Insincere
Chapter 049
The smile on Liang Rui's face disappeared, and he quickly looked away, walking past him as if he hadn't seen Jiang Ming.
Liang Xiaoyuan also saw Jiang Ming, showing a helpless expression, stuck out his tongue and followed Liang Rui.
Jiang Ming's gaze followed Liang Rui's back, and he wanted to move forward, but he couldn't move.After knowing everything, what qualifications does he have to pursue Liang Rui?
But... just watching Liang Rui disappear from his life like this...
It was like taking his life away with him.
These days, he has not appeared in front of Liang Rui, he knew that Liang Rui would not want to see him.But Liang Rui is leaving today, if he doesn't come again, I'm afraid we won't even be able to see him for the last time.
Just thinking about it made him want to die in pain.
So here he is today.
In the end, it was just repeating the cruel facts. Liang Rui looked at him in a way that was worse than that of a stranger.
He finally confirmed it...
He originally thought that he could redeem everything, but in fact he couldn't. In the end, he could only watch Liang Rui leave in front of him with his own eyes, and he didn't even have the qualifications to ask him to stay.
There is probably nothing more cruel than this.
That figure was getting further and further away, and it was about to disappear from his sight.
Jiang Ming suddenly stepped up and chased after him. He grabbed Liang Rui's wrist with deep pleading in his dark eyes. After a few seconds, he slowly said, "Can we...can we talk?"
Liang Rui's eyes fell on Jiang Ming's hand that was holding him, his expression was very cold, and he was about to shake it off when he saw Liang Xiaoyuan tug on his sleeve, and said weakly, "Dad, let's talk, we Go ahead and wait for you, okay?" He carefully looked at Liang Rui with his big dark eyes, although he didn't say anything, he clearly expressed his hope that they would talk.
This child... The expression in Liang Rui's eyes was shaken for a moment. After a long time, he nodded, "Okay."
When Liang Xiaoyuan walked away in a hurry, Liang Rui looked at Jiang Ming and said lightly, "What do you want to talk about?"
Looking at Liang Rui like this, Jiang Ming felt as if a knife was stabbing at his heart, and he couldn't say anything he wanted to say. Didn't their father and son bring Liang Rui enough misfortune?What right did he have to ask for his forgiveness? In the end, Jiang Ming only said three words: "I'm sorry."
Liang Rui stared at Jiang Ming intently, lost his mind for a moment, but soon his eyes were covered with indifference again.Jiang Qinghai said that he was his nightmare, that he would bring him and Jiang Ming misfortune, Liang Rui thought it was ridiculous, wasn't he the one who was unlucky?
But at this moment, he really brought misfortune to Jiang Ming, the person he once loved deeply.
Perhaps Jiang Qinghai had already anticipated this day.
"Are you here, are you apologizing to me for him?" The corner of Liang Rui's mouth slightly curled up in a sarcastic arc, Jiang Qinghai, but he never said sorry to him from the beginning to the end.
The pain in Jiang Ming's eyes was even worse, his voice was stiff and jerky, "I'm sorry..."
Liang Rui closed his eyes, and he said flatly: "If you came here just to say this to me, then I heard it."
Jiang Ming held hands tightly, no, what he wanted to say was not only this sentence, but also, can you stay, can you be with me, can you let me continue to love you...
But now he can't say these words.
If he continued to impose his own feelings on Liang Rui regardless of Liang Rui's wishes, what would be the difference between such a self and Jiang Qinghai's selfishness and despicableness.
Jiang Ming never understood what it meant to learn to let go of love. In his world, love never let go.
Now he finally understood, but he would rather he never understood.
Obviously this person was standing in front of him, but he had no choice but to let go, had to watch him leave.
So, nothing can be done.
He looked deeply at Liang Rui, as if he wanted to engrave the appearance of the man in front of him into his heart, engrave it again in the original clear trace, and paint it with blood to solidify it into an unfading trace.
Jiang Ming stretched out his hand and hugged Liang Rui into his arms.
