Insincere

Because of his rationality, Liang Rui would never be easily carried away by emotions.In his opinion, irrational decisions made due to momentary mood swings are extremely stupid behaviors.He can have everything today, never relying on impulsiveness.

He told himself that impulsive feelings are only temporary, and things that can be grasped in his hands are long-lasting.

He could neither refute Jiang's father's accusation against him, nor could he really be desperate against his conscience, so he made what he thought was the right decision.It's just that deep in his heart, there always seems to be a demon screaming unwillingly, making him want to have a stupid impulse.

The devil is constantly mocking him, the so-called repayment is all lies, the so-called guilt is all lies, the so-called compromise is all lies, the real him is despicable and small in heart, the reason why he dare not ignore everything, The only thing I'm afraid of is worrying about myself -- wishful thinking.

This is a crush that ended before it even started.

Liang Rui woke up countless times in the night, thinking that if his young man could love him as much as he does, would he be desperate?

Liang Rui didn't dare to think any more.

He put all his energy into his work and avoided meeting the boy as much as possible.Perhaps his behavior satisfied Jiang's father, so he repeatedly entrusted him with important tasks. In the eyes of others, it seemed that he was getting more and more Jiang's father's favor and his position was becoming more and more stable.

It's just that Liang Rui now finds that he doesn't know how to enjoy all of this anymore.

This is not what he wants, what he wants is not those duplicity compliments, not those hypocritical flattery, all he wants is a smile from a teenager.

Whenever he thinks like this, he feels that he is really a hypocritical double standardist.Aren't you just a hypocritical pleaser?He who even loathes himself, but expects his young man to accept him like this.

Later, the boy gradually stopped looking for him, and gradually stopped appearing in front of him.

Liang Rui felt very sad again, but he couldn't bear to blame the young man for his forgetfulness, because he didn't even have the courage to express his feelings from the beginning to the end.How can you ask others to understand him?That is the difficulty of the strong.

Although they have the status of brothers, the two gradually become strangers in the end.

More and more people saw this situation, and as his position stabilized, people who stood in line gradually appeared.A voice gradually appeared around him, those people presumptuously speculated on his intentions, and advised him on how to suppress his younger brother and seek more benefits for himself.Those people don't mind using the most ruthless means to crush their competitors.

Liang Rui just listened without saying anything, but in the blink of an eye, he used more ruthless means to suppress those who harbored evil intentions.

He doesn't need this kind of voice around him.

It doesn't matter even if he is not understood, even if he is ridiculed, he only does what he should do, as long as the boy needs it, so what's the point of handing over all this at any time.He doesn't care at all.

In this life, there must be something worth cherishing, otherwise, wouldn't it be too sad to live.

With the growth of Jiang's group, the boy went to university.The intersection between the two is even less.

Even if they met at home during the holidays, they basically couldn't speak.

If there hadn't been that accident, Liang Rui thought that maybe after a few years, he would leave that home freely and keep this love in his heart as a beautiful memory.

But there is no if in this world.

That day when Liang Rui came back from negotiating with a competitor and was blocked at home by a boy, he realized for the first time that his boy had grown up and changed a lot.

The boy has turned into a young man, and the thick black pupils looking at him are full of complex emotions such as hatred, contempt, etc. Love and hate are mixed and precipitated in the eyes, gradually sweeping into an irresistible storm.

The young man pushed Liang Rui against the wall with the utmost malice, and humiliated Liang Rui with merciless words.

Liang Rui was stunned for a while, and then realized that he probably lost the bet.But this is normal, after all, he was dishonest first, so there is nothing to say about being treated like this.

It's just that there was always a faint hope before, but now it's finally a reality.

Liang Rui didn't mind being scolded, as long as it made the other party vent.

But the youth probably felt that verbal humiliation was not enough.

It wasn't until Liang Rui was overwhelmed that he was really surprised.

Until now... Liang Rui still has a choice.He can choose to try his best to break free, choose to beg for mercy or persuade, as long as he is willing, there is always a way to change the situation in front of him.

But when he looked into the young man's eyes and looked at the face he was so fond of—

Some indescribable luxury prevailed.

The resistance and struggle turned into a ridiculous and bumbling performance, and finally it was irreversible.

This was a merciless rape, two people without any experience, one only knew how to go on a rampage, the other only knew how to accept passively, the result was tragic.

It wasn't until that moment that Liang Rui realized that the so-called rationality and sobriety were not worth mentioning in front of the one he loved, and only then did he realize how far he could go for this relationship.

That is to abandon all dignity and humble oneself to the dust.

At that time, he didn't know that his choice would ruin everything completely.Because the unfair plunder at the beginning will not bring equal feelings, and self-sacrifice will not bring hope to oneself... The only physical contact will not warm the gradually cold heart.

At that time, he was like a serious patient who drank poison to quench his thirst, indulged his bottom line little by little, and sank himself into a bottomless abyss.

