Dr. Xu teaches you how to plant poplar

There was a burst of applause all around, the lights gradually dimmed, and the spotlights on the stage came on.

Following a burst of exclamation, a tall boy walked up to the microphone, he held the microphone upright, and looked around the audience with a cute smile, which made everyone laugh.

The atmosphere was mobilized, and the boy's deep and pleasant voice came out: "Teachers, classmates, and parents present, hello everyone, I am the 20xx graduate representative of No. [-] Middle School, Wei Yang."

Who in the third year of No. [-] Middle School had never heard of this name, the audience applauded thunderously, and everyone looked at the boy on the stage expectantly, saying that he was a representative of the graduates, and it would be better to say he was a representative of outstanding graduates.

Before everyone was studying hard, they had already received the admission letter from the university, and the whole row of uninterrupted competition award-winning books on the school bulletin board has become a legend. .

The proud son of heaven is nothing like this.

No matter how many years later, he is still so shining, you need to look up at him who is shining brightly.

Wei Yang was so proficient in speeches that he put down his speech and started to enter the unscripted mode, watching everyone read the usual graduation drafts with a smile.

The boring content was read by him in a very interesting manner, and his confident and calm demeanor also attracted everyone's attention to him.

Some people are so eye-catching, they are born to live in perfection, Xu Jiayi looked at the people on the stage.

Carefully watch every inch of his expression, every movement, as if wanting to engrave his portrait deeply in the bottom of my heart.

It was very face-saving for everyone, and the boring speech was not long. The principals and teachers took turns to go up and go through the cutscenes, and then it was time for free group photos.

Following Qu Caiwei's instructions, all Class [-] gathered at a place with an excellent camera angle. Everyone surrounded Lao Luo and began to put on various grimaces, which set off the serious smiling face of Lao Luo in the middle, which was quite kind.

There were also a bunch of students who dared to ask the dean, Mr. Sun, to take a group photo.

Soon Tang Ruikai's SLR memory card was filled with photos, and when he saw Xu Jiayi alone, he put it on his shoulders, leaning their heads together to take a picture, and the moment he pressed the shutter, someone suddenly called Xu Jiayi, One of the people in the photo happened to turn his head away.

But only one side face was too good-looking. Tang Ruikai was greatly shocked when he saw it. When he raised his head, he realized that the person who came was actually Wei Yang.

Immediately went over to take a photo with him, Wei Yang smiled and said: "Hey, wait a minute, you need to collect money for taking photos with me, please make an appointment with my agent, thank you, I have something to say with Jiayi, wait See you, see you."

As he said that, he passed the other party, and logically pulled Xu Jiayi away.

Tang Ruikai curled his lips, decided to ignore them, and went to find other good-looking girls to take photos with. Only when he appeared in the photo with a good-looking girl would he not be heartbroken because of his looks!

Being pulled into a corner by the other party, before Xu Jiayi could react, a new bouquet of flowers was stuffed into his arms. Wei Yang smiled like a cat that stole the fish: "Happy graduation, the flowers I prepared for you, I like them." ?"

Xu Jiayi choked for a moment, and involuntarily glanced at the other bouquet of flowers placed on her seat, and said for a long time, "Thank you."

There was an itch on his forehead, and there were so many people present, Wei Yang couldn't help it anymore, he stretched out his hand to part his forehead hair, revealing those beautiful eyes, and murmured with a little grievance: "Xu Jiayi, you It’s really love-hate.”

"What?" Xu Jiayi didn't understand his sudden words and looked straight at him.

"No." Wei Yang helped him brush his forehead hair, looking more pleasing to the eye, and said with a smile, "Why didn't you reply to my message yesterday? I still want to come to school with you today, but I didn't have time to tell you what day it is I'm going to give a speech, and have you figured out where to go during the summer vacation...."

He kept rambling on, as if he was going to finish what he had said for the past few days. Xu Jiayi listened quietly with lowered eyes, without interrupting him. She pinched the bouquet in her hand with her fingers, feeling like she was hugging a heavy heart , fresh, beating.