It was a very light hug. Jiang Ming's movements were very gentle, as if he was hugging a feather.
The hug was very short, so short that Jiang Ming let go before Liang Rui could speak.
Liang Rui was startled, pain flashed across his half-drowned eyes.
He knew that he could leave this time, he finally got his wish, Jiang Ming would not pester him again, but the prerequisite for all of this was to lose both sides, for a short moment, he even thought, if there were only the two of them in this world How nice it would be for a person to not have to care about those bad things and live heartlessly, but he couldn't do it.
However, it's not bad if it ends like this, and he won't worry about unnecessary troubles in the future. If a kind of love can't make people happy, then it's probably inappropriate.
Liang Rui's lips moved, "I'm leaving."
Jiang Ming's voice was hoarse, and after a while, he whispered, "I know."
Liang Rui said again: "We will be strangers from now on, don't come looking for me, don't love me anymore, don't miss me anymore. Be kind to you and me."
Jiang Ming twitched the corners of his mouth. These were the cruelest words he had ever heard in his life, but he could only accept them passively, not even struggling to die.
Liang Rui took one last look at him, then turned and left without saying goodbye.
..............................
A year later, in City C.
When Liang Rui came home from get off work, he saw Liang Xiaoyuan rushing out to stick to him. Liang Rui touched the child's head, and it grew a lot taller. He smiled: "What's wrong? He's so big and frizzy."
"Dad, don't forget that you promised to take me out to play this weekend!" Liang Xiaoyuan said.
"I won't forget it." Liang Rui smiled.
Mrs. Zhang came out from the room and said with a smile: "Mr. Liang is back, the meal is ready."
It was inconvenient for Liang Rui to take care of the child by himself, so he hired a confinement wife to help him pick up and drop off the child and cook for him.Mrs. Zhang is honest and hardworking, and has a very kind personality. Liang Rui has been hiring her for a year now.
Liang Rui pinched his son's nose, "Eat."
On the weekend, Liang Rui took Liang Xiaoyuan out to play for two days as promised, because he played too crazy, and fell asleep in the car when he came back.
Liang Rui carried his son out of the car, and when he returned home, he saw someone waiting at the door, and when he saw it clearly, his face changed a little.
Standing at his door was Mrs. Jiang, the person he had always respected as his mother.
But the once noble and elegant woman stood alone at his door with a haggard look.When Liang Rui saw her, she also saw Liang Rui.
Because Liang Rui was holding his son, it was inconvenient to get the key, so he knocked on the door. Mrs. Zhang came to open the door quickly, took Liang Xiaoyuan over, and said to Liang Rui in a low voice: "This lady said she came to see you, but I remember you said not to let outsiders in casually, so you didn't let her in, and she refused to leave, she has been waiting here for two days." After speaking, he carried Liang Xiaoyuan back to the room.
Only then did Liang Rui look at Mrs. Jiang, his expression was a little cold, "Let's go outside and talk."
Mrs. Jiang looked at Liang Rui with complicated expressions, "Okay."
Liang Rui took her out and found a place where he could sit. In fact, Liang Rui had mixed feelings about facing Mrs. Jiang. No matter how Jiang Qinghai was, this woman had indeed given him the maternal love he longed for. When he was brought back to the Jiang family, Mrs. Jiang raised him herself. Although the birth of Jiang Ming took away most of Mrs. Jiang's energy, for Liang Rui, who didn't ask for much, Mrs. Jiang was the most important thing in his childhood. An important existence, even though many things happened later, Mrs. Jiang never blamed him, and treated him as always.
If something must be said to be wrong, it is probably because of her cowardice and inaction.But Liang Rui had no right to be dissatisfied with this point.
"You came to see me, there must be something wrong." Liang Rui said.
Mrs. Jiang looked at Liang Rui's face, her lips trembled, and she said, "That child... is... Ah Ming's..."
Liang Rui's expression became even colder, "It seems that he told you everything."
