Insincere

Liang Rui hadn't thought of what happened before he was eight years old. Sometimes, he even thought he had forgotten it.

But in fact no, he will never forget it in his life.

He can't forget that night, when he was little, his mother stuffed him into the cupboard. From the gap in the cupboard, he saw his parents fall under the black hole of the gun, and the blood flowed all over the place, staining his world red. ... He covered his mouth tightly, without making a sound.

After that night, he went from heaven to hell.

In hell there are no loving parents, no caring relatives, no nice big rooms, no clean clothes, nothing.

He could choose to die, but... no, he wanted to live.

Even if he just lives in the dark corner of hell, he doesn't want to give up.

Then he was very fortunate that in hell, he found his light and found the meaning of existence again.

He would rather die himself than see important people die in front of him.

Liang Rui walked in the boundless darkness, for some reason, he seemed to have returned to the cabinet where he hid in the beginning, and he himself turned into a tiny ant, no matter which direction he went, he couldn't get out.

Just when he was about to give up, there seemed to be a flash of light far ahead.

..............................

Standing in front of the ward of the intensive care unit, Jiang Ming looked thinner, with unshaven stubble on his chin, and lifeless eyes in his dark eyes.He looked at the doctor standing beside Liang Rui's hospital bed, looking into Liang Rui's eyes with a flashlight, and gave him various tests...

Jiang Ming stood there dumbly, like a walking dead who had lost his soul.

Why did his worst nightmare repeat itself in front of him time and time again... Eight years ago, he searched through that hospital, only to find a charred corpse and the watch he gave to Liang Rui.At that time, he suddenly realized what he wanted...the ensuing regret overwhelmed him, and he once thought that he would die too, but no, he survived... probably because he felt that Liang Rui didn't want him to go down to accompany him. Since he wanted to escape even death, he would be very angry when he saw him chasing after him, right?

He lived for the sake of living, until one day, he saw Liang Rui again, no one could know his joy at that moment.Nothing is more important than Liang Rui being alive, even if Liang Rui lied to him, but fortunately, Liang Rui lied to him... Liang Rui is still alive.

As long as you're alive, there's hope, right?So he will not let go no matter what, and he will get it by any means, even if he hates him and blames him, it doesn't matter.

But now... this time he saw Liang Rui fall in front of him with his own eyes, this time, there will be no luck, and there will never be another Liang Rui... After many years, he suddenly appeared in front of him with a smile .

If you die this time, even if you don't want to see me, I will accompany you, okay?

Jiang Ming's fingers bent slightly, and he moved his stiff arms, turned his neck, hands, and feet, and turned around like a robot.The person who hurt you, I will definitely make him pay the price...

Including myself, too.

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Liang Rui ran in the direction of the light, took a rest when he was tired from running, and continued running when he had strength.He can't stay here, he suddenly remembered, now he has a son, his son is only eight years old, he must be terrified now, he can't leave his child alone, let his child be like him , at this age when he should be ignorant and ignorant, he was swallowed by the dark world...so he had to go back.

have to go back...

Liang Rui slowly opened his eyes, because the light was too dazzling, which made him a little bit unclear for a moment.

It took a while before I vaguely remembered that he had been shot.

Now...he should be alive.

The instruments around him were beeping, and after a while, a group of doctors and nurses rushed over, surrounded him with excited expressions, and checked for a while...

The crowd came in like a tide, and then went out like a tide.

Then Liang Rui saw Jiang Ming approaching slowly.

There was a look of surprise in his eyes, why did Jiang Ming look so haggard?

Jiang Ming looked at Liang Rui and was speechless for a long time. He pulled up a chair and sat on the edge of the bed, holding Liang Rui's right hand, his voice fluctuated and his sentences were intermittent, "You're awake, the doctor said...wake up It will be fine..."

Liang Rui let Jiang Ming hold his hand, he could feel the warmth from Jiang Ming's palm, and he was still slightly trembling... His heart suddenly felt a little heavy, but he didn't want to show it, so he forced the corners of his mouth to show a smile : "How long have I been asleep?"

Jiang Ming held Liang Rui's hand tightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's been a month... I almost thought you..." He couldn't wake up.

"More than a month?!" Liang Rui spoke too hastily, and coughed a few times suddenly, causing a sharp pain in his chest.He slept for so long, Liu Sirong and Xiao Yuan are not in a hurry!Especially Xiao Yuan...is he alright?Are you worried or afraid? !

Liang Rui couldn't stand for a moment, struggling to get up.

Jiang Ming was shocked. He hurriedly reached out to push Liang Rui down, but he was afraid that he would hurt Liang Rui if he moved too hard. His face turned pale from the pain, and soon he was exhausted and fell down again.

"Don't move, speak slowly if you have something to say." Jiang Ming looked at him cautiously, with a pleading look in his eyes.