In the end, Wei Yang paused a little embarrassedly, and whispered: "I thought you were suddenly angry, and you will never talk to me again..."

The voice was very low, but Xu Jiayi heard it, and even his heart seemed to be deeply twisted by a hand, and countless flesh and blood came out of the twisting, with blood dripping down.

What a proud boy, but he could only whisper about his grievances.

But the fact is that he is the one who caused all this. Xu Jiayi looked up at him and said, "Did you say you wanted to take pictures with me every time you graduate?"

Just casually said something, Wei Yang didn't expect the other party to remember it, and immediately smiled happily: "Okay, let's take pictures with my mobile phone."

Xu Jiayi didn't speak, but watched him excitedly take out his phone and switch it to selfie mode, stretched out his hand and pulled him to take a step forward consciously.

The two boys leaned their heads together and smiled happily towards the camera. The photo was frozen at this scene, and Wei Yang's happiness seemed to overflow that photo.

After the photo was taken, it was immediately passed on to the other party. Looking at the photo sent by the other party, Xu Jiayi suddenly felt a little dazed.

Seeing that he seemed a little unhappy, Wei Yang lowered his head and hooked his fingers and shook: "What's wrong with you, are you not in a good mood today? Why do you seem to have lost a lot of weight?"

In the many continuous dark nights, sleepless nights, and countless morning days when the sky is white, thinking about countless problems and solutions, can you not lose weight?

"Wei Yang." Xu Jiayi raised his head. He seldom called his name in such a serious manner. There were complex emotions in his eyes: "You may have many graduation ceremonies in the future, and you may have many colleges and photos. Maybe I I can't keep memories with you every time..."

As if he didn't like what the other party said, Wei Yang interrupted him with a sullen face: "Jiayi, today should be a very happy day, and it's not suitable for discussing such topics. Don't think too much about it. I can also accompany you in the future. Graduation photo, accompany you to go far, far..."

How can a boy who has just grown up really predict the so-called future?

Life is so long, there will be so many changes, every small change may change the trajectory of life, and separate two people who firmly believe.

The jungle outside is so big and deep, and there are so many wild beasts everywhere. I can face all difficulties and pains, but I am afraid that you will have the slightest injury and unhappiness.

Staring at this young man who looked like the true love in his heart, the pride on his brow bone could not be removed by wind and snow, Xu Jiayi said softly: "Wei Yang, maybe I haven't told you before, but at this moment I can tell you clearly You, I like you very much too, so much that I don't want to see you a little bit unhappy..."

It is precisely because I like it so much that my heart hurts and I panic.

After a pause, as if calming himself down, Xu Jiayi closed his eyes for a moment, and when he opened them again, there was already chaos inside, revealing him who was really struggling: "So I also thought about what it would be like to live without you in the future. It's probably because I cherish you too much, so it's hard to imagine..."

Wei Yang in front of him has been listening quietly, with his eyes downcast and silent. This is hardly like the usual him.

Silence sees each other, surrounded by people coming and going, only them, the silence is dead silent, the atmosphere is so stagnant that it chokes people's throats.

After thinking about it all day and all night, exploring countless clues, all I can recall are the days of getting along with each other, the carefree and happy days, confusing people's eyes, people's body and mind, and unable to extricate themselves.

Sometimes, it takes more courage and more cruelty to give up than to persist.

After a long time, Wei Yang said with a hoarse voice: "So...is this your choice, Xu Jiayi?"

Choose Terminate, choose to cut off each other's channels.

The word "yes" was so simple, but it couldn't be said. Xu Jiayi couldn't answer, her fingertips trembling.

"Then what if I say—" Wei Yang took a step forward, grabbed the opponent, and said word by word: "Xu Jiayi, I promise you will regret this decision?"

The two pairs of eyes met directly, without the imaginary hatred, only the overflowing emotions formed a vortex inside, attracting each other's hearts to sink.