"Don't get me wrong, I didn't come here for the child." Mrs. Jiang saw Liang Rui's unhappy face, and quickly explained: "It's just the first time I saw him, so... just one more question, he looks very good ..."
Seeing Mrs. Jiang's humble appearance, Liang Rui suddenly felt uncomfortable. He said, "You should just tell me what's the matter."
"I hope..." Mrs. Jiang bit her lip and looked at him pleadingly: "I hope you can go back and see Ah Ming, okay?"
Liang Rui smiled, "Why should I go back to see him? We have nothing to do with each other anymore, and you came to find me, does Jiang Qinghai know about this?" Liang Rui couldn't control his voice slightly sarcastic when he said this.
Mrs. Jiang shook her head, then nodded again, she was a little incoherent, "I don't want you to do anything, I just ask you to go back and have a look at Ah Ming, just take a look... He has always missed you very much." She said with tears streaming down her face Come down, "He is dying, go and see if he is okay."
As a mother, she couldn't see her child in such pain, so even though she knew she would be ridiculed, she still came.
Liang Rui's heart skipped a beat, and he said in a deep voice, "What did you say?"
He thought he didn't care, but he didn't. When he heard Jiang Ming's news, he almost agreed instinctively, but reason stopped him, and he wouldn't make a decision easily based on one-sided words.
"A Ming had a car accident, it was very serious..." Mrs. Jiang choked up, "He has had a bad life this year, and he misses you very much. I am useless, I can't do anything, and I don't have the face to see you But this time... I just beg you to visit him, maybe if you go, he will want to live..."
Liang Rui felt that his hands were cold and had no warmth.
He closed his eyes, and suddenly said: "I want to ask you a question, have you always known about my life experience?"
Mrs. Jiang shook her head, "I don't know. Qing Hai has been hiding things from me and never letting me know about those things. A Ming told me about these things, and he doesn't want me to disturb you. I...in fact, I have always hoped that You can go back, as long as you can be happy, nothing else matters."
"If Ah Ming knew that I came to look for you, he would definitely blame me, but I still came." Mrs. Jiang looked at him with tears in her eyes, "Please, please?"
Liang Xiaoyuan also saw Jiang Ming, showing a helpless expression, stuck out his tongue and followed Liang Rui.
Jiang Ming's gaze followed Liang Rui's back, and he wanted to move forward, but he couldn't move.After knowing everything, what qualifications does he have to pursue Liang Rui?
But... just watching Liang Rui disappear from his life like this...
It was like taking his life away with him.
These days, he has not appeared in front of Liang Rui, he knew that Liang Rui would not want to see him.But Liang Rui is leaving today, if he doesn't come again, I'm afraid we won't even be able to see him for the last time.
Just thinking about it made him want to die in pain.
So here he is today.
In the end, it was just repeating the cruel facts. Liang Rui looked at him in a way that was worse than that of a stranger.
He finally confirmed it...
He originally thought that he could redeem everything, but in fact he couldn't. In the end, he could only watch Liang Rui leave in front of him with his own eyes, and he didn't even have the qualifications to ask him to stay.
There is probably nothing more cruel than this.
That figure was getting further and further away, and it was about to disappear from his sight.
Jiang Ming suddenly stepped up and chased after him. He grabbed Liang Rui's wrist with deep pleading in his dark eyes. After a few seconds, he slowly said, "Can we...can we talk?"
Liang Rui's eyes fell on Jiang Ming's hand that was holding him, his expression was very cold, and he was about to shake it off when he saw Liang Xiaoyuan tug on his sleeve, and said weakly, "Dad, let's talk, we Go ahead and wait for you, okay?" He carefully looked at Liang Rui with his big dark eyes, although he didn't say anything, he clearly expressed his hope that they would talk.
This child... The expression in Liang Rui's eyes was shaken for a moment. After a long time, he nodded, "Okay."
When Liang Xiaoyuan walked away in a hurry, Liang Rui looked at Jiang Ming and said lightly, "What do you want to talk about?"