"I, my son..." Liang Rui panted heavily, his face full of anxiety.

"They're all right, they're all right, don't worry." Jiang Ming said quickly, looking into Liang Rui's eyes seriously, and said, "I called Liu Sirong before and said that it's not convenient for you to contact them recently. Talk to her."

"She believed it?" Liang Rui asked.

"I also asked the general manager of the group's branch in W City to go to her in person and told her to invite you to participate in a planning project of our company. She may be busy recently, and she has no doubts." Jiang Ming said.

Liang Rui breathed a sigh of relief, but then frowned again.His injury might not even allow him to get out of bed for the time being, and after a long time, the paper will not be able to contain the fire, but if he tells the truth, it will only make them worry in vain.

Jiang Ming seemed to have guessed his worry a long time ago, and immediately suggested: "Before you didn't wake up, I was also worried that you would lose the gang after a long time. But now that you are awake, you can call them yourself, so that it will be regarded as a temporary meeting. If they don’t come to you, they won’t be suspicious because of the time, you can appease them first, and then go back when the injury is better.”

Liang Rui missed his son very much, but he didn't want his son to see him like this, so he had to accept Jiang Ming's proposal.

Jiang Ming immediately handed Liang Rui's cell phone to him, and said in a low voice, "I guess you will need to use it when you wake up, and I don't know when you will wake up, so I keep it fully charged..."

Liang Rui paused slightly, and reached out to take the phone.

He dialed Liu Sirong's phone number, and he answered it quickly, and said pleasantly: "Brother Rui, are you done with your work?"

"Not yet." Liang Rui said.

Liu Sirong's tone was disappointed: "It's been such a long time, Xiao Yuan has been clamoring for Dad every day, and if you don't come back, I will almost be unable to coax you."

Liang Rui frowned, "I'm sorry, I really can't leave for the time being, and I have to trouble you to take me with you for a while, and let Xiao Yuan answer the phone."

"I'm not troublesome, I'm just worried about Xiao Yuan." Liu Sirong said helplessly, "You wait, I'll call him."

The phone was quiet for a while, and then Liang Xiaoyuan's crisp voice came, "Dad, Dad, is that you?"

Liang Rui couldn't help laughing, "It's me, have you behaved lately?"

Liang Xiaoyuan's voice was aggrieved, "I'm very good, Dad, when will you come back..."

"Father is very busy with work, so he can't come back for the time being." Liang Rui wished he could fly back, but he had to tell such a lie.

Liang Xiaoyuan was silent for a long time, and finally said weakly: "Father, you don't want me, do you..."

"Why do you think so? Of course not!" Liang Rui said decisively.

"Oh...then when will you come back..." Liang Xiaoyuan asked again, and said weakly: "It is said that some parents lie to them that they cannot come back because they have something to do..."

"Don't think about it!" Liang Rui was distressed, but his voice was stern, "I will come back as soon as possible, you go to school obediently, listen to Auntie, and wait for Dad to come back to check your homework, you understand?"

He talked with Liang Xiaoyuan for a while, finally calmed him down, and hung up the phone.

Having just woke up and talked so much, Liang Rui relied on perseverance to support him. Now that he put down the phone, he felt pain all over his body, his brows were frowning and his face turned pale.

Jiang Ming remained silent by the side, his heart ached, and only now reached out to touch Liang Rui's forehead, "I'm sweating, is there any discomfort? I'll call the doctor over."

"I'm fine." Liang Rui's tone was a little weak, and he closed his eyes tiredly.

Jiang Ming stopped talking. He silently stared at Liang Rui's face. What else could he wish for? As long as Liang Rui is still alive, it's fine...

He knew clearly in his heart that he shouldn't expect too much, but the greed deep in his heart couldn't be stopped no matter what, making him unable to let go.

He stared down at Liang Rui, looked at his eyelashes, the bridge of his nose, his lips... Every minute and every inch of Liang Rui seemed to be engraved in the bottom of his heart, with indelible marks chiseled out with a knife and axe.

"You still love me, right?" Jiang Ming said softly, "You said you loved me."

Liang Rui's eyelashes trembled slightly, but he didn't open his eyes, nor did he speak.

"If you don't love me and don't care about me anymore, why do you save me? If you really hate me, why don't you just let me die?" Jiang Ming's voice was like some kind of soliloquy, as if he was talking to himself. Convince yourself and give yourself a reason to persevere, "You obviously can't let me go, since that's the case, let's not separate, okay?"

"I can't live without you." Jiang Ming's voice seemed a little choked up.

"Am I being selfish, because I can't live without you, so I kept you in spite of your wishes. I did a lot of things that don't deserve your forgiveness, but I still want to ask you..."

"Can you give me a chance to love you?"

"This time, let me love you instead."