Yeah, sorry?You must regret it, right?

Taking a step back to open the distance, Xu Jiayi said softly: "Wei Yang, let me regret it alone, you can't regret it... My mother's car has already parked at the school gate, I will go back to find her first."

Probably because the other party was too resolute, and even had a somewhat ruthless attitude that made it impossible to deal with. Wei Yang stood there without saying a word, and he couldn't see any clues on his face, but the fingers beside him were clenched tightly, like a reliever. Unhappy heart knot.

Only at this moment did he truly show his pride and reserve, no longer that gentle face.

Without the word goodbye, without saying much, Xu Jiayi held back her longing, suppressed all her emotions, and walked away.

One of them stayed where he was and stared at the three-point area at his feet, and the other walked out without looking back.

Screen turns yellow to dark brown

Freeze each face

Jokes gloat at each other

Lovers are affectionate

The sight passes between the still breeze

falls lightly on the side of your face

......

Wei Yang raised his head suddenly, and watched Xu Jiayi walk out of the auditorium, across the long school road, away from him step by step.

Xia Feng raised a little bit of hair on the young man's head to linger in the wind, and the petals in his arms swayed with his steps.

Wei Yang realized for the first time that he liked this clean boy so much, no matter how ruthless and decisive his attitude was at the moment.

A piece of my heart collapsed, and I looked in through the gap, only to see the wind whistling for a person inside.

The fingertips loosened and closed again, how much I wanted to catch up and tell him, Xu Jiayi, you still have time to turn around, but the pride in my heart clamored, dragging his footsteps and not letting him go forward.

Between one thought, the difference between one thought.

The opportunity was fleeting, Xu Jiayi stretched out his hand and opened the car door.

Jiang Yan inside nodded to him, saw the flower bouquet in his arms and didn't say much, took the flower bouquet and signaled him to be careful when getting into the car.

After closing the car door, Xu Jiayi involuntarily glanced at the auditorium through the car window—his high walls and leaves covered him, and he could no longer see the smiling boy.

"Are we leaving?" Jiang Yan asked softly.

Walk?Where are you going?

Xu Jiayi replied in a reflexive way: "Well, let's go."

After getting a response, the car started and slowly drove away from the campus, leaving the memories behind.

The frail leaves were blown by the wind and fell fragile from the branches.

The scenery outside the car window kept receding and flying backwards, and the pictures pulled into a mess hovered in front of my eyes.

In the silent environment, the person in the passenger seat remained motionless.

Holding the steering wheel, Jiang Yan felt suspicious of her actions for the first time. Was she right or wrong in doing so?

It's a pity that no one came to tell this helpless mother, and the melancholy could only spread.

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Yan caught a glimpse of her son next to her from the corner of her eye, and Jiang Yan exclaimed, "Jia Yi, you..."

The young man who looked at the car window did not know when tears had already silently flowed down, but he did not know it, and his fingers tightly held the bouquet in his hand and refused to let go, as if he was holding some treasure.

Although the uncleaned thorns on the flower branches were already deep, deeply stuck into his fingers, blood overflowed.

How scary, this is just the beginning, he already regrets it so much that his heart hurts.

Tears fell into her mouth, Xu Jiayi held the bitterness in her mouth, but she didn't feel it.

No matter how much suffering, no matter how painful the hand is, how can it compare with the pain of the heart?

It was the pain of losing a loved one, a near-death disaster.

At the end of July, I finished my application form.

Xu Jiayi still ate meals as usual, and slept supernormally, and went to see grandma from time to time.

But I learned to turn off the mobile phone, and began to lock myself in the room all day long, just sitting on the ground and staring at the sky outside the window in a daze.

Even knowing the result, Jiang Yan couldn't bear to see him so distraught, so she booked a ticket to travel to Europe that night.

Three days later, at four o'clock in the morning, Xu Jiayi was pulled out of bed by her mother to catch the plane.