Looking at Liang Rui like this, Jiang Ming felt as if a knife was stabbing at his heart, and he couldn't say anything he wanted to say. Didn't their father and son bring Liang Rui enough misfortune?What right did he have to ask for his forgiveness? In the end, Jiang Ming only said three words: "I'm sorry."
Liang Rui stared at Jiang Ming intently, lost his mind for a moment, but soon his eyes were covered with indifference again.Jiang Qinghai said that he was his nightmare, that he would bring him and Jiang Ming misfortune, Liang Rui thought it was ridiculous, wasn't he the one who was unlucky?
But at this moment, he really brought misfortune to Jiang Ming, the person he once loved deeply.
Perhaps Jiang Qinghai had already anticipated this day.
"Are you here, are you apologizing to me for him?" The corner of Liang Rui's mouth slightly curled up in a sarcastic arc, Jiang Qinghai, but he never said sorry to him from the beginning to the end.
The pain in Jiang Ming's eyes was even worse, his voice was stiff and jerky, "I'm sorry..."
Liang Rui closed his eyes, and he said flatly: "If you came here just to say this to me, then I heard it."
Jiang Ming held hands tightly, no, what he wanted to say was not only this sentence, but also, can you stay, can you be with me, can you let me continue to love you...
But now he can't say these words.
If he continued to impose his own feelings on Liang Rui regardless of Liang Rui's wishes, what would be the difference between such a self and Jiang Qinghai's selfishness and despicableness.
Jiang Ming never understood what it meant to learn to let go of love. In his world, love never let go.
Now he finally understood, but he would rather he never understood.
Obviously this person was standing in front of him, but he had no choice but to let go, had to watch him leave.
So, nothing can be done.
He looked deeply at Liang Rui, as if he wanted to engrave the appearance of the man in front of him into his heart, engrave it again in the original clear trace, and paint it with blood to solidify it into an unfading trace.
Jiang Ming stretched out his hand and hugged Liang Rui into his arms.
It was a very light hug. Jiang Ming's movements were very gentle, as if he was hugging a feather.
The hug was very short, so short that Jiang Ming let go before Liang Rui could speak.
Liang Rui was startled, pain flashed across his half-drowned eyes.
He knew that he could leave this time, he finally got his wish, Jiang Ming would not pester him again, but the prerequisite for all of this was to lose both sides, for a short moment, he even thought, if there were only the two of them in this world How nice it would be for a person to not have to care about those bad things and live heartlessly, but he couldn't do it.
However, it's not bad if it ends like this, and he won't worry about unnecessary troubles in the future. If a kind of love can't make people happy, then it's probably inappropriate.
Liang Rui's lips moved, "I'm leaving."
Jiang Ming's voice was hoarse, and after a while, he whispered, "I know."
Liang Rui said again: "We will be strangers from now on, don't come looking for me, don't love me anymore, don't miss me anymore. Be kind to you and me."
Jiang Ming twitched the corners of his mouth. These were the cruelest words he had ever heard in his life, but he could only accept them passively, not even struggling to die.
Liang Rui took one last look at him, then turned and left without saying goodbye.
..............................
A year later, in City C.
When Liang Rui came home from get off work, he saw Liang Xiaoyuan rushing out to stick to him. Liang Rui touched the child's head, and it grew a lot taller. He smiled: "What's wrong? He's so big and frizzy."
"Dad, don't forget that you promised to take me out to play this weekend!" Liang Xiaoyuan said.
"I won't forget it." Liang Rui smiled.
Mrs. Zhang came out from the room and said with a smile: "Mr. Liang is back, the meal is ready."
It was inconvenient for Liang Rui to take care of the child by himself, so he hired a confinement wife to help him pick up and drop off the child and cook for him.Mrs. Zhang is honest and hardworking, and has a very kind personality. Liang Rui has been hiring her for a year now.
Liang Rui pinched his son's nose, "Eat."
On the weekend, Liang Rui took Liang Xiaoyuan out to play for two days as promised, because he played too crazy, and fell asleep in the car when he came back.
