He has the green hills to go alone

When he got up the next day, Li Xiangzhi hurried out again.The Autumn Harvest School is going to be on vacation, so Xu Qingshan has a few more days to spare.After Li Xiangzhi left, Xu Qingshan couldn't lie down either, and after getting up, he washed and tidied up as usual.When I had free time near noon, I moved out of the chair and half-lyed and half-sat on the flat ground by the door to rest.

The clouds in the mountains float and wander, making the sun shine like flowers in the waves of the river, scattered into the dust world.

Xu Qingshan squinted his eyes slightly, his eyes fell randomly, from the blue sky to the floating clouds, from the floating clouds to the mountains, the mountains were coiled with a thin silver thread, looking down along the thin line, across a dense forest leaves, Then I saw the eaves of several houses in the village.

Xu Qingshan put his hand on his belly, and suddenly remembered Li Xiangzhi's joke yesterday.

Although what Li Xiangzhi said yesterday was a joke, it was also true. Over the past few years, Xu Qingshan also felt that his limbs had not changed much compared to when he was young, and his waist and limbs were indeed much rounder.He had an old problem in the past, always suffering from back pain, especially in rainy days, but after Li Xiangzhi came, he would take care of him on weekdays and often massage him, and now it may have been a long time since it has recurred.

But in fact, thinking about the time when Li Xiangzhi came, I was not considered young at that time.Xu Qingshan had already stood up at that time, and the girls from a few miles away refused all the time, guarding their old house and school alone. To be honest, there are always some gossips, otherwise how could a good and normal man not want to marry a wife? Woolen cloth.My uncle and aunt also said a lot about this.

Whenever the night is quiet, Xu Qingshan himself will think while lying in the quilt, in fact, it is good to live with one more person, he must not live his life alone like this.

But who do you spend your life with?Who can live this life with themselves?He felt that the girls introduced to him by his aunt were not suitable candidates.

It's not suitable, but you have to make do with it. It's really not happy to be together.

"People always have to suffer a little. They are always happy. It is impossible for them not to feel wronged for a moment. God will not let people live like this." His aunt once said such a sentence to him.These are the words expressed by the elders who already have a pair of children and have experienced the grief that should be in this world.

But people who live like this need courage.Xu Qingshan knew from his bones that he was a cowardly and cowardly person.Because he didn't dare to go far away alone, and didn't dare to disappoint the whole village, he chose to stay.Because he didn't dare to face the fact that he had to spend his life with someone he didn't feel, he procrastinated until the elders lost their expectations of him.

He never told Li Xiangzhi that when Li Xiangzhi came to the school for the first time, he saw Li Xiangzhi standing under the tree from the window. It's not his, everything is just for this moment of meeting.

Xu Qingshan finally became Xu Qingshan.It's not the elder brother who takes care of others in the school, not the good son-in-law candidate in everyone's eyes, not the steady Mr. Xu in the school.

But at that time, I still didn't have the courage.He almost rejected all the branches thrown by Li Xiangzhi, blindly backed away, wrapped himself up, and hid his thoughts in his calm face.When people get used to hiding, being upright becomes at a loss, and following one's own heart becomes extremely awkward and difficult.

Fortunately, Li Xiangzhi is a person who is willing to go one step further than himself.

Xu Qingshan squinted his eyes under the warm sun in the mountains at this time, and couldn't be more comfortable.

Maybe Li Xiangzhi will come back from the outside in a while, he will open the door, walk into the house where Xu Qingshan has lived for many years, look around the courtyard they are familiar with, and in a blink of an eye, he will see himself sitting on a chair Lazily basking in the sun, then came forward and made fun of himself.

But maybe today was another busy day, and he would have to come back here in the middle of the night, whispering to himself, packed everything up, sighed with tiredness and satisfaction, and nestled into his own quilt.

Or... no or, there was movement outside the door, a few knocks on the door pulled Xu Qingshan's consciousness back.

"Qingshan, are you at home? I'm Weiqing, and I brought the students here. Qingshan..." The voice of another gentleman in the school outside the door pulled Xu Qingshan up from his chair.After getting up, Xu Qingshan rubbed his eyes, yawned and walked to the door. In a few steps, he straightened his clothes and patted his sleeves to wake up his spirit thoroughly.

As soon as the door opened, the steady and clear Mr. Xu appeared again.

Outside the door, Wang Weiqing was followed by a few students. Seeing Xu Qingshan opened the door, they saluted Xu Qingshan one by one, saying hello, sir.Xu Qingshan nodded, looked at a few students, they were all about to leave the class, guessed it in his heart, and probably knew it.

After several people approached, Xu Qingshan was going to boil hot water to make tea, Wang Weiqing went with him to the stove and lit a fire for the stove.

"These children are going to leave in two days. They came to me specially today, and I will bring them here. Let's worship together."

"Leaving so early?"

"Isn't it the autumn harvest? We have all the money and food. It's better to leave earlier before the weather cools down."

"A lot of people have gone out in the past few years." Many students in the school did not stay in their hometowns, and Xu Qingshan also felt it.

"There is a war outside, so it's good to let them go out for a break, but it's not easy in a peaceful and prosperous age." Wang Weiqing knows this way. As long as there is a war, the resources of the court and the army will be tight. For ordinary people, at this time On the contrary, it is an opportunity.