The moment the plane roared into the sky, Xu Jiayi, who was so sleepy that she didn't know her name, suddenly opened her eyes and sat up: "Miss Jiang, what day is it today?"

Jiang Yan was taken aback: "It seems to be July [-]th."

It's the twenties, and it's about to enter August. You have no chance, and you have no right to regret Xu Jiayi.

After everything was settled, he slowly fell back on the seat and closed his eyes again.

The new country seemed to be living in a new parallel world. After finishing the jet lag, Jiang Yan excitedly expressed that she would go to visit various scenic spots.

At this time, Xu Yelin was still working in China, and Xu Jiayi was the only one left who followed behind tirelessly throughout the whole process. At last Jiang Meili was finally tired from shopping, and the mother and son sat on the square to rest.

The sun is warm, and the fountain not far away splashes water vapor, and many tourists take pictures here.

Throwing away the bread crumbs in your hand will attract many pigeons to surround you.

Holding the coffee in her hand, Jiang Yan looked at Xu Jiayi, who was squatting aside to feed the pigeons. Even though her son was obviously a grown boy of nearly 1.8 meters, she couldn't help but straighten his slightly crooked peaked cap, and said casually: "Jia Yi Yi Yi, will you regret it, maybe one day you will also regret it and blame me..."

What do you regret?Do you regret what you have done right now?

Xu Jiayi paused for a moment with her finger, and said, "Mom."

It was rare to be called so seriously by her son, Jiang Yan supported his shoulder to express her all ears.

"I know if I don't regret it in the future, maybe I will regret it very much, so regretful that I hate myself." Xu Jiayi looked up at Jiang Yan: "But, if I continue to make you sad, I will regret it even more at this moment, thank you Jiang Meimei ...I have been wronged myself and I am not willing to hurt Wei Yang and me."

Even if I knew it long ago, I never accused them in a hurry, and even held it in my heart for a whole semester in order not to affect the child's exam.

How terrified and disturbed she must have been for so long a girlish being with a secret in her heart.

Even after knowing the facts, the first concern is whether the two children will be hurt by gossip.

Jiang Yan was stunned, with bursts of soreness in her heart, she held back her tears and smiled, "Thank you very much, too, for loving me so much, I would rather be sad than let me be sad."

"It doesn't count." Xu Jiayi shook his head. During this period of time, he had avoided mentioning Wei Yang in front of Jiang Yan, but at this time he was the first to say: "Wei Yang should be the most outstanding person who has everything he needs. He It will go far and high in the future.”

He will be the most blessed star, he should always shine, even if people hate him, he shouldn't be underestimated.

Squinting her eyes and looking into the distance, as if thinking of an exceptionally dazzling young man, Xu Jiayi couldn't help but smile.

Turning to Jiang Yan to meet the other party's gaze: "I know what kind of mood you are, if the pain can be borne by yourself, you will not let me and Wei Yang bear it." Pause: "Me too, if the pain can be borne by me I don’t want you to bear it, you are all my favorite people.”

It was enough to have such a dazzling person accompany me for a while when I was young.

And such a light and happy fairy, who would be willing to let her cry out of panic?

Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, Jiang Yan smiled and said with tears: "Actually, mother didn't want you to grow up so early, and wanted you to follow your own heart, but you seem to grow up faster than mother imagined. "

Xu Jiayi looked at her with a smile, and shook her hand back. If you can protect me from the wind and rain, so can I.

There are many things in life that are bound together by love and responsibility, and it is hard to tell which is more.

The sun fell on each other, as if everyone was bathed in infinite love and tolerance.

After staying in Europe for almost half a month, the first thing Xu Jiayi did when he came home was jet lag. He lay on the bed and fell asleep all night. When he woke up, he was shocked to see Fang Yuman sitting at the end of the bed. He subconsciously pulled the quilt .

"What are you looking at?" Fang Yuman poked him viciously: "I have been in your room for more than ten years, and you are not a girl. What are you afraid of? Could it be that you are sleeping naked?"