Liang Rui carried his son out of the car, and when he returned home, he saw someone waiting at the door, and when he saw it clearly, his face changed a little.
Standing at his door was Mrs. Jiang, the person he had always respected as his mother.
But the once noble and elegant woman stood alone at his door with a haggard look.When Liang Rui saw her, she also saw Liang Rui.
Because Liang Rui was holding his son, it was inconvenient to get the key, so he knocked on the door. Mrs. Zhang came to open the door quickly, took Liang Xiaoyuan over, and said to Liang Rui in a low voice: "This lady said she came to see you, but I remember you said not to let outsiders in casually, so you didn't let her in, and she refused to leave, she has been waiting here for two days." After speaking, he carried Liang Xiaoyuan back to the room.
Only then did Liang Rui look at Mrs. Jiang, his expression was a little cold, "Let's go outside and talk."
Mrs. Jiang looked at Liang Rui with complicated expressions, "Okay."
Liang Rui took her out and found a place where he could sit. In fact, Liang Rui had mixed feelings about facing Mrs. Jiang. No matter how Jiang Qinghai was, this woman had indeed given him the maternal love he longed for. When he was brought back to the Jiang family, Mrs. Jiang raised him herself. Although the birth of Jiang Ming took away most of Mrs. Jiang's energy, for Liang Rui, who didn't ask for much, Mrs. Jiang was the most important thing in his childhood. An important existence, even though many things happened later, Mrs. Jiang never blamed him, and treated him as always.
If something must be said to be wrong, it is probably because of her cowardice and inaction.But Liang Rui had no right to be dissatisfied with this point.
"You came to see me, there must be something wrong." Liang Rui said.
Mrs. Jiang looked at Liang Rui's face, her lips trembled, and she said, "That child... is... Ah Ming's..."
Liang Rui's expression became even colder, "It seems that he told you everything."
"Don't get me wrong, I didn't come here for the child." Mrs. Jiang saw Liang Rui's unhappy face, and quickly explained: "It's just the first time I saw him, so... just one more question, he looks very good ..."
Seeing Mrs. Jiang's humble appearance, Liang Rui suddenly felt uncomfortable. He said, "You should just tell me what's the matter."
"I hope..." Mrs. Jiang bit her lip and looked at him pleadingly: "I hope you can go back and see Ah Ming, okay?"
Liang Rui smiled, "Why should I go back to see him? We have nothing to do with each other anymore, and you came to find me, does Jiang Qinghai know about this?" Liang Rui couldn't control his voice slightly sarcastic when he said this.
Mrs. Jiang shook her head, then nodded again, she was a little incoherent, "I don't want you to do anything, I just ask you to go back and have a look at Ah Ming, just take a look... He has always missed you very much." She said with tears streaming down her face Come down, "He is dying, go and see if he is okay."
As a mother, she couldn't see her child in such pain, so even though she knew she would be ridiculed, she still came.
Liang Rui's heart skipped a beat, and he said in a deep voice, "What did you say?"
He thought he didn't care, but he didn't. When he heard Jiang Ming's news, he almost agreed instinctively, but reason stopped him, and he wouldn't make a decision easily based on one-sided words.
"A Ming had a car accident, it was very serious..." Mrs. Jiang choked up, "He has had a bad life this year, and he misses you very much. I am useless, I can't do anything, and I don't have the face to see you But this time... I just beg you to visit him, maybe if you go, he will want to live..."
Liang Rui felt that his hands were cold and had no warmth.
He closed his eyes, and suddenly said: "I want to ask you a question, have you always known about my life experience?"
Mrs. Jiang shook her head, "I don't know. Qing Hai has been hiding things from me and never letting me know about those things. A Ming told me about these things, and he doesn't want me to disturb you. I...in fact, I have always hoped that You can go back, as long as you can be happy, nothing else matters."
"If Ah Ming knew that I came to look for you, he would definitely blame me, but I still came." Mrs. Jiang looked at him with tears in her eyes, "Please, please?"
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