Until the facts dealt him the final fatal blow.

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When Liang Rui woke up in the morning, he felt a dull pain in his forehead because of the hangover.

He looked around, this was not his home.He couldn't remember what happened after he passed out last night at all, maybe Han Ping found him a place to rest.But why not go to the hotel?It looks like you are in someone else's house.

Liang Rui put on his slippers and walked out, but the scene in front of him made him froze involuntarily.

He was standing at the door of the bedroom on the second floor. The first floor was a familiar hall. He would never forget the appearance of this hall.It was here that the nightmare that had disappeared for many years came back, easily destroying everything he managed so hard like a flood.

This is Jiang Ming's house in Pingcheng.

Han Ping didn't send him back, but let Jiang Ming take him away.

Liang Rui's expression changed for a moment, and then he regained his composure.Taking advantage of Jiang Ming's absence, I should go home as soon as possible... Thinking of this, Liang Rui quickly returned to the room to change clothes, but after looking at it for a long time, he realized that his clothes had been thrown somewhere. Luckily, his wallet and keys were gone. all there.

Liang Rui opened the closet and looked through it. This was obviously a guest room, and there was nothing in the closet.

After hesitating for a moment, Liang Rui gritted his teeth, grabbed his wallet and keys and went out in his pajamas.But before he could go downstairs, he heard the sound of the door opening.Liang Rui thought about it quickly, then quickly put the things back in place, and lay down again.

Sure enough, as footsteps approached, the door was pushed open.

Liang Rui pretended to have just woken up, and saw Jiang Ming walk up to him and sit down by his bed.Jiang Ming's expression was very calm, and he looked at Liang Rui for a while, "What's the result of your consideration?"

Liang Rui didn't expect Jiang Ming to ask this question as soon as he came, but he didn't hesitate for long, "My answer won't change."

He is unwilling to repeat the same mistakes, not only for himself, now he can no longer do everything to love a fruitless person, he must plan more for himself and his children.Remembering that Liang Yuan has been with Liu Sirong these days, and he hasn't seen the child for nearly a week, Liang Rui is even more eager to end all this.

Jiang Ming didn't seem surprised. He touched Liang Rui's face and smiled, "You're cuter when you're drunk."

Liang Rui looked at Jiang Ming vigilantly, but he didn't continue to speak and threaten him.

Jiang Ming glanced at Liang Rui with a half-smile, got up, went out and brought in a bag, "Put on your clothes." So he went out to buy clothes?

Liang Rui changed into his clothes and found that they fit quite well. The brand he used to wear was a very expensive one. He hadn't worn it since Liang Rui left. Jiang Ming didn't expect Jiang Ming to remember it.

When Liang Rui went out, he saw Jiang Ming sitting on the sofa drinking coffee.

He saw that Liang Rui's expression didn't change when he came down, he just glanced at him, then continued to drink coffee and read the newspaper.

Liang Rui didn't know what Jiang Ming's plan was for a while, but seeing that he didn't want to pay attention to him, could it be that he finally figured it out?

He paused, and said hesitantly, "Then... I'll go first."

Jiang Ming didn't look at him, but nodded casually, as if he didn't care at all.

Liang Rui left Jiang Ming in a hurry, and felt a little unreal until he was almost home.

Jiang Ming actually let him go so easily. Even though the eerie threatening words were still echoing in his ears two days ago, it suddenly became mild and drizzle today?

But...what if I really figured it out?After all, he was different from before, and wasting time on him was a loss-making business for Jiang Ming. The investment was not proportional to the gain. He should figure it out after a few days of calm down.And with his current status, it is impossible for him to stay in this small city forever.Thinking of this, Liang Rui forcibly suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, and thought about things for the better.

The day passed like this, until Liang Rui received a call from Liu Sirong at night.

There was a hint of crying in Liu Sirong's voice, as if there was nothing he could do, "Brother Rui, when I went to pick up Xiao Yuan today, I found that he had already been picked up. But who picked him up? What should I do? I'm sorry, It's because I didn't take good care of the child, but I really don't know what to do...I'm sorry..."

Liang Rui squeezed the phone very hard. He tried his best not to let himself lose the ability to think due to nervousness and fear. He asked, "Have you asked Xiaoyuan's teacher if you are picked up early if you haven't finished school yet? The teacher must know."

Liu Sirong cried: "I asked, and the teacher said it was a Mr. Jiang, but I don't know this person at all... Let's call the police, there should be still time!"

Liang Rui's head roared, and he could hardly stand up.But his voice was calmer than ever, and he heard himself say: "I know who it is, it's a friend of mine, don't worry, go back first, and wait for my news."

"Really?" Liu Sirong couldn't believe it.

"Really, I will look for him." Liang Rui said slowly, and then hung up the phone.

His hand holding the phone rattled, his expression almost contorted with anger.

Really unexpected, really unexpected.

You actually did this.