn't it good now?" She watched Lin Qingyue finish drinking the tea, got up to pick up the tea bowl, and left a sentence The other party's deep words: "Do you know? There is a sentence that I like very much. The tea is gone, I will refill it for you..."

The tea is gone, I'll refill it for you...

Looking back now, Lin Qingyue is still full of emotion.Perhaps, she has always been aware of Yan Ruyu's feelings for her, but she also understands that she may not be able to respond in this lifetime.Even if the original goddess took off her halo, she has always been an idol that no one can replace.Lin Qingyue has never forgotten the reason why she wanted to become the actress herself: for Su Mengyan; for one day she can become the manager of her senior sister; and for... some anger that she doesn't want to mention so far.

Everyone has her inferiority complex, but for Lin Qingyue, her inferiority complex comes from Yan Ruyu.It was precisely because of this that Lin Qingyue never really faced Yan Ruyu's gaze, she was afraid that there would be deep affection in Yan Ruyu's gaze that she could not respond to.

If Yan Ruyu wasn't so perfect, how good would it be?

If, going back in time, she wasn't Yan Ruyu's junior sister, how good would it be?

If she and her had a chance to enter the entertainment industry together, would it be... everything would be different?

Unfortunately, there is no turning back the road we have traveled.The more Lin Qing achieves herself as a manager, the more she distances herself from the innocence of the past.After leaving the campus, she has been slowly swallowed by this society, proud of her inferiority complex, and glorious in embarrassment.