Shen Nian

○I began to shamelessly want others to forgive me, for being so lonely.

The original school is still the same. In my heart, I miss it very much.

The doorman still remembered me, and told me with a smile that it had been a long time. He was very happy that I would no longer skip classes or be late. I forgot to tell him, it was true, long time no see.

The classroom of Class 27 is extremely tense. Every time a pen is written, it seems to represent the future. In fact, it is true in many people's minds, 'knowledge changes destiny'.

I stood at the door of the class for a long time, the students were all studying hard, and the math teacher was walking around in the classroom, giving lectures to the students from time to time. Such a life suddenly made me very envious.I know this is a math class, because the math teacher is one of the very few teachers who let me relax and calm down, so I choose to come to her class to take a look, so that even if I stand outside the back door and peek, I won’t be too surprised. Awkward.My original position has been replaced by the owner. It’s the classmate who can’t stop talking. Sorry, I don’t know his name, but his ability to communicate with people and his personality make me very envious.

I came to see Jiang Yufei, there is no doubt about it, but I stood at the back door of Class 27 for a long time, and I was still there until the end of the math class, before I had time to "peek" at Jiang Yufei in the next class to confirm her How are you doing?I don't know when the math teacher found me.She stood in front of me with a big smile on her face, went in to have a chat with her classmates as soon as she said it, and dragged me into the classroom involuntarily, I was embarrassed.I prepared for the possibility of being discovered before I came, and I thought I wouldn't be embarrassed, but I'm sorry for my loneliness.

The students were obviously quite surprised by my arrival. I used to think that I had a low sense of existence in the class, but it was obvious that they didn't think so.

"Hello, I'm just here to come and see you." Standing on the podium under the gaze of the whole class, I said awkwardly.

"Where have you been, we are not used to it without you." The classmate who was in my original seat said.In the class, there was an echoing sound similar to "yes".

"Huh?" I was surprised for a moment, and then answered his question truthfully.Maybe there is nothing to say, I left the classroom shortly after the bell rang.But as soon as I got out of the classroom, I saw her, the girl who made me uneasy.She looked at me with a smile, without saying a word, and I couldn't help feeling flustered.

"You, what a coincidence!" I tried to greet her.

"Yo! Let me just say it's you. I saw you in class, and Xiaofei still doesn't believe me." She opened her mouth, and someone who appeared suddenly took the lead.I know that boy. He is Jiang Yufei's deskmate. She used to call him Datou with joy in her eyes.

"Ha, long time no see." I said, but kept looking at Jiang Yufei, I hoped she could say something, everything is fine, really.

But she didn't say anything, just looked at me with a smile.But the big head seemed to be full of ideas, and said with a smile, "What's the matter, I heard from Xiao Fei that you have changed schools, what is the purpose of coming here today, or come to see your classmates, or come to see Xiao Fei?"

"I" I was about to speak but found that I didn't organize the language well. I didn't even think about meeting her face to face. After thinking about it, I said: "The teacher asked me to do something, so I came." You see the same Lies deliberately favor multiple people, and they are reasonable.

"Are you done?" Jiang Yufei asked suddenly, the big head seemed to lose interest, she spread her hands and walked away resentfully.

"Ah!" To be honest, I had a hunch that I would be incoherent, but I didn't. I just stammered, "I'm done, and then I'll come to the class to see, are you okay?" We have lost our acquaintance It feels like every word is polite, no, it wasn't like this before, but I also know that I can't go back.

When I left school, I was in a daze and a little lost.

Taking a taxi home, I had a panoramic view of the scenery along the way, but my heart was empty.I asked the driver to drive slower, he was unwilling, so I gave him all the money in my pocket, I remember, it was 120 yuan, not much.The driver was very dissatisfied and was about to tell me something, and then I cried.

I didn't go to Li Yu's store anymore, it's past my usual time to go home, the door of the house is locked tightly, Li Yu should still be waiting for me in the store, I don't have the habit of bringing keys, so I'm in the stairs I sat and waited for her, feeling a little lonely.

I waited for a long time, and then Li Yu appeared, she looked at me for a long time, then bent down and hugged me.

You see, although you are lonely and courageous, fortunately someone will give you warmth.

The author has something to say:

I almost forgot to update it. What's more serious is that I didn't write a chapter today. If this continues, sooner or later my inventory will be gone. I am very happy.