Shen Nian

○How brave you are, how pitiful I am

Before I met Jiang Yufei, I was also happy. At that time, the family was still very harmonious.What changed and when did it change.The appearance of Jiang Yufei made me very happy, but how long did the happiness last, and then the pseudo-harmony of the family was dying.After a long time, I have not regretted admitting that fact at such a time. I always believe that everything is the best arrangement.

The school was on holiday on NO.20 of the twelfth lunar month, and I went back to that new home, where there were men.I'm not used to calling Chen Jiaqi's father, and they didn't force me.

On New Year's Eve, a lot of dumplings were made as usual. Chen Jiaqi praised Li Yu's cooking skills while eating, but I could tell that he was not happy.Chen An is not at home, I don't know when he returned to Shanghai, my intuition tells me that he is avoiding some things, some people.It's not just me, but also Chen Jiaqi, Li Yu, and even people we don't know who are familiar to him.

On the fourth day of the lunar new year, we chose to have dinner together, and we went to the Yangzhou hot pot restaurant we went to for the first time.When we arrived, Taozi was bragging about ordering food, but everyone could tell that it was Ji Yangchun next to him who really paid the bill.

I went there after picking up Jiang Yufei at the bus station. Jiang Yufei said that she bet that Taozi would dislike us for being slow, but when we entered the door and saw Taozi's appearance, Jiang Yufei automatically gave up and whispered: "Okay, I lost. We don't exist."

The difference is that there is no Wu Mo this time, and we all have a tacit understanding to keep silent about her.

"Who are you?" Jiang Yufei said teasingly.

"Sit down, he'll be ordering right away." Ji Yangchun greeted us with a smile.

"No way, let him order the dishes for four people alone. Did you forget this and just order what he likes?" I took a menu from the waiter and put it on Jiang Yufei while talking before.

Ji Yangchun gave me a contemptuous look, and then I called Tao Zi, and rolled my eyes fiercely.Ji Yangchun smiled treacherously.

"Are you planning to do this? Pretend to be confused." Halfway through the meal, I was putting sausages in Jiang Yufei's bowl, when Ji Yangchun suddenly said this. He had actually been watching us for a long time.

"What about you?" I went back, and Jiang Yufei and Taozi also stopped.

"We're fine and understand."

"Show us." I tried to shift his focus.

Then Ji Yangchun turned his head and kissed Tao Zi, which really scared me. Although in college, seeing real people kissing is a very frequent thing, but it’s so close, it’s still two men, I still can’t digest it. .Jiang Yufei hid her head behind me, "Spicy eyes."

Taozi finally reacted and pushed Jiyangchun away, blushing like a tomato.

"Actually, I don't want to prove anything. I just want to remind you that there is no good in procrastinating. Have you never thought about her?" Ji Yangchun said seriously, "Actually, after knowing what happened to you, I doubt it, I can't understand it. When I saw my good friend shed tears for a girl because I like it, I feel that my three views are going to be ruined, but maybe it's not you, I won't be like this with Tao Zi , thank you and I want to remind you."

Jiang Yufei just looked at me like that, but I didn't have the courage to look at her, even Ji Yangchun and Taozi.

When I got home, Li Yu and Chen's family were in the living room. Li Yu saw me, got up and brought me the wine soup, saying that it had been prepared a long time ago.

"I'm not drunk." I said looking at the soup in front of me.

"I heard it, you should drink some, so as not to feel uncomfortable after a while." Li Yu said.

"I don't want to drink, I didn't drink."

"When you're ready, drink some. The last time Xiao'an brought you home, I didn't know you were drinking until you were drunk, so I asked your mother to prepare it." Chen Jiaqi said gently.

I drank the soup and went back to the bedroom. Chen An called me a few times, but I turned off the mute and didn't answer.In fact, many times, Chen An would make me feel at ease, and even a few words from him would make me feel enlightened, but I didn't call him back, this time I thought I wanted to, and then continued to pretend like nothing happened or changed The current state of life, change a certain relationship.

I am confused, confused.It feels like something is stuck in my throat, I can't cough it out, I can't swallow it.Tears fell down, Li Yu came in, looked at me and said: "Why are you unhappy?"

"Why do you always see me in such a mess?" I also looked at it, tears streaming down like that.

"Because I'm you."

"Then you know I'm happy now?"

She came and hugged me, and I hugged her back.

"Mom, I feel uncomfortable, what should I do to be good for you?"