Shen Nian

○Happy Chinese New Year

When the Chinese New Year was approaching, I really started to get busy. Li Yu simply closed the store and concentrated on buying new year's goods. In order to cooperate with her, it was rare for me not to spend all day in books.

The streets are full of beautiful things, Li Yu is obviously very happy, we haven't been out together for a long time.We first bought some things for the house, and she said while choosing, we will have a good time this year.Then they picked out some gifts for visiting relatives. Li Yu is a very careful person, and it seems that there is nothing she doesn't know about the favorites of every household.I like to see her like this, it makes me forget that she was ever so pitiful.

We walked around the street for three days and did not buy all the things she thought she needed. In fact, all women have the potential to be a bit of a shopaholic.I remember it was the same before, every year before the New Year, I could hear Luo Yijie's complaints almost every day, and then there were various arguments.Finally it's me now, but I'm not complaining, I just watch her put the wallpaper in the shopping cart, and then look for other things as if nothing happened.Li Yu is really obsessed with wallpapers. He buys them every year, but he has never used them. If he wants to decorate his home, he will buy them again.After she and Luo Yijie divorced, she took me to move out. She didn't bring the things she bought by herself before at home, but she brought wallpaper, two whole bundles, and each bundle required two people to carry it.

I remember Luo Yijie's wry smile at that time, I knew there was a story in it, but if she didn't tell it, I wouldn't ask.

New Year's Eve finally came, and after I called Jiang Yufei and the others to say Happy New Year, I continued to help Li Yu make dumplings.We started preparing it in the morning. When I saw a plate of dumplings being put in the refrigerator again, I finally couldn't help but ask her why she packed so many dumplings.

"You haven't made dumplings before, how can you know a lot, actually not much."

"Mom, there are only two of us, two dishes are enough, don't we need to cook some dishes?"

"Oh! Look at my memory, your Uncle Chen is coming, he is the only one in his house, so I let him come over."

"Oh, that's too much" I didn't say any more, because in my memory, Luo Yijie would eat a lot of dumplings during Chinese New Year, one bite at a time, which was very joyful.

I'm not really sad, I just suddenly remembered that there were still three people in the family during Chinese New Year last year, why did it suddenly become two people?Li Yu may feel that the atmosphere is not right, and he opened his mouth to say something, but he still got it.I know she feels bad. After so long, she may no longer love him, but some people have already existed in the habit, and they can't quit no matter how hard they are.

I went back to the living room and turned on the TV, only to find that the Spring Festival Gala had already started, and the lively sound of the gala rescued the nostalgia in the room.The phone rang suddenly, I turned down the TV and got up to answer it, but Luo Yijie's voice came over, my God, it's really testing me, isn't it?God knows how much I miss that home with him and New Years Eve with him right now.

"Caocao, is that you? Have you eaten? Are you eating dumplings? Are the dumplings made by your mother still in the shape of gold ingots? Your mother doesn't like rolling small dough, saying that it takes time. What a fool, how are you doing?" Okay? Are you still used to it this year? Your mother didn’t cry, did she? I dreamed about your mother last night. She cried so hard that her whole face was disfigured. Hasty, I want to say happy new year to you, hasty you say Sentence, Dad"

Then I hung up the phone, I didn't want to know what he wanted to say after the word 'Dad', I was afraid that if I listened to it, the suppressed crying would be amplified, I was afraid that Li Yu would come out and ask me if I was Luo Yijie, I was afraid

What am I afraid of, I suddenly don't know.

I hate Luo Yijie, I even hate him, I should have hung up the phone when I heard it was him.I miss him?How is it possible, thinking of him, I will never forgive myself.

When Chen Jiaqi came, Li Yu had already prepared the dishes and was waiting for him to order dumplings.

Chen Jiaqi looked at the Jin Yuanbao-shaped dumplings and smiled, then, like Luo Yijie, he ate a lot with one bite.After eating, we went to the square closest to the community to set off fireworks. In Luo Yijie's trunk, there were so many fireworks that it was scary. In line with the principle of resolutely not wasting, we insisted on staying until the square was less crowded before returning home.

Chen Jiaqi sent us to the gate of the community and then went back. When we arrived at my floor, we were surprised to find that the door of my house was open and there was a large amount of blood on the door frame.