"No, maybe you don't mind." Xu Jiayi rubbed her face and said in a little confusion, "But I really only wear underwear..."

After being silent for a while, Fang Yuman helped him pull up the quilt: "Then cover it up quickly, I don't want to be responsible to you, a boy like you with fairer skin than mine is really not my type, I still want to find my own quilt A spring."

What is it, Xu Jiayi looked at her speechlessly: "Why did you find me on my bed, why don't you avoid it first, and I will go out to find you after I get dressed?"

"No, I'm just here to pass on a message, and I'll leave later." Fang Yuman seemed to think of something, and said with some choking: "That... Wei Yang came to find me."

Subconsciously frowned, not sure if Fang Yuman knew something, Xu Jiayi chose to be cautious and didn't speak in a hurry, and motioned for Fang Yuman to continue.

"It's like this." Fang Yuman pulled the hair on his shoulders, a little confused: "Wei Yang said that he couldn't find you recently, and he didn't reply to his calls and messages. He asked me to help you send a message. He Said that he is waiting for you downstairs now, I hope you can give him a reply..."

Glancing at Xu Jiayi's face secretly, Fang Yuman continued: "He seems really anxious, why don't you go down and see him?"

Xu Jiayi paused: "You said he was downstairs?"

"Yeah." Fang Yuman nodded and stood up: "I've finished delivering the message, let's go first, remember to reply to others."

Seeing this guilty look, it's obvious that she took advantage of others to do things. I'm afraid Xu Jiayi will find out, but her panicked actions can't cover up anything at all, okay?

The door was closed, and the surroundings regained tranquility.

Xu Jiayi stood up from the bed, opened the curtains of the room and looked down - in the dark night, a familiar figure stood by the flowerbed, full of loneliness and waiting.

Unlocking the phone, there were a lot of missed calls and unread messages crowded inside, opened the address book and dialed, the beep sounded, Xu Jiayi saw the other party startled, and then picked up the phone.

The night was hazy, and the sound of breathing was transmitted between the microphones, and it was hard to tell whose breathing was more dignified.

No one spoke, just remained silent, as if the unexplainable moonlight was charming.

I don't know how long this long silence lasted, and the pain was delayed every inch.

Finally, Wei Yang only asked one question with a hoarse voice:

"Xu Jiayi, can I still see you in Beijing?"

Such a thin sentence came through the receiver, but with the strength of a thousand catties, it thumped heavily in the heart.

Looking down through the window sill, Xu Jiayi felt cold fingertips, and her own words became even colder: "I filled all the schools in the south."

"If... this is your choice." Wei Yang let out a mouthful of sore heartache, and continued calmly: "I respect you, we will not meet again in the future, Xu Jiayi."

Gentle silence is good medicine for healing, but untimely silence can only be a sharp knife to hurt.

The boy downstairs hung up the phone first, turned and left.

His breathing suddenly froze, and even if Night Breeze was gentle and reluctant this time, he would never keep him back.

Looking at the young man who left far away, bits and pieces of memories emerged like smoke and then dissipated like foam.

Like the legs of the little mermaid, a dream, all come to nothing.

Even if the person walked away, maybe he could no longer hear it, there was still a farewell sound in the room.

Say "Maybe you don't know, I put you on my heart".

And when you leave, it's like gouging out a piece of bloody, fresh flesh and blood in your heart.

Moreover, no new heart can grow again.

Some people think love is sex, it's marriage, it's six o'clock kisses, it's children, and maybe it is, Miss Lester.But you know what I think, I think love is wanting to touch and then take it away. —Jerome David Salinger

[End of high school chapter]

The author has something to say:

(1) It seems that the stars are not from last night, for whom the wind and dew will stand at midnight. ——Huang Jingren's "Qi Huai"

(2) The picture turns yellow to dark brown and each face is frozen. Frolickers gloat at each other. People in love are affectionate. The eyes pass through the still breeze and lightly fall on your face——KBShinya "